morn went sch wif adeline n amel. surprisingly everyone dun like someone. ha.
helping adeline wif maths at sac. got mosquito bites x(
chem. sian diao. copