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Angella Sim
18/12/1991

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

honey! i really dunno wad to say when i read your blog. i guess im too tired these few days alrd. my brain is seriously not functioning well. the moment i reach home, i plop on my bed and fall aslp for hours and hours. and i wake up, using the com and den rush off to do hmwk. hols here. and yet i cant slack too. going back to sch every single day. im very tired now. reading ur blog, i feel kinda helpless cos i cant help you, i dont know how to help you. sorry..




say hwee helped me tie scorpion today xD thanks <3

today everything free period (: first two free period i was reading my bk.

"yesterday is history. tomorrow is mystery. today is a gift. that's why we call it the present."

isnt it beautiful? i love this phrase a lot. we wont know what will happen tomorrow, so its a mystery. we may not even survive the next day, and so today is a gift. rawr. i love this phrase xD

den me sayhwee dor huimin fel went to the space outside audi den they dunno do wad while i read my bk. haha. they dont want me to read tho x(

den at 9 we went back class. recess O.o den wasnt hungry so ate a little only. den played netball. play till 10+ i think. hehe. den we rushed up to the classrm to grab our bags and go hall for the celebration. everyone alrd on the way down den say hwee passed me the key. lol. grabbed our bags and we rushed to the hall. i was sweating like shit x.x and, i hate my specs now >:( it keeps dropping when i play. RAWR. maybe i will change to contacts so that i can play netball. and the ball is damn slippery lo x.x cos of the rain. and we played in the rain for soo long (: ahha.

kinda boring =X at first had some performance by 2o4, den 2o3. but i think the best performance is by 312 lah =X den had a fashion show by the new tchrs. which is hilarious for the jessie lim part xD her skirt short short wear high high, den her blouse is tucked in all the way. toot toot de. damnnnnnnnn funny. den when she act ah lian i think she look kind of nice leh HAHAHAH. mr liew act ah beng also. lol.

den phototaking was cancelled due to time constriant. shuangness. cos it was alrd 12 -.- the celebration started at 10.30 -.- den dunno wad cut cake. den can leave alrd. couldnt find amel and she didnt pick up my calls aft numerous times so i went back to pri sch myself. practically rushed there cos it was late alrd. took mrt. reached there juz in time at 1 (: still had to sign in tho -.- yeah. went in and the first person i saw was huilin, den enlin. haha. at first was stoning there cos nth to say to them =X den started chatting to enlin. lol <3 some of them looked very diff. had to look at them for quite a while before realising who they are. haha. there was huimin, yihfang, jolene, jasmine, pauline, huilin, enlin, charlene, ruiqi, stella, kenneth, marcus, nicholas, arnold, irfan, jonathan, derek, yongkong and i cannot rmb anymore =X sry if i missed anyone out!

yeah. stoned for a long time. they wanted lijie's contact but i dont have, i asked ard nobody have. AHAHHAA. mrs huen, mrs tan, and ms lee came. den soon aft ard 2+ we left for pizza. but a lot of ppl nvr eat. so in the end there's jasmine irfan huimin derek yihfang charlene yongkong huilin kenneth nicholas arnold jolene ruiqi stella and me eating. ordered hawaiian pizza student meal (: gave 2 pieces to nicholas cos i wasnt really hungry O.o the service is... kinda bad. we sit there so long also nvr clean the table, finally came, and we waited a long time before they came to take our orders, den aft a long time, they gave us cups with two pitchers of pepsi. we had to serve it ourselves. and finally, the dishes came. we alrd wait till we started eating with our hands den they took the utensils for us. -.- aft everything came, the soup dish was finally given. x.x ok,i was really quiet there. i guess i dont know wad to talk to them. cos almost everyone bpghs, and everyone had at least one person from the same sch i think. but not me. ha. aft 3 yrs, there seems like there's nth for me to talk to them abt, and they had nth to talk to me abt. so yeah, felt a little left out. =X

the amt i had to pay is 7.20, but i paid 9 and helped the rest pay twenty cents. haha. den i accompanied charlene to walk to jelapang lrt den i took lrt home while she walked home even tho i could have walked from greenridge plaza. haha.

i think i'll remove the pass for now. aft hols i'll put it back again.

i dont like it when you come to me talking about my blog stuffs. i put the pw so that i can stop hearing you talk abt my blog stuffs all the time. what i always "honey here honey there", what "you cannot get your trumpet liao" what this what that. its fucking irritating. get it?

and you still havent changed. i still dont want to talk to you yet. if you have common sense, you wouldnt talk to a girl who is still unhappy with you. let me cool down and see the change in you first before you try to talk to me again. if not, i'll be thinking that you are irritating. get it?

9:03 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

oh boy. i forgot to eat my medicine today -.- den got a little gastric pain -.- ahahha. but its alright i suppose =X

today had such a niceeeee slp at the parade square =X amel was late so we had no seats in the bus den cant slp den my head nodding off during assembly. lol =X den we had a great telling off by mr foo! <3 hehe. cos i get to skip at least half a period of chinese! so its great :D and i dint even listen cos i was falling aslp =X

yep. so go back class for du2 shu1 hui4. sianzzz. i wanna slp lo T_T den had maths -.- dont get wad she mean, but i noe how to do (:

recess, den chem. dont really noe wad's she's talking abt. mdm yong came to find me and melina and she chose us for some bio workshop! LIKE ROFLMAO LAH. when i asked her y she chose me, she said that my bio results are consistent. NO WAY CAN? is tyco -.- at first me and melina succumb and go lah. but den when she gave us the paper, we backed out =X hehe.

den had physics. hear hear hear i wanna slp alrd x.x den i fell aslp! lol =X den aft lesson she asked if there's anything wrong with me cos my results are dropping =X den during physics i had a little gastric pain x(

den had to do some stupid eng compre for enrichment -_-

aft sch went to find mdm yong with melina and told her we backed out. guess she's quite disappointed in us ><

den sat outside the art rm to wait for amel den we went home tgt <3

and i fell aslp when i reached home! this shows how stressful nan hua is.

and. wad the frigging hell. im going back to sch every single day during the hols. wtf? mon go back for some workshop. tues go back for band. wed go back for du shu hui. thurs go back for band. fri go back for bio lesson. sat go for tkwo workshop. tiring leh. its not even like a hols. somemore so many hmwk like wtf. asshole -.-

9:35 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

koped from honey again =X oops.

[ 1 ] I have read a book before
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[ ] I have been on some sort of sports team.
[ ] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[ 2 ] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ 3 ] have been snowboarding/skiing.
[ ] I have played ping pong.
[ 4 ] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[ 5 ] I have seen fireworks.
[ ] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ 6 ] I have almost drowned.
[ 7 ] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[ 8 ] I have listened to one cd over & over & overagain.
[ ] I have had stitch(es).
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[ ] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[ 9 ] I have been ice skating.
[ ] I have been rollerblading.
[ ] I have fallen flat on my face.
[ ] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[ ] I have been in a fist fight.
[10] I have played videogames/com for more than 3hours straight.
[11] I have watched The Power Rangers before.
[ ] I do / have attended Church regularly.
[12] I have played truth or dare.
[ ] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[13] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[14] I've been in a verbal argument.
[15] I've cried in school.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've swam on a team.
[16] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[17] I've climbed a rock wall before.
[18] I've lost more than $20.
[19] I've called myself an idiot.
[20] I've called someone else an idiot
[21] I've cried myself to sleep
[22] I've had (or have) pets.
[ ] I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[ ] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[ ] I've mooned someone
[ ] I've sworn at someone in authority
[ ] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights.
[23] I've been on TV
[24] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[25] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[26] I've watched Looney Tunes before.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker
[ ] I've been called a geek.
[27]I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[ ] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[28] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist.
[29] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested
[ ] I've been attracted to someone much older than me
[ ] I've been tickled till I've cried
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[30] I've had / have siblings
[ ] I've been to a rock concert
[31] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[32] I've been in a play
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[ ] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[33] I've cried in front of my friends
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game
[34] I've vomited in public
[ ] I've washed someone else's vomit
[ ] I've ran away
[ ] I've had a stalker
[35] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[36] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[ ] I've been in a car accident
[37] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me
[ ] I've personally seen someone die
[ ] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away
[ ] I've lost someone who meant the world

I have lived through 37 of these 99 things.

HAHAHA IM SUCH A LOSER!

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today early in the morn the whole class got called by b lim to stay back O.o 3/3 also ahahaha. i thought i'll be the one whom she keep on picking on, but surprsingly i was the first to pass the attire check ahhahaha. cos i pulled my skirt as low as possible, tucked in (-.-), pulled my sock till like shit. but she still said my earrings too big so had to take them out. lucky nvr check my fingernails or i would have died.

yep. den had cd. sian diao. he finished wadever he taught den had 5 mins for me to slp. haha. den wake up is maths lesson alrd. ms teo think i looked tired so i went to toilet. haha. shud have taken a longer time man -.- i dont even noe wad the hell she's talking abt. so i juz read lo. den had pe. volleyball test -_- screwed up totally cos he threw a little too far to me all the time. lol =X

had recess den bio. slp all the way lol =X den had chi -.- stupid zuowen. i havent do yet. rawr. lunch, den chem. it acted up again, but not that serious this time. only pain a while =/ den had ss.

den aft sch had to go for hike. my bag is like full of tidbits lah -.- took bus with 3/1 and 3/2 ppl. climb climb climb until i wanna die T_T gave up carrying my bag den give ranie take lol =X and she ate the whole can of pringles all the way up and juz nice when she reached the top, she finished eating. hahahaha. i hate the steep steps down cos i scared i'll fall -_- me ranie liumei and weiting were the slowest going up, and the slowest going down. hahahahha. ranie caught a dunno-wad-thing-proclaimed-as-an-ant-by-her. red and black and its big. so i dont think its an ant lah. haha.

reached sch den walked to central with daph dacia and amel. xD legs were kinda tired out. lol. tiring. im goddam tired. i dun wanna do the chi hmwk wtf -.- and there's still a whole lot of other hmwk. fuck you nan hua. i have a feeling i gonna be so so dead tml -.- stupid chinese.

