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Angella Sim
18/12/1991

Greenridge Primary School
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Sunday, September 25, 2005

I SHALL OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE MY "RETIREMENT" FROM THE COMPUTER FROM TODAE ONWARDS. SHALL ONLI COME ONLINE TO RESEARCH ON ART. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR UR EOY. JIAYOU!!

my uncle came back from somewhere n... I GOT A WHOLE BOX OF CHOC. BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. i shall enjoy it myself in a corner x)

very tired. slp at 1 on fri n 12 yest. very tired. not going to slp but revise.

eh jj. how come i see u everywhere me n bina n amel appear x)

practised my trumpet yest for three hours. i shall now go find some info for art n play my trumpet for one hour. ha.

3:29 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

I DUNNO Y BUT I JUZ CANT BRING MYSELF TO STUDY.

FROM NOW ON, I AM FREE OF TORTURE AND I CAN DUN WAKE UP SO EARLY TO GO SCH WIF AMELIA!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! MY UNCLE IS BACK!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!

been downloading damn lots of nice nice fonts. for free. ahahaa. very nice~

music test was postponed to next fri. freaking fat yeo. sucker. make me read -.-

blah. keep forgetting to bring my thumbdrive for the pw. lol. spent the time visiting blogs instead.

went to the hall. sit so long till leg pain. urghs. my class..... hopeless? i dun even noe wad they toking abt at all! hmmph. den eat still in circle. lol. i find the food ok but the vege sucks. the rest i ate. lol.

while waiting for bina to walk to bus stop together, i bet wif charmaine that when bina come n see me, the first thing she will say is.. : got sweet? but.. she said....: got tissue paper? me n charmaine were laughing like hell. den walked to bus stop wif her, amel ena n emily.

i think. i shall start studying tml. if not, i sure cant cope. but i juz dun understand y i fall aslp aft touching the book for 5 mins. urgh. want to practise my trumpet tml too..

8:37 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

I WANNA TYPE IN CAPS X)
NICE DAY TODAE. WENT TO LOT 1 WIF PRISCILLA. BOUGHT DAMN LOTS OF NEW THINGS. IM BROKE. THOSE WHO OWE ME MONEY RETURN FAST LEH. I IN NID OF MONEY BADLY. BUT OH WELLS. GET FROM U ALL TML SINCE IM BROKE LE X)

WOOTS. I LOVE ART BUT I HATE THE TCHR. STUPID NG STUPID CHENG STUPID TOH. EXTRAS. HAHA.

MY CLASS DE PE DAMN LAN. ALWAYS LOSE TO 2/1 DURING FRIENDLY MATCH EVERY THURS. LOL.

CHOWIE CHOWIE CHOWIE WHERE R U. I WANNA POUR WATER ON U. HAHAHAH. I ON THIRD FLOOR HE ON SECOND FLOOR. I GO POUR WATER AT HIM BUT HE DODGED JUZ IN TIME. LOL. WANNA FIND HIM N POUR AGAIN. HE RAN AWAY AFT I POUR AT HIM. HAHAHAHHA. CHOWIE!! LOL. FIND HIM AGAIN TML.

I BOUGHT A FILE WHICH IS DAMN CUTE N NICE N SOME MORE GOT MUSIC NOTES X)

I THINK. IM GOING TO START REVISION NOW. TODAE. JIAYOU EVERYONE IN UR EOY EXAMS. LEMME WIN U CAN LE X)

6:12 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

feeling super high till saw houxu's comment. i bet it isnt him. can tell. ha. wait till i found out who it is, i shall kill x)

CORNET/TRUMPET SECTION IS HIGHLY EFFICIENT, DEPENDABLE AND RAWKS THE MOST. DUN DENY x)

super high when i left sch wif wanting n doreen. playing running screaming n pulling bags. haha. wanting wanted us to accompany her. dor wanna go wif me. i wanna take 184. den it all happened. yuxuan was there too. he tot dat 2/10 ppl all crazy. haha. he said he tot i was sec 3 at first when he saw me. am i dat old? ha.

now everyone is saying that wei mann looks like me n thinks dat she is my sis. the whole class and some guy from 2/9 thinks so. some guy i dunno dat noes my name. lol. HOW THE HECK I LOOK LIKE HER? i dun find the resemblance at all. bleahhs. lol.

slping thruout geo lesson. nice nice. haha. woke up when someone accidentally hit me. lol. damn tired. assembly is juz sian sian sian. i tot they were going to tok abt something dat happened to our class n now is a discipline case. lucky dint. if not 2/10 lose face x)

I CANT USE THE HANDWRITE FEATURE AT MSN EVEN THO I DOWNLOADED WAD IS NEEDED. BLEAHHS.

when will the pimple ever go away?

