was late for band today. woke up at 8 x.x SORRY AMELIA! made you wait so long =X i forgot to call the maid to wake me up! =X
we cabbed to sch and were ten mins late only. lol. was super hungry cos havent eat breakfast, so daph accompanied me down and the canteen was closed -_- so had to ren ): had sectionals. mr tan coached us in band rm first. i need to use more air x.x bleah. muz train more.
went off to ecogarden and played till 10.30 den had a mini break. ate the band biscuits lol. den aft the break, sectionals again. we prac for a while, then slacked by playing games lol. i kept pasting daph's "39" locker number on the high places like the ceiling >:D SHE TOO SHORT CANNOT TAKE~ dacia also cant take whoo. but edward can -.- den section interaction! :D played some games including all truth, then all dare. i had to do a dare ): give seryang my shoe and say "hello seryang this is a present from me to you. thank you for being my friend all these while" LOL. and he threw my shoe away -.- stupid edward and liqiang tried to block me from getting my shoes but all it took was one shout and i could pass >:D fine, i think it sounded more like shriek. hahahahah! i have power! >:D
den we mass toilet with both of them. lol. juz stand inside talk only tho LOL. den went back and practised for a while, then went back band rm le.
aft band went to eat at a hawker centre with daph dacia edward liqiang seryang guekleng jiaqian and jennifer. but only tpets eat tho. den left for home.
reached home and half slp half sms x.x den woke up and had to go for dinner cos celebrate my ah gong birthday. zz. had dinner at railway mall.
my blog's dead! ): and so is nhsb blog. bleah. someone revive nhsb blog leh, nhsb blog more impt. ):
11:26 PM
yeah band bbq today. wasnt really that good, but it was a fun experience.
met amelia, den went to queenstown and waited for the rest. edward came first, then dacia den yuxuan den vivian. den we went to bedok tgt. waited for more than half an hour for everyone to reach. and everyone could get out of the mrt except for me -.- I OVERSTAYED! damn lah. how come only me amelia dont have?! T_T cheat my money!! 2 bucks gone ):
den we went to giant and bought stuffs. felicia came. bought quite a lot =/ costs ard 88 bucks altgt den we went to east coast park tgt in taxis. me dacia edward one, amel vivian felicia and yuxuan one.
when we reached, there was very light drizzle, so we put the garbage bags all over the table cos it was damn wet and dirty -.- we all opened our umbrellas and covered the pit and the food. in the end, the rain got heavier and heavier so we ran to the nearby shelter leaving the food behind lol =X there was this cat at our pit, which followed us -.- liqiang came with the beehoon and fishballs. but in the end they were wasted cos nvr take out den nobody eat =/
den we all slowly brought the food from the pit to the shelter, and mr tan came. he said that he coming to give moral support. we were thinking that this bbq sure quite shibai, only got us for sure, and wanted mr tan to go home but in the end we didnt say. den we decided to continue with the bbq by bbq-ing under the shelter lol. edward and liqiang went to buy the trays for us to start the fire. we forgot to buy charcoal but lucky liqiang brought. imagine all the food and utensils stuff without the charcoal to start the fire =X den realised, we forgot to buy satay sticks and scissors! =X so me and amelia went over to 7-11 to buy. they tried to start the fire at the tray lol.
uhs. den accompanied dacia to the toilet at macs. by the time we came back, the rest alrd at the pit cos there was very light drizzle. helped out by putting all the food like hotdogs and stuffs into the satay sticks. den charmaine huang shi hui chris liew joan and mervin came. was very surprised and touched, i thought they wouldnt since it was raining. like.. at least they came! happy :D and they helped out too! :D some went over to talk to mr tan cos he was alone at the shelter =X
den soon started to cook. by that time alrd quite late. was the first to eat hahaha :D den brought food over to mr tan. everyone was taking turns to hold the umbrella over the pit lol. niceee. first time bbq-ing like this :D uhs. den went over and talked to mr tan. he said that im hardly pushing nowadays, my embochure and stuffs no problem, is my air not strong enuf. den zaewe and christofle came. mr tan got vivian to push my stomach so that when i play, i can feel the tension. but i couldnt feel o.o LOL.
yeah.. den went to kope some food cos i havent eat lol. den went to fetch zuhui and caiqin, call them go shelter to escape the rain. den went to fetch vivien sharine and xueqi and made them go shelter too. den i served the food to them and even brought drinks for them. LOL. and the whole time only i serve the seniors =/ see i so nice right :D
den stone here stone there, den go shelter and talk to xueqi caiqin and dacia. vivien went to see zuhui off. den the cat all the while still there o.o and it made somebody's bag drop and climbed on it and lay there =/ there were others who used the shelter and bbq there, like wad we wanted to do at first. den someone helped us carry the cat off lol. i think the bag's junjie's one =X
den stone till ard 9+ den we went to pack everything. so many food wasted man =/ esp sweet potatoes cos we forgot abt it so nobody eat ): kept everything and then they stood there and talked while we trying to decide who take home those extra stuffs. in the end, clever me took the chips and give to the tpet seniors who were still there as "welcome gifts" :D and there was a lot hahaha. dumped the forks spoon and plates on liqiang =X den zaewe christofle sharine liqiang edward junjie vivian dacia amelia and me walked to bus stop and took bus to bedok and then took mrt back home. halfway my dad decided to fetch me and amelia :D sharine didnt want to join us cos her 4/1 friends were on the mrt too lol.
the bbq wasnt very successful, more like a seniors' bbq outing =/ but im very thankful and glad to those who came :D christofle zaewe sharine zuhui caiqin xueqi vivien christina charmaine huang shihui liqiang edward dacia vivian amelia yuxuan felicia joan mervin and of cos me :D at least it went on as planned, and they came. many didnt come cos of the rain and also cos its too far ): nvm, next yr, the bbq will be during june :D and then chalet at the eoy whoo :D hopefully can lah ): and also, the first time bbq-ing in the rain :D was kinda wet but not all over :D
tired, have to go and sleep for band later!
12:18 AM
10:44 AM
met amelia and she was late ): on the way to sch saw elena guekleng and jennifer haha. shouted till my throat almost hoarse liao den finally they heard me shouting for them -.-
had sectionals first and edward was late. tried to figure out the song with kathryn and kahghim. den joined them back and play. sounded super messy =X
went back band rm and had break. gave out the mini christmas present lol. too bad bina overseas le so her share i eat :D saw flute section outside den i went to kajiao den accidentally made suxian's choc drop. SORRY! =X
combined band prac, mr tan said that its only the second prac we practise those song and we're quite gd alrd can get silver, but have to work doubly hard for gold. but i dont think our standard now, as in with two band pracs and sounding like this, can get silver. pardon my frankness and stuff, but i know that whatever i type here will offend someone all the time.
saw person/people slping when mr tan was coaching the clars =/ and mr tan was glaring at the person/people alrd but the person/people still continue to slp. and he looked super frustrated and unsatisfied and stuff. =/ he kept frowning. =/
there was this part where i had to slur up from b flat to high d, and i couldnt hit it no matter how many times i tried. damn, got so demoralised. planning to ask mr tan how to play tml. but most prob i think i'll forget =/
had christmas exchange. i had to give amel, she had to give dacia, dacia had to give me. viv and daph exchange lolol. thanks dacia! :D and thanks edward for the birthday present :D:D
and there's very little people turning up for tml's bbq i think.. damn, its so shi bai this yr. even the camp. god, its so demoralising lah.. i feel that this yr, the committee didnt really do quite a good job.. damn, sure offend people again, i bet.