9:16 PM


i am fucking pissed off, so dont come messing with me. wtf.

and YOU! i dont wanna talk to you. and yet you always freaking come and talk to me like nth has happened. i alrd said, i'll see first whether i will continue to ignore you or not. and? YOU THINK I FORGAVE YOU AND KEPT TRYING TO TALK TO ME. idiotic. you made me even more pissed off. you havent even changed. still as irritating as ever.

asshole asshole asshole asshole ASSHOLES! im fucking pissed out with everything. the sch, the hmwk, the hike, my brothers, SIMPLY EVERYTHING. fuck off everyone, fuck off. dont make me rant at you.

what the fuck are the holidays for? for us to rest? and? I GO BACK TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY. you call that holiday? NO WAY. everyday go back school, still give us tons of homework. fuck you lah. i hate it. i hate the school. im hating every single thing now.

i go online, and you ask me to go to your blog and tag? LIKE WTF. i dont even know you. you added me from blogskins, AND EVERYTIME YOU CALL ME TO TAG AT YOUR BOARD? pls, if your blog is dead, dont bother to make other people tag anymore. and oh please, you even removed the credits. i hate people like you.

why. tell me why. why is it that everything at home. almost everything, is thrown to me to do? even as simple as pouring water into a cup, fetching a glass of water, keeping the bowls, i also have to do? why, even wrapping tchr's day presents for my brothers is also my job.

ROAR. ignore me. i just want to rant and rant and rant. im feeling fucking stressed up. and im still sick. what the fuck.

8:50 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006

oh boy. i can spend my lovely day at home, but crazy me went back to sch for band cos i was feeling well alrd -.- my parents didnt want to let me go cos they think that my condition may worsen and they'll have to bring me back home again lol. but aft much persuading, they let me go (:

took mrt. saw adeline at cck mrt lol. on the way see so many nhrians going home T_T yup. and i was late for band cos i started off late from home. its alrd so nice of me to go back alrd okay. i lied to daph and dacia saying i pon band (: which makes them shocked and they couldnt believe it. lol. den i went band to give them a shock again (:

the moment i went in, i go out to warm up, come in and have to play high c -.- like...... omg?!?! i screw up, like usual. -.- stupid lah... i dun like it everytime we have to play our tuning note alone for mr tan to hear x.x den aft the whole band tuned, we played by the rivers of babylon. i think i play very sucky today =X den played mulan. roar. i think i sounded worse. but nvm. i brought my tpet home to train! :D

well. on the way home i started feeling sick again -.- den nice ppl helped me take my tpet while i drank water. haha. cos i alrd eat the medicine again liao =/ dunno wads wrong with me lah hahahahha. heck.

do you know its insulting when you asked if i am emotionally stable now? i reply you when you ask qns doesnt mean i've forgiven you, doesnt mean i want to talk to you. get it? -.-
irritating.

8:38 PM


HAHAHAHHAHAHA. in my msn list, there's nobody online except for me, seryang and four other unknown ppl? like lol.

YAYA I PON SCH! like wheeeee. if i ever get to pon, its a miracle among miracles cos my parents wont let me pon one lah. haha.

had chi lesson. got back paper. lousy like shit =/

den chem. and i started to feel sick. somewhere below my diaphragm or lungs or wadever there pain. den i rested lo. if i slp, not pain. wake up, pain. -.-

den had recess. thought having food will make me better den i bought porridge. but when i ate it, i feel like puking for no reason -.- den when i breathe or talk, it hurts. only ate a little bit. den cannot tahan liao den say hwee accompanied me to GO. the lady can see that i am in pain lol? den she called my mum and i rested at the sofa there. say hwee took my things down for me <3 thanks man. <3

finally my dad came and when he went outside, i saw the security officer chasing aft my dad hahahahha! den he spoke into the wadever thing you called, saying that he came to fetch his daughter. lol?

den reached fajar shopping centre and my mum took me to the doc. i got better by that time alrd, but still in pain lol. when i sit or stand up pain, but when i lie down, no pain at all o.o the doc gave me some medicine for my stomach O.o and he say if i shud take care of my diet or i'll get gastric pain soon O.o

i want to play my trumpet -.- i miss it so much that time during ct wk that i dreamt of it twice. HAHA XD

meanwhile, ENJOY SCH PPL [:

1:19 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

i received the confirmation email for tkwo workshop! woo. cant wait to meet honey! >:D and i cant wait to learn more stuffs abt tpet <3

honey has a sound like huimin! (my pri sch fren, not present classmate :D) somemore name also start with h. she called me and i was like.. huh? huimin? oops ><

today bought a little bit more tidbits, and sat down to read my bks! XD but had to bring my couz for his piano and phonics class. had to go bpp for him. but, i got the bracelet that i was eyeing! HAHAHA. got the money from mum lah. <3 den i went library to read and read and read. lol =X read halfway alrd. thats kinda fast. the devil wears prada. i dun really think the bk is interesting tho =X


koped from honey!
1) Who will be the first in your class to get married?
i thought of doreen =X

2) Who will be the first in your class to have kids?
doreen again.

3) Who will be the first in your class to earn a million dollars?
nobody

4) Who will be the first in your class to get their own house?
nobody

5) Who will be the first in your class to get their own car?
nobody

6) Who will be the first in your class to die?
no idea

7) Who in your class is most likely to get a recording contract?
no idea

8) Who in your class is most likely to become a model?
no idea

9) Who in your class is most likely to become a TV star?
no idea

10) Who in your class is most likely to become a magazine reporter?
ranie =X

11) Who in your class is most likely to form a band?
no way.

12) Who in your class is most likely to die of anorexia?
doreen =X

13) Who in your class is most likely to do something illegal?
justin =X

14) Who in your class is most likely to migrate?
no idea

15) Who in your class will most likely become a sports star?
no idea

16) Who in your class will most likely be someone horribly famous?
no idea

17) Who in your class is most likely to become the next Paris Hilton?
i dun wanna say.

18) Who in your class is most likely to become a failure in life?
me.

19) Who in your class is most likely to travel around the world in 80 days?
no idea

20) Who in your class is most likely to get plastic surgery?
no idea

21) Who in your class is most likely to have the most kids?
no idea

22) Who in your class is most likely to become a German?
no idea

23) Who in your class is most likely to kill a great number of people at one single time?
no idea

24) Who in your class is most likely to commit suicide?
no idea

25) Who in your class is most likely to become desperate by the age of 30?
i dun wanna say.

26) Who in your class is most likely to own a farm?
no idea

27) Who in your class is most likely to turn bisexual?
too many gays alrd >_>

28) Who in your class is most likely to go into politics?
nah

29) Who in your class is most likely to become a philosopher of some sort?
nah

30) Who in your class are you most likely to marry?
like ew? all so gay.

okay seriously o.o i dont know y i did this. and all those no names one is no name came into my mind o.o those that i dun wanna say.. got the name, but dun wanna insult or something. ><

8:27 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

rawr. my ah ma says she can smell that i drank wine =X oops.

yep. today went to celebrate xinting's birthday! (: happy birthday gal. <3

reached somerset mrt and the rest havent even reach -.- okay, im always the earliest -.-

FINALLY, daphne and xinting reached. den we walked pass orchard shopping centre to cineleisure to meet dacia, and we got stopped by some ppl who were doing survey on milk, and we were brought to a shop at the ninth floor O.o daph got surveyed, but not me cos i dont drink normal kind of milk, i drink strawberry milk. HAHAHA. i drink strawberry milk so i cant do the survey. xinting not yet the age. minimum 15. okay, none of us were 15 -.- waited a long long time and finally daph finished the survey. i saw on the board: DONT TELL THE RESPONDANTS THEY ARE DRINKING DAISY MILK -.- i saw it. and they faster go erase. like wth lah lolol. i pranked dacia that we were lost hahahah =X

went to meet dacia downstairs. den we went to lime flea market. look ard for a long time and i bought a nice bracelet (: daph and dacia help me bargain from 7.90 to 6. like lol. too bad it isnt 5. den we went to cineleisure, and saw rebecca and her friends. den we went to eat at long john silvers. daph and xinting went to buy the food for me and dacia, den we two faster write the card for her =X and i write halfway xinting came. so couldnt write anymore. saw rebecca and her friends again at ljs. den me and daph went to toilet, and i took this chance to write finish the card. we took a damn long time =X oops. went back to ljs den gave xinting her card lol. den we walked ard cine. took neos! shall upload them tml. its late now and the scanner is too noisy -.- xinting had to leave at 4, so we send her off till her bus came.

and we went to taka. haha. i bought this lovely little tpet and an anchor from gift land for 4.80 x.x its something for me to hang. now im looking for those kind of long long chain that we can hang on our jeans and bag de. i want. but dunno where to find lehh. i pondered damn long whether to buy or not =X

den it was kinda late alrd so we had to leave. me and daph abandoned dacia and ran away =X hehe. den we both ate dark choc ice cream and took 190 home xD

at night dad brought the family to bpp. went ntuc first, and i got a lot of tidbits. saw this wine and i felt like drinking so my parents bought it =X i spent more than 100 bucks there =X den they spent sooo long in ntuc. den went to popular and i bought three bks home to read <3 damn ex =X

yah den went home le. spent more than 150 bucks x.x drank the wine. ok lah, not very nice. but i drank kinda a lot den my ah ma could smell the wine o.o

ranie says that my blog has virus o.o rawr. who else can see my blog has virus? =/

11:16 PM


GWEN'S MY AH MA! (:

and her ah gong is BEN! (:

and her ah ma is CAIJING! (:

my ancestors are BEN and CAIJING!

gwen's husband is tere.

tere's wife is huiwen. THEY HAVE TO BREAK! >:D if not cant form family tree hahaha!

HUIWEN IS MY HONEY!

roar! proof:


ahem ahem. AH MA~


ANCESTOR!


my dear honey, tere doesnt love you :D


its me who does! :D

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ahem ahem. GOSSIP TIME!


HAHAHHAHA! what time is it? 12.30AM! OFF TO DO SOMETHING EH.. >:D

12:50 AM

Friday, August 25, 2006

daphne, your skin is up:

http://www.blogskins.com/info/105970

hope you like it.

