<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d11822513\x26blogName\x3dBlog\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLACK\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://la-memoires.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://la-memoires.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d4144668482921036707', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>


Profile



Angella Sim
18/12/1991

Greenridge Primary School
1a6,2a11,3a11,4a11,5a1,6a1
Nan Hua High
1/10,2/10,3/6,4/6
ACJC
1SB7
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Mass Communications
T104,T109,T201,T206,T304

NP Ultimate!
Nan Hua Symphonic Band <3
Trumpet Section <3
Ex-Welfare Head :D

Angella Sim's Facebook profile


Follow bullshits on Twitter


Ask Me Anything


Tagboard



Links

Archives

Credits

designer: ME!
pictures: X O X O X O X O




Sunday, June 29, 2008

happy happy day! :D

it's a mini clique 5 outing at town, without daphne ):

it was shoppingggg time! still didnt get stuffs for myself. damn. got mum a pashmina shawl for her birthday present though.

i wish ngee ann poly people are like those friends i have in nanhua man. no bitching at all of anyone, having fun and all those innocent stuffs. nah it probably wont happen. i love those i hang out with in nanhua.

and yaaaaay. meeting so many of them tomorrow, before and after school! i cant wait :D:D too bad i cant go back for band though ):




they were making me laugh in this photo lah hahahah.


vivian's phone works wonders because it makes me look white in the photos instead of tan! heh.


ignore my fat arm hahahahha.

my friends are love! <3

10:33 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008


mum's gucci handbag, my lv petit noe <3, dad's burberry shirts


the camwhore and i.

10:13 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008

MY PARENTS GOT ME MY BAG. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

when i opened and hugged my bag, i practically started laughing and giggling and smiling to myself for so long that my mum thought i went crazy with it. they know i love it so much luh :P

and they actually went around singapore trying to find my bag! omgggg. cos the white one was sold out at takashimaya and the person said there is stock at hilton so they walked there. and in the end hilton also dont have. god knows where they went next, BUT OMG THEY ROCK MAN. :X heeee :P

my mum got herself a gucci bag and my dad got two burberry shirts. so it evens out lah. hhahaha.

the moment i think about my bag i feel so happy. and smile to myself. so you'll know what i'm thinking of these few days when i smile to myself lah. hehehehehe.

and marketing is kinda screwed. i failed by ONE mark. and i failed the quiz by HALF mark. great. have to work doubly hard for marketing.

today's a screwed day. like whatever. i screwed my life up. and i cried.

1:29 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

today is such a happy day :D

I MET AMELIA ON THE LRT AFTER RANTING YESTERDAY THAT I MISS HER, AND WHEN I SAW SERYANG ON THE BUS I WAS LIKE WHY I NEVER SEE AMELIA ON THE BUS ONE. and then the next moment i see her :D

and i saw many many familiar faces. :D i feel so happy that i felt that i can finally start studying, but when i reach home the first thing is to plop on bed and fell asleep x.x

so far i've only read through. somehow i just cant memorise. urgh.

and oh, after ranting yesterday, i lean back on my bed and fell asleep with the macbook on. great =/

back to studying now :D i just wanted to blog this out hahahahaha.

oh, i have a craving for satay and its distracting me from studies ):

8:58 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

i feel like i need to blog to clear my mind. totally crap hahaha.

but well i need to start focussing on medsoc! 7 freaking chapters urgh. many stuffs to memorise! the freaking idiotic thing is i cannot study until its the day before exam because that will only be the time when i can actually focus and memorise things properly.

for now, locvid should be over. gracom, medsoc, marketing(omg better not have much more stuffs please), webgra. webgra is so far easy for me to handle, the only module i do not worry about. but according to william it'll get super hectic in term 2. shitxzxzxz man.

man, totally freak mass comm lah!

i'm totally in a pms mood nowadays so dont come pissing me off because i'll probably scold the f word at you, looking at how easy i'm getting pissed with my family and how many f words i scolded inside me just because i get so easily irritated by them. just because my dad says he wont get me my bag again today, i got totally pissed and ignored him and even wouldnt let him touch me. yeah spoilt brat i know but i cant help it.

and i still cant concentrate on my medsoc because i keep wanting to finish watching all my shows. omg freak them lah, why so addictive! harmful to your studies D:

i need to excel in medsoc. and every other modules. i shall mean business now.