7:27 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

bleahhs. cre8 a new email out of fun. kind of tired of my old email =) but since their r many things connected to my old one, i will still using it. new email: angella_sah@hotmail.com sounds better than the previous one a lot rite xP add me if u want. i think i added some ppl already. too lazy to add more.

went to sch wif amel. in fact. this whole wk im going to sch wif her. aahs. n im getting panda eyes. eyes hurt the whole time cos i was so tired. i almost fell aslp during the whole sch time. urghhs. was doing my hmwk late into the night den woke up so early. bleahhs. hard time keeping my eyes open.

aft sch went to com lab 3 to print out the lit project, which i spent the whole night doing. still have some other hmwk too. bleahhs. damn tired. den did a bit of pw. nid to hand in already n yet my class nobody did. ha. art too. my group.... no use. i think i will end up doing myself... ba.

went to beauty world centre to meet mum n dad n grandma n bro. bought 1 shirt n 1 skirt. the shirt is chao nice lor. i saw it for the first time jiu like le. hahas. but my mum wont lemme buy pink. there was onli pink n green left. so i had to take the green one. but equally nice. haha. my wardrobe is going to b full of green stuffs le. mum bought damn lots of green clothes for me.. she says its the trend.. O,o but... wadever. heck. i still prefer black plus some pink n white. that would b nice. ha.

urghs. pimple pimple go away. dun ever come back again.

6:51 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

TOO MUCH HMWK.

HAVENT FINISH THE SUPPOSED-TO-BE-HANDED-UP TML DE LIT PROJECT, ART, CME N BLAH BLAH BLAH PROJECTS. DAMN TOO MUCH.

there's still the forever having maths hmwk from mrs tan. who always give too much qns n too little time. bleah.

got bio SPA test ppl! abt some powder thingy. rmb red and blue litmus paper is for wad de. blah blah. nid to use the spatula first!! dun forget. many ppl forgot n got marks minused off. haha. got chased out of the sci lab cos my shoe was dirty from the mud n grass from the field n had to go toilet n wash away. haha. made a mess. xP

oh ya, beverly. if u happen to see this: im not the anonymous in ur blog. my com has some prob in which cant tag in ur tagboard.. junjie isnt my good fren. he's juz a normal fren la..

history class raja typed some words damn funny. "class, i have a bad throat so pls behave urself like human beings wif a conscience." n blah. forgot. but she said may spit blood. haha.

tchr dint come for lit~

chem was taken over by maths -.-"

had oral. 2/2 first. i was actually slping while waiting for the first 8 ppl to b over. my bk was in the locker so i couldnt practise. DIE. haha. everyone busy practising den dun wanna share. bleahhs. den i slp. last 20 mins i woke up. chris liew stopped practising so i boroed. the passage was abt someone travelling. den the pic is some malay ppl and a van. i think is malaysia dere ba. haha. but... i say a lot of wrong during pic discussion. the conversation was quite ok i think. haha. when it ended, it was already 4+. poor chris liew i think have to wait till 5 plus. can die. lol.

i think. im going to do hmwk. i nid the spirit to help me get revising. im juz too plain lazy now. urghs.

7:39 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

DIE

tml got hist test ba. n im busy doing the lit project. shucks. its so difficult.. somemore i stupidly go do diff one. on youth. den the poem is freakingly long. im dead. have to study for hist somemore. stupid raja say onli next wk but not when. im dead!!!!!!! can someone help me... i nid help on history test tml n the lit project the whole part of b! juz doing the part a gives me headache. shit. shucks. suck.

finally got my new com. my stupid bros r going to snatch it soon anyway. n i got scolded. got slapped by my dad. todae is a bad bad day for me. arghs. when can everything be fine?

the eoy coming soon. i see ppl studying except me. i think im going to fail. i miss band.

2:16 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

yest was fun. ha. but im feeling quite angry for no reason. so mayb i shant type too much.

forgot to bring the shirt. called my dad to bring during lunch n i shun bian koped money from him. morn went to hall for some lame stupid instructions. fat yeo will give us our music test next fri. sian.

aft sch went to central to eat mac wif dor qimin n wanting. aft dat took taxi back to sch cos we were almost late. n i had to pay the taxi fee -.-" reached sch at 3.10. den waited for a whle before going down wif the rest to set up the stall.

business was quite good at first. ha. cos i was running ard n pulling ppl to our stall to buy. but they said it was nice so it was worth the trip to our stall. haha. choc marshmellow n choc grape. ONLI. bleahhs. drinks shud b sold too. ppl were asking where can buy drinks o,-

was pulling everyone i noe i see to our stall. kept asking huiwen to go but she was on duty. bleahhs. my money was all spent on our stall. cos it was nice. haha. dun want others xP ppl commented dat our food was nice. but the guest dun like the look of it i guess. they went pass the stall looking onli. bleahhs.