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anw ppl i dun feel like bloghopping nowadays so nvr go tag >< sry.

10:11 PM


today was fine. yes, fine. dont worry ppl. thanks for being concerned abt me <3
everything went totally wrong. i flunked my a maths paper. ok, i had preparation that im going to fail alrd, but looking at the paper, i cant help but feel disappointed. very disappointed. i knew i was going to cry. i held back. my mood was totally spoiled. how could i have failed such a major test? if my parents know, they are going to be very very disappointed in me. i tried my best. and yet, i failed. im asking myself. what for do i learn all these things for? what for i learn physics? to be an engineer? im not going to be. what for i learn chemistry? to be a scientist? im not going to be. what for i learn biology? to be a biologist? to be a doctor? im not going to be. what for i learn geography? not like im going into farming or whatever shit. what for i learn maths? not like its going to be in use during the future. even being an accountant, is only counting and counting money. not algebra or sets or logarithms or wadever shit. so what for we study? i really find it pointless. english and chinese maybe, got use. the rest? no use. i want to learn art. but i didnt. my art sucks. i love designing. but the god deprives me of that. and there, comes blogskins for me. i want to be a clothes designer when i grow up. shouldnt i start early? but, there's no chances. just no chances for me. why did i work so hard for this common test? izzit really for a trumpet? part of it, yes. and i sure didnt want my results to suck. i dont want to disappoint my parents. it was just a step to reach for my trumpet. and i sure fell down. i could pick up myself again, but will there still be the steps there? will there still be a chance? it was so close. so so close. and i failed. how could i. my trumpet. i can only dream of it now. i was so close to pursuing my dreams. i got a headache, and i laid down to rest, though i was trying to listen. during lunch, i wanted to find amelia. but, she wasn't there for me. i smsed caiqin to call me, but i guess she's still having her practical. i sat at the stairs between fifth floor and sixth floor. i waited. for 20 mins, i sat there and cried. nobody was there. i wiped my tears and washed my face, and i went back to class. they didnt noe i cried. i hadnt cried enuf. i still want to let it all out. i prevented myself from crying too much in case someone walks down the stairs or come up. i want to let it all out, but i couldnt. i feel so alone. with nobody to talk to. nobody was there whenever i needed them. i just.. kept staring into space. i didnt feel like talking. i dont want to care abt anything. i dont want to think abt anything. being like that, i sure did made some ppl worry. but, at this time, i finally know. who's concerned and who's not. you are my close friend, and yet you didnt even care. you didnt even talk to me, just went on with ur things. after lunch, was physics. it was free periods as mrs chang wasnt there for us. i just stared into space blankly for twenty minutes. and then i went out of class. i sat outside, staring into space. doreen was there, accompanying me. edward soon came out of the class, and was asking what happened to me. he tried to make me smile, but i just glared at him, and i walked off. i went outside the home econs rm. benedict was there. he asked what happened to me, but i didnt want to say. his frens called him to go, but he didnt. he left only when a tchr called him to go. thanks. and liqiang and seryang were at the opp. i didnt want to let them see me, even tho they did. so i left, and just nice the class was let off. i just grabbed my bag, and ran off. seriously i felt like crying. im thinking. this is only a test with only a few chapters, and i failed the paper alrd. eoy? forget abt it. sure fail. its like everything ive learned this yr. so much chapters. not only things ive learned this yr, but also last yr. so much, for what? i feel like giving up. everything is seriously wrong for me. very wrong. im listening to my favourite piece, and yet it doesnt help. i didnt talk at all, ever since maths till the end of the sch. and boy, i sure didnt feel like talking, even tho i tried to. no mood. ever since the ball hit me, everything is going wrong. my life is turned upside down.

after school went west mall with vivian :D at first was kinda moody but i soon got better and by the time we reached west mall, i was alright alrd :D really. i could finally put on a genuine smile.

proof:





taken with vivian's phone:



we walked ard west mall and i bought xinting's present (: saw joanne too. haha. den we went kopitiam and eat, and took those pics cos vivian wanted my pic o.o was hungry and had appetite :D so i ate, den finish eating le vivian still had a large portion of dessert left, so i went to buy too. i eat till my teeth chatter cos it was really cold. lol. den at ard 5, we left, for home.
and i started to get moody again. i lied, to those who asked. i pretended, to be okay during all smses. they couldnt tell it, cos i wasnt in front of them. they wouldnt noe, what happened today, to me.

thanks honey. i dont mind you knowing my pw. haha. <3 its really a pity that you dont have a hp tho..

7:53 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

roar. changed the password to something sooo vulgar >:D dun like den dun come my blog lo. i shuang~

today.. ok lah. had bio lesson and i drank too much water in the morn. lol ><

maths was free period. went back late to class and gan laoshi was there scolding the whole class ahhaha. i juz hecked xD say hwee huimin and doreen were playing this dunno wad game haha. max three person play so for ard half a period, i sian diao -.-

den had ss aft recess. roar. almost fell aslp. >< den went for assembly. and i tot no assembly T_T went for assembly sit there and we were the first. and my mum called o.o and i juz ans heck care and no tchrs came to scold even tho edmund ng and b lim were there. they going to eat buffettttttttttttttt! rawr. stupid sch. somewhere the restaurant is near my sch, but i have band -.- and i planned to slp during assembly, but i dint -.- at attire check at the end. i was like "omg i gonna be so dead if fonseka checks my nails." but he dint (: he check the hair the uniform only. make me pull my socks until so high and tuck in so much man -.- aft he left den i tuck out liao =X

played netball. damn many ppl, so sure diff to get the ball. nobody throw to me one cos i nvr play with them before all these. haa.. but den i always intercept den quite a few times get the ball. sayhwee juz stand there nvr go run ard to catch the ball or anything x( we played till b lim came to call us to stop haha. at first we were at the first half of the court, but then the tchrs upstairs call us to go the second half. lol.

had eng. got back paper. well. the results ok lah.. not so bad i suppose. but still.. =/ b4. boo. so now my results is like one A1, one A2, one B3, two B4s, one C5 -.- my ave is still b3 -.- I WANT A! -.- ok i suck.

aft sch had band. i damn nice accompany jenboon to her art class den go canteen den go my class for her and she pangsehed me -.- rawr. lol.

mr tan taught the brasses + sax today. yay my techiniques improved :D he say mine was correct :D:D damn happy lah. before that was like.. he lean towards my tpet to hear me play. den he went "angella i cannot hear you play leh. you got play a not?" i was like huh omg. den i said ya i did. and he say he couldnt hear leh. and i said but i did play. and den he said its cos my techniques is correct. scare me -.- i didnt stick out too. lol >< aft that combined band prac. i play until very lan ><

at 5 had to keep instru and go down for drills -.- sang happy birthday song to xinting, enna and shihui before that. happy birthday in advance [: limshihui's birthday is tml while xinting's on sat, den enna on sun. haha. niceee.

drills suck luh. i hate drills -.- edward made me the timer cos i made a sound on purpose -.- and he keep making me shout louder! grr. i shout until my throat damn dry and i coughing alrd -.- den he was like.. kekiribuseng! and i said turn check, and he immediately said kekananbuseng! and i said turn check, den he say one more command immediately and i shouted "go and die lah!" and the whole squad went laughing -.- okay if its some other ppl sure tio pumping if not go run. ha. heck. run jiu run lo. dun run for you to see wad can you do. hand me over as discipline case lah. like i care. zz. den he said timer1 timer2! and everyone raised their hands except me. therefore, he made me the timer again -.- asshole. boo. but when i really cannot shout the timing for so long anymore he FINALLY became nice and changed the timer (:

band drills.. ha. everyone anyhow do de lo. their arms swing here swing there, hands not clenched, everyone fidget here fidget there (including me =X), legs not ard 90 degrees, turn not sharply, some fast some slow blah blah blah. and wad can we do? point them out and they still dont care. next time i wanna scold them alrd. i dont care. seriously i dont care abt anything. if i do this, its also for the band's good. not like its something damn wrong that im doing by scolding them. other ccas are alrd criticising us for our drills and y cant we juz prove them wrong?

went home with who i shall not state. if you guess its amel, guess again den. confirm i go home with amelia meh? cannot go home with fren or bf or whoever ah. not like i go off first is to only meet her. not like i cant meet anyone else. even if i did go home with amel, are you sure that its amel and only amel, and we didnt go and look for someone else? -.-

rawr. bad mood these few days. nth's going correct for me. everything is going downhill and
downhill
and downhill
and downhill....


and my blog gonna be dead with the password there, cos i probably guess that those who breaks in doesnt want me to know. oh well. so my blog from now on, is going to be dead.

8:49 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

i forgot. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE! [: hope you like the birthday present i gave you. hahahhha. hope you wont get diabetes! ;D

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yest was damn unlucky. in the morn, my slipper spoil, toilet de light spoil, physics dunno how to do, forehead got hit by ball, my arm got squashed by the lrt door, blah blah blah -.-

today, better than yest, but not that gd. rawr. so unlucky nowadays -.-

stupid justin went to throw huimin's fren's netball on my head like #@(%)*$@)*($ asshole.

ms teo wasnt here again today (: had chi lesson at first and almost fell aslp x.x den had maths. free period~

recess. aft eating went to play netball with huimin jenboon doreen felicia and sayhwee. we played into time den finally went up lol. and den ms lim wasnt even there -.-

she came, and i hecked =X did my own stuffs. couldnt understand wad she talking abt at all. den had physics. got back paper o.o like.. yest take paper today get back o.o and yeah. did very very badly, as expected.

well, had chem enrichment. when i hoped its maths cos ms teo nvr come -.- ms lim wasnt here so we were chatting and chatting till she came den fake doing =X

aft sch went to 3/3 to meet up with 3/3-3/6 band peeps den we went band tgt. had meeting. roar. sry daph and dacia! >< aft meeting ended went to central with amel. irritating ppl~ rawr.

im feeling hot tempered now -.- dunno y. rawr.

sry honey. i'll blog next time. not in the mood =X

9:03 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

random password :D

this is damn nice lah ahha



wheee. did a mickey mouse skin. it was partially done last time actually :D dedicated to my dearest daphneeee mummy. :D cos she loves mickey mouse! papa one i dunno wad to do =X and i owe zuhui a skin! =X



ok i think its quite plain but nice <3 nobody can rip cos of the copyrighted angella there ahahhaha.

cow drew by shuhui during bs mass chat lol.


