out everyday ever since thurs. tomorrow volleyball with band people, tuesday is xh's birthday! wed and thurs camp at nanhua, fri band concert!
i need to go do research for issues now. die die die.
3:48 AM
anywayzzz. yesterday was the first ever class bonding session outside school. after one and a half semester. hahahaha. pro manz. didnt really want to go home just like that so i followed them to their radio class. and everything felix said was exactly the same ._. even the thing about the last person to repair the machine died and stuffs. uhh then went to games room play games. karyan sure has luck at monopoly, going into jail three times straight without going pass go :P
today was like, wake up then got called to go back nanhua. play volleyball!!! :D:D:D alumni need peoplezzzzzzz. mr tan was saying, get the vs alumni to join. and then i was like, got time meh? so last minute. he said that they can just sit down and play -.- look at their standard and our standard. wah lauzzzz. i think they still need trumpeters. but i cant perform since i'm still having school D:
after that play netball with juniors and alumni, my skills totally rusty ._. i keep losing the ball!!!!! die already sia. i need more practice D: went off to macs to eat chocolate mcflurry! which i couldnt finish cos it was freaking sweet -.-
i want to eat dark choc ice cream!!!!! and, i dont want it to be sweet because even if i eat the so called dark choc ice cream, after a few bites it starts to get sweet already ):
11:11 PM
every angle he look damn good. every facial expression also damn cute. wah i totally melt man. PLUS AROUND MY AGE!! [:
I WANT GO TAIWAN INSTEAD NOW :] whoohoo cute guys. i cant never go any angmoh countries to see cute/hot guys because my dad cannot take the long hour flights. bleah ):
this is like the only happy thing that happen to me today so far :D the speech was utterly screwed despite the easy topic i got(drunk driving), and also the thailand trip was cancelled cos of the situation there and the flight was cancelled too. sighhh.
nvm, look at cute guys can alrd. hehehh. no need go emo.
8:31 PM
bloody scared D: still waiting for the first person to start and a long time for me to take my topic. roarrr.
anw, i'm pretty pissed off at the writcom tchr. why is she such a bitch towards my classsss!!!!! i dislike her D:
3:22 PM
if cancel i wanna go emo alrd!!!!!!!!
11:40 PM
anyway, image heavy :D
all these are taken by my brother who likes them.
i havent watch naruto in ages D:
i rly wished i could buy them home but its prob damn ex ):
chunli!! my fav character last time :D
i think this looks damn cool :D
and i shall save the best for the last, DGRAYMAN!!
SO CUTE RIGHT. i'm so inspired to actually draw them out you know.
my brother took this picture for me. I DIDNT GET TO SEE IT IN REAL LIFE T.T cos i left soon while he went to look for his friends and then saw this ):
lenalee and road
going out to eat jap food later YAYYYYYEEEE.
4:08 PM
i really dont know whether i can trust like, ANYONE in mass comm seriously. thats the reason i'm quiet most of the time. and this forms a barrier between me and them so nobody can actually communicate with me. great. i'm even afraid of some of them.
11:36 PM
dont stop the video after the information thing! cos that's when edward appears to shut liqiang in the band room hahahaha.
liqiang and edward, you're stars now! ^^
1:11 AM
mum: what for sia?!?!
me: *explains speech comm yesterday*
-dad just nice reaches home while i was explaining-
me: lao ba! *hugs*
dad: go away. what do you want now.
me: -.-
mum: *laughing away*
I HUG THEM MEANS I WANT SOMETHING FROM THEM MEH -.-
12:31 AM
the twisted version
marcus with bigger eyes and sharper nose HAHA. with no blemishes and eyebags too!