ha. aft band went lot 1 with daph :D we had kfc, den we went to seiyu and look for her converse bag but it was sold out alrd =/ den walked ard. i bought earrings :D:D den both of us bought this pink colour hair extension thing hahaha. we gonna put on our hair tml! :D:D we left cos daph need to go for tuition ):
my mum and i "played ard" with the pink colour hair extension thing and so did daph's. hahha. i cant wait to see her in it tml :D
hope its going to be a success or im going to damn damn damn demoralised no matter how happy i may be tml =/
9:09 PM
got so damn pissed off with my parents. wth is wrong with wearing sch u to the ICA building to take the ic photo? you said that we're going there, cannot wear sch u. then that time i also wear sch u there to take my passport photo wad?! and u said nth! u said im stubborn, insisting on wearing sch u. but wad abt you? you're the same too. insisting that i dont wear sch u. insisting that i HAVE to wear jeans. insisting on every single stuff. insist that i have to make my hair to centre parting instead of the usual side parting. that time u also insist that i make centre parting and it came out like shit. now you say u dont want it to come out ugly, den still want me make centre parting?! take the photo, insist that I DONT SMILE. kao. my ic is going to come out like some shit. super damn pissed off. i do have my own mind, my own taste, my own life. wad i want to do, i can do myself. u say that my taste suck, for making side parting. I LIKE IT. so whats the prob? you think that centre parting nicer. so when i disagree with you, you say my taste suck. but wad abt urs? i hardly like the clothes u chose for me, but i accepted them so as to not hurt ur feelings. but i didnt even wear them at all. buy clothes, also have to insist this and that. kao. i dont have my own freedom of choice?
tidied up my DRAWER, and i got a headache from it -.- im an untidy person. and time's running out. i look at my table and get an even bigger headache. how the hell i clean off everything -.- no time, plus no space. i bet i'll get a headache till i cant take it. everytime i try to tidy sth, halfway i'll get a headche -.- bleah. i still need to find the notes to study for the tests coming up when sch reopens. die lah.finally, there's sth to look forward to. BAND!! but that means.. hi school. and school's starting soon. damn. only if i like nan hua -.- but i never will.
9:52 PM
today whole family had a last min decision to go to safra resort with my cousins' family.
four families went there tgt, except for my aunt's. cos they had to paint their walls or sth o.O
went there and we bowled first. i bowl until my fingernail broke cos its too long! -.- this time i improved by a little cos the marks only 50+ ): you know, even my cousin who is 6 yrs old and played bowling for the first time got a higher score than me! -.-
the second game i was strolling between the small cafe and the bowling place. keep eating then when my turn to bowl den i go over. hahahah. aft the second game, got quite bored, so went to play pool. at first just watched my couz and elder bro play, den my couz and my uncle. then finally got free table le den i played with mildred. i won! :D den my bro came over and play with me. he kept saying he want to win this noob, which is me -.- and you know, in the end I WON! haahhaha! that sure shut him up >:D heh.
den played this game that we had to hit this flat sorta plate thing and shoot into the opponent's hole. played with mildred lol. super funny cos everyone was crowding ard as we need to go for dinner alrd. den everyone was like helping both of us to win. lolol. and i lost. bleah.
den went to this nearby restaurant outside the resort called shore restaurant. the food sucked. and its like still over there -.- sooner or later.. =X when we went there, its like only one or two ppl eating there lah! o.O
we all ordered sarsi float :D damn nice hahaa. aft eating all the children went over to the playground. i went to the swing haha. one bad thing abt long legs -.- keep hitting the sand so i cant fly high. my brother tried to help me, but my legs hit the sand which flew over to him so he ran away alrd hahaha. had to lift up my legs straight den wont hit. legs damn tired z.
yup den aft that went home and i fell aslp watching the tv. tired out.
9:22 PM
and so many unexpected ppl said merry christmas to me o.o o.o o.o
damn unexpected o.o o.o o.o
so unlike last yr o.o
fine nvm. just quite shocked at the people =X
12:15 AM
merry christmas eve everyone (:O
9:28 PM
11:01 PM
bon voyage bina :D
and i juz sent christmas cards today hohoho. super late :D cos i busy watching magicians of love! the ah ma is super funny and cute lolol.
9:08 PM
anw, abyss showed me sth really funny.
The Top 10 Unintentionally Funny Company URLs
"Attn: Entrepreneurs
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6. And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in New South Wales:
www.molestationnursery.com
if you cant see, www.molestationnursery.com
7. If you’re looking for computer software, there’s always
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no idea.
8. Welcome to the First Cumming Methodist Church. Their website is
www.cummingfirst.com
if you cant see, www.cummingfirst.com
9. Then, of course, there’s these brainless art designers, and their whacky website:
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no idea
11:35 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OnGwOQkxP18
im so so disappointed cos fahrenheit sing offkey most of the times -.- and i saw aaron looking ard before he sing dno how many times but i got notice got once. den they take up their mics too slow all those lah! -.-
bleah.
7:04 PM
i was writing cards halfway then realised, power cut = fridge no aircon! MEANS MY ICE CREAM WILL MELT! and i rushed to the fridge and ate up one of the cones. damn, there's still somemore left -.- dno melt or not. boo ):
and my hands are super tired and my handwriting is super ugly and getting smaller and smaller after writing for so long =/ wonder if i'll make it in time to let everyone receive before christmas x.x from 2mm de handwriting enlarge to 4mm only leh =/ sooner or later becoming 3mm. x.x.x.x.x
4:54 PM
give me some comments lehhh. haha.
3:48 PM
and miraculously it didnt really rain much yest and today! god, i hope its not raining on 28 dec or i'll cry man. hahha.
p6 students got back their results of where they're posted to today. my bro got posted to river valley. he wanted to go hci lol. so he's going to apply to go there. if he fails to do so, he's going to transfer to nan hua. lol. so i hope hci take him in if not everyone can threaten me using my brother le -.-
i should finish up the christmas cards first now.
12:44 PM
dang, im becoming a crybaby. i keep wondering when i'll meet them again, when i'll meet them five together again. its no longer five, taoran is migrating to new zealand. its four, five no longer. why did happy times pass so fast? in the past, i was afraid that they'll go, and now im afraid that we'll never meet again. this is life, and i cant help it. i wished time stopped at that point, us not parting again. but its impossible..
as they move on with their lives, we have to.. too. deep down inside my heart, i'll miss them forever. remember the times we had together. shucks, im crying alrd.
i wonder how i'll continue writing for the rest of the four of them while controlling my emotions. and how, when, do i pass it to taoran? ...
and i was feeling happy a moment ago.. my emotions changed so quickly..
...
nan hua alumni band... has it been set up already? why didnt the four of them join? i really hope they four did.. and then i'll be able to meet up with them again... right? taoran.. has migrated to new zealand. when will she be coming back to singapore to visit us again? ...
wanting to write for the five.. and yet got reminded that taoran is no longer here with us. so its four..
four, no longer five.
left, no longer same.
2:03 AM
it was raining so i had to take the train which took such a loooong time ): singaporeans are really sooooo inconsiderate. upon seeing an old man in the train, they ignore and do their stuffs, acting like they didnt see. and there was this family, the children kept moving about in the train, and yet they still "booked" the seats for their children. how can?! and old man needs the seat more than them lah. i bet they will only give up their seats for an old person only when the old person is their relative. man, wad happened to manners? you know, the moment they alighted, wow, one whole row of seats became empty. like woooow. damn nice man -.-
met her den we went walking around. we were talking abt a lot of stuffs and walking around the shops instead of going into the shops and browse ard o.o in the end we had nowhere to go hahaha. showed her the tpet necklace i saw that time but the one that my section gave me was much much nicer :D
then we went to take neos! :D stupid machine cheat us of our money >:( we didnt even had time to choose the neos, and time's up so only three was chosen -.- and then, the pen went bonkers and i couldnt even write anything. tsk. much time was taken up by the person trying to fix the pen lah! ): bleahhhhhh.
do i look like i wanted to cry? i hope i did cos i want to make it seem like amelia does bully me :D
yeahh we are tall :D too tall for YOUR own good, not ours ^^ and obviously im much taller than amelia hahahahha! :D (p.s. amelia is not that tall lah xP you can see her chin!) heheee.
i had to bend down so as to be the same height as her hahahha.
the neos a little cut off cos no matter how i scan the scanner still cut off the bottom part -.-
anw, den we went to buy christmas cards :D den uhhhhs. we had really nowhere to go, so we decided to go accent :D took 960 back to bukit panjang, then we changed to 970 to jalan jurong kechil. cos we dno wad bus to take there mahh. =X
went accent and saw the trumpet keychain. it was omg so ex =/ saw some other stuffs, including profiency band major and drum major badges. haha. den left and we went to west mall and had pastamania :D oh yeah, there was a harmonica performance there too. me and amelia took photos and went to make this light thingy :D its damn special okay! hahha :D den went home.
and today also with ;D;D
im really really happy these two days. its like, damn, ive been to emo ever since this yr passed till now, and these two days are like the happiest day of the yr?! nah, everyday should be a happy day. i should be happy for the rest of the life and stop being so emoooo.
i should write the christmas cards and finish up the skins i owe soon.