met up wif bina n amelia. said bye to bina n gave her 3 lollipops. one each day. stupid of me. haha. den went ard looking wif amel cos i dint have the time. den soon was toking to amel n shilei. FOUND OUT SOMETHING ABT HER. but i shant tell. hahaha. was playing ard wif shilei n amel. but keep toking abt me n shilei n not amel. muz rmb to keep toking abt her next time. hahaha.

saw 212 walking advertisement ppl. funny.

our class sold out. den packe dup early n went up to class early. everyone. haha. ppl walking by asked if our stall was sold out or wad aft we kept everything. they shud have came earlier. haha.
practised my trumpet earlier. i want to improve more. for the sake of getting at least a gold in syf 07. tried to play el cam while listening to the song but it was too fast for me.... arghs. i muz jiayou.

gonna do hmwk - art mindmap, lit individual project. heck abt others.

bina shud have reached genting by now. but wadever. have fun n miss everyone in sg! take care n eat only one lollipops per day! dun spoil ur teeth!

-missing band lots-

4:44 PM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

shucks. tai ma gimme another warning for spamming again. 40% now. im dead soon.. hmmph. stupid tai ma. tai ma sucks. i said dat they off topic onli lor. where got spam -.- onli spammed at the community there, in which is ALLOWED. hmmph.

changed places? mrs tan made everyone sit in four rows n got ten ppl in each row. actually there was 5, but mrs tan felt that it was too much. so the TALL ppl at the back row had to move to the sides. shucks. so now im at the second row, the furthest away from the door n 2nd nearest to the tchr's table. bleah. do wadever tchrs like raja n choy(choy nvm cos she dun care xP) who are lazy n always sit at the table toking aso can see le. hmmph. n...... heck. my front back side all guys. bleah. not one girl at all. hmmph. from the start of the year, ive been at the same old place wif my head turning to the right to see the whiteboard all the time n now change place onli move in front -.-" might as well not move. later next yr my head is going to face one side le. bleahs. i prefer the old arrangement in which girls surround me wif a guy behind instead of now guys all ard. bleahhs. the sad fate of tall ppl... haiz...

got to go to the com lab at 1. which is art period again!! wheeee. our class made a mistake of going down too fast. haha. i finished my survey quickly to play. went to forum but nobody. heh. den whole class quickly finish den go play. but two person dint take at first cos not enuf com. den make them slowly slowly do until cheng came rushing us out. haha. that time was ard 1.30 already. we slowly went out, slowly lined up n slowly walked. HA. all the sec1 classes were looking at us. cos we took real slow steps. 15 mins to reach the stairs from the com lab!! ahahah. den cheng came screaming at us at the stairs like some mad idiot. LOL. everyone was laughing like hell. purposely de. dun want go art. haha. den we walked faster a bit den reached art rm ard 1.50. LOL. den no time to do anything so ng tok abt hmwk. bleahhs. haha. but it was sure damn funny n nice~ shall do that next time n make the tchr angry. den can waste time! but the 1/2 to 1/5 would b looking at us like we r aliens. cos we stopped at each class n look in n laugh for ard 1 min den walk on. hahahaaa. sure fun. do that next time too ppl!

wanna go play maple for a while den practise my trumpet~ studies last! haha. foxfire n alvamar is nice~~

4:35 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

tiredd.
the stupid tie looks ugly. the design is ugly. but the ppl who wore it.. hmm. lets see.. some look cute.... eg caiqin!!! got her photo of her wearing tie!! haha. some look toot. eg jj!! hahahahaha. some look okok. some look nice. hahaa.
lye sim n edmund ng checked my class de tie cos we first/second class to reach hall -.-"
wheeeeee!! band!! got to borrow back my instru today... shant miss it for.. one month? stupid EOY so fast come le. somemore den take soo long. on other days nvm. but y izzit always mon or wed, our band prac? urghs. at least i borrowed back. or i'll b depressed from missing my instru. haha. have to make sure i dun deprove.
MR TAN PRAISE US TRUMPETERS DURING SECTIONALS!! he said todae was the best of us. wheeeeee!! nice. foxfire overture was played nicely too!! but then got a part the snd n third not loud enuf. dat one i tried my best to play as loudly as i can. lucky without mistake. but i dunno abt others. haha. i think i have already memorised the fingerings. but oh well. i brought back the scores for foxfire, alvamar n el camino real. haha. muz get at least a gold on syf 07! i want to be the batch of sec4 who helped nan hua symphonic band get its first gold. gold wif honours better. but before we play, i can onli work hard for a gold first. gold wif honour? wait till next year i listen to our playing first. JIA YOU EVERYONE!! LETS GET THE FIRST GOLD FOR OUR DEAREST BAND N MR TAN! LET THE SCH B PROUD OF US! WE CAN DO IT!!! i noe its still 1yr n few months away. now focus on the concert on dec 3~
I LOVE TRUMPET SECTION AND NAN HUA SYMPHONIC BAND

8:27 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

STUPID FAT YEO. U BETTER WATCH OUT. IM TERRIBLY PISSED BY U.

