just keep to tshirt and shorts to schoooooooooool.
dinner out with parents & elder brother & parents' friends later for some really good food :> i should talk to my NS brother more manxz ): and get money from parents to shop more tomorrow 8) dad promised to give! cos he already went shopping with mum hehe. he doesnt want to accompany me shop, so give money. muahahah. ralph lauren bag here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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here it goes to convince myself: everything will be alright.
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back from dinner! at jurong safra club. good food, not. the buddha jump over the wall was damn bland and the ingredients had no taste D: ate till damn full though.
佛跳墙！
still remember, there were 3 servings of buddha jump over the wall. the first one that came for me was like so small then i immediately complained "wah lau why my serving so small?!" and everyone on my table laughed at me ): the second one came, and the waitress was like, "just now your serving very small, now i give you more". end up damn full after that already -.-
the second serving of buddha jump over the wall for me.
guava juice!
went to warren country club after that for pool and karaoke.
had snow ball cocktail which tasted pretty nice! the alcohol content was damn little though. then when we went to sing, i got long island tea and got scolded by my dad cos he thought it was long island hahaha. but long island tea the alcohol tasted damn strong also. in the end the pub closed at 1am, so i had to gulp down half a cup of my cocktail. ended up my body until now still damn warm D: dad say he himself also cannot take it for long island, will get drunk lol.
and he dont allow me to get another bag cos he said i have too many bags ): i shall go persuade him to get me the bag tomorrow againnnnn. i dont care i want it :P who call him to spoil me ever since young muahaha.
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4:38 PM
and so many screw ups here and there. all of us wanted to sleep and get away and get our supper/dinner but cos so many people left already we felt bad to like, leave the studio so empty so we stayed till they wrapped up at 11pm. DIDNT EVEN GET TO LEARN ANYTHING?! waste of timeeeee. dont even know why i bothered to turn up.
anyway, i enjoyed my japanese lesson today! i like. i'm happy i chose that modules that let me enrich myself more, those that i want to learn though how hard it can get to score. cos if i go take those that can score easy but dont learn anything much, its practically waste of time.
わたしはシンガポールジんです。 :D:D
it was an escapade for me, to run away from all the politics, to run away from everything and let me enjoy myself. but i guess, i just cant avoid it anywhere i go.
you. we may not be best of friends or anything, but the way we're drifting apart. its making me sad, angry, unhappy over it. you may not know, but whatever small action you do just upsets me further. you make me wish that i didnt get to know you in the first place. because i realised, what you need is just, someone who listens to you talk and show you care only. there's no need for me to try to communicate with you in the first place, because you dont even bother to listen if i try to talk to you, isnt it? maybe you did, but your words, your facial expressions, your actions. just show me how much you actually care about me. i've thought over it, you have never ever shown me any concern at all. throughout how long we've known each other, i bet the words of concern, were just as much as 3 sentences only. i searched my whole memory, i can only remember one sentence of concern from you. i want to get away from this. things will turn for the better, i believe. i believe i'll be free.
you. we may not be best of friends or anything, but the way we're drifting apart. its making me sad, angry, unhappy over it. you may not know, but whatever small action you do just upsets me further. you make me wish that i didnt get to know you in the first place. because i realised, what you need is just, someone who listens to you talk and show you care only. there's no need for me to try to communicate with you in the first place, because you dont even bother to listen if i try to talk to you, isnt it? maybe you did, but your words, your facial expressions, your actions. just show me how much you actually care about me. i've thought over it, you have never ever shown me any concern at all. throughout how long we've known each other, i bet the words of concern, were just as much as 3 sentences only. i searched my whole memory, i can only remember one sentence of concern from you. i want to get away from this. things will turn for the better, i believe. i believe i'll be free.
1:29 AM
To dream that you are in a meeting, suggests that you need to redirect your energies toward a more productive endeavor. Alternatively, you are learning to accept various aspects of yourself.
direct my energies to mass comm not frisbee lol. or that learning to accept how lousy i am in frisbee haha.
To dream that you are being attacked by someone, signifies questions to your character and the need to defend yourself. You are feeling stressed, vulnerable and helpless. You may also be faced with difficult changes in your waking life. Dreaming of an attack provides a way for you to confront these situations that you may be avoiding in real life.
the need to defend myself. i think so. feeling stressed, vulnerable and helpless, sometimes. avoiding something, definitely.
To dream that you are undergoing a transformation, indicates a need for change or a deviation from your usual routine. It also suggests your expanded awareness and a deep-level personality development.
more of a deep-level personality development for me.
To dream that you are being chased, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity. Alternatively, you may be running away from a primal urge or fear.
the first sentence is totally true.
To dream that you are invisible, signifies feelings of not being noticed or recognized for what is important to you. You feel overlooked. Alternatively, you may be trying to withdraw from the realities of life.
withdraw from realities of life. yes.
To see a basketball in your dream, suggests that you need to make the first move. You also need to concentrate and be more focused in your goals.
i dont make the first move to solve this, usually. unless you're really close to me i guess.
To dream that you escape from injury, from an animal, or from any situation, signifies your good health and prosperity. You will experience a favorable turn of events.
yes, everything will change for the better. life's great.