9:47 PM


ROAR. i think i shall make this blog a little more private later by adding password. i dont want so many ppl reading my blog x.x but.. the codes to put the pass so easy to break also x.x ANDDDDDDDDDDDD. lastly, those who know my password or know how to break in, PLS DUN SPREAD THE PASSWORD ARD. for just in case. or maybe, i'll juz close down this and start another one elsewhere which nobody noes. i dunno lah ahhaha.

honey! ive been gone for only a day and so many things happened? =/ nvmmmm. cos im here for you :D dun care so much abt her lah. ><

had chi paper on mon. it was diff =/ i didnt finish! T_T 6 marks gone. rawr.

aft chi paper had chem i think. got back paper. well. my results for that is... =\ not gd, but not VERY lan. its juz... lan. rawr.

aft recess was dunno wad liao lehh. but i rmb got e maths aft lunch and got back paper. oh my freaking god can -.- i got two careless mistakes which cost me 2 marks. if not my marks will be... (:O the a = 25, i wrote a degrees = 25 degrees and dint put a = 25 -.- tadah! 1 mark gone. and, another careless mistake. before that i wrote 3/5, den the next one i careless write 3 as 2. tadah! 1 more mark gone -.- rawrrrrrrrrr. y so careless?? T_T

aft sch went to take 106 with qimin say hwee felicia and christina png and i alighted at central. came home and study but fell aslp and i drooled on my physics -.-

today had THE LAST PAPER!! hooray. i can finally go and make skins now. xD physics. wth -.- stupid ranie keep saying i'll have retribution for bullying her. and i did -.- the physics paper kanasai lahhhhhhhh. i dunno how to do so many T_T i noe confirm at least 7 marks gone liao. like wth.

ms teo dint come. yest when she come she had a runny nose or something and she said she had a sensitive nose. so had a free period den pe. our class played netball with suzhen. play halfway ranie throw ball to me and i dint catch it. and it str hit my forehead -.- my mind suddenly blank out a little leh. den pain came. i almost cried o.o den went to sit down and rest a while and played again. till some other ppl came to join us to play den me and say hwee left.

aft recess had bio. got back paper. stupid lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. cos when i went to her for marks she was kinda irritated by everyone alrd so she didnt give me -.- one more pathetic mark to a1. or you can say, half a mark -.- she juz wont give! T_T i not happyyyyyyyyyyy. lol.

den had chi, den lunch. our class tee design sucks lah. i prefer we design one ourselves lo.. aft that was chem. i started having headache o.o so i juz lay on the table to rest lo. fell aslp. haha. den had ss. got back paper. wah lau... =\ suck lah. all the girls mostly get 11 lo wth. and somemore mine's below expectation. rawr.

aft sch went to hod rm wif say hwee amel and lixuan. me and say hwee went to hand in the HSK application. den zhong laoshi talked to amel. and she asked us to go to the china lol. i dragged them in >:D cos i told her that my dad call me to go, but i want frens to accompany. den she asked who i want to accompany me. and i said amel and say hwee >:D

aft talking to her, say hwee left with her frens. walked to central wif amel and lixuan. den reach central le have to wait for jiaqian to come cos her cornet got prob. waited a long time lol. saw xueqi in macs. amel went off cos she had to meet her sis. den jiaqian finally came. her cornet de second valve cant put in. den called edward to ask for help lol. den he say ask mdm noridah for key to open band rm and get another cornet. i smsed her den she was like almost scolding me alrd cos she juz returned the band rm key and say y i nvr tell her earlier. how i noe =X den she ask if can get it tml, i told jiaqian. den ok liao. i sms to her ok den i went home. and she sms back say can take now. i was like "omg!" cos i tot she'll scold me. den i replied saying sry cos i went home alrd and jiaqian say tml take also can. like x.x i was like.. thinking her reply is sure scold me de. but nvr lah.. lucky. =X

yep. i can finally use the com everyday alrd. i havent do my hcl hmwk which im supposed to hand in today x.x still got eng hmwk! x.x die lah. and next thurs got bio test. like wthhhhh. stupid sch.

7:22 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

I LOVE HUIWEN!

cant wait to meet you too >:D rmb my hot pink specs hahahha :D

like whew. i spent soooo long and ive finally renamed 101 songs in total x.x

morn woke up and went to somewhere in jurong for breakfast with family. had chicken rice, and somehow or rather rice dropped on my shirt and it got dirtied -.-

aft eating, my dad drove me and my mum to yew tee for a haircut, while he brought my brothers home. now my hair is.. very little =.= hard to tie plaits now leh =/ rawr who cares. so short now T_T my heart bled when i saw my long hair being cut off T_T

aft cutting my hair, my dad came and drove us to lot 1 for shopping >:D bought a billabong shirt and shorts lol. cost 100 x.x changed into the shirt cos mine was dirtied. haha.

den walked ard lo. went to aries and bought quite a lot of things also x.x den buy this buy that lah =X bought my couz's present too. i think i spent more than 150 x.x

bought this "101 famous classical masterpieces". got two tpet songs, one horn, and one clar. the rest violins n piano i think. lol. i <3 the songs xD

came home and it was 4 alrd x.x time sure passes fast whenever u dont want them to. and i spent hours editing the song titles -.-

9:53 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

honey wanted me to do this. lol.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

let me tell you first: most of this is not going to make any sense.

How are you feeling today?
cao cao - lin jj (feeling a lot of responsibility or something? =/)

Will you get far in life?
foxfire (er.)

How do your friends see you?
goodbye my love - s.h.e (HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!)

Will you get married?
xing1 xing1 zhi1 huo3 - s.h.e (means? =/)

What is your best friend's theme song?
disney fantasy (o.o)

What is the story of your life?
po1 si1 mao1 - s.h.e (LIKE OMG? HAHAHAHAHHAA)

What was high school like?
hou4 niao3 - s.h.e (huh.)

How can you get ahead in life?
Wu3 Chu1 Cai2 Hong2 (er.)

What is the best thing about your friends?
yi4 shou4 jian2 dan1 de4 ge1 (o.o)

What is in store for this weekend?
xing1 qing2 - by some campus superstar guy.

What song describes you?
ross roy (er =/)

To describe your grandparents?
zhi2 xiang3 ai4 ni4 (i love them :D)

How is your life going?
rhapsody for hanukkah (MY FAVOURITE!)

What song will they play at your funeral?
zhong1 ji2 yi4 ban1 -.-

How does the world see you?
ta1 hai2 shi4 bu4 dong3 (i still dont know? -.-)

Will you have a happy life?
tong4 kuai4 -s.h.e (yay!)

What do your friends really think of you?
qing4 zhu4 - rainie (celebrate? -.-)

Do people secretly lust after you?
xing1 guang1 (huh =/)

How can I make myself happy?
the prince of egypt (HAHAHAHA! by marrying the prince of egypt? ROFLMAO)

What should you do with your life?
super star (o.o be one? nah.)

Will you ever have children?
Persis (LOL. i think persis de story has a sad ending leh o.o)

Next 5 to do:

BINA!
er. den i shall be nice now (: bina, and only bina [:

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had steamboat for lunch and dinner today at home :D was yummy. i think i added more kilos le x.x i feel damn fat lah. =X

juz as i thought there's finally a wkend i wont go out, i went out wif my couz to lot 1 -.-

rawr.

10:01 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

whoo back :D actually is buffet lah. my mum said bbq, den i wear shorts + tshirt den go there like... -.-

had food. finished den went to play pool. okay my first time -.- i suck, literally. lol. den watched the adults play. damn pro =X den went out and played daidi. den went home at 10+ i guess thats it? lol.

and the adults there talk abt maple while playing pool o.o like.. so old alrd still play maple? like o.o lah.

11:35 PM


YAY IM BACK PPL [: anyone missed me? bet not. and my blog's dead alrd T_T

exams.. ok bah i guess. tues had physics. i guess.. its ok? hmm.. den wed had chem and ss. chem was ok. ss also ok. but chem juz nice finish no time to check -.- den thurs had e maths and geo elec test. e maths was pretty easy even tho ppl said that it was diff o.o i even had time to check thru two times and still got 5 mins to slp -.- i guess my most confident paper is e maths? i didnt have enuf time to finish my geo paper T_T first qns screwed. den for the last three periods ms linda dint come, so i went to band to help out even tho i wanted to study a maths -.- band had vincent bach tpets! but damn old -.- den in the end the moe ppl dint come. postpone to tml. den we wasted our time? i wanted to boro my tpet -.- and on the way home was super quiet =/ dint noe wad to talk.

today had a maths and bio test. bio was pretty easy, but i think i got a lot of wrong hahaha. a maths.. totally flunk. sure flunk. the last three qns i dunno how to do. the marks add up total i fail the test. and my class test also fail. so? overall=fail. oh boy. there goes my tpet T_T damn heartbroken lah... T_T my tpet gone juz like that. i studied so hard everyday for nth alrd.