now i noe y my frens cant join band. THANKS TO THAT STUPID FREAKING ASSHOLE YEO. wad happened? my frens told her that mr tan already let them in band if they can. n wad freaking yeo say? MR TAN HAS NO PLACE IN NAN HUA. HE IS ONLI EMPLOYED BY ME. wtf. so wad if mr tan has no place in nhss? he holds a high place in the band ppl hearts. UNLIKE U, MISS YEO. u dun even DESERVE a place in our heart. so wad if u have a high place in nhss. so wad if u noe a lot of ppl in the MOE. so wad? so wad? SO WAD? now i noe y u so old nobody even wants u n u r still a virgin. U GOT BIG ATTITUDE PROBLEM MAN. U FREAKING FAT YEO. UR FIGURE TURNS THEM OFF ALREADY. SO NOW UR ATTITUDE. U SUCKER. my fren onli said dat mdm noridah call them to tell u. n wad? U TOLD MDM NORIDAH THAT MY FREN CLAIMED DAT MDM NORIDAH ACCEPTED THEM ALREADY. they dint. n wad? u said dat they say till u assume she accepted. wtf? its onli one sentence wif less than 10 words la! u called mdm noridah to check whether band is full. mdm noridah said dat she dunno n will go check. n wad? U TOLD MY FRENS DAT MDM NORIDAH SAID DAT THE BAND IS FULL N BAND DOESNT WANT THEM. wtf. band has sooo much instru dat is left somewhere because nobody is using! FAT YEO U FACT DISTORTER. U SUCK. SAYING THOSE LIES IS ENUF. STILL GO INSULT MR TAN. LEMME TELL U THIS. IF U DARE TO FIRE MR TAN, THE WHOLE BAND WILL NOT EVER GO BACK FOR BAND PRAC TILL MR TAN COMES BACK. AT LEAST MR TAN STILL HAS A PLACE IN OUR HEARTS. U? NOT EVEN A TINY LITTLE PLACE AT OUR ASS!!

arghs.. im pissed off enuf. DUN U PPL COME IRRITATING ME NOW WIF WADEVER ESP ABT THAT. I WILL REALLY BASH U UP!!!!!!

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sch is getting more n more boring each day. slping for lit n maths. physics is getting more n more fun. looking forward to it now. thnx to chowie. haha. mrs tan took away cme again.... haiz. n until now we haven got back our cme paper? wtf is mrs tan doing.... den i tot class over go n find amel. den i go back class den the whole class was sitting down there. urghs >.< lucky nth happen..

4:22 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

urghs. BAD day.

my stupid irritating bro PURPOSELY called my mum to say that he hungry when he juz finished his dinner. my mum n dad away at some wedding dinner. and THEN he told mum he wanted MY potato chips n finish ALL. grrrr. n wad? he say he couldnt find the potato chips therefore he take my tidbits. aft eating ALL, he then FOUND the potato chips n he FINISHED ALL n then want to take my soft drink. SUCKER. he took n drank TWO cans of sprite ice yesterday. n todae take YET ANOTHER OF MY SPRITE ICE n 7 UP CLEAR RASPBERRY. WTF.

start of sch. sian diaos. have to wear the ugly sch tie during assembly. shall not wear properly but let it hang loosely during assembly. HA. wad can tchrs do to me? nth.

physics practical test. bleah. its nth at all. quite easy. onli that my pencil n eraser was passed all ard n therefore i almost couldnt finish. hmmph. nid to hand in eng compre + summary. i dint do summary. so i handed up onli compre. i bet the tchr is looking for the summary everywhere. lalalas. muz b thinking it dropped off. LOL. the nice chem tchr wasnt here todae. 2 free periods~~

cheryl n doreen couldnt join band thnx to the stupid fat yeo. URGHS. juz becos their sec 2 n its almost end of year. FAT YEO SUCKS.

BLEAH. band is bad for me todae. SPECIAL THANKS TO CHRIS LIEW AND MY SECTION. HMMPH. now the whole band noes. even mr tan. argh. lucky cheryl n doreen dint go. or else i cant even get peace in class.... URGH. MENTION HIM FOR WAD. yucks. GET FACTS RIGHT. I DUN LIKE HIM. I DUN LOVE HIM EITHER. everyone including mr tan now links everything abt me to him, or him to me. YUCKS. mr tan said that the 1st trumpet section not so good todae. den they say cos of he not here, n then? link to me. BLEAH. this sucks. cos he not here den I play badly. cos he not here den i ROUGH. arghs. wad does all these have to do wif him? ppl sure have nth to do huh? somemore my section BIG MOUTH GO "TELL" EVERYONE LOUDLY. MY REPUTATION IS SPOILED. URGH.

rumours start from anything. eg, not toking to one another, toking like good frens, juz taking one neo together, one person scolding the other all the time, etc. its all so strange. n there's so much rumours abt me n whoever. BLEAH. i noe myself la. got ppl like me sure cock eye or blind one la!