i shall go crazy and convince myself now. concentrate on medsoc, clear my mind. nothing else right now matters more than your grades D: yes i can do itttt. go angella go. stop having midnight cravings, stop thinking of viwawa, stop chatting, stop being a pig. sleeping so little is already a habit, a few more days doesnt matter. force some coffee down no matter how much you hate coffee. or get tons of redbull because one can doesnt even help me at all. who cares about dehydration to the body now man. urgh. relaxxxxxx. no use getting stressed up. you still have to wake up at 7am to reach school at 9am for debate discussion. and then reach home at 9pm after drama. i want to skip drama but i cant. so it means, tomorrow i shall most probably not sleep at all. i am totally crazy being so hiong but its good for my grades. damn it my body's already not feeling well thanks to some old ailment. i realised i'm blogging just to relieve stress. which i do all the time. so you can see that i am damn stressed due to the frequency of my blogging. i think i am ready now to concentrate on medsoc but in fact i aint. maybe i should have gone to other courses instead so i wouldnt be so stressed. i miss my secondary school friends. i dont know why but they all came into my mind as i type all this. i want to meet up with them a lot. for what do i even stress myself up for when it doesnt even help me. relax angella, relax. ITS IS SO ANNOYING LAH. i need some serious retail therapy but i hardly see some clothes i'd like i dont know why. everything is online online online but i need to study! freak the technolody these days man. they make us so distracted when we have to concentrate. because of technology we have to do so much stuffs like stupid researches for examples for the debate which i freaking dont know how to do the asshole research and my group members so gonna kill me. i stared at the screen for two nights straight trying to figure out how to do the research but i gave up like almost totally. and then there's that idiotic gracom that is forever so stressful alamak. amelia dacia daphne vivian edward sayhwee and many other 4o6 people and band and seniors and practically every friend i want to meet them and have fun and forget all about mass comm and let the whole world revolve around us and us only. now i still havent rant enough because i still cant concentrate on medsoc. freak everything, seriously. i cant wait to graduate and then slack instead of looking for work. i want to go overseas and have so much fun like everytime when i'll actually forget about reality yet it'll smack back right at my face when i reach singapore. the thing is, why must singapore make everything so stressed? i feel like typing so much more out but then the thing is i need to start on freaking medsoc. stop ranting already, because i think i should be able to concentrate now that i've ranted so much stuff out. go angella go. relax, jiayou. you can do it. i shall start to TRY and study medsoc now byebye.

11:28 PM

Friday, June 20, 2008

this is crazy.

1. a whole shit load of gracom stuffs to be done by this friday and i havent touched it yet.
2. debate on next next thurs and i dont know what to do.
3. medsoc common test this wed and i havent even touch it.
4. completion of medsoc interview transcription and editing by 21 july.
5. webgra graded tutorial (20%) this thurs.
6. locvid paperwork still not yet done (i keep forgetting!)

and so, its debate preparation tml and family dinner after that.

studying of medsoc ct, doing gracom stuffs and locvid paperwork all in sunday.

medsoc interview stuffs, next week.

webgra tutorial, nothing much for me, luckily.

this is a list of stuffs i have to do. i have to stop procastinating already. every single thing can wait cos studies is more impt. except for getting my bag of cos ^^

11:00 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

its freaking scary how fake people can get.

they can be all smiley and nice nice in front of you, yet behind your back you never know what they're talking about you. like how you can say that you dont like this guy, yet in front of him you act as if you're okay with him and stuff. like yucks, how it disgusts me. i wonder what you say about me though.

i know i myself bitch about those i dont like, but at least i dont act as if i'm their friend in front of them. they know i dont like them, cos its obvious. i dont hide. i may say some stuffs about people, but as long as i'm okay with them, i'll still treat them nicely.

and if i dont like something about my friends, i'll tell them. and i shall distance myself from some people, knowing more of their character and stuffs already. so if you know i'm distancing myself away from you, there's something about you that not only i am unhappy with.

i know some people will laugh at all these stuffs or think that i'm such an ass for being contradicting(which i dont know what) or even think its crap. but i just felt like ranting all these stuffs out.


i just love how innocent kids are.

10:32 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

i should have known better.

you never fail to make me happy by telling me all these stuffs, yet you never fulfil them. so much for the empty hopes, the short happiness.

time and again, it happened. yet i still believed.

time to get out of the disillusion and learn not to believe in you again.

9:37 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

I AM VERY VERY VERY HAPPY WHEN I WENT TO CHECK SOMETHING :D it kind of shows me how special i am to you ;D

darn tired. havent slept ever since camp ended. and i was totally walking like a zombie at night on the second day already, not to mention today.

i cant wait for shopping tomorrow!

10:35 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

gonna have sentosa outing with CATS class soon! :D still in the midst of planning. heh.

so... i'm like talking to whoever that's online from CATS, and many don't reply -.- only jitsiong, esther and zhongsheng. they're niceee people. except jitsiong of course. and so one by one left till there's only four of us.

ESTHER IS VERY EGOISTIC.
ZHONGSHENG IS VERY QUIET
JITSIONG IS VERY EVIL.

that kind of sums up everything :P

yay we rock. like totally.

12:45 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

like finally another rest day :>
it was crazy on monday, trying to mount and stuffs. and i really applaud eugene and jehanne for like, not panicking at all when its already 4.30 and they havent finished printing.

locvid is totally screwed. changed actors and hopefully it'll be better. we're supposed to do filming today yet it was cancelled. another day totally wasted. gonna chiong on wednesday and friday and hopefully we can finish everything.

wednesday-filming
thursday-filming
friday to sunday-camp
mon/tues-editing?
wednesday-interview
thursday-editing of the interview
friday-preparation for debate
saturday/sunday-study medsoc common test

hopefully things go like that. and yeah, i'm socially deprived. hopefully going for dinner with some friends in between (: so, amelia, sayhwee, daphne, dacia, vivian etc etc, ask me out for dinnerrrrrr. ehhehehe.

