but i really doubt such things can happen to me.
match against spu at 2pm today, i cant believe i woke up at 1.30pm. i had a total of 30 missed calls from my team LOL.
the moment i went in, i dropped a disc -.- and i had no idea why i called a break twice. its my first time doing it, plus its a competition i dont know what went over me seriously. the moment i called break then i realise -.- threw away 2 disc D: and for like god knows how long, i actually put a forehand to a mid. i think i have been swinging too much HAHA. i was lucky that alfred caught it, because i threw it to yongen only to have it fly too high suddenly D: if he didnt catch that i can seriously go die already >.>
i did a lot of things that i wouldnt do in a game usually. its sort of a good thing i guess? like a breakthrough.
but nooooooo i need to work on a lot of things. stop throwing away discs. no more droppinggggg D:
last friday to sunday: NPU Camp + Summer League
fellow group leaders
when some of the freshies first came
i quite like this picture where everyone is like, showing teamwork etc (:
heh binaaa :D
had sushi + cake + ice cream = fattening dinner but whoo worth it :D
LITTLE MERMAID!
some of them doing the forfeit that writes i love npu
busy posing while people do their games hoho
them doing PT while my team goes for scrimmage
bomb here and there with lots of funny wrong actions etc
water bombssss time!
us girls who stayed in the same loft
JAK
third day was just going home, clean up and off to summer league. lost to DK White, but at least we did well for the second half (: which the videos obviously wont show zz.
monday, project.
tuesday, overslept for the conference so i went for acting class instead. then met up with hongru my sister from acjc to eat at watami! :D
we havent met up for damn long already, and so did our og :( waiting for august when sauchiu is back to get my polaroid from him and everybody to meeeet! :D
wednesday, overslept to attend acting class :/ went for the summer league match against rj instead.
thursday, went for job interview and then friendly against acsi.
i really need to snap out of this bloody mindset. even if i can tell everyone that i've picked myself up, that i'm okay already, deep down when things may happen again everything comes back.
i'm afraid of getting injuries now, especially from hucks. it was a simple pick up game after the match but i siam whenever i see there's a chance that people are going to huck into me. and well, not like people will care..
so do you actually feel better if you make others feel worse than you?
JAK (:
if only the bruises on my face aint that obvious in this picture... T.T
from huixian:
I like the fact that I'm gonna have endless stuffs to post about you right now right now. I remember how much I wanted to quit Npu last time when I first started cos i joined late and felt lonely -.- thn you started to approach me. I had my very first icecream date w you at Daily Scoop (right?), and we gossiped. Thn you helped me out along the way, slowly, we got close thru the camps and trainings, and thr comes JAK. I'm glad to have you as my ahma who'll always be thr for me, listening to all my grumbles and nonsensical stuffs. (shit im stucked) Hmm. I rmb the time when u first gave me a surprise w a shirt u bought for me frm AE, which is like VERY RANDOM. I almost tear upon readin the lil letter. I love the times when we all go to your place and bake and joke ard. I rmb the time when I was so upset and needed a listening ear rly badly, and i just break down in front of u, and thn u were thr to listen to me and encouraged me. thr's rly so much to say.
This year, without you, idk how to rly survive. in terms of studies, cca, friendship, relationship, family stuffs, etc. you nvr fail to notice that im down. and i rly appreciated the fact tt u guys planned an awesome bdae celebration for me this yr. really thank you so much. thank you for much for doing so much... for the team, for me, for everyone. thank you for being yourself, for being loud, so being so injury prone, for being so stubborn everytime when i try SO HARD to cheer u up. thank you for being thr really.
I loveeeeeee you ♥
from julia:
To my dear angella,
I CANT BELIVE IM WRITING THIS FOR THE SECOND TIME COS I ACCIDENTALLY CLICK BACKSPACE AND EVERYTHING IS GONE!D: :( let me recall..
I find it really amazing that we are actually close now. Thinking back now,how did we even get close to each other..that i dont rmb. Who talked to who first? You? But i do...nt rmb you doing that. Well but its unlikely to be me,cos i rarely do that(to approch pple whom idk first). I dont rmb,at all!:( but nvm,what matters most is now(: The fact that we are close friends, the fact that i know i can go to you whenever im down. (i rmb writing sth after this but i cant recall!:(:(
nvm i shall move on:( anywayy..i like it how you use facts to cheer up on. Facts as proclaimed by you, facts that i myself could see(which was why i agreed with you) but yet could not agree to. Okay,im contradicting myself. I mean, I agree with you cos I know its true. And yet sometimes I dont agree with you cos I didn...t want things to be like this,as in,i want more. You may say greedy,others dont have have what i had back then, but then again,everyone has their own expectations yea(: shucks,i've a feeling you are lost. but nvm,forget it. this is hard to say over the wall. haha.