MRS CHANG NVR COME! [: so the last two periods were free~ den me dor ranie huimin and say hwee played some games. i was the first to get the bang bang thing. and i was correct abt my guess. HAHAHAHHA XD only me among them noe. ahahhahaha. xD i kept dropping hints for everything ranie made them guess but.. THEY ARE SLOW LAH (: hehehe.

den me and say hwee went to imm aft sch. bought joanne's present haha. den went to see if band world was open, no. world music project? no. -.- verrrrrry nice -.- den had ljs. den wanted to go jec alrd. den on the way out i saw ice cream :D and of cos, my mouth watered for it lah. hahahaha. and i went to buy xD damn cheap leh! XD 5 scoops for 6.50. but i bought cone, double flavour only 3.20 o.o damn cheap lah. haha. next time go eat again <3

den me and say hwee stayed in imm for me to finish the ice cream =X den we saw this vampire show outside the vcd shop. and we both we damn engrossed in it cos the show is damn nice. hahaha. den finally the time brought us back to reality and we had to leave -.- lol. we went to take shuttle bus to je int and hanged ard popular. bought wrapping paper. den we went to jec. the food fest no more T_T i want to eat strudel =X den we went in and walk ard. come down escalator AND I SAW CAIQIN!!!! XDXDXD damn happy lah. hAHAHAHAH =X i think she was shocked to see me. i was too =X den we went home, i smsed daph, turn out she at jec too o.o but i dint see her. too badddddd. lol. i found out that rv shuai ge's name, but i shant tell daphne. keep her in suspense let her find out herself ;D she gonna kill me for that. muahahahhaha.

reached home, and later im going off for bbq [: nice. muahahhaa. maybe i shall blog again later :D

honey, did you miss me? haha :D i was away only for a week and you wanted to marry anne. < / 3 what'll happen to me den? want to marry also i first can. hahahha. i be the da lao po she be the xiao lao po :D

6:57 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

bah. i wanted to faster blog faster go off but seems like i cant =X today shall be the last day of the wk im coming online cos of exams T_T gotta go off and study later.

today was super tired cos i couldnt fall aslp yest =.= had chi first. couldnt hardly keep myself awake den suddenly at the end of the lesson i was jerked awake o.o den had english test. okay lah. but i think i cant score =X

den had recess, den eng. she damn nice give us free period to study o.o but i wasted it lahhh. den had physics. hard to understand -.-

den lunch den geo. den maths -.- was drawing on ranie's shoe and hand hahahaha. she drew on my leg and shoe -.- and ms teo went "i see that angella and ranie is very busy huh.." -.-

aft sch went to central wif say hwee and we ate curry puffs ahahhaha. den went to meet amel at 184 bus stop den we went home (:

okay.. i was tempted by GWEN, HONEY, and HAWKS not to study T_T cos we kept chitchatting on msn. AND I WANTED TO GO OFFLINE AND STUDY -.- they tempted me. oh wells. and soooooooooooooooooo, FINALLY THEY DECIDED TO BE NICE AND GO EAT AND LET ME GO STUDY [: so nice of them, so i shall go offline and study now ahhahahahah >:D

8:23 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

photos of fri:


hahaha zuhui! XP









me bina zuhui vivien eugene zhanwei engloong :D

AH! I REALISED I HAVENT DO ANY HMWK DURING THE WKEND! OH SHIT. i spend sat outside trying to study -.- and i spent sun trying to do viv's autograph bk! omg =X

and, i finally got some savings this wk o.o i didnt spend it all! ahahhahaha.

today was family gathering. then in the afternn while we all were watching tv and talking, my couz, 1 yr old only, went into the kitchen herself and fell into a kitchen drawer! it was like damn funny lah. the moment she cried out, everyone in the living rm run over to the kitchen and we all laughed like shit lah! ahhahahha.

and in the evening, dor came over. stupid justin was there also -.- dint want to let justin come my house if not i die. lol. den justin left and dor came. she had a quarrel with her dad or something ahhaa. den i called her ah ma den she had to go home alrd lol? we went downstairs to see if can find justin not. cant den dor went back to my house and we koped french fries from my bro hahaha. den i called her parents and dey came to fetch her back lo.. lol. my night is wasted juz like that x.x i didnt get to study ah. and common test is tml -.-

dead meat. lucky tml's eng only. if not die. and tues no tests, so i guess mon's the last day i'll ever be online. x( wed got ss and chem like wtf. sure die.

10:19 PM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

ah honey!

i cant get any inspiration to make a nice skin for you! T_T

so you'll have to wait! =X

cos without inspiration, i cant make any nice skins! T_T

sorryyyyyyyyy T_T

i want to make a really nice one for you. but the problem is, NO INSPIRATION. so wait, pretty please?

i wont disappoint you with the skin i gonna make for you. i just have to find the inspiration.. but i dont have T_T do for so long le but all i not satisfied =X

inspiration is what i need to do a skin. and all i have now, is the theme and not the pic. i can hardly make a skin that pleases myself if i dont have the picture in mind =X

SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY!

11:22 PM


im like so tired X.x got woken up by viv's call to go and study at library x.x

and i reach alrd... she at watsons. and zuhui was VERYYYYYYYYYYYY early -.-

den me and viv went third floor to study cos fourth floor too many ppl. in the end i was damn distracted nvr learn anything lah. haha. so many nh ppl. AND DAPHNE, SO MANY RV PPL TOO >:D hahahahahah. she gonna get soo jealous. but that rv shuai ge not there luh. xP

me and viv couldnt stand it any longer so we went to fourth floor and we bought a lot of tidbits from the vending machine and we eat and eat and eat =X eat and study at the same time lah. but i dint really study lol =X too tired alrd.

and finally, ZUHUI CAME! and 3+ -.- bina couldnt come cos her mum dun allow hahha. den talk talk talk instead of study? hahah. i think the only one who did until work is only viv lo =X

den ard 4 viv had to leave alrd i think. den zuhui had to leave at 4.20 to meet her frens to watch movie. den i went home, juz nice my parents came back from genting lol. i only got a necklace X((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

time to mug alrd lah. but i cant bring myself to mug lol.

SOMEONE PLS TEACH ME CHEMICAL CALCULATION LEH T_T i gonna fail that chap alrd -.-

8:02 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

im like freaking tired and slpy o.o imagine wake up at 5, go out at 6, come home at 10+? lucky my parents aint at home or they'll kill me. ahahhaha.

had eng first period. heck care lah =X i dun wanna do her compo and bk review =X

den had pe. volleyball again. lol. got one time they hit the ball at the line. den i rush forward to catch. nvr catch. den i go hit the line that we have to throw the ball over de. den the line break. hahahahahaha. damn violent leh -.-

had bio. everytime listen to her talk i wanna slp =X and i did. hahahahha. sian diao. recess, den maths -.- dint really listen muahahahha. cos i nvr go bring her tb =X den was playing ard instead of listening lah. i damn slack leh =.= common test die alrd.

geo. wah wanna slp alrd lo -.- den mrs lew noticed den call me to ans qns T_T edward was there trying to make fun of me -.- cos i dunno i almost falling aslp alrd leh. den juz say dunno. den since he made soooooo much noise making fun of me, mrs lew call him to ans qns ahhahahahaha. huo gai.

lunch. went ard giving out the forms for the tkwo workshop. den say hwee helped me tie scorpion :D muz make her teach me how muahahha.

den had physics. mrs chang was surprised our class nvr ask for early dismissal. cos we had chem lesson aft that -.- and i forgot -.-

during her lesson i juz copy and copy ans only lah =X chem sure die. i wasnt even listening cos i busy smsing hahahaha. den zuhui asked me to go out and watch fireworks at night. like o.o lol. den i agreed lah. aft asking my ah ma. chem finally ended at ard 3.45, den no time to go home alrd if not sure damn late. so i went str to city hall where i meeting her and bina and viv and yel and zhanwei and eugene. i reached at 4.45 -.- like wth. cos i tot take mrt very long. went there rot. walked to city link mall den to raffles shopping centre den back still early -.- den i stone there listening to mp3. and everyoneeeeeeeeee was late -.- the three nice GENTLEMEN who shud be waiting for us, made me wait for them -.- den juz nice bina reach also. den aft a while zuhui and viv reach.

den dunno y walk ard? den i was hungry so we had macs :D only me and zuhui. the rest study. like wah lau. stress me -.- soo guai for wad. i brought my chem and ss home to study for common test. den they come out and study -.- aft eating den dunno walk where. den the vs guys wanna eat -.- den yel and zhan wei had ljs while me and viv had hersheys sundae pie at burger king and bina had ice cream lol. zuhui went to buy coke ahahha. den aft they all eat finish, we went walking ard i think. forgot alrd lahhh. bad memory lol =X i rmb, walk halfway. see yel and viv talking. den we all siam upstairs and both of them dun even noe! ahhahaha. damn funny lo. is not my idea -.- my idea right? dun regret. HAHAHHA. that sure shut yel up abt saying it was my idea xP it was dunno zhanwei or eugene's idea de! lol. =X den. i forgot? er. den went suntec i think. went carrefour and this uncle came and talk to us, saying that he is an old boy of victoria. den dunno who say wad we fren fren only mah. den the uncle say "now fren fren but next time ah.." like LOL lah! the uncle so funny. den say bye bye le, continue talking o.o

den walk out den very late le. the guys had to go home lol. den walk to dunno wad place forgot. den took photos using viv's cam. upload next time (: den the guys left while the nice nhrians accompanied me to see the fireworks cos my couz'z family also watching den they say they bring me home hahah =X so sry leave u all behind den i leave le =X

had to go a long long way from one raffles link to fullerton hotel =/ the crowd is like damn big, and im surrounded by indians. on the way, one of the indians banged into my back, and den aft a while suddenly hit the back of my shoulder -.- wth.. i was trapped in the whole grp of indians den i was like damn squeezed lah. they were like pushing me also =/ the traffic is slow. im like going against the traffic too. den my uncle wait damn long, keep calling me. =/ den finally found him and my aunt and my couz den they treated me to the roadside ice cream even tho i rejected haha. den walked ard a little before going home at like.. 10.40? lol. super tired.

i gonna study! hopefully lah. hope i dun fall aslp too. =X

11:42 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

im sooooooooo bored x(

been doing the noticeboard stuff. rah. im feeling lazier and lazier to do them. and if i dun do, wad can i do?? T_T not hmwk definitely. i just practised my tpet again. rah. sian diao lahhhhhhhhhh. someone entertain me x(

3:38 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

I SAW ELE NANA AND AARON! AHAHAHHAA. i saw elena two times (: aaron once, but his head wasnt facing the camera x( i wanted to find bina leh. see how she dance. hahahahhaa. but the camera dint find her -.-

and this is the first time i watched the whole parade luh. everytime watch halfway dun want watch liao hahahaha.

nice one nan hua :D my aunt say she doesnt even noe what you all dancing hahahaha.