9:53 PM
jennifer
zuhui
huan
matthew
vivien
elena
amelia
chenchen
daphne
vincent
xueqi
mr tan
junjie
bina
jiaqian
yel
liqiang
vivian
caiqin
miaopeng
kahghim
sharine
benjamin
valerie
pearlina
sheryl
qinjie
aaron
zhanwei
huiwen
ben
yinny
guekleng
edward
dacia
ranie
michelle
xinting
for wishing me happy birthday :D
yeah i love you peopleeeeeeeeee :D and i had a tiring but great day today :D it would be perfect if it wasnt raining tho ):
liqiang daphne dacia zuhui caiqin xueqi jennifer guekleng amelia came to my house at ard 11 to 12+ i think. and i was in home clothes watching hana kimi on youtube -.- wah lau ): but nvm lah hahaha. they bought cake, den my mum went downstairs and buy chicken wings, nuggets and french fries o.o they watched shark's tale with glenn lol. then we celebrated me and guekleng's birthday tgt. :D
ok fine thats me zz. didnt know i got snapped -.-
went to shower aft eating lol =X and vivian came aft i showered lol. then i went to tie my hair hahaha. one plaits, slide to the right. lol. xueqi left cos she need to go ): thanks for your presents! my section + liqiang shared and bought a converse bag + a cake for me T_T and amelia bought a zinc bag for me. both bags are white! which is juz nice the colour of the bag i wanted to buy o.o dacia they all still hid the bag >:( but i managed to find it accidentally lol. wanted to leave my rm, turn back den saw a plastic bag behind my dressing table so i went to take it out and found it. hahaha. and i was a bad host =X
we soon left for lot 1 at ard 2+. amelia left at bangkit cos she need to see the doc ): get well soon! hope its alright :D me and daph bought yoghurt at lot 1. i bought strawberry she bought peach. and we both liked each other's flavour, so we exchanged. LOL. den went to book the bbq pit. on 28 dec at area c pit 20 :D den liqiang left while the rest of us went to clementi.
it was raining so we didnt go bowling. we went caiqin's house and played pool instead :D first round was sec 3 vs sec 2 and 4. halfway some of them went to play some "street soccer" toy game lol. den there was this round where i shot two balls into a hole tgt o.o damn tyco today lol. but when caiqin's involved in the game, i miss everything if not use too little strength. but when she's not playing, i get damn tyco and hit everything with enough strength. roflmao. play play play, den last round me against dacia and vivian. i lose, of cos. haha. but i got damn tyco during the game tho. lol. but lost to them cos the black ball in my way of almost-winning! -.-
den we stopped playing and took photos! caiqin's sis, cuiqin was there too, she damn pro hahaha. den she helped us take photo too :D
then we walked to central. caiqin having dinner at home so not going with us. zuhui left halfway tho, so left me jennifer guekleng daph dacia and vivian. haha. den jennifer and guekleng had to go, so left us sec 3s :D we went to eat pizza hut. haha. and we were like drenched in the rain ):
we ate family feast haha :D den aft eating we went home. they three abandoned me outside ntuc and went to the bus stop nearby, leaving me to walk to the mrt alone and go home alone. boooooo.
felt super tall today cos i wore heels hahaa. im like 176 when i wore the heels o.o den when taking photo at caiqin's house there i had to bend and cause my legs to be damn suan -.-
its 12 now, and my birthday is over. bleah. but nvm i had an enjoyable day with all of you :D it has been the best birthday i ever had ever since im born :D thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu.
I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLL!
11:42 PM
THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR WISHING ME ON THE DOT! (even tho my com and phone damn slow late by 5 mins.)
I LOVE YOU PEOPLEEEEEEEE!
firstly was edward who wished me early birthday before he went overseas :D still got some others but forgot =X
then today the first one was jennifer! :D:D den zuhui, huan, matthew, vivien, elena, amelia, chenchen, daphne, vincent, xueqi, mr tan, and lastly junjie! :D you all sure on the dot man. my hp was vibrating non stop for ard one min lol. YOU ALL ROCKKKKKKKKKK :D yeah im super happy and i keep smiling :D
next was my mum at dno wad time :D and my elder bro was bent on not saying happy birthday to me -.-
then bina, then jiaqian! haha :D
den yel who was 45 mins late cos he played dota -.-
den liqiang who was 55 mins late.
and then vivian at 1am -.- LOL
I LOVE U ALL :D
but i kinda scared of later wad u all wanna do to me leh -.- keep me mysterious -.-
12:06 AM
slp for less than one hour and got woken up to have dinner ): den i prac tpet :DD i cleaned my instrument yest, den my tone became much better. shudnt have played when i was sick. affect the instru so much. lol =X kinda happy with my tone now cos it doesnt suck as it used to and i think it sounded better. lol.
u know, yest when i cleaned the instru, the cloth was yucks! i only used one cloth for the pistons, and after cleaning the THREE pistons, it became clean and nice again, but the cloth was full of dirt and moss -.- i took out whichever parts i could, then put the tpet in water. got small chunks of moss float out. LIKE EEEEEW LAH! den when i removed the tpet from the water, the water like got a layer of oil leh -.- yucksssss. ): i clean the valves also full of dirt/moss, and i only cleaned the not so inner part -.- can u imagine wad'll happen when i get that instrument brush or sth to clean it? gross. yeah, didnt have that so couldnt clean inside. eew. have to retune. lucky my bro has a tuner lol.
today the pasar malam last dayyyyyyyy. sad sia. no more ramLy burgers, no more cup corn, no more sausages, no more lotsa stuffs. boo.
wad can i do.. for more than 6 hours? gonna be bored to death i bet. thats more not wanting to sleep at all =/
11:18 PM
was too emotional again yest lah =X but talking to caiqin makes me cheer up :D she sure has a way. LOL. we talked till like 3+ am in the morning till she gtg lol.
before that, my parents brought me and my younger brothers to causeway point. and they were bent on having me buy everything i wanted to that today wont go out -.- in the end mum bought this set of clothes for me.. which i dont really like =X well, didnt want to wear that on my birthday and had nth i feel like wearing den feel sad den blah blah blah. haha. they got me a pair of heels too o.o and i look super tall in that, as tall as my dad, who is 176. LOL.
yeah. went home felt daamn ): so i sort of ignored everyone =X sorry! didnt feel like talking mah. put on display pic call u all not to talk to me u all still talk. hahah =X
today had to wake up early, thus im having a headache now -.- dad brought my family, without my elder bro again, to bugis. but before that we had our breakfast cum lunch. he drove the wrong way, so he brought us to balestier road for bah kut teh and mee pok lol. den went to bugis street lo. bought a belt, necklace, shirt and a handphone pouch :D the handphone pouch was okay lah, not exactly wad i wanted, but oh well, cheaper than usual and its still acceptable type. so buy lo. ha. AND I WANTED TO BUY THIS BAG THAT I SAW THERE LAST TIMEEEEEEEEEEE. then today walk everywhere also cannot find -.- damn sad lah. i wanted that kind of bag for a long time and hadnt find a design i liked yet. finally have le den no moreeeee! ):
den went to bugis junction walked a while, den my bros were complaining cos all girl stuff mah -.- den they wanted to go bras basah complex (dno how to spell lah) and buy this clock which is used for their chinese chess -.- and we cabbed there o.o fine. den aft they buy, we went to this hotel's taxi stand and took taxi home. there was someone there waiting for taxi alrd, but also waiting for fren, den the taxi waiting for them, den my mum juz went into the taxi o.o roflmao. yeah, den went home lo.