OKAY MARCUS DONT KILL ME KAY. :D
your original photo is here.
so today i was pretty pissed with one of my lecturers. karyan and SISTER said to remove her name. so i shall. because i reach home at 1am, i was pretty tired to do the example paragraph! okay this is my fault. but i didnt know i had to list the secondary supports inside also, and i totally forgot about the number of words and stuff like that because its 1am in the morning tired from school and concert! my fault, yes. but bloody hell, she just had to like,
i wish she can stop being so bitchy lah.
then speech comm was really, i dont know how to describe. overwhelming at the end. i was suppressing my tears and used my cap to cover myself from looking at people cry so that i wont cry too. but i couldnt hold it back at the end when jill started to cry. and then at that moment i seriously like wanted to cry and cry all i want. because i hadnt have a good long cry in a long time.
plus. i am really really lucky compared to many. sighxz. thinking of it now i still want to cry. i shall go hug my parents tomorrow and talk to them in a nice manner :D
it was like a class bonding session. i really like the session despite the sadness involved. i wish there'd be more sessions like this. and then we can all understand each other better. it was like, we knew everything will be mostly kept within the class. it felt like a safe moment, something that i hadnt really felt in np for a long time. (ignore this sentence)
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oh well. today was like, dinner at ljs with ky eugene and alan. alan went home for dinner after that o.o then uh, we sat down there talk till 10 i think. sister has really some quite unbelievable stories to tell. hahhhahaha. kinda extreme to have 11! :X
& yesterday went for cultural potpourri after school. ate at sumohouse with liqiang dacia amelia vivian christina weiting. hockseng then joined us then we went to ucc. so, watch concert lah. i screamed for band whenever i can, and kept screaming band rocks but wah lau eh!!!!! wasted sia. i was on level 3, people on level 2 also cant hear, no need to say on stage ):
then when mr tan walked off the stage after the performance, i was screaming bye mr tan! but i guess nobody heard it too, but i heard some laughters!! :D meaning my voice isnt that soft after all hahahah. or maybe i should have screamed louder. but i think everyone was like damn malu to sit with me hehehe.
and wah lau eh, just because i poly all of them jc they good lah. buy thing also i collect money pay. then get green tea also i serve. and then all they talk about is jc stuff that i cannot relate to! so i totally -.- at them most of the time. roar.
everyone of us was practically falling asleep soon because there wasnt anymore band and it was pretty boring and lame. finally interval, we went out and only the sec 3s were there ): the sec 1 and 2 all go back cos they not staying for finale. and then we decided to heck care that the interval over, just stay there talk to them and the teachers also heheh. went back eventually though.
when finale ended i was waving like mad at the band people on stage but they didnt see! aaron was the first to notice me but couldnt recognise, so for a while, the band people were staring to figure out who i was -.- together with whoever that was waving with me. i gave up, then wave again ahhaha. then finally they decided to assume it was the band people waving to them so they finally wave back. i was like finally siaaaaaa. i was pretty crazy :P
too bad my camera's like no more memory cos of project D: only managed to like record 30secs of their performance?! ):
daphne was sick and couldnt make ittt. so clique5 was missing one ):
AMELIAAAAA <3
clique 5 minus daphne
trumpet alumni and sec 3s, without daryl edward and daphne
all of us alumni who went together!
AARON GREW TALLER!!! not as cute as when he was shorter ):
alumni + sec 3s
11:53 PM
1:02 PM
i told my grandma but she heck care -_- told my parents, then they say close the main water supply, and then call grandma about it and then she complains about if they keep on calling she dont need to sleep and yada yada so damn freaking many trouble i am damn pissed.
i bet nobody actually gives a damn to what i say, seriously. headache already lah!