happy national day singapore :D

my mum wrote me the cheque to go for the tkwo workshop :D and i send the letter alrd =X nobody except for cecilina, dacia, and jennifer confirm going? zz. tell me before tml cos i gonna give the forms to them to fill up on fri. zz.

my nice aunt bought a lot a lot of pizzas and kfc -.- and we couldnt finish it =X

today practically spent the whole afternoon practising tpet according to wad mr tan says. my family was playing mahjong. they felt that the tpet was noisy, call me to go out and play -.- i went to the corridor. i played long notes instead of playing a song. and they wanted me to play songs -.- mr tan wanted me to prac long notes. =X i played the starting of national anthem den i forgot le. den they say i lan -.- they said they dont understand why i chose this intrument, why i like this instrument when its so noisy. they didnt noe, by saying those, they hurt my feelings. i know, my techniques isnt good. thats y i practise. but when i practise, you all find it noisy and irritating and call me not to play. i kept practising long notes continuously till my mouth was damn tired. they were tired of my sound. the people downstairs could hear me, and they looked up and saw me practising my trumpet. and looked and looked -.- those that didnt noe, were looking ard to see where the sound came from. -.- and and. i could play till high a! but occasionally only lah =X i wanna practise somemore, but they insisted that i keep the instru -.- my whole family is biased against the tpet, but not to my bro's zhong ruan. they say "if you play instruments like your brother one is much better, not like yours so noisy." -.- it hurts. i know my playing sucks. but u all are demoralising me.

why cant you all just support me with what i love, instead of going against me. it hurts a lot. a lot.

8:27 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

you all, have a common love - band. so why not try, working hand in hand to solve all problems and bring your band to greater heights? comparing, so that when you feel lousier, you would want to strive harder. and when you strive harder, you'll improve. thats wad comparing is for. compare, so that you will strive to improve. what for she blame you all for? no use. she's trying to do something to help the band. by scolding, she's hoping that you all will wake up, and do the right thing. no matter who you are, as long as you are a band member, you have a part to play in the band. why be afraid to be the one who stands up and say? you are a band member. what you say to help the band, will not be ignored. your band isnt a gone case yet. it has members who is striving hard for the band, doing their part, and doing the best they can to help. you can be one of them too, and drag others along. this way, your band will be able to survive. for those that doesnt come band, you can do your part by making sure they come; no matter how, even if it requires the teacher's attention. it will be dealt as a discipline case, and they have to come to band no matter what. for the discipline to improve, do your part by making sure of your own discipline in band, as well as others. who says that being a junior member, being just a member without a post you cant have a say? even if so, you all do your part, the band is saved. what for is words, when you dont even do anything? with conflicts like this going on, do you think you can promote unitedness in your band? no. stop the conflicts. solve all. and in turn you help the band.

what are friends for? friends aint there for nothing. nobody can live without friends. she needed someone who can really care, help, and listen to her. ask yourself. did you do that? why would she bear grudges against you all, when she treated you all as best friends? if she bear grudges against you all, she would have been treating you like her enemy now. she had already said sorry. she didnt mention she hate anyone. do you know what she really needs now? no. you're just like adding fuel to the fire. maybe you do care, but she cant see it. show more care and concern to her.

9:55 PM


everything passed by so fast; its the end already. the last time we are ever going to play the national anthem, honour glory, and the school song with nhsb. everything passed by in a flash. soon, we'll be leaving band already.....

my dad drove me and amel to sch. reached at 6.15 den juz nice aaron reach also (: after waiting for like around half an hour, we started bringing chairs and tables to the parade square. everyone sat down and den turn out need one more table and chair. den aft everyone settled down in their positions, we went up to the band rm to set up instruments. and off we go, downstairs. jj warmed us up. den he slowly go around tuning us. and b lim went "band members, pls stop playing your instruments" haha. so in the end most of the tpeters didnt get to tune. the rest of the band tune alrd.

and then the ceremon started. edward played his flugel call. he didnt screw up at all (: it was great. haha. and then, the markers marched in while cecilina played the snare drum and benedict hit the bass drum. finished, then we had to play honour glory. the people bringing in the flag walked in as we played. this time, we played it better than the rest of the times.

national anthem. and then the pledge. and then the school song. the school song was kinda screwed i think. some play fast some play slow. we played the school song slowly as wanted by b lim. i guess they didnt follow jj's conducting even tho they are told after all. hmm.

and everything ended. the last time we get to play. the last time we perform on national day. everything passed by so quickly. im not used to it. during practises, we would keep on playing and playing till we were very tired. and now, we played it once through, and no more.

the speech, and then service award. usually band has a lot of people getting it, but for no reason, this yr, only michelle, vivien, and zuhui got it. and we cheered. but, not all. the woodwinds werent enthu. mostly is the brasses cheering for our seniors..

everything ended. we went back to the band room. i took section photos. now left with tuba and trombone cos they didnt have full attendance today.


clarinet section.


flute section.


french horn section


double reeds


percussion section


saxophone section


euphonium section


vivian ^^


trumpet's attendance file x)

and then had to go to the hall. we sat at the back, playing and talking. b lim kept checking on us. and i kept taking off my earrings in case. heh. after everything finished, we were dismissed. michelle told me that from the canteen, we were very soft. =/ i'll be looking forward to next yr's performance by the band. <3 stupid me borrowed my instrument. and so i went out carrying a tpet -.-

went out with vivian and rossellini. we went to plaza singapura. i was damn hoping i wouldnt see some ppl =.= ha. we reached and bought tickets for the tokyo drift show. saw xingxian with her frens. they watching the same movie too. haha. then we went to eat long john silver. vivian ah. tsk tsk. cant find her wallet. then we went back to ljs. only to find her wallet in her bag again. haha. went nike shop. the bag i wanted no more alrd T_T the brown and pink tote bag. ahhhh. T_T left with the sling bag, which isnt very nice. den walk walk ard den went to watch the movie. nice one. at first i tot is a chinese movie leh. den when it showed, i tot wrong movie =.= ok im stupid. i nvr go see the signboard or wadever mah =X

after the movie, we went to take neoprints. haha. shall upload next time. and then we went yamaha.







ignore the saxophone and eupho behind lah. haha =X

and then we went home. was very tired and fell aslp in bus. woke up, not in the interchange but at zhenghua primary school de bus stop. i overslept for one stop -.- so i might as well sit until interchange den go take lrt. walk damn far -.-

suddenly i have this thought of making one cadbury skin -.- but i cant find the cartoon advertisement in the internet lehhh. i have the design in mind alrd wth. x( and i alrd stop making skins lah. but maybe i do den nov den submit hahahhaha =X but cant find pic. haizzzz. i want lehhhhhhh. x(

8:41 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

HONEY HONEY HONEY HONEY! :D

u're the senior while they're the juniors. have to make it clear to them to make them obey you. den you can scold them :D tell them their bad habits and call them to change. they dun listen den complain :D

you're worth so so so much to me. <3 dun have them still have me. no matter wad i'll be here for you kk! i promise (:

hi
ANNE
, here's ur name <-- hehe =X im sooo nice to put ur name here! haha =X okok you're nice too :D
but im nicer (:


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SIM <3 let's trace our family tree! ahahhaha :D

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honey! :D connected to anne (:

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anne! :D connected to honey! (:

HAHAHA :D

angella rawks most! :D

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okay lah. now abt my daily life. hahahhaa. its so late alrd -.- 9.50. like omg. and tml have to reach sch at 6.30?!?! T_T i nid my slp. too bad for majors have to reach at 6 hahahahahha. =X and luckily my dad gonna bring me! if not wake up at 4.30, i can be dead alrd. lol.

ATTENTION TO ALL BAND MEMBERS. PLS WEAR YOUR BAND TEE FOR TOMORROW'S PERFORMANCE, AND REACH THE BAND ROOM BY 6.30AM. AND ALSO TOMORROW DONT RUSH OFF AFTER THE PERFORMANCE AH. TAKE YOUR FULL SECTION PHOTO WHICH HAS BEEN DELAYED SO LONG THAT I CANT DO THE BAND NOTICEBOARD -.- PLS COOPERATE. THANK YOU.


today damn suay lah. ms teo caught me for my attire -.- say my skirt too short -.- when its always the same length lehhhh. -.- lucky nvr say my socks cos it cant be seen hahaha. and she made me tuck all the way in before she let me go -.- like wth lah.

den had chi, den chem. both also sian sian lah. chem makes me slp. at this rate i dont think i can get my tpet alrd =/ i cant get the motivation to study =/ i kept eating biscuits in class hahaha. lucky nvr get caught =X

zoelyn came to bug me to buy cup corn from her lolol. she saw me den run towards me, call me buy and put the cup corn on my table. like lol? hahaha. but nice me in the end bought from her lah (:

had el. and when i tot i got gd marks for my compo, ppl get higher than me -.- den had this essay competition thing. had fun sabo-ing ppl, den for no reason suddenly i got sabo-ed -.- den me, zhenhui, melina and leon had to do -.- den we argued wif tchr and made the whole class do. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA :D shuangness. sabo me de hou guo lah. hahahhahaha. i dun even noe wad's the topic. zz. dint bother to hear lol. went to study for physics test.

and.. the physics test sucks. so diff can -.- i think i die alrd. den lunch, waited sooooo long for daph. gave up waiting den went to look for juniors to get their letters for dacia (: daph tell me wrong! say dacia wanna quit tpet first. make me think she wanna quit. but actually is... dacia wanna quit first tpet and go second -.- and i told the whole section, she wanna quit. tsk tsk. first tpet isnt tpet first lah. HAHAHHA. but nvm. den got some of them alrd den me and daph chionged to my class and do. lol. bell rang and she had to go alrd.

had geo. i failed my test! =/ my tpet how how x(

den maths. MS TEO NVR COME!!! AHAHAAHAHAHHAA. SO DAMN HAPPY CAN! but she gave hmwk -.- anyhow do. do until headache -.- they said the side view of the relief tchr look like aubai hahahahahhahahahahhahah