today is the last day for the pasar malam downstairs i guess. the ppl there poor thing lo, everyday raining den they have no business, and also some of them their "territory" have mud, so they cannot set up their stalls and had to close it -.- bought this mickey mouse pyjamas which i think is quite nice hahahaha.
wow. another skin request again o.o like suddenly, im so busy with skinning. i think i shall stop skinning when the yr starts so that i can concentrate on studies and not spend my time all the time on the com. hahahaha. see i so guai (: den june hols accept a few, den no more till the end of o lvls den i'll go to work! XD den while working, i shall go and do some skins again. hooray for angella! :D
4:31 PM
12:09 AM
A BIG BIG SORRY.
and yeah, blogskins friends too. i havent talk to them for a long long long time. ): i kinda miss talking to you all.
i have had a sleepless night cos of yest ):
completed another skin today. will put it up as soon as the person who requested it likes the skin den i'll go code it den put up here bah..
just ard 8 more to go. x.x
6:45 PM
rot at home, den at ard 6+ we left for sg indoor stadium. the whole sim family went, except for the kids who were too young lol. im not interested in the concert, but still had to go cos the tickets alrd bought -.-
only chinese orchestra ppl and choir ppl will be interested lah. zzz. so thru out the concert, its just ppl performing with the co playing and the choir singing. den got some china disabled ppl perform also. got this thousand hand goddess show. it was nice haha. den had interval and bought food. super ex =.= one hot dog + bread = SIX BUCKS. kao. could have gotten that six bucks to give me a fulfilling meal at macs alrd. still can have drinks and fries somemore. super cheat money!! :@
second part of the show was ppl dancing, den got some monks all those stuffs forgot. den had joi chua to sing two songs. i think her voice sound better than the recordings lol.
den the last performance was the choir singing the same few words i dno wad is the spelling. (o mi tuo fo) lol.
den aft that went home in my couz car. my uncle drove pass geylang and we were laughing and all our attention was outside - full of tikopeh and HOT chicks. sense the sarcasm. omg. can u imagine fat girls? and we saw this super sexy "girl" from the back view. "she" turned over and we all went omg. lol. uncle told us that these ppl usually hang ard kopitiams lol. funnyyy. we were laughing and laughing.
yeah. reached home den had supper.
for the sake of someone close... i betrayed someone else. feeling very guilty now.
12:48 AM
fine not exactly full, but those are the ones who put lization. others have the smiley face but removed the lization lol.
yeah im just bored luh ):
1:49 AM
i have no inspiration for a skin ):
9:59 PM
suddenly i received so many skins requests lol.
someone remind me to blog abt the japan trip leh =/ i havent get the cd of pics from my mum to upload yet lol.
3:37 PM
>>My teacher once said...
angella, i know you dont like me. but please do not let your personal feelings affect your work. (sth liddat lah!)
>>Never in my life have I regretted...
BEING IN NHSB TRUMPET SECTION!
>>The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile...
z dun wanna say.
>>When I'm nervous..
i get stomach pain -.-
>>The last time I laughed was...
just now at vivian cos i did an animation saying she "rocks"! and she didnt see the "" and was damn happy with the animation i did for her LOL!
>>Hair is..
to make u look not bald.
>>My feet is..
too big ): shoe size 7-8! -.-
>>Last Christmas...
rotted at home ):
>>When I turn my head left I see..
wall.
>>When I turn my head right I see...
wall.
>>When I look down I see...
the keyboard
>>The craziest recent event...
when the trumpets were preparing for the rod (:
>>By this time next year..
i'll be enjoying my hols aft o lvls.
>>I have a hard time understanding...
something.
>>One time at a family gathering...
i went arcade at safra. z.
>>You know I like...
trumpet. i want a trumpet for birthday present! ;D
>>If I won an award, the first person I'll thank is...
lady luck.
>>Triangles are...
IS a musical instrument
>>My ideal breakfast is..
american breakfast!
>>If you make me really happy..
i can go crazy laughing at anything :D
>>Where do you plan to visit anytime soon?
I WANT TO GO AUSTRALIA!! >:(
>>(most)Boys are...
anti social.
>>I'd stop my wedding if..
AARON YAN YA LUN proposes to me! (fine im dreaming.)
>>The world could do..
with more Angellas.
>>I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than..
EEYER GOT WHAT THING WORSE?
>>Most recent thing you've bought yourself...
cotton candy from pasa malam! :D
>>Most recent thing someone else bought you..
a dog soft toy that costs 5.95 and a dog pen holder (:
>>My least favourite time of the day...
11am. i always get woken up at this time during the hols.
>>The last time I was high..
only during preparation of rod that time cos it was before i knew those things ):
>>The last person I talked to...
vivian or zuhui on msn i forgot.
>>I shouldn't...
be sad any longer :D
>>Last night...
i did a skin for bedok view concert band percussionists!
>>There's this girl I know...
who is a pornstar ^^
>>I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy..
I LOVE YOU!
>>I'm listening to..
"The Music of the Night" by Mike Strickland
>>I last ate..
ramly burger or sth from the pasa malam :D
>>My bedsheet is..
full of mickey mouse o.o
>>I smell..
air.
>>On my table..
full of books, my bag, hair dryer, iron, com, printer, phone, scores, presents, wrapping paper, blah.
>>My full name is...
angella sim ai hui
>>The next 4 people who are gonna do this quiz are
anybody. zz.
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actually i koped this quiz only because the first qns remind me of ms teo den i go put o.o
anw, the skin i completed yest:
and today:
for the first one, i only used the perc instrus from other sources and the pics they provided to create, while for the second one, i only used the pic of the girl dancing (without the heart and stuff) and the rest i did it myself :D i find the hearts damn nice omg :D i feel accomplished :D two more requests to go, and i'll finish them up! (unless somemore come in the meantime o.o)
and i realised that im so bored online now ): dont feel like doing skins yet =/
10:48 PM
anw, made an animation. super nice.
NICE RIGHT! HAHAHHAA!
10:31 PM
5:23 PM
3:19 PM
choose dark brown or turquiose for the new band u? OF COS DARK BROWN! can you imagine guys wearing turquoise? no right? furthermore, turquoise is a difficult colour to match. so choose wad? CHOOSE DARK BROWN! would you like to see a turquoise figure walking ard with two eyeballs? no right? SO CHOOSE DARK BROWN! why? if u choose dark brown, chouchoufang will not be able to be seen! then you wouldnt have thought that you saw a ghost then ^^ so whats the ultimate choice? DARK BROWN! have you seen a band that has turquoise colour for a band u? no right? what abt brown? no too right? so its unique! but seriously, GUYS will look GAY in TURQUOISE suits! would you like to look gay? NO! so choose dark brown!! dark brown, is the ultimate choice for everyone.
oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah :D
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band meeting today; i forgot a lot of probs -.- fine. but the probs.. the other sec 3s dno leh. the impt person nvr come so the prob cant really be solved. oh well. talked abt band u and band bbq too :D at first narrowed down the colour of the band u to dark brown, dark blue, dark red and turqoise. but then when going out that time felt that dark blue very common, dark red think not very nice, den left dark brown and turquoise cos they're special and unique and blah blah blah :D den band bbq, let ena book the pit and allocate things to do den wheeeeeee :D the bbq most prob on 28 dec. hahaha.
aft that we all mass eat kfc, but i didnt eat cos i wasnt hungry. daph dint eat too. den daph left first, den all the guys went off while we the girls went toilet o.o fine. den weiting had to go home for tuition, so me, dacia, amel, viv, and shihui went off to meet the vs and nh ppl.