10:44 PM
my three brothers, NONE OF THEM CAN ACTUALLY SPARE A MINUTE TO DO SOMETHING FOR THEIR SISTER. the youngest one, said he going out to play badminton. the younger one said dont know whether he's at home at first, and when i told him to help me he fucking said he will be going out and wont help me, AND THEN FUCKING RAISED HIS VOICE AND SCREAMED AT ME. the eldest one, said he does not want to appear in any video at all.
and its just a fucking less than one minute video. not even few seconds to spare for their one and only sister?
fuck, what kind of fucking brothers are they?! yet everytime they need something or whatsoever shit they just come and find me and i'll help them. and then i still spent like FEW FUCKING HUNDREDS of MY OWN SAVINGS to buy them clothes which they dont even fucking appreciate?!?! not even a fucking thanks from them before.
they fucking spoiled my happy day. i got so damn fucking pissed with all of them that i freaking cried. what the fuck do they treat me as, someone they just use and ignore at whim? fucking hell.
hello even my friends and cousins are better than these three fucking brothers. great.
congrats on reading this fucking first post by me that has so damn many fucks.
9:58 PM
and i dont bother to go online cos i dont see anyone i'd take an initiative to talk to (eh, less than 10 hahahah).
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i love victoria's secret! their clothings are always damn comfortable to wear :D the top i bought finally reached me few days ago and its damn niceeee :D manxz, if only i can have more money to buy their clothes. i saw one of it that i really really like but it costs 39usd even on sale ):
my asos bags are here today :D they're damn lovely omg hhehehe. too bad asos stuffs kind of ex ): i want to get sooo many stuffs from there but they're always too ex or dont have my size ):
1:28 PM
something to look forward to when i go school :)
oh, i forgot that i called eugene sister until he reminded me. and all he remembers from this blog is that i call him sister. SO, HI SISTER, IF YOU EVER SEE THIS!
whoohoo picnic! must drag everyone to go!
cant wait if we really go overseas together. and celebrate all our birthdays! :D
and there's this really bitchy asshole on the bus who called jehanne to lower her volume and to stop all the vulgarities in her stuck up tone i just practically stared at her. hellooooo we talk until so fun, you can listen and have fun right. you menopause also no need to vent your anger on others seriouslyyy. dont care about that act high class woman lah.
and ohhh, there's some really STUPID and LAME jokes by marcus.
Where does Mickey Mouse live in your body?
This knee!(points to my own knee)
Which noodle is the heaviest on earth?
Wanton noodle!(one ton noodle -.-)
Who is the strongest on earth?
The chef who cooked the wanton noodle!
Chris Brown died!
Huh really meh.
Ya. Cos NO AIR.(the song by him and jordin sparks!)
LIKE BLOODY HELL FUNNY HhAHAHA. but rly lame at the same time omg lol. I SHALL POST YOUR PIC UP SOON KAY. after the socpsyc thing that i gonna record :D
12:08 AM
i must really stop shopping online. I BAN MYSELF FROM SHOPPING ONLINE UNTIL THE END OF THIS YEAR. I MUST.
the amount i've spent is really horrendous. i must save money!!!!!!!!!
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i like neopets. its foc.
11:29 PM
and what if my period comes when i'm at thailand?? ): it'll be even scarier for me. even my mum is scared! shitzz man. my only thought was shopping, so when my dad told me he got the tickets alrd then i remembered all the ghost stuff. noooooooo.
i think i'd get an amulet before i go. safety precaution you know :D
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i feel so guilty now for shopping online D: i just busted like 60 bucks for candies and birthday presents!!! T.T i have damn low resistance. oh my gawddddd.
8:42 PM
and while everyone's not at home, the little kids are at my cousin's house and the adults are playing mahjong, they sit inside my room AT MY BED(one at the side with her hands on my bed and the other sitting on it) talking to their lover??!?! bloody hell, seriously. if i hadnt walk in to get my phone i wouldnt know that. everyone knows they have phones and yet they still try to hide the fact. the moment i walk out of my room, they immediately hang up their call and go out of my room to act like nothing has happened. yeah right.
