I have not packed my luggage at all. I have not changed any money at all. My camera still isn't ready for collection despite them always assuring me that "It will be ready for collection by next week." for one month already. No photos during the trip is going to kill me.
And then I MAY receive a phone call from SMU if they ever want to interview me for admission but what if I'm at Taiwan during that period? What if I may have to give up my chance of entering SMU because I have to miss the interview?
What's worse, my period may be coming anytime and if it does come during the trip it's going to be so inconvenient especially since we're sharing rooms with the guys!
3 days. One day down with zd training and nhsb concert at night. That means I'm left with two days to settle everything. It's a race against time and I seem to be losing already.
I'm left with 4 hours of sleep and here I am wide awake thinking about everything here. :(
3:20 AM
It's pretty vague in my memory but all I remember was it was a happy dream.
But the happiness ended when I woke up and my heart started aching.
1:18 PM
普通朋友 - 陶喆
等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can I do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me a chance)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能放手
但你说
I only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
So I
我不能只是be your friend
I just can't be your friend
no,no,no
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能做普通朋友
i wish i had to courage to take more initiatives.
1:53 AM
1:25 AM
I WANT AN ICE CREAM MAKER!! I have a slushie maker at home already how cool is that hehe.
I want to make nutella ice cream and mix it with Oreo bits. Or maybe also small little bits of marshmellows. The thought of it is enough for me to salivate nomzzzz~
BUT HAHAHA I SCARED LATER EVERYONE READ THIS THEN ALL GIVE ME ICE CREAM MAKER THEN I HAVE ENOUGH TO GO MAKE LOTS OF ICE CREAM AND SELL FOR BUSINESS HAHAHA.
3:12 AM
I want to discuss this with someone but I dont know who :( my brother isn't replying me!! T.T
7:40 PM
Why? Others are not even caring. I'm just finding trouble for myself isn't it. Wanting the best for everyone is so hard.
1:40 AM
11:09 PM
The first star I see tonight;
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.
7:36 PM
1:33 PM