reached plaza singapura and saw zhong lao shi in kfc o.o den talk to her halfway zuhui called cos she didnt know i was behind her. and i went "si mi tai ji?" and den i realised zhong lao shi was in front of me and heard wad i said o.o LIKE OMG LAH! everyone went laughing at me pls. so i ran over to zuhui there -.- exchanged presents with yel. thanks! for the two dogs -.- vivian wanted to look for shoes so we the girls went off first with zuhui leaving bina and vivien behind lol.
den juz walked ard luh. den we went carrefour. splitted up. i damn nice ok. i bought bitter choc and white choc to share among ourselves -.- den we went to buy ice cream and eat. shared with amelia (: den i dirtied my hand with the ice cream cos it dripped -.- went toilet to wash up, come out and the vs guys all went to yel's house. lol. only rmb got yel, matthias, matthew, ka siong, benedict, ziyang and some others i forgot =X got one i nvr see before. zz. den we walked to far east. huang shihui left. halfway we went to music essential. ex stuffs x.x den went OG. vivien and zuhui dno go where. den me dacia and amelia planned to run away when vivian and bina wasnt looking. in the end i went up they went out -.- sheryl and josie den went home. den we got to eat cheesecake flavour pucca! ITS DAAAAAAAAAMN NICE OKAY! den me dacia amel viv and bina formed the pucca gang! hahaha! viv treated us to the pucca while we bought this grape floss candy with some pop candy inside. damn nice :D thanks vivian! =X i still owe bina 50 cents. muz rmb. zz.
den we walked to fareast. halfway went 7-11 and dacia bought drink while me amel and bina washed our hands by getting the ice cubes and wash =X den we walked to far east. we all legs damn tired except for viv -.- she went far east and went ard looking for shoes while we went ard sitting at those seats in the shoe shops =X heh. den while she was buying her shoes at this shop, the radio broadcasted "canon, delighting you always". and dno wad happen i think bina copy and say lol. den i went "bina, disappointing you always". den she went "angella, screaming at you always" -.- BUTS ITS DAMN FUNNY LAH!
den we went home aft that. haha. its been a long long time ever since i had a looooong talk with amelia :D
cant wait to celebrate my birthday with you guys man!!! just six more days!! :D
10:04 PM
reached early then realised the shoe sale that vivian wanted to go is gone alrd lol. but there's watts in xmas sale. DAPHNEEEE! ZUHUIIIII! THE MICKEY MOUSE WATCH IS REALLY DAMN NICE LO! its costs 25 bucks now when it used to be 32 bucks. i got no money to buy for u two hahaha. den i saw this necklace that i bought yest -.- SHUD HAVE BOUGHT TODAY LAHHHH! CHEAT! they say that my necklace is the last one leh! den how come i see it again?! scammmmmm! roar.
den went walking ard while waiting for vivian. saw this girl who looked almost exactly like karen and i stared at her almost said hello =X den i realised she wearing sch u and not my sch den i went off. and she was staring at me too. x.x I SAW THIS TPET PICTURE INSIDE A GLASS BOX OMG OMG DAMN NICE LAHHHHHHH! I WANT TO BUY!!!! at first wanna wait for viv to come den show her den i buy. in the end i forgot -.-
yeah she came, den walked ard looking for shoes lol. den went to eat. shared a bowl of jap noodles haha. but different bowl of cos. den while waiting for viv to finish her noodles i went to eat ice kachang :D:D den walk walk walk. den we went to watts in and we bought this damn nice treble clef note ring! :D her birthday present from me. lol. she got gold while i got silver :D well, she likes gold and i like silver, and black silver too :D
den couldnt find the clar figurine for yel so we went to jp. in the end also dun have. den we went causeway point den finally have. den when i bought the figurine, the price gave me a shock -.- super ex lah! yel you good! make me run ard to find that and then so ex somemore -.- so i shared the present with vivian and daph lol! =X den went walking ard. saw some really nice shoes but ex ):
went home at 8+. last min outing tml. zz.
10:45 PM
went off to meet adeline first den we went to west mall and bought sweets to put inside a box from her to someone. z. den i went to buy a necklace lol. den went to find sayhwee, den we took mrt to queenstown tgt.
went queens condo and the security guard let us in o.o den we passed to liumei the fruits, den went to their reading rm and i studied -.- adeline and say hwee were juz stoning there lol. studied one chap, then binomial flip thru cos couldnt really get it. den they wanted to leave so we went to queensway shopping centre and shopped ard. bought earrings lol. den bought waffles, den sayhwee n adeline went to buy drinks. den we walked to anchorpoint for toilet den to queens condo. turned out everyone reached le o.o so juz sort of stoned ard first. den aft that got fried rice to eat, den tried to help out. lol. liumei's uncle and aunty is like so damn nice cook for all of us while we juz sit there and collect food lah =/ den sayhwee had to go at 6.30 so me and adeline went to see her off. den i sat down there stone and eat while adeline went basketball court with liumei and pauline i think. den left with the 313 guys, ranie me and diana. den beverly came so the guys went down and left with us three o.o so we sat down there, den liumei's uncle came and talk to us. haha. den aft that edward joined in. guys talk o.O den talk abt hen and egg o.o all those chim chim stuffs and half the time i had no idea wad they were talking. den we ate finished one container of watermelon lol! den yada yada juz sit down there talked when everyone came back.
den it was like almost 9 alrd. den we went to the playground. most of the guys play basketball while some sit in the circle and we played murderer -.- juz to kill time. den i macho man~ i went back to the bbq pit and carried ard 8 bags down to the playground at a go. super heavy lah. hahahaha. den left at 9.30 with the guys. waited for adeline at the mrt station den we went home tgt.
tired now. so tired that.. i dont know if i shud go for the vjc concert. its like so far.. and i wanna rest =/ but i shud go and support him right? since he went for nh concert n giving me birthday present =/ dno leh..
12:50 AM
and i've edited the photos section alrd (:
PLEASE SEND ME ALL PICS U HAVE OF THE BAND AND I'LL PUT THEM UP AND UR CONTRIBUTION WILL BE RECOGNISED TY.
oh yeah, rmb to tag at the blog, and LINK IT TOO! :D then drop a tag at the tagboard, and i'll link you instantly :D
nhsb jiayou! :D
2:07 AM
someone... cheer me up. teach me how to be happy again.
someone..... teach me how to be myself again.
i can smile, but not a genuine smile.
i can be happy, but sad deep down inside.
i can put on a fake front, but it isnt myself.
3:53 PM
and i no longer feel like smiling.
and yes, ive put up a tagboard at the nhsb blog, rmb to go and tag. thanks.
3:29 PM
at first when she came den was showing her some web which i nvr showed anyone before lol. den showed her nhsb blog :D
den she went to eat at my other house haha. den we went off to play our instrus :D i played her flute and piccolo and she played my tpet. its so damn easy to double or triple tongue with flute and i can play some high notes :D but very piercing to my ears ):
den aft that we went to play the electrical piano that my couz had lol. she knows so many songs one!! ):
den went back to play. she helped me with some parts of american riversongs :D thanks man. haha! then go online, den shut down com and we had a heart to heart talk aft seeing some stuffs. den we talked for dno how many hours till 10+ o.o so she had to go home alrd haha.
oh yeah, and thanks for cheering me up the night before yest. was super duper sad about band cos of some stuffs she said and some other stuffs. <3
and why are you all so sacarstic? you cant deny that part of the idea was almost the same, but did i say u copied? no. i didnt even know that dacia and daph had prepared the night before - i was too stressed up thanks to BAND. but yet, i know sure have rod one wad. and i was like thinking just impromptu lo. every yr also have, what made this yr an exception? why did u all think that its because edward is in our section, so we sure know, you all dno? thats like obviously no way. and we had no idea that u all had wanted to sing the campfire burning now song. we were talking and talking abt everything and wad we talked somehow lead to abt wad 313 sang outside 306 classrm that time, then said why not we sing that for our performance? and so it came abt. we didnt know that u all wanted to do that too. some of you all may think that because u dont have any seniors, so you dno wad to do and therefore formed the big grp? then why the other grp can do it leh? fine wadever, since having fun is the most impt thing there. band camp was there for us to bond tgt, to make the band more united. but wad it caused was, more unhappiness towards us. lots more, which i have no wish to say anymore. im alrd hurt enuf, confused enuf, and sad enuf, thanks to you all. thanks so much, for making feel that whatever i did in the past for band, all the stress i had, all the happiness i had, were all wasted. thanks so much, for making me cry.
the world is really not as simple as what i thought. i had lived in my own world for too long. i am too simple-minded alrd. from now on, i will keep everything to myself. i will quieten down. i will no longer be the same. goodbye.
and you..... you really changed a lot. changed to someone, i dont know. a complete stranger. i realised that i had so much, just too much, things that i didnt know abt you. when i thought i did know. im afraid, that we will soon be on our separate ways.... soon.....
my heart is totally shattered.