there was one night when my maid was sleeping and she threw her phone away from her?! some reflex action during her sleep -_- sometimes she mutter some things in her sleep though but i have no idea what they are cos its in malay. and so i went to take her phone and checked, they were mostly in malay and there's one in english, which stated "dear, i miss you so much. i havent talk to you for a long time. i am going overseas in a few days time. take care and good luck." their spelling is terrible. the rest i couldnt really read but all had the word cinta inside. meaning, lover. -.-
and i remembered that my maid has already broken up with her boyfriend when she first came here?! so how the freaking hell was she able to know so many guys?! there were quite a few guys in her handphone but mostly from a guy.
and when i watch my shows on my laptop on my bed, my maid will AUTOMATICALLY sit beside my bed with her hands on it to watch. LIKE HEY SERIOUSLY!! everytime she does that i really wish to smack her -.- cant she go off and do work?! and so when my grandma called her out, the show finished, she came back to check if i was still watching and asked about it. freak man.
telling my mum anything about her is totally of no use. she just say as long as she doesnt bring home any guys she's ok with it. BLOODY HELL.
i cant wait for the day the contract finally ends and she gets lost. wait for that day, I WILL GO OUT AND CELEBRATE FOR THREE DAYS (no nights, i cant stay out): ). and i'll even get my family to celebrate i dont care.
3:02 PM
my mood is like so damn unexpected, just like.. periods? damn periods.
i hate and dont want to do work work work work work(echo effect please).
damn speech comm and the 30 words thing. HOW TO FIND 30 COMMONLY MISPRONOUNCED WORDS?!?!?!?!?! and then there's radio, stupid issues, and socpsyc.
let's list out the assignments i have on hand so far:
issues - summarise the article (done), do self reflection [due this monday]
radio - assignment 2 (due week 6. two more weeks)
socpsyc - go around filming people secretly -.- (due week 6 again. two more weeks again)
speech comm - phonetics journal (due week 9, one more month or so?), IMPROMPTU SPEECH ON WEEK 7. three more weeks T.T
my only comfort is writ comm doesnt have any assignments yet due to the tests every week, but i kinda hope that there's the test every week so that i dont have to have lessons D: its going to be boring.
OH SHIT I JUST REALISED THE IAC THING GONNA START ON 1ST DEC?!?!?!? dad's telling me about going to thailand from 27 nov to 1 dec, but the
& i gonna be overseas on my birthday too ): last yr also liddat lah!! i beeeary not happieee.
i just procrastinated the whole day and i dont want to procrastinate tomorrow but i am seriously feeling lazy. GG. i think i really need someone to motivate me to be hardworking.
9:36 PM
but thinking back, i'd rather be myself all over again. it doesnt matter if others are much better than me. i have a wonderful family with wonderful friends all with me. i've my own share of happy lucky stuffs that others dont. i live a satisfied life and i can't ask for more.
a family that spoils me no matter how i throw my temper at them. brothers who care and give me stuffs despite us fighting and quarreling and me bullying them. so many friends that i know i can rely on no matter what, joke with them, bitch with them, share my problems and happiness with them despite us not keeping in contact often.
thank god for everything, and i love you all :)
12:11 AM
do this problem at HERE.
i solved the puzzle on my first try! so i'm among the top 2% of people in the world :)
THE ANSWER AND SOLUTION I HAVE IS BELOW. click view source to see the answer. dont see until you do it! :)
first, i had five houses and placed the norwegian in the first house, and named the second house blue and under the third house is milk. this is based on the facts given. coffee is under the green house and dunhill is under the yellow house as given. so the green house has to be the fourth house while the white house is the fifth.(thanks mad!) since the middle house is now red, i can put in brit and milk. horses will be under blue since dunhill is under yellow.
so now, i have the yellow house as the first, with norwegian and dunhill under it. the second house will be blue, with horses under it. third is red with milk and brit. fourth is green house with coffee and lastly is white house.