11:12 PM

Sunday, June 08, 2008

i finally had rest yesterday. for like, so long ): been busy chionging gracom and marketing and stuff, but for now at least its over. here comes locvid and medsoc ):

i fell asleep in front of the laptop for two nights in a row since two days ago while doing my work. and last week, i slept with my laptop on for the whole night for 3 days consecutively. thats like how tired i am, and how fast my apple is gonna spoil.

and time for work later in the afternoon. ):

and so, there was band investiture and i still havent sent people the photos yet cos i'm too busy to do so. filming at the park on saturday and chionging my gracom on sunday unsuccessfully. filming on wednesday and thursday night, tiring and stressing me up. friday was spent finishing up gracom, and now i still dont know how to explain the poster. its kind of screwed anyway.

oh, marketing test was screwed despite how hard i studied for it. i've got 3 essay questions wrong, and the other 3 incomplete, and the mcq is kinda gone case since i dint study for it.. hopefully i dont fail that badly.

printed my poster and brochure and my logos today at bras basah. vivian was late in meeting me ): so i got bombarded by people who are trying to make me join their church. boo. went to bugis and ate the suuuper nice spicy chilli crab french fries. i so gonna buy it next time! bugis is full of nice food now lah :D caiqin hockseng nick and cheryl came and we rushed to cityhall mrt to meet daniel yinnam edwin and we practically like ran to VCH for the concert so as to not to be late hehehe.

the concert was great! :D & sat beside alson. i havent really seen heian people for a long time i think. ever since the last outing at march. liqiang was seriously funny. and *ahem* you dance not bad sia! (: dont get proud and say of course if not i smack you hahahaha.

i kept laughing at edward too heee. OHHHH. and there's this really cute guy called marcus who can dance in the band. like, the first guy i think is cute from nj? ngee ann is seriously deprived of guys of my type ahahhaa. well but the sad thing is, the guy's sec 3 (ip). damn ): and he's too short for me anyway hahaha. he's damn cute especially when he smiles :P i was kinda acting like some despo girl in front of vivian and caiqin by always saying he cute ahhahaha. and then going around telling people how cute i think he is.

i aced my bimbo test :D

1:18 AM

Monday, June 02, 2008

been busy trying to do logos and poster but i keep on stoning instead =/ so much time wasted.

my dad's driving license just got suspended for two years because he went to drive right after he drank -.- oh great. so it'll be cabbing cabbing and more cabbing this two years then.

i feel so.. frustrated that i cant do anything. i think of all the work to be done during the holidays cos they're due after holidays, all the tests coming up, all the logos explanation undone cos i'm frigging stuck at 150 words when 250 is the minimum, my sante logo not approved thus explanation also not done, bauhaus brochure and poster not approved and explanation not done, marketing plan not yet finished, i seriously want to pull my hair and go crazy.

i'm beginning to hate medsoc when i think of so much preparation to do for debate, and the interview when my relatives and parents dont know anyone from the media industry. LIKE WTH WHY SO MUCH TO DO LAH!!!!!!

plus, locvid now is damn screwed cos the actors cant come later to do filming, so we're only left with wednesday and thursday night to do everything. and if they're not done by then... we're totally screwed.

i feel like crying whenever i feel damn stressed up.

why so many things to frigging finish during holidays?!?!?! keep saying finally let us rest during holidays, end up give us so much work to do during holidays and give us tests after holidays!

for a long time, i havent scolded the f word. because i dont really like scolding it and i scold only when i'm freaking overwhelmed with i dont know what emotion.

but seriously, EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKED UP LAH! i seriously feel like crying already.

don't bother me, cos i'm very short-tempered nowadays and i'm going crazy in mass comm soon.

i appear offline on msn because if someone talks to me, i'll feel as if i'm wasting time instead of doing my work. and now, i'm blogging and i feel as if i'm wasting so much precious time. i'm rejecting all the invites to go out because i'll be busy worrying and thinking of all the time i've wasted by going out instead of doing my work. i cannot relax because i'll be thinking of the time wasted to relax instead of doing work.

when people ask me to help them or talk to me at home now, i'll be so frustrated at them because i feel as if my time is wasted and i should be doing all my work before i'm dead.

FUCK LAH HOW TO EXPLAIN MY LOGOS UNTIL 250 WORDS?! asshole.

fucking irritating assignments.

fuck lah i wasted half an hour blogging i bet. at least i dont feel so frustrated now after i vented everything out. but i still am frustrated and i feel like strangling myself for wasting time. fuck everything.

five fucks. no, make that six. BYE BYE. not gonna blog for quite a while, until everything is over and done with.

1:48 AM