HOW DID THIS RUMOUR STARTED ANYWAY???? IF I FIND OUT WHO WAS IT, U BETTER B CAREFUL!!

8:22 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

ughs. i finished ALL of my hmwk. surprise!! ha. except hist tchr give wrong add -.-"

woke up at 1+. haha. soo late. first time. cos i slept at 1am the day before xP

had a terrible haircut. yucks. now im even more uglier. YUCK. i hate my hair. the fringe is now damn short la. n ugly. n straight. YUCKS. i hate it. saw sharine. haha. but that was before i cut my hair. if i cut already, i would have ran home.

got to buy tidbits. fought wif my younger bro. cos its all mine lor. sucker. hmmph. in the end gave him 5 lollipops. bleah.

if i cut my hair n finish my hmwk, i get to buy tidbits n get money to buy the necklace n pin. WOOTS. shiok rite? n im going to save money to buy the hp accesory. hope got trumpet. dun have dun want. hahaha. trumpets rawk~

woots. im not tired. slp for 12 hours. n tml there's sch.. sian diao. SCH STARTING. ughs. EOY coming soon too. haiz.

dad's back todae. i think my mum is angry wif him x(

10:31 PM


woots. went to vs. early in the morn. met up wif amel den bina n anita. bina is cock ear. call her to wait den go on train first. n LITTLE BINA WAS THE SHORTEST AMONG US. HAHAAHAA.

went to 7 eleven den went back to mrt station to find chris liew n huiwen. den we went victoria school first. vivian was late so we dint wait for her xP talking to her can die. was shouting like mad into my hp n she went... huh? i cannot hear you leh.. WTH la. say until i almost died.

went to their band rm. theirs is like damn big la. stupid sch give us such a small rm. hmmph. they got 6 trumpeters, n was like.. louder than the 12 of us? haha. their way of warming up all these r diff from us.

left at 11+ to go to city harvest. it was like..... noisy? heh. the place was quite packed. i wasnt a christian tho. followed amel ard cos dunno everyone. they called each other brothers and sisters. den dunno wad say 'amen' or wadever there. i dun understand AT ALL. couldnt tell my parents i went or i'll b dead meat.

went to plaza singapura to eat. DUN EVER BUY THE TREASURE MEAL. they give too little portions, n it costs so much. the butter rice doesnt taste like, n the black pepper sauce was very little. everything is little. rice, sauce, meat, blah. hmmph. so ex somemore. but taste ok.

went to yahama aft that. i love trumpets more now. THERE WAS TRUMPET NECKLACE N PIN. i want!!!!!! hehe. u ppl noe wad to give me for my birthday now xP now i keep thinking of the necklace. I WANT SILVER DE!!!!! arghs. so nice. cant wait for my birthday when amel buys the necklace for me xP

went to bukit panjang plaza aft dat. went to mini toons to look for hp accesory. heard from amel who heard from zuhui. she said mini toon got sell instrument to hp accessory. now i want it too. xP its at IMM. bpp de mini toon is all old stuff while at IMM de is all new one. thats wad the sales girl told me. i want to go IMM now..

reached home at 6. too tired n fell aslp on bed. dint have enuf slp these few days. n wad's more, my hmwk is undone. i have to do hcl, physics, n hist. so much. urghs. bet cant finish.

12:23 AM

Friday, September 09, 2005

nice. band todae xP

AMELIA was LATE AGAIN. meet at 8 become 8.10. she came juz as the bus went. -.-

reach sch still early la... run run run.. oh no.. we going to b late le.. ahhs. LOL. reach sch still so early n so little ppl n many were later than us.. hmmph. LOL.

drills first. my squad damn slack. the commander forget commands. HA. JUNJIE, U WANT US TO DIE AR. SAY TIMING SO FAST. MY LEG KANA BROKEN SOON LOR. LUCKY THE COMMANDER SAY THE COMMAND TO STOP. IF NOT NOW I AT HOSPITAL LIAO LOR xP
went band n clean up. ahem. now i shall announce the most hardworking section......... CORNET SECTION wif exception of edward. every gal was working except him slacking!! BLEAH. everyone went for break except us. n when they gonna debrief we still working. sooo hardworking xP i noe mich was toking abt MY section during band when she said some section was hardworking but wont mention. but i noe u toking abt my section rite xP

went home wif sharine. her dad bring me home xP free ride~ hahas. waited for her while she play netball. den ok wif jane zuhui n mich. tok abt city harvest n wad jesus coming den tsunami n wad volcano erupt over the whole world something liddat. n say dat some ppl go city harvest is juz for fun. but some r genuine. erm. a lot. but i forget. hahas.

damn tired. sms bina until want to slp. ha. cant slp lately. can onli fall aslp ard 12? ha. den wake up damn early. tired. tml going to vs.. den go city harvest thing wif amel. SIAN DIAO. im tired. still nid to wear jeans. i wan to wear short!! bleah.