12:44 AM
CLICK!
the url is http://nhsb.blogspot.com.
update again later cos vivian is here! :D
vivian:
yo im here! angella derr meng nu is bullying gladys!!
i suck and angella rocks! ok fine we both rock :D bye byeeeeeeeeeee :D
2:25 PM
want to preview the design? CLICK HERE!
spent more than 5 hours designing everything and coding and adding some stuffs but most of it isnt done yet. hopefully it'll be done and up latest by next wk.
everyone can go that blog, but only majors and WELFARE HEAD has access to it :D
oh yeah, it has to be formal ): cos liddat then the sch will link it. so no posts on any stuffs. the only updates will be band concerts and things abt band i guess. ): but muz regularly check it lah! and please please please keep it alive okay ppl. i dont want it to be like all those websites/forums set up before. i want it to be alive even after im gone. so okay pretty please people? :D:D
6:04 PM
1:13 AM
ANYWAY. jingyang! whoever you areeeeeeeeee. how come you know my blog o.o
not yet time to rest ): i still have the nhsb blog website which im intending to set up. had no idea how the tchrs know o.o so mdm noridah had talked to me abt it, so i have to set it up fast ): which means no rest. gah ):
today last day of the band camp :D im like super tired now lah, muscle aching all over.
me and amelia lombang guek leng's car today :D with the six big plastic bags x.x went canteen and stoned first, den went band rm when it opened. went for sectionals at eco garden. saw these worm thingy on the seat lol! caterpillar or sth? den i went to pour water on it =X and it still move here and there dont care o.o den i took a leaf and wanted to put it somewhere near the pond. and it fell inside -.- but it crawled out tho o.O
slacked thruout sectionals cos i felt very tired and my playing sucked. i think my sickness had affected it a lot. my tone and everything changed alrd leh. i scared when i recover it'll still be the same =/
den went back band rm, had to play treasure hunt -.- found only a little. eupho found a lot lol. and so did my section o.o so we won :D and got foooood :D brasses and perc vs woodwinds lol. den went downstairs and played a game of captains ball. my team lost haha. den had lunch. super full :D my section ate a lot of fruit tarts. it was damn nice pls. ahhaha.
den went back band rm and had to prepare for rod. got damn pissed and disappointed in band. you all sure know every yr got rod de mah! every year also will perform for seniors de mah! what made this yr special that we dont need to do? basic common sense lah! kao. i got so damn pissed and disappointed in band that my facial expression showed and edward saw it -.- finee. then tpet section went out first and everyone was like trying to make me cheer up lah.
we went to lift lobby and settled our stuffs. rehearsed. saw this damn big grp rehearsing tgt.. and got so pissed again. its like such a damn big grp lah! i would have rather they break up into two or three more grps. its like.. aiya. i dont know wad to say lah. i saw the other grp, and was kind of.. okay bah. my section kept calling me not to look at that side or i'll get pissed again. its great with them ard <3 they can make me cheer up a lot. had a funny rehearsal thanks to edward. he had a lot of funny actions lah! lol.
aft rehearsal den went to sculpture garden and helped to set up everything. den first to perform was the damn big grp. i find one of the plot.. very similar to the tpet's performance last yr... next was us tpets, and then perc + tuba + eupho. haha. they had a funny performance. and i thought that they should get the first prize instead of the second. however, tpets got it. imagine if it was the big grp.. wonder how they'll divide the present.
den mdm zuraida announced the winners luh. i was really really surprised to know that we got first =/ den aft that uhs. mr tan said that saxophone section should get the best section award. felt very surprised too, cos i had some other sections in mind. eh bina, u all are always like ignore the other saxophone girl who always sit beside yijun de. i think also tenor sax if im not wrong. since u got the best section award, dont ignore her anymore or i'll strangle you -.-
den gave seniors present and had half left over o.o made 14, and only 7 seniors came -.- pathetic. was really very disappointed that only caiqin and xueqi made it. sigh. nvm. gave shufen her present too. and was damn sad abt mr tan's present cos it was messed up, like totally. ): oh yeah, there was prize for captains ball competition yest too. today dont have cos its so last min den play de -.-
everyone was very tired, so we decided not to take section photos. went back band rm. den we brought home the stuffs, section outing then bring out and eat. lol. den we walked to central tgt and then i went home with sharine and guekleng.
tired now. and im still waiting.
found the american riversongs song. those who want can get from me.
11:08 PM
hope you enjoyed the day with us the trumpeters.
11:59 PM
im tired. very tired. both physically, and mentally. im so sick, and it'll get even worser day by day, thanks to ____. i got a damn big headache while trying to finish up everything, that i could have cried thanks to it. i even felt like vomiting. i felt like.. i could be fainting any moment. and somebody's present. give me so much problems. i want to do it so well. i want to do my job well. but i cant. how? someone tell me how. spending hours on the present, and yet it's still the same. damn. everything is so last minute, telling us when is the camp only less than one week before that. i too, have my own activities. just that two days of activities, caused me to be so, so tired. i should have spent that two days, doing the stuffs instead, and waste my money on the tickets. i shouldnt have rested for a day. doing the stuffs on the rest day, would have helped me a lot. but.. that'll mean no rest. which means i may get even more tired.
when will i get a rest? when? after tomorrow? i dont think so. there's still something about ____ i have to do. with, or without ____, it still tires me.
i feel like giving up. i want to give up. but im not giving up. i hope, i wouldnt get anymore tired-er. if so.. im very scared that i may give up.
i should have been sleeping now. being sick, and yet i still stayed up late. i couldnt help it. i want to rant. if i bottle up anymore, im scared i will burst. i wanted to scream, so so loudly just now outside school. and yet, im sick. my nose is not getting any better, and so is my cough. i still have minor sore throat, which i thought i recovered from it alrd.
thanks amelia... and guek leng... if it wasnt for you two, i bet i wont be able to sleep at all tonight. you two gave me the feeling.. as if you were angels sent by god, to help me when i needed help most. thanks so much. i really really dont know how to thank you two.
tears, had rolled down my cheeks unknowingly. before i typed this, tears, flow out too. after it stopped, it flowed down once again, as i type this post. i feel really, really, tired. im tired of everything.
for like the first time, i dont feel like going to ____ anymore.
can i really.. dont?
physically, i may not be able to take it anymore, unless i recover. mentally, im on the brink on giving up. but.. why didnt i? i kept asking myself, and i couldnt answer. is it because.. i had alrd fallen in love with ____ so much that.. i wont give up? i dont know.
my playing sucked real lot today. i missed almost everything, and got lost everywhere. i suck at sightreading. i suck at playing the trumpet. i suck.
i should.. get some sleep before i really collapse.
