But right now. I regret feeling those sadness.
4:46 PM
All for the team.
So much for caring.
Because what we got back was WE didn't do enough. WE did nothing. WE are selfish. What WE did is so litle compared to what YOU did.
Then blame us for it. Then you want us back to do a lot more saikang then get thrown one side again. Really... You think we're too much? Sorry but it could have been worse.
To have us to be there for the team still, to sacrifice selflessly for the team still, we need to feel like a team first. If we didn't, how was it a team?
Honestly I never felt so used before, so hurt before, so.... Taken for granted before.
Wish that everyone will stop thinking they are always there for me because many times I tried to get the concern, all I noticed was disappearing till I'm fine again. Because many times I get concern from people I don't expect to get it from. Because I don't approach, nobody will ever understand.
But it's okay. I'm used to being alone.
And I do wanna be alone already.
4:35 PM
most probably without you
there were problems already there, wasn't it? Except that we've been avoiding them for too long.
Because I always felt left out with you two
3:48 PM
12:55 AM
if you insist on you being right, i have nothing to say because you were never in my shoes.
3:51 PM
So okay never mind. All our fault. Problem solved.
Now get off my back.
11:31 AM
9:07 PM
hope i can tryyyyyy one layout this saturday :/
2:20 AM
please let there be no mistakes?
10:45 PM
2:44 AM
so sad that japan's having so much trouble. my favourite country to go back anytime leh :( miss all my ramen and sashimi and king crab omg whyyyyyy. at least i've been to japan 3 times so i dont feel so sad :P
12:59 AM
leaving with regrets.
the team won't ever be a whole again.
12:27 AM
and i cant believe i actually ate cold rock after that. stomach bursting like siao!
eat and eat and eat this holiday hahaha get fat again shizzz.
11:40 PM
Feeling like
There was this moment when I wished I was there. But nah, it'll never ever happen because it's me. So I'll just get over it again and forget everything and live life happily. And not get disappointed again :)
you two.
do you even know, do you even realize, how left out I've always felt?
6:58 PM
If there were other options, obviously I'll never be first.
1:02 AM
12:37 AM
i like rotting at home for once. used to dislike it. spent a bomb in topshop today, does anyone want to get me more items? i already controlled myself! :( i stopped myself from getting 3 pairs of shoes, 2 dresses, 1 pants and 1 shorts. sigh. getting 1 top 1 shorts and 1 skirt is enough right :( if i had more money i'd definitely want to get more skirts too ahhhh.
Dear Topshop,I really love your clothes a lot. I wish I can buy more than 5 pieces every time I step into the shop, but would you please lower your prices? If you do, you can bet I'll buy much more every single time.
Else, give members like me more discount? :)
Yours Sincerely,
Your Huge Fan
12:04 AM
1:47 AM