10:31 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

I AM DAMN PISSED OFF N DEPRESSED!!!! ARGH. STUPID FAMILY OF MINE.

FIRST, I WOKE UP WIF A SHOCK. Y? COS I WAS ACTUALLY DREAMING OF MY STUPID MUM. I DUNNO WAD HAPPEN, BUT IT WAS SOMETHING BAD.

SECOND, I WAS SUPPOSEDLY USING THE COM. MY FREAKING ASSHOLE PATHETIC ELDER BRO SAID HE WANTED TO USE TO 11.30 COS HE GOING OUT. AT THAT TIME, IT WAS 11.20. I LET HIM USE. BUT WAD? I WAITED N WATCH TV. UNTIL 12, HE WAS PLAYING ALREADY. N SAID WAD? I SWEAR VERY FAST ONE. I WAITED. 15 MINS LATER, HE WAS STILL PLAYING. N HE SAID DAT I HAD TO WAIT TILL HE FINISH THE GAME. FUCK LA. 12.30. HE FINALLY FINISHED THE GAME. N HE CLOSE HIS LAPTOP. WAD THE FUCK. HE WAS SUPPOSED TO GIVE IT TO ME LA!!! SUCKER

THIRD, WHILE WAITING FOR MY STUPID ASSHOLE PATHETIC SUCKER ELDER BRO, I WENT TO FIND MY YOUNGEST BRO TO CALL HIM TO GIVE ME THE NITENDO DS SO DAT I CAN PLAY. N WTF? HE WAS USING. N HE PURPOSELY SLOWLY PLAYED N DUN GIVE ME! WHEN HE NOTICED TAT THE BATTERY WAS LOW, HE PURPOSELY GO CHARGE IT N DUN GIVE ME! SUCKER

FOURTH, MY MUM. WHILE WAITING FOR MY YOUNGEST BRO, SHE KEPT NAGGING N NAGGING. SHE EXPECTS THE HOLS TO BE MEANINGFUL - DOING HMWK ALL THE TIME N REVISE. WTH LA!!! SAY I PLAY PLAY PLAY ALL THE TIME. BUT HECK. I DID DO HMWK. SHE DINT SEE! SHE COCK EYE!!!! N STUPID TCHRS. WENT TO SCH N THEY GIVE MORE HMWK. HOLS R ALL FOR US TO REST, NOT DO HMWK ALL THE TIME LA. HELL!! SUCKER

FIFTH, WHILE WAITING FOR MY ELDER BRO, I KEPT CALLING HIM TO FASTER. N WTH MY STUPID FREAKO ASSHOLE FUCKER YOUNGER BRO KEPT IRRITATING ME. I WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP N THREATENED TO SLAP HIM. N HE SHOUTED OUT TO MUM. MY MUM CAME RAGING N KEPT ON SCOLDING ME! NOT MY BRO! FUCK! TO HER ITS ALL MY WRONG! N SHE KEPT ON NAGGING N NAGGING N NAGGING!!!!! NOT STOPPING AT ALLL!!!! AH!!!!!!! SHE KEPT ON SAYING THAT I WANT TO PLAY PLAY PLAY N DUN EVEN DO HMWK N WAD VERY LONG NVR GET BEATEN BY HER ALREADY IZZIT!!!!!!!!!!! IM GETTING VERY VERY VERY PISSED!!!!!!!!! MY YOUNGER BRO GET AWAY SCOT FREE WHILE I GET ALL THE BLAME!!!!!!!!! SUCKERS!!!!! FREAKOS!!!!! IM GETTING ALL THE BLAME ALL THE TIME!! ITS NVR EVER MY BRO FAULTS BUT MINE!! IF SHE SO BIASED AGAINST ME DEN Y GIVE BIRTH TO ME??? MIGHT AS WELL NOT HAVE ME! SUCKER

SIXTH. YESTERDAY, THE MAID COOKED NOODLES. MY FREAKO YOUNGER BRO SAW ME EATING N HE ASO WANT TO EAT. HE JUZ ATE HIS DINNER LA WTH. HE CAN NVR EVER GET FULL DE LOR. WADEVER HE SEE OTHER PPL EAT HE ASO WANT. NVR EVER FULL!!! N WAD, I JUZ SAID DAT N I GOT SCOLDED BY MY UNCLE N MUM. WTH. IM SAYING THE TRUTH LA. FUCKERS.

SEVENTH, MY YOUNGER BRO WANT TO EAT MY CHOCS. I WONT. Y? COS WHENEVER HE GOT ANYTHING, HE WONT SHARE WIF ME. DEN SAY WAD COS I WONT SHARE WIF HIM SO HE WONT. BUT WTH. IS HE FIRST LA. HECK. DEN MY MUM SCOLDED ME FOR NOT SHARING. BECAME MY FAULT AGAIN.