DEN SCH OVER~ daph came like aft so long den we finished dacia's board. ahha. tpet are sooo nice :D went to collect band stuffs that we ordered, only to be stopped by b lim once again. i was caught for my earrings, my socks, my uniform, and my skirt -.- den collect. like wah o.o everything costs.. almost 1000. mdm zuraida was either shocked or angry with us =X den nvr eat jiu go band rm. den mr tan say he wanna coach me. like wth scare me =X now i have to train my lips muscle. den aft soooo long, they finally called us down to play the songs O.o and the lower sec wasnt even here. the band is like only ard 20 ppl lah. hahaha. and sooo many ppl were watching us. and i saw them nod their head at us when we finish (: like praising us or something? lol. my second valve always stuck cos nvr oil. den rush up band rm oil liao run down den have to play alrd. no breath o.o keep gasping for air. den we play until damn tired can. no rest at all. den the sch song is like o.o and im the only one supporting second den i trying to play as loud as i can =X the sch song is damn qian bian. finally few mins rest and chiong to buy food and drinks. den have to run back and play alrd -.- we had to stand and play wth. T_T den b lim came, and we had to play the sch song two more times for her. i was dying alrd liao lahh. my lips and tongue were like.. damn tired like shit. and still play T_T den tpets play very soft cos we dying alrd. its like the whole page almost all quavers can. and the speed is like o.o and the notes are like o.o imagine, playing high f, high d, high g, high a all the time? i cant leh -.- damn tired. den tired until all the lower notes all screwed. tsk. den finally, CAN GO LIAO~ go pack things. ming liang is like omg lah. sometimes i wanna slap him =X he's soo.. bleah. dunno wad word to describe. he actually talked back to mr tan -.- and it was like damn serious lah =/ whole band rm quiet. den we all had to leave while mr tan talked to him with the majors =/ nice us waited outside band rm for them. den finally come out le den walk to central tgt and went home. outside go got caught by both lims -.- and b lim recognise me liao lah! she call me and daph her two fav girls =X i always kana caught when im wif daph -.- i think she rmb me alrd T_T die. always me with daph. lol. stupid lye sim say wad dogs -.- shit her. compare us wif dogs -.-

AMELIA'S OFFICIALLY A SUNSHINE BOY!
sunshine boy club
chairman-liqiang
vice-chairman-edward
1st member-angella aka the most violent one -.-
2nd member-amelia aka the weirdest one. LOL.

its recruiting members now AHHAHAHAHHA. and there's a lot of things to qualify to become one. some egs are: a little violent but nice, has hearing probs, weirdos, blah blah blah. for more info, look for mr khoo liqiang at chairman@sunshineboy.com (:

9:15 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

i completed my hmwk! but i havent done the noticeboard thing -.- i completed my hmwk like alrd 6+ alrd lah. den i went outside my house to relax and enjoy the breeze lol. den in the end talked to daph over the phone hahaha. most prob wearing pe during national day cos not everyone have band tee and there's only one more band tee left, and the size is large -.- wonder how's tml rehearsal gonna be like. maybe got no rehearsal? lol.if there is, den i'll be the only one supporting second o.o and i'll change to second for all the songs. hahahahaha. the band is going to be realll small tml. lol.

i havent do the band noticeboard thing lah. wth. die alrd. i muz and will do on hols. let the god bless that tchrs wont give hmwk. the thing is going to be super diff to make x( ANYBODY INTERESTED TO SPEND THEIR NATIONAL DAY HOLS WITH ME? hahahahahhahaha. bet got nobody wanna do the noticeboard thing wif me. zzz. i think tues gonna take full section photos for all section first. if not i can nvr ever finish doing the noticeboard stuff. zz.

physics test tml -.- dead. i havent start studying. i dun wanna study. too lazy alrd. but i have to. FOR MY TPET! but i still dun wanna study -.-

8:20 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

my neck hurts =/ for so long alrddd. die lah.

woke up damn early today. cos.. we going to IMM. the person said that the music project world opens from 9.30 to 1 everyday. LIARRRR. -.-

met daph at popular at 10. we both were early cos supposingly meet at 10.30 de. dacia, as usual, was the latest. HAHA. bought my s.h.e cd. lol. <3 den we lied to dacia that we alrd at IMM when we were at popular. HAHA. she believed us! den we went to the shuttle bus there to wait for her. the bus was there. dacia walked across popular. the bus still there. and she walked sooooo slowly -.- den the bus go alrd den she reach. LOL. lucky the next bus came at 5 mins later. lol. tsk. dacia's always soooooo slow. xP

went to IMM tgt. bought lollipop xP den band world was closed -.- and so is music project world. wth.. den we went to daiso. bought file to put scores. haha. den went mini toons and bought zuhui's present. we three alrd got xueqi a pig from daiso, viv an elmo from mini toons, and now zuhui's minne mouse from mini toons. looking for spongebob for caiqin. but no idea wad we shud get for taoran leh..

den cabbed to accent music equipments there. the nice taxi uncle help us find LOL. vincent bach tpet gonna cost 3000? but aso got 2000 de =X daph wrote down the list of wadever we needed. everyone noes mr tan? lol. they went.. "mr tan? tan beng wee?" lol. mr tan's famous.

den dacia took her bus home. we planning to go home de, den in the end we went bpp when dacia left alrd =X lol. took 970 there den walked ard. daph spent a lot of money again hahahha. bought the voodoo earrings for her. daph aso got one. i alrd have muahaha. den daph had to leave alrd. boo. lolll. went home and immediately fell aslp on my bed till 6+ hahaha.

gonna finish my hmwk asap, den go do band noticeboard thingy. zz. so many things to do, yet no time. and the common tests are coming up. i bet my hols are gonna spent at home doing the noticeboard things alrd..

seriously i hate my brothers. they are so damn fucking irritating. why must i have these kind of brothers? one comes and play the computer, and once i use, come and do hmwk using the com. wtf. another loves to scare me by shouting into my ear. i wanna smack them $)%(*@#^$)%)#!^)$#@&^)@#*$ somemore they hit me without reasons all the time. ive been tolerating them. what for if i try to dote on them? no use. buy for them things, not even one thanks from them. when they want the com, i have to give. when i want the com, they wont give. oh wtf. i hate them i hate them i hate them. B T*_@#^$VBJ ;/34wetgrfb$*Y)_HG y didnt god give me even one sister instead?

7:21 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

things are starting to look up for me! :D firstly, my wish of the full section photo is fulfilled, secondly my wish of play honour glory is fulfilled too! and thirdly and most imptly, MY MUM AGREED TO BUY ME A TPET!!!!! provided i score for common tests lah. HAHAHAHA. I KNOW I CAN DO IT! OOOO YEAH! i cant wait to get my tpet :D i can spend money now~ <3333333333333333333333


i forgot to bring sweets today! T_T so i starved and got soooo hungry that i couldnt stand it anymore and went to eat aft sch x(

nice elena gonna give me cookies!! <3

today was okay lah. had eng first. did some argumentative essay. part of it:

When using the internet, pop-ups may occur. People who click on them unknowingly may be led to pornographic websites, which pollutes the mind of the innocent. Exposure to pornographic websites may cause addiction, and the viewer to be dirty-minded. Furthermore, it may also cause the viewer to masturbate out of curiousity.

do until here only lah. but i think the tchr wont accept leh. sounds so porno lol.


den had pe. volleyball again. zz. i keep catching the ball instead of hitting -.- and i keep serving lol. poor say hwee dint get to play at all =X

den bio. hard to understand leh -.- i wished i didnt take bio.

den recess. we stayed in class. haha. den was maths -.- listening to her talk and talk makes me wanna slp. and i did. i keep waking up tho. juz in case. ppl who falls aslp in her class have to go up and do qns -.- got damn damn tired and i gave up. slp all the way den mrs lew come i aso dint noe till felicia called me up. ha =X

aft geo was lunch, den physics. aft mrs chang gone thru wadever she needed, we had exactly one free period! :D so nice of her man. hahha.

aft sch went to find dacia daph and viv. daph and viv dua pai man. make us wait damn long -.- den we waited for a long time and couldnt contact amel, so we gave up den went canteen. was really really hungry den went to buy things to eat. tsk. if not later rehearsal die man.

den had self practise first. i play like shit luh. i kept squeezing again. =/ den finally went down. got to play honour glory cos they couldnt find the cd! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHA XD but. we play until very lousy.. =X for the sch song, national anthem, and honour glory. lucky i play second for honour glory hahaha. and i keep squeezing to get high notes. den i trying not to push or squeeze den no breath den couldnt play high notes. lol. den when edward stops playing the first, there's like no sound for the high parts! =X and yet yest, i was alright leh. =/ edward had to play the bugel call or wadever that is lahhhhhhhh. mr ng wanted either me or dacia to learn also -.-

went back band rm, keep intru, den mr tan came T_T den we went down and help them keep the chairs and tables. and i chased aft daph and pour water on her! :D:D:D:D hehehe. den mass walked to central again. nice vivian helped me take my bag! ahhaha.

going to band world tml! :D:D:D

tons of hmwk to do -.- and i still have to do the band noticeboard thing. haiz. its going to take me a long long long long time to finish the noticeboard thingy. not all the time does one section have full attendance other than for tpets. hard to get a full section photo to put at the noticeboard -.- y cant everyone cooperate? haiz. =/

8:53 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

aww honey. dont care what others think. care abt wad i think! :D i think you rawk sooo much! hahah :D you're too gd for me! <3 try talking to your best frens luh. maybe they'll understand how and what you're feeling. but no matter what happens, i'll be here for you! <3

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ARGH. THAT STUPID LYE SIM! we no longer playing honour glory during national day -.- why? simple reason. she thinks our playing is too lousy. eh. if we lousy, why would we get silver? we would have gotten COP den. we'll prove to you. we'll prove to you that we can get gwh. just wait and see. if we lousy, YOU PLAY LAH. what you know abt music? nth. u think u very artistic meh. artistic is different from appreciating music pls. wth. so in the end we only playing national anthem and school song. wtf?

idioticccccccccccc. hmmph. i wanna play honour glory! maybe tml during rehearsal go protest say we want? =X i really really wanna play! its my last chance to play alrd. next yr at this time i wouldnt be able to play! T_T