To see or eat sweets in your dream, represents indulgence, sensuality, and some forbidden pleasure. Perhaps you have been depriving yourself of some joy or pleasure. Alternatively, it may symbolize your rewards. This dream symbol may also be a metaphor for your sweetie or the special someone in your life.
i've deprived myself of a lot of sweets and chocolates and yoghurt hahahaha.
okay, i'm just bored waiting for the mediacorp CHINESE don't forget the lyrics thing to start so i decided to interpret my dream. at least now somehow things will turn for the better :) i hope it does.
and my chinese is pro one k dont laugh i shall speak in chinese later! its not torturous to listen to my chinese for anyone except those in frisbee somehow.
never mind, my angmoh accent(which only frisbee people thinks i have) when it comes to chinese will change to japanese accent soon.
さようなら！
5:58 PM
many of us were having nhsb meeting, when 4 cute guys playing basketball came to invade our space, and then attacked us. then 4 girls including myself, transformed into pokemon to fight them back. the guys also transformed lol. but then suay suay, i cannot transform myself properly and transformed into digimon.
i had a special ability which is to become invisible so they couldnt find me, since i had to escape somehow. the cutest guy chased after me. the setting somehow changed to my hdb block here.
i ended up holding on to my impact peach mints and the sound gave me away. ended up having all 4 chasing after the invisible sound. so i decided to walk to prevent my peach mint making lots of sound, and at the last minute one of them detected me. so i flung myself out of the stairs and into the carpark and my other 3 friends applauded me for being able to escape all 4 at a go.
then i woke up, shit late for school.
1:07 AM
anyway, today got back like 3 papers D: newswriting poll assignment 1, the grade was unexpected for me :) i'm satisfied, but i want to do better. financial test for media management, did not as well as i expected but nevertheless i'm still happy with my grade. and the group questionnaire design for media research methods, my group was disappointed with our results. could have done better! but doesnt matter, we'll do better for our next project!
i think my expectations for my work are all pretty much high. but it's good isnt it? other than the unnecessary pressure i'll give myself.
but it's okay. IM GOING TO GO SHOPPING WITH MY PARENTS TO RELIEVE STRESS. I DONT CARE. i remember i saw a pretty ralph lauren bag far away a while bag, i shall drag my dad to see if it's nice up close and still available. retail therapy hoho. the time where my only worry is no money. but shopping with parents, my worries are all gone hohoho. but parents complain they buy so many bags for me i never carry them out ): have to see occasion and what i wear mah! :):) convince them to get more for me hehehe. i still want another black bag :P
and and, i want to go eat ice cream! :D at the daily scoop at the sunset way, very near school! i want to try Utterly Avocado, Nutty Macadamia, Kookie Monster, SoBerry Cheez, Peach Bum!, Banana Fantasy, Durian-Durian, Hazelnut Haven, Lychee Martini®!!!!!!!!! tried Surprising Coconut last time and i still want more. ice cream makes me happy :D:D $3 per cone onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i know this is a bit late, but congratulations <3
12:41 AM
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LIQIANGGGGG.
i know you're busy mugging for your exams. so am i, busy mugging for my assignments. heh. im half asleep typing this and i still got one assignment more to go so you better treasure this dedicated post haha.
i still remember how you used to bully me like really crazy in sec 1 and 2. how i hated your guts and everything hahahahhaa. though the bullying got much lesser, i still remembered how you kept using the freaking thick a maths textbook to hit my head continuously! one time i was eating my lunch before band outside the band room, you just came out and hit me with it just because i returned your blow in class. i was damn pissed because my burger fell to the floor cannot eat already ok.
then you slowly changed.. and stopped bullying that violently. verbal abuse is still there. then my section got closer with you, but for a period of time i was quite angry and ignored you cos you were being very irritating towards me hahahahha.
anddddd. after some common test or exam, we started talking again. all of us in band bonded together and made band fun for everyone. and the clique5 cliqued together with you and edward the bbm hahaha! :D
then time came for us to leave band, but suay suay you still in my class. classmates for 4 years tsk. then the mugging for o lvls started. though in class nobody mugged much, we're always busy playing cards. i still remember how i laughed at people like yuzhi so clever but comes to bridge i beat him :P
time for o lvls came and gone. we took our last class picture together before we all left. the picture is in my hard disk i very lazy to go get haha. prom came (: i dont want upload my prom picture up hahahha so i shall put one with the class up :D
i still remember, we both are damn bastard one. like during 4o6 outing at east coast park, someone is skateboarding past us and both of us will be saying something like, if he falls i laugh (i somehow still remember someone from our class told me that i said exactly the same thing as you lol). then we always go kaopei others hahahaha.
after that, we parted ways. you went to njc, i went to acjc. we still managed to meet up. till times changed and i went to np, you stayed in njc. all of us started getting busy with work, so we could hardly meet up. we always meet up to celebrate somebody's birthday. with many failed surprises hahahaha so this time lazy plan surprise already :P
this year, we've only met up like, 4 times i think. THATS HOW LITTLE IT IS. my dimsum outing until now still dont have ah?! the next time we're meeting up is like to celebrate your birthday anyway. it sucks that we're all drowned in our work and hardly have time to go out ):
i hope this whole post jogged your memory ah. the old times. my 6th year knowing you. OLD ALREADY LAH. 18 already. time to party. you can go mugggg till a levels over then go party around with me k :D
12:09 AM
and four guys just approached my table and asked if anyone sitting with me. i said no, and they plonked their stuff down immediately ._.
and the incessant clicking of their mouse connected to their acer laptops is kind of annoying me a little cos i wanted a really quiet environment. oh my gooooooooood.
3:31 PM