EIGHTH, I CRIED. I CRIED N NOBODY CARED. I CRIED N NOBODY NOES. WTH R THESE FAMILY MEMBERS FOR?

NINTH, MY GRANDMA. SHE WAS LIKE SINGING LIKE HELL WITH THE VCDS SHE BOUGHT. SO AWFUL LA THE MUSIC. ITS THE OLDIES LOR. I GETTING HEADACHE LE. DEN SHE CALL ME. TOLD HER WADEVER SHE ASKED. I CLOSED THE DOOR N AT THAT TIME, GOT WIND. N THE DOOR BANGED. MY FAULT AGAIN. I GOT SCOLDED. FUCK.

ARGH. THERE R LOTS MORE. IM GETTING TOO PISSED N ANGRY N DEPRESSED LE. WHY MUZ ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME??!!! ARGH!!! NOBODY WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ALL THESE IM FEELING NOW!!!!!!!

12:48 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

EXTRACTED FROM MICHELLE'S BLOG

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous.
am i??
Sexy.
yuck. not me
Patriotic.
wad's patriotic??
Active in games and interactions.
im not if it comes to juz frens but not close de.
Impatient and hasty.
yes i am. but i can b patient sometimes too.
Ambitious.
i aint =)
Influential in organizations.
hahaha. hope so.
Fun to be with.
wad do u all think?
Loves to socialize.
okok la.
Loves praises.
from SOME ppl onli..
Loves attention.
am i?
Loves to be loved.
who wouldnt?
Honest and trustworthy.
wad do u all think =)
Not pretending.
yes yes. if i dun like u, u can see from my attitude towards u.
Short tempered.
absolutely correct. esp at home!!
Changing personality.
wad do they mean?
Not egoistic.
wad is egoistic
Take high pride in oneself.
haha. i okok
Hates restrictions.
absolutely
Loves to joke.
or rather, love jokes?
Good sense of humor.
u all say leh
Logical
am i? LOL


ha. u ppl help me ans ^^ n oh. they dint say something. i am carefree n i always heck care de. love spamming aso. haha. love fun~ AMELIA IS SEXY. hahahahaha



went to sch damn early lor. hmmph. woke up too early. reached sch at 10. n lesson starts at 11. heck. mrs tan gave soooooooo much hmwk again... went to bpp to find sayhwee's birthday present but dint find. den went to lot1 n saw amelia. she startled me 2 times -.- finally found a present for sayhwee. but haven buy a pencil box for her yet. this present is costly. haha.


stella got a new blog. i find her quite er xin now. knew more abt her n now i hate her. cant blame ppl for scolding her le. but....


SI TAI MA!! U GIMME SO MANY WARNING FOR WAD. U SAY GIVE THEM ASO DE HOR. I WHERE GOT OFF TOPIC TWICE. TAI MA U GOOD!!!!!!!! I ASK U ON MSN DEN U BLOCK ME COS U STUDYING?? I ASK HOR. NOT DISTURB. HMMPH!!!! I ASK U ONCE ONLI!!!! SI TAI MA!!

5:15 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

happy mood todae ^^

been spamming on our forum since i came online. haha. metoh's forum de channel is down so i dun go there till it reopen again. hahas.

wad my dad bought was nitendo ds. got confiscated cos my bros were fighting over it. hahah. gave my dad the progress report easily. cos he dunno eng!! wheee.. i read out the comments, which is damn gd, to him n he signed it!! wheeeee.. hahaha.

realised dat ive been slacking like hell. everything in my life is juz - slp, watch tv, use the com, eat, go out wif frens. dats all. no studying at all. mayb a few mins of doing hmwk here n there. n the eoy is here. i cant slack. but i juz... dun want? i hate studying.. haiz. im hopeless.

I LIKE THIS FACT: cornet section rawk most. but ppl liketo deny the fact. y y y??

12:40 PM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

sheesh. i haven gave my parents my progress report. n havent even touched my hmwk. dunno wad would my parents think when they see my report. failed lit. maths almost failed. haiz... there's maths remedial tml. stupid tchr dint finish teaching. arghs. i dun want to go. sian diao.

btw, band peeps. there is a mass clean-up of the band rm on fri, 9am. compulsary =) too bad no prac to practise my trumpet. haiz.

went to bpp wif my family juz now. my dad bought a new nitendo wadever for me n my bros. hahas. my bro bought pokemon leafgreen version cartridge while i bought emerald version de. hahas. ok i noe im childish. but i like to play games. been slacking all tis while. im dead sooner or later when i show them the progress report. my dad warned me that my studies better not dropped or he will confiscate. urghs. how to show now...

sec 3 r back from camp.. hmmph. sent a sms to caiqin say yi lu shun feng den she onli see it now.. bleahh.

anybody that signed the petition? sign aso no use. but i wanna sign for fun xP wont hurt rite? haha. if anybody sign tell me den i decide whether i want to sign or not.