i like all those time,effort and help you have put in for npu,esp when you feel that it is not appreciated. but yet, again and again you've contributed-be it photos,videos etc.I rly like that. That was really nice of you and i want you to know,i bet deep down in some of them,they Do appreciate it, just that they dont s...ay it out. I love it whenever i bump onto you in school,cos you'll always give me that shock den smile and den really happy look,making me feel wanted.You never fail to brighten up my day whenever you do that(: And i like it Even more when I'd a bad day in school,and then I saw you.Seeing you cheered me up too,don't ask me why.Idk too.Hahaha.
You know,im writing this on our wall to wall and i just looked down,(for a few seconds of break) and i saw the line,"i nvr thought we'll even make friends, n to even be such close friends like now," haha,this reminded me of what i've said right at the start!(: its time to go for attachment already. Im done preparing. Now,i need to go da bian first. HAHAHA.
hehe lovely essays from two lovely people. YOU TWO SCORE AD FOR ENGLISH IN THE UNIVERSITY OF ANGELLA FROM TODAY ONWARDS :P:P
reading all these posts from friends on facebook made me realise that.. i seem to approach a lot of people and made them feel welcomed :P
acjc
really disappointed that i actually siam the disc instead of d-ing it away. it was flying towards my head, i could have just caught it grr. i had to overcome the phobia of people throwing the disc to me at first, now i finally overcame it i need to overcome my fear of being the center wall and people throwing it past me. even when at the side, i was afraid. kns i really dont like that.
tried playing wing once, really sucked at it now.
need to work harder on offense especially when its man mark. i dont get the disc as much. and my stamina is really really bad now.. :/
young knights
i think i did much worse. may have touched the disc more, but the moment there was a huck, i didnt continue running. i just stood there and watch. until it was a turnover or a catch then i start running again. just because i was tired. wah lau. the moment its a turnover for us, i dont know why my transition is SO slow. urghhhh. just because i'm tired = no excuse.
ah damn must play much much better next week! :(
fuck i feel like crying sometimes.
sunday - summer league
monday - advertising meeting whole day
tuesday -
wednesday - training
thursday - going to school for idm lesson
friday - camp
saturday - camp
sunday - summer league
monday - tourism project meeting?
tuesday - acting class
wednesday - some talk and acting class
thursday - masina + medlaw meeting whole day
friday - WISP project meeting
saturday - training
sunday - summer league
i hate my life. so envious of everyone out there who can enjoy so please kindly shut up about how you're enjoying your holidays to me thank you. and i bet my workload is much more than anyone out there so please kindly not tell me about it too thanks.
am going to be very angsty the whole holiday, if anyone tries to provoke me on purpose i'd probably tell you to fuck off and get lost and i'd probably wont talk to you till i've cooled down. try me.
the only sad thing is my shorts, both are too loose :( still wearable though! oh well nothing a belt cant fix.
so so tempted to buy more things from AE now :P
and heck, whatever IS lesson on friday, WHICH THERE SHOULDNT BE IN THE FIRST PLACE, im not going anymore. no details about timing and venue also cannot blame me ^^
i want my holiday fast fast but my holiday also filled with work sighzz.
- IDM flash and print designs to start on.
- advertising swot analysis creative brief, media brief, consumer franchise by wednesday of the first week of holiday.
- start on the big idea creatives for advertising.
- two days for acting classes.
- masina content analysis and 200 surveys to be given out.
- medlaw written group assignment.
- wisp group assignment 2
- tourism group assignment 1
WAH LAU EH 8 LEH, 8 ASSIGNMENTS TO DO OVER THE HOLIDAY I NOT SUPERWOMAN.
at least there's sentosa outing on tuesday to look forward to?
updating for the sake of updating k, so that it wont be dead. bye, back to doing work.
mostly pictures of my face to spamzzzzz so HAHAHA dont see if you cant stand it :P
hmm i quite like this but too bad my cousin doesnt look nice in it :(
took picture with dad's car for fun!
the only picture of food hee. lobster, our first dish! (:
ironic if i dont get the job and people who got to know it through me get the job :(
i liked the heineken campaign best (Y)
i liked the coca cola singapore presenter best (Y)
missed the uniqlo one though :(
kinda obvious who knew their stuff and who didn't
okay so now inspiration come to meeeee~