since dane drinks tea and the owner who smokes blue master drinks beer cant be put under yellow, red or green, i chose to put dane in blue and the owner in white(because white is empty hehehe). now, the german who smokes prince can only be put under green since the rest of the houses already have an owner or have a cigar brand under it already. now its only left with the yellow house without a drink, so put water under it. the man who smokes blend has a neighbor who drinks water so obviously this man is in the blue house. the person who smokes pall mall and keeps birds can only be placed under the red house now. and so obviously the yellow house belongs to the norwegian not swede so he cant keep dog, meaning he keep cats which also fits into the criteria "the man who smokes blend lives next to the one who keeps cats". the white house is the only one left without owner so the swede and dog fits into it.
so now, i have a norwegian who lives in the first yellow house, keeps cats drinks water and smokes dunhill; a dane that lives in the second blue house, keeps horses drinks tea and smokes blend; a brit that lives in the third red house, drinks milk smokes pallmall and keeps birds; a german that lives in the fourth green house, drinks coffee smokes prince and no pets meaning he keeps the fishes! and now lastly of cos the swede owns the white house keep dog drink beer smoke bluemaster.
tada! :D but its more of i get lucky with all my tikam tikam choices i guess. hehe. but oh well, i still solved it on my first try wad!
so now, i have the yellow house as the first, with norwegian and dunhill under it. the second house will be blue, with horses under it. third is red with milk and brit. fourth is green house with coffee and lastly is white house.
since dane drinks tea and the owner who smokes blue master drinks beer cant be put under yellow, red or green, i chose to put dane in blue and the owner in white(because white is empty hehehe). now, the german who smokes prince can only be put under green since the rest of the houses already have an owner or have a cigar brand under it already. now its only left with the yellow house without a drink, so put water under it. the man who smokes blend has a neighbor who drinks water so obviously this man is in the blue house. the person who smokes pall mall and keeps birds can only be placed under the red house now. and so obviously the yellow house belongs to the norwegian not swede so he cant keep dog, meaning he keep cats which also fits into the criteria "the man who smokes blend lives next to the one who keeps cats". the white house is the only one left without owner so the swede and dog fits into it.
so now, i have a norwegian who lives in the first yellow house, keeps cats drinks water and smokes dunhill; a dane that lives in the second blue house, keeps horses drinks tea and smokes blend; a brit that lives in the third red house, drinks milk smokes pallmall and keeps birds; a german that lives in the fourth green house, drinks coffee smokes prince and no pets meaning he keeps the fishes! and now lastly of cos the swede owns the white house keep dog drink beer smoke bluemaster.
tada! :D but its more of i get lucky with all my tikam tikam choices i guess. hehe. but oh well, i still solved it on my first try wad!
12:17 AM
the result of doing socpsyc for 7 hours straight.
and the internet is damnnn distracting seriously.
i almost had a heart attack just now when my grandma told the maid that she can eat MY STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE IF SHE WANTED. seriously, she doesnt deserve it at all because of everything she does. plus its expensive!!!!!!!!!! and when my dad bought EXPENSIVE SUSHI(and very special and delicious) for my grandma, shawn and shixian, me and sebastian were waiting for them to have enough of it so that we can grab it(ordered by my dad that we cannot take until they three are done with it) and then my grandma had to offer it to the maid!?!?!?! helloo your granddaughter here is like waiting to pounce on the sushi and then she offers it to the maid whom i dislike so much. *&^%$#@!
can you imagine, the nice food in front of you that you soon will be able to eat. you have very strong desire for it and cant wait to pounce on it the moment you can. and then the food is eaten by someone you dislike?
yeah i'm selfish, but thats only towards the maid. she already have eaten so much of our food without permission and forever using her phone and her free time is much more than her working time and yada yada yada i dont think she deserves it at all. i bet one day when my whole family goes overseas she will bring home guys man. my mum just refuses to believe it saying that the maid wouldnt do that but bloody hell who actually understands what kind of person she is like in the first place?! nobody in my family knows okay, so she cannot be 100% sure of it but then she just wouldnt listen.
freak man, just because i'm a child doesnt mean what i say can be ignored or treated lightly.
1:37 AM