AND AND. THOSE SECTION THAT HAVENT TAKE SECTION PHOTOS, OR DONT HAVE FULL SECTION PHOTO, PLS COME TML~ i going to take and put at notice board lehh. so far only have tpet section full section photo x(

today was siannn. kept yawning wanna slp -.- zz. had bio first. den my head was nodding off. everytime she change slide i wake up to copy, den when she explain i'll go slp. ha =X

den maths. dint bring my bk so i listened. and i understood! and i know how to do! hahahahahaha.

recess. went to see how long is our band noticeboard so as to continue my decorations for it. alrd done the treble clef note. now all i need to do is to do the nan hua symphonic band on the five lines, the musical notes for the sections, and the list of the committee den i do. zzz. den see huimin and sayhwee eat i hungry alrd leh wth. -.-

den had ss. fun :D den had assembly. saw some band ppl lol. but i wanna slp den in the end fell aslp cos i damn tired. hahahha.

lunch, den triple eng. half an hour was wasted over the presentation thing cos got technical fault. hahahah. shuang. den one hour do some grp work. the computer is more of a menace than a bless. what do you think? cons - ppl can engage in cybersex. hahaha. and we purposely bold and change the colour of it. lol. a lot and perverts blah. lol. den finally sch ended.

went band rm. alone there sia. lol zz. everyone comes so so late =.= mr tan taught me. my embochure problem lah. haiz. =/ i guess i kept rushing things. =X den had sectionals till 4.15. we took our first sec 1 to 4 full section photos! <3 den the sec 4s had to go alrd. dacia conducted! hahaha :D den there's someone who kept trying to take our photos -.- he went left to take, we all faced right. he went right, we faced left. he went in front, we all went to face the back. hahahahha. den decided not to care abt him den we warmed up, but i couldnt help but laugh. =X i took notice of my embochure den could sustain long notes~ den dacia put me in first -.- like wthhhhhhh. i dun want can T_T I WANT SECOND! I PROTEST! but the sl's words are the final words -.- haiz. used to be able to play high g, now can only hit high d and occasionally high e n f -.- wth. national anthem and sch song both i playing first liao. wth T_T sch song got high a but i cant play =/ sometimes i can hit tho o.o but cos have to use the stomach right, den my stomach kept growling -.- cos i dint even eat at all throughout the whole day. i alrd survived for four days without food in sch! ahhaha. if this continues i may faint one day in sch lololol. den i was damn thirsty also. play until mr tan had to go off for some rehearsal, den jj conducted. play until i really cant stand it den went outside to get my water bottle, drink, come back keep instru when i was preparing to play again -.- changed seating arrangement.

damn. sia. suay. cos i announced that it was rachel's birthday yest den call the whole band to sing happy birthday song to her, some idiot i forgot who say i sing solo -.- and the whole band raised their hands to approve of it. like wth. and stupid daph put meng nv on the board -.- i was screaming like shit. =X my voice was damn damn sharp lah hahahahha. i juz kept screaming? cos i dint want den everyone wanted -.- den i went back to my seat den everyone sing.

for no reason, they say observe one min of silence. den me and daph and dacia were like.. making funny noises on purpose. TRUMPETS OWE ME TWO ROUNDS -.- went liqiang. wth. boo. den we all owed him five more rounds cos.. i forgot. i think cos i said vulgarities in the band and den pointed lah. den the whole band heard and saw den whole section owe five -.- so we owe 7 rounds in total -.- like wth. and daph has three more rounds! HAHAHAHHAHAHA. poor daph. RUN THREE ROUNDS! lol.

aft band massed walk to central again. reached home damn late. zz. i have new competitors for screaming! :D vivian and zoelyn! HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

i guess i'll have to do everything of the noticeboard alone. and i'll take a pic to remind me of my own work (: from carving the treble clef note to printing and taking photos and everything (: hope the end design is nice tho. i not sure =X have the pic in mind alrd.


HAHAHAHHAHA DACIA (:


section photo, spoiled by edward -.-


thank god he's in front, or another photo spoiled.


spoiled by edward once again. LOOK AT ZUHUI XUEQI AND VIVIEN! HAHAHAHAHHAHAH. damn funny expressions.


lucky not spoiled once again by edward cos he's in front. the moment he's at the back, chaos appear when the person takes the photo for us -.-


AND THANK YOU TO THE NICE PERSON FROM CO WHO TOOK THE PHOTOS FOR US (:

8:37 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

i feel like removing my jukebox and putting only rhapsody for hanukkah. ok im stupid lah. too obsessed lol.

say hwee told me that today when i fell aslp at the sac, ms teo walked past, look at me and smile, den smile at her and den walk off =.= frigging idiot. if i had woken up and seen her, i think i'll scream like mad.

had chi, den maths. got back paper. i failed like shit. oh man. im like failing all my maths. well. cos those chaps are taught by her when i was at the most rebellious mood against her. in the end, no matter how i study, i still fail -.- nice. the first maths test i failed, i got 10/30. the second maths test i failed, which is this, i got 9/30. den for 8 more tests, my marks gonna decrease by one. ha.

had recess. stayed in class and finish chi hmwk. dunno how to do =X den had chem test. die lah. cos yest juz flip thru and fell aslp. today nvr study. den have to draw labelled diagram, i dunno. i draw graph -.- its suppose to be dunno wad apparatus thing! oh shit man. den the energy profile diagram, have to put potential energy/kJ. and i put energy -.- den is progress of reaction, i put time/s -.- and i put wrong activation energy. and wtf. 6 marks gone. i thought that the test is easy somemore. shit lahhhhhhhhhhhh.

den was physics. mrs chang was pissed wif us and juz walked out of our class aft bell ring without us greeting her =/

den had wtfknnbcb maths -.- i hate it lah. y maths. y is the enrichment always maths. i hate it. i dont wanna see ms teo's fugly face. den, for two whole periods, we only need to do one stupid maths qns -.- and everyone got graph paper from me lol.

how blondes do maths:


aft sch went to find dacia and daph den we went to canteen. bought my uniform lol. so now i got two new sets of uniform. haha. den we walked to central wif marie and sarah. dunno their names lah =X den we went to big bkshop. bought the band stuff and those stationery i needed den we took 52 to imm while marie and sarah dunno go where. haha.

den we went to elementz. they bought earrings. rich ppl lah. i saw one earring i liked but i got no money T_T den we went world music project first. closed -.- walked to band world. closed -.- stupid leh. the second time alrd. den we went daiso! bought monkey for vivian (: im broke i still buy for her -.- nice me luh. but the money is actually to buy stationery one =XX den we three walked ard. and we bought the same tops, except its diff colour. i got black. i too broke to buy den they buy for me -.- i gonna return them money tml no matter what. muahahhaa. den its quite late alrd den we went home. dacia mum came to fetch her - again. rich girl man. hahaa. den me and daph took shuttle bus back to clem. she forgot to take her blue paper again. =/ took 184 and fell aslp hahhaa. too scared i overslp again den i keep waking up -.-

ANY VOLUNTEERS TO ACCOMPANY ME WITH THE NOTICEBOARD THING??? X(

and i think my new uniform makes me look damn big sized lah hahahhaa.

7:04 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

oh fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. let me off everyone. let me off. let me do what i want. dont limit me. dont stress me out. i can only do my best without any pressure at all.

haiyo.



omg i love my super duper sweet honey luh!!! look at this! tpet :D it makes me wanna go neopets and play liao -.- hehhee :D

today had cd the first two periods. ms teo was repenting on her misdeeds and gave us free periods :D den her maths period i think she forgot is hers or something lah. den call some ppl to go in front at the tchr table there dunno do wad. hahaha.

den had pe! volleyball again tho. i suck at volleyball -.- seriously. like wth T_T aha. den spent my recess playing too, since i cant eat at all. i control myself by not bringing money to sch (: but play until kinda sian lah. zz.

den had bio spa, chinese, den lunch. den had chem. copied ans as usual. den had ss. got back paper. i passed! :D thats kinda a miracle lah. somemore above her expectations leh! hahaha. i didnt finish the paper leh -.- but still, i got 13/18! omg man. im so so happy hahahha. but muz strive to improve. lolol. she let us off late. den amel was outside my class waiting for me. =X hehe.

went home with amel. walk halfway den amel's brother called to say that he's going to bring her home. den shun bian bring me. lol so nice =X den liqiang was behind us leh. dint notice lol. den we talked to him till amel's bro came. haiyo. welfare head got sooo many things to do leh! T_T can i give my post away? lol =X someone help me leh. stupid liqiang want me to do the notice board by this wk. i cant possibly do today. i dun have any materials even tho i have the idea of wad the design i want in mind. i cant possibly do tml. im going to band world to see how much tpet cost. i cant possibly do on thurs - there's band. i cant possibly do on fri too. the most is i do over the wkend everything, den next tues go do the noticeboard? mon got band. but tues is national day celebration. den wed and thurs no sch i think. next fri most prob =/ but who will stay back and help me? haiz. i think i wanna do everything at home - faster. den juz bring everything den put at noticeboard. z. den the poor me alone there doing while everyone going home x( booooo. and the ever so nice tchrs sure give damn lots of hmwk cos there's a two day hols. if they dont give i confirm can finish what i want. but wad i want is going to be a difficult task to do. duty roster easy to do lah. i'll make tpet the last :D i bias towards the tpets muahahhahahahha.

i cant stop listening to rhapsody for the hannukah :D i think its a damn nice song hahaha.

AND YAY. WE GONNA PLAY PIRATES FOR OUR CULTURAL POTPOURRI! <3 MR TAN MAN (: he had alrd decided to let us play that song leh!!! and some jap song. hahahahha. omg im so happy abt that. but we havent start practising. some of us last time alrd play wif vs. so which is kinda gd? edward and dacia gonna play first. gd luck for the high high d (: hope i dun kana go first man -.- caiqin says i have to. i dont want. i rather stay in second. but first only got two ppl, supposingly have three. =/ maybe i go sabo guek leng go first hahahahha.

i have to go off to study chem test tml x( sure fail. z.

7:53 PM