11:04 PM
band camp starts today. hardcore practise lah. three days no night. a very nice camp -.-
my throat is now better, but i have blocked nose and cough now -.- one after another, like i will nvr recover liddat ):
mr ralph hultgren or sth came at ard 9+. he conducted where the river flows, and he's quite funny. haha. he like to bully clarkson and vivian lol. he taught us how to warm up, how to tune ourselves, blah. most imptly, the conductor is always right. he kept saying this phrase at times which made all of us laugh. the band was inattentive to his conducting cos everyone played their own =X den trombone section keep talking. den at 11+, he stopped conducting and edward presented the present from the band to him. my one day hard work + fingers pain to make that (: one whole bottle of stars done by myself including the design. he juz ripped open the present LOL. and mr tan managed to take a photo of it. heh. mr tan took a lot of funny photos of mr ralph when he was doing some actions. hahaha. he said it was thoughtful and he will put it on his desk :D he noticed got words and he read it aloud to the band. told him got two messages, then he searched for the other. couldnt find, and said i scammed him, then juz nice he found it. LOL. funny.
den was a damn long break to 1.30 x.x went down to eat, den aft that got buffet -.- den had to eat again. EVERYONE IS CRAZY ABOUT FAHRENHEIT WHOOOOOOO :D daph and jiaqian and some flute section ppl thinks that wuzhun most shuai, BUT, me, dacia, anita, kahghim, xinting AND LOTSA OTHERS THINKS AARON MOST SHUAI. wheeeeeeee :D
eat eat eat, den took photos with mr ralph :D den mdm noridah talked to me daph and dacia abt the nhsb blog i wanna set up while everyone was practising in band le. den talked till 1.30 then had to go up and let her see the uniform. SHE APPROVED!! ooo yeah :D now depends on ms yeo. she better approve or i'll hate her again ):
den had sectionals. each sec 3 took each sec 1 for training. i took kah ghim. and she keep puffing up her cheeks -.- but she said she used her diaphragm, which i dont think so. i rmb mr tan saying something abt wad organ we used then will cause the cheeks to puff up, but i forgot -.- so sought help from edward, he couldnt make her change too, den i sought help from mr tan. aft teaching the clars, mr tan came down and made edward, guekleng, and me to stand from one corner one by one and play damn loudly. we kept pushing as we go up higher =X my problem is only hesitation, but i dont even know that i hesitated o.o when mr tan said that i pushed, i had no idea too o.o den kept prac from c to high c playing as loud as possible without pushing or hesitation. aft that i found my c note sounding strange o.o
went back, and sightread the set piece, sunrise and safari. its damn easy for tpets, with super super super many rests :D:D but then that means hard to score points ): the band played it quite badly tho :'(
edward accidentally kicked either zuhui or vivien's cornet cos they left it lying ard and we dint see it -.- always liddat ): it fell to the ground so he had to pump. went outside and me and dacia bullied him >:D he had to pump 50 times, but dno who say 15. fine. den aft that i kept saying majors have to pump double :D den made him pump like dno wad shit damn tired ahahhaha! kept laughing at him =X den somemore i still saw sth that made me break into hysterical laughters and drop to the floor almost cry from laughing. if i hadnt choked, i would have cried. HAHAHA. damnnnn funny. den aft that christina liew told us that is pump 50 times :D den edward is band major so... ONE HUNDRED! whooo :D minus 30, 70. hahahah! he's gonna be so dead lah =X
aft band had to rush off. actually wanted to buy band stuffs first, but parents called saying that they're bringing me out to eat tgt with the family. rushed to central then went to big bkshop and bought the colour glue for mr tan's present. have to buy the wire and do tml >< and muz complete by tml. ): den waited like damn freaking long for the IMM bus. and my phone batt was almost flat lah wth. rushed there to daiso, then couldnt even find the wire. wasted my time. panicked like shit, asked ard, but those werent wad i wanted. and i couldnt contact daph at all! got damn frustrated, and my parents called at this time to call me to go out of IMM liao -.- and then the batt went flat ^^ went to mini toons first and got two packets of choc marshmellows with grape/strawberry filling. damn nice to eat :D for the seniors and shufen.
den rushed out and went to vivo city. went walking ard at first. couldnt really see any clothes i think nice tho -.- only a few. but all are $$$$$$$$$$. imagine, one dress costs 100. i rather keep and spend myself. sadness tho. dint buy anything. den stoned at a cafe for a while with my dad's friends cos his friend treating to dinner i think. den went to the restaurant to eat. forgot wad name, but the chinese name is black society :D HAHA. there was one girl my age but we dint talk, and neither did all the children communicate with one another at all. the restaurant was.. damn kao. THEY KEPT REPEATING THE SAME DAMN OLD SONG LAH. it was sooo... ew ): still repeat. when there was a little glitch and the music stop, you could hear "yes!" everywhere. den the music returned and everyone went -.- again.
finally ate finish den dragged my mum and my youngers bro out to shop again, but all shops were closed. dint know it was damn late alrd ): DEN I SAW THIS DAMN NICE NIKE BAG $p%*)@#(%_)%#^_( why dint i see it when the shop was open T_T fine cos it was at a damn corner. ): ate haigen daz :D den went home~
my nose worsened ): wonder how i gonna play tpet tml. it alrd affected my playing today leh.. shucks.
11:39 PM
was really very very busy these few days, and in the days coming -.- so i dint try to keep in touch or whatsoever way to communicate, even going to your blog to tag or whatsoever ):
forgive meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :'( im really very busy.
11:53 PM
my throat is much better now, thanks everyone for ur concern :D my cough too, but still got mild sore throat and cough lah. and the slight fever is gone :D
watched hana kimi casts on other shows today in youtube, then went on to play the wicked. finished the junior one today :D some with the help from the forums, of cos. off to do the wicked, one day.
Jan
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
Feb
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Mar
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
Apr
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
Jun
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!
Jul
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Aug
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.
Sept
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
Oct
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
Nov
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
Dec
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... as if! Better than all of these other months! definitely :D Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. nope. Impatient and hasty. :D Ambitious. nope. Influential in organizations. nah. Fun to be with. hope so :D Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. too bad for you :D Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. got meh o.o Easily influenced by kindness. o.O Polite and soft-spoken. SINCE WHEN WAS I SOFT-SPOKEN?! polite, definitely :D Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. yeah ): Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. absolutely Funny and humorous. got ah. Loves to joke. maybe. Good debating skills. you can see since i always argue -.- Has that someone always on his/her mind. no =/ Talkative. sometimes. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. not really. Abiding. not really. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. whoo yeah:D Easily hurt. true ): Prone to getting colds.
got from an email. zz.
10:23 PM
shit. one more day left. shufen's present isnt done. mr tan's present isnt done. the seniors' present isnt done. no more time left. why did time pass by so quickly. shit. damnit damnit damnit.
i shud be able to settle the seniors and shufen's present tml. but MR TAN. god. why must elena be soo uncontactable at this time?!?! been trying to contact her for two days straight but to no avail. damn it.
damn it. there's so many things to settle lah!
i think i overworked. had slight fever and dint even know it till amelia pointed out to me when she brought the stuffs over. thanks btw <3
10:02 PM
my sore throat is now even worser. i wont be able to play the trumpet if it still doesnt recover. and mon mr ralph is coming to our band lah!!! ): of all times, now sore throat T_T
i havent really had a good rest ever since the hols started. for the month of nov, went back to sch almost everyday either for lessons or band. when finally lessons end, there's still band. when cul pot ends, there's concerts im going to. when the concerts end, i have to rush and prepare so much presents in just three days. and when the three days end, there's band camp. aft band camp, there's like.. no more hols le. left with so little hols for me to rest. and aft the little hols, there's band, and then school starts, and everything starts getting hectic again. oh boy, i think by the time band camp ends, i may have fallen real sick. shucks.
oh well.
yest daph shouted into my mp3 when i was recording. sth abt percy. but i cant find the recording that she shouted into! -.- and i forgot is which piece vs playing when she shouted ):
when the concert ended, the mcs which were from vjc advertised their concert. lol. like wth lah. den kwangyi played some ad lib notes. funny.
aft the concert when we lingered ard outside, mr tan came out and all vs alumni ppl all crowded ard him o.o like immediately? scary leh. zz. den when i saw percy downstairs, i shouted his name and daph ran. HAHAHA =X he covered his face with his outer shirt and looked at me -_- stupid lah. zz.
i keep having this feeling. you were talking abt me.
mum's back yest. she bought lotsa stuffs for me (:
thanks amel (: if it wasnt for you helping me buy those stuffs today, i wouldnt have enuf time to rush everything out i bet. thanks <3
let time pass slowly, please. let everything go on smoothly, please. let me recover fast, please. dont let me fall even sicker, please. dont let more things disturb me, please. just give me more days to rest, please. let me off, please.
how i wish time will stop, right now.