3:40 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

ok. ive cooled down. haiz. i guess things r really bad. would u forgive someone who said onli sorry aft causing u emotional hurt? anyway todae's my couz birthday so i shud cheer up ^^ haiz. no nid to worry for me. im alright. usually i wont get angry at something for long. unless someone started it n make me angry. haiz.

did a quiz on jealousy.. i am 23.81% jealous n for this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%. haha.

another: i scored a 56.76% n for this test, the average percentage is 52.280119495346%. You have an open mind, yet are firm in your beliefs. You are trusting of people and have a fairly easy time making new friends. You live a happy life and will continue to do so if you stay the way you are. its a personality test.

another: a nerd test. mine is 19% n average is 28.66%. haha.
another: the social misfit test. scored 4% n average is 22.398963497071%. Congratulations. You are not a social misfit. You are socially adept, although its possible you have some strange tendencies.

everything comes from http://tests.studentcenter.org.

the problem is going to b solved soon. dun worry ppl. even so, i bet many ppl already noe n someone would tell everyone wad happen. dun worry but it aint me or amel. its going to b someone else who shud noe he/she is. want to noe, dun bother to ask me.

10:37 PM


heck. if u ppl dunno anything, shut up can?? im feeling very frustrated n angry. nobody except me n amel noes the truth. nobody except me n amel noe how we feel. if u want me to tell u, then y shud i let u noe? let the world world noe izzit? if u dun even noe me well, dun scold me or hurl vulgarities at me! u think dat i will go n suan u? for wad? i dun nid to suan n amel already noes wad happen! who do u think i am?? u said u told onli metoh n bina, u think im soooooo stupid to believe u? me n amel dint even tell anyone abt this, so y shud u? tell others n even scolded us in front of them. or rather, msn. its u who big mouth going ard telling others n hurling vulgarities at us. not us. we dint tell anyone. i dint tell even to my best fren. n yet u even told ppl u dun even noe n meet before like metoh! what the heck r u trying to do? gain attention? gain pity? make the whole world against us? i dun noe wad u r thinking, but pls, u r making urself very hateful to us. if u onli told them, y izzit that there is this cy guy in ur blog saying all those? n we noe more ppl whom u had told everything to. u r lying to me. u dun even noe wad me n amel r thinking when u did all those, said all those. if u r terribly depressed n den u said all those vulgarities, wad would we feel if we say those? did u think even for a second, or feelings? NO U DINT. if it was us feeling terribly depressed, can we go ard scolding or killing ppl or commit suicide? would u feel guilty? if u committed suicide, u think we r happy? everywhere ppl r struggling to survive yet u said u want to commit suicide. life is precious n fragile. U shud treasure ur own life. u told bina till she wants u to shut up. have u tot of the feelings of the ppl u told everything to? if the ppl r kpo or big mouth like u, they go ard telling ppl! have u tot of the consequences?? no. I DINT TELL ANYONE FOR GDNESS SAKE. n u said i did? heck. u like to lie! yeah. n even told other ppl the conversation u had! ppl scolded u, n u send those conversation to ppl who r trying to help. u r obviously trying to tell EVERYONE how pitiful u r. i told nobody. mayb amel did. but not me. i dint suan u in front of other ppl. u did. i dint scold u any vulgarities. u did. i asked u think of wad u did. u dunno. u ALWAYS act dunno for everything. scolding me n amel is enuf. u still go scold others? they did nth wrong. they r much much better than u. there is nth wrong wif them. it lies in u! u blame everyone. u think everyone did u wrong. but do u noe that these r all the consequences of wad u did? i bet u dun. u dun even noe wad u did wrong, n wanted us to tell u. i wanted u to think, yet u said u dunno. u dint even think at all. i shall not waste any more time on u, when there r lots more for us to scold u. U R THE ONE WHO IS GUO FEN N SHUD THINK. NOT US.

metoh, lemme tell u this, I DINT MAKE BINA STAY HERE. I NOE SHE WANTS TO GET AWAY. BUT I DINT MAKE HER STAY. GET FACTS RIGHT BEFORE U SAY ANYTHING OF ME. WANT TO NOE THE TRUTH? GET IT FROM HIM N I BET THAT IS ONLY ONE SIDED N EVERYTHING.

I WONT TELL ANYONE ABT IT SO SHUT UP EVERYONE! OK. IM AT FAULT. IM THE ONE IN THE WRONG. HE ISNT. SO SHUT UP!

I HAVE PRESSURE FROM NOT ONLI THIS BUT ALSO MY FAMILY N PARENTS CAN. I USE COM JIU SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD. GOT WADEVER THING ASO ME ME ME. SO CAN U ALL PPL SHUT UP!

1:36 PM