walked one whole round around city hall to bugis just to find a bus to school. waited at a bus stop only to find out the bus doesnt stop there because of F1. then we finally boarded the bus and 5 minutes later we were back from where we first started.
reached school for training, too freaking hot to train. my feet were burning inside on the field. so we went for lunch, then it rained. wtheck, wasted time all the way till 6pm.
went to buy bus concession. $52. cabbed to bukit panjang with yuxuan and hechen, alighted and bought food for brothers and myself only to find out my ezlink card is missing. there's still like $15 inside. what the hell really. i hardly even top up my ez link to have more than $10 every time to use the lrt, and now i top up $20 its gone.
hotmail's giving me problems i cant even sign in since afternoon, saying that someone keeps trying to sign in with the wrong password. WHAT?!
fuuuuuuuuuck.
8:07 PM
since i'm allowed to bring camera, i hope i actually can snap some good shots and post up! (:
so.... till then! ^^
11:33 AM
but it was a good experience being the announcer though i was damn bad and paiseh :/ people were probably laughing when they hear my voice D:
spent the free time going around and taking pictures :D:D walked barefooted so now both my feet are filled with mimosa stings :( they hurt when i walk! T.T used to love making the mimosa close their leaves but now i hate them -.-
pictures that i took on last tuesday:
a must have when eating japanese food (:
mm my favourite sushi, prawn + rice + avocado + fish roe + mayonnaise :)
fish bakwa dipped in mayonnaise, shiokness.
frozen strawberries yummmxz.
so after brunch, walked around town then went to chinatown for koi, then to clarke quay :D
ice cream milk tea(: too much of it tasted sickening though :/
mm i still prefer lychee sorbet.
2:41 AM
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my life's always so busy. but busy till i've lost a sense of direction to what i really want.
what do i want in mass comm? what do i want in ultimate frisbee?
its so tiring to see everytime how lousy i am compared to others. i know i shouldnt compare, but i'm competitive like that. every single thing in life, i'm so tired of being the lousier one. never once do i get encouragement that really pushes me on in things i do.
people may say positive things and whatsoever, but i know i really have no talent compared to others. all those words just feel like they're there to patronise me. i may put in more effort and hard work which some do recognise, but in the end everyone else looks at the results.
why do i get thanks only after i voice out my displeasure? why do i get "comforting" words only when i'm down?
random messages that i receive always make me happier. it makes me feel that someone's thinking of me, like.. i'm important to them.
let's just say i
2:38 AM
these two days of hardcore shopping will stop. no more next time.
total damage:
topshop high waisted jeans $84
sticky cola pillows $4
sheperd's pie $2.50
drinks $1.30
cake $5
dorayaki $1.20
ring $13
4 pairs of shoes $79
bikini $40
1 top $30
fish and chips set meal $9
yoghurt $5
count the total yourself :/
gonna upload some nice food photos soon hehe ^^
2:12 AM
why me?
1:45 AM
end of exams, first day of using dslr!
dropped by chinatown to get koi and my pay ^^
went to plaza singapura after that to eat dimsum buffet at laobeijing, and i dont recommend the place. ordered three baskets of xiao long baos, the first one looked good and the other two was just bad. soup was even gone from the xlbs!! see:
walked around after that, then left to go bpp to buy ingredients to bake cookies! took out my contacts because they were starting to hurt already, and my eyes were super red. went home half blind and i was praying nobody will come and rob me LOL.
baked till 3am, because my oven too small :( oh well!
thursday
went out with coke colleagues for dinner at saizeriya at liang court. the food isnt bad but the service sucks :/
hmm nothing much that we did, ended up walking at clarke quay before going home.
friday
off to MBS. met up with kai and jerry to go over first. dad ended up treating them to japanese food there which got them paiseh which got me even more paiseh until i dont know what to do :(
they went off to skypark, then i met up with more npu people. slack, swim, play cards till dinner time!
thanks to julia :) too paiseh to put as dp!
look naked! LOL.
off to steamboat at bugis, then had koi!
with DSMDS (:
went back to hotel, slacked, then went to helix bridge!
ended up at youth olympic park chit chat with some of them and ordered macdelivery. fatness x10 haha!
captured sunrise (:
back to hotel cos we needed toilet lol. then slacked, off to skypark again for those who didnt go. i took some pictures, went back room and got so bored so i went to sleep zz.
went to vivo to eat brunch, cancelled outing to vivo so i just went home and sleep.
woke up, went to alfred's house to surprise him.
had fun with lightsticks! :D drove everyone home after that. AND HOR DEZHU AH TSK TSK LOL.
sunday
friendly against tpu. left halfway to go meet up with amelia and liqiang for dinner at holland village! :D
went to sushi tei. they lifted my bad mood by a lot. was happy till i reached home and started thinking again -.-
sibei good (Y)
amelia invited us to see her room at her hostel :D very tempted to go nus! because clique5 and bbm are all there/going there. okay not very tempted. I MUST GO NUS :(
slacked at home today. happy because it has been months since i did that. parents complaining i'm never at home :( oh well be good girl nowadays ^^
first time someone actually wrote a note to specially thank me.. (: thanks guys (: surprised when i received the sms, touched when i saw the paper. (:
10:11 PM
Oh wait, let's just change to i think hardly anyone will understand because i rather not share.
You don't know the burden i have, the things I'm thinking, and the reason for things that i do.
10:44 PM
But i have no time to blog so yeahhhh i'll blog when I'm free! On Sunday or Monday perhaps haha. With lots of pictures from the new dslr! :D
MARINA BAY SANDS LATER, NIGHTXZ(:
1:29 AM
And so i cut my hair. And the feeling is like.. Not again. Because now i hate my hair again -.- i know there isn't much difference from my previous hairstyle but.... IT JUST LOOKS SO UGLY TO ME.
maybe I should just cut it short again ahhahaa. I don't know. I want back that long hair before I had it short :( but its going to take ages T.T
Okay i pretty much hate my fringe too maybe i should cancel everything and stay at home hahahaha -.-
Geez i really hate going to the hairdresser.
2:12 PM