3:16 PM
daph and dacia requested that i wore boots -.- fine. i wore. and? i got free slimming down treatment for my legs man! i walk in the hot sun and my legs are burning hot lah! -.- and a lot of ppl kept staring at it -.- and you ppl keesiao. wear boots only then say sexy -_-
met daph. she was late! lol. waited at the bus stop, den diana alighted and we sat down tgt and talked. daph arrived den we two left, leaving diana waiting for her fren =X
we shopped ard for her shoes. in the end couldnt find den we went to buy some stuffs to eat. i got sore throat when i woke up, and i kept coughing. and yet i still ate fried food. daph bought ice cream, den we went upstairs and she bought her shoes. lol. but it wasnt wad she wanted at first.
den we walked to taka. dacia dint believe we were there -.- fine. lol. bought the tchr's present, the australian conductor mr ralph hultgren who's coming to our band next mon, mr tan's present. only the tchr's present done. mr ralph's one i havent finish. mr tan's one too. shucks. time's running out!
den went to heeren and walked ard. throat was real bad so dint talk much, which pretty scared them out O.o the usual noisy angella being so quiet made them think i angry with sth o.O saw liping. they bought gummies, den we went to eat the wanton mee. and aft that my throat not that bad, but still very bad. i ate damn fast o.o
den we went to met zuhui vivien benjamin liqiang junjie michelle at the mrt. den met up with huiwen and her friend. den we went to SCH tgt. den saw mr tan. talked, den went in. mr tan said i looked like cow girl! -.-
gave amel and ena the flute section and their tickets. recorded their songs. vscb played satiric dances. dint know it had three movements den i recorded the first one, rushed to record the second, and just in time :D den they played jessie's well, then the chronicles of narnia, then summertime, den rhapsody for hanukkah. there were nice solos in the songs luh. the tpets are really soft ):
den intermission, then alumni band. daph went crazy over percy and took a video -.- they played winter of 1730, then selections from grease. the booklet print wrong put white christmas. zz.
den vscb played again, hanover festival, yankee doodlin', ag 15. they gave mr tan long service award and mr tan was surprised. lol. me and daph shouted mr tan and some vs ppl looked at us. =X mr tan dint hear it tho ): den blah blah blah, den encore piece lol. its whistle while you work. den sch song. den aft that was funny. two grps of ppl shouting the same thing at different timing. one was the vscb alumni, another was their seniors or sth that are not performing. lol.
den we went over and zuhui vivien and mich gave mr tan presents. den i asked this perc guy to call matthias out for zuhui (:0 in the end, zuhui called the perc guy to pass kitkat to the tpet section, but he passed it to matthias. i helped zuhui take, den i see that he actually also not very cute wad. =X from afar, maybe. heheee =X zuhui dont kill me.
den zuhui went over and gave him things. i wanted to take photos lo. went over, wanted to take out phone den the whole vscb shouted "matthias!!" and i got a scare and went back -.- i nvr take photo of the scandal!! ): still got another that i found out today :D vivian and jingyang! LOL.
den we went out. waited for amel and ena. den we and liqiang cabbed home. waited for a long time and wandered ard. no taxi would stop for us -.- den we went to this taxi stand which supposingly no more taxi coming le lol. den this taxi was waiting for a long time cos on call, so he gave up and he cabbed us home :D
tired. so many things to settle, so little time. i shall sleep first.. and decide how to spread everything out over the next few days. time's running out. and i fell sick because of either tiredness, or overworked.
i dont like it when people come un-asked.
12:31 AM
but nvm, everyone said that band was the best, even those not from band de :D
oh yeah, elena gave me her christmas present for me yest :D and i gave her hers. mine was a tpet figurine with a doll hugging it, damn cute. THANKS! hers was the famous amos cookies that i owed her =X
anw i woke up late today again :D woke up at 12+ lol. so i slowly get ready :D den go bangkit take bus, on the way someone borrowed my hp and called someone. o.O the person nvr pick up anw. den when i boarded the bus, the guy called back o.O and kept calling back asking abt the girl -.- fineee. there was minor traffic jam.
uhs. reached bugis and they were all at the neoprint shop waiting for me -.- the neoprint machine still got wind one lol. den we walked ard with them showing me the suggestions for the presents for the australian conductor and blah. there were only me daph dacia and jennifer. my phone got prob cant send sms -.- den aft a while can le. saw cecilina in a toilet lol. den when we went to bugis street, we saw her again, so many times. hahaha. shopped ard. den me daph and jen bought pancake. nice leh :D esp the cheese. XD dacia bought milo dinosaur which they think is super sweet but i dont even think so o.O my taste bud got prob =/
we went to clem and met up with zuhui and mich and guekleng. koped guekleng's french fries =X vivien came. den aft a long time, we went off to acsi. there was big rain =/ saw jiahao and kakeru and two other seniors and we went to acsi tgt. den went into their auditorium or wadsoever i dno.
they started off with "The Pink Panther" by acsi band. i like that piece :D they were funny with their movements too. haha. i recorded it down, and its clear too (: but its soft ): den it was "The Prince Of Egypt". the trumpet solo was okay, but tgt with the band, the tpets are damn soft. not only this piece, but others too. ): halfway my mp3 no more batt #@%*$^(%^) aft that they played "A Whole New World". aladdin :D the conductor wore i hat lol. the conductor had lots of clothes to change leh hahaha. then "Stand By Me" and "The Little Mermaid - Under The Sea".
then it was acjc "starwars trilogy". jasmine played nice solos :D it was a damn long piece was a super nice lullaby tgt with "harry potter symphonic suite". =X but they played it very well luh.
then intermission. puaybing and jiahao came over. then acsi international baccalaureate wind ensemble played. this one had a lot of actions. im like.. damn envious lah. they played quite well even with the actions. i bet i cant do that. they played "the incredibles". well, supposingly the conductor disappeared? haha. it was funny. den towards the ending, the conductor appeared, they went "omg!" and they started playing almost immediately. that was fast o.O then they played "selections from westside story" dint really like this piece lah. den it was "somewhere". dont really like this piece too o.o
den they had a long long speech of some two ppl dno wad lah. zz. den was acs combined band which consisted of 150 ppl o.o they played superman first. there were hornists, tpeters, and tbonists at the second floor circle seats there playing. they pro man. den aft they played, they went back to the stage and performed luh. den was "jurassic park soundtrack highlights", then "robin hood: the prince of theives", then "pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest". the pieces were nice, esp pirates :D but kinda.. a little boring to me. too bad pirates not the first version which is nicer ): my dad and ah ma called during the concert lah! -.-
den me and daph n dacia n guekleng n jen went back to clem tgt. zh wait for viv's sis to come and fetch her. i kept bullying daphne abt sth lol =X den all the shops except macs were closed ): jen left at the int with her mum, then me and guekleng took guekleng's dad's car back. thanks! dacia was left alone =/ tired. there's still vs concert tml, and so many things to settle, esp for welfare. goddamit.
help me, wad can i get for mr tan during our rod, and wad can i get for seniors? time is running out. three more days for me to settle everything, shufen cos she leaving band, the australian conductor, tchrs, mr tan, seniors. god. i dont have so much brain juice lahh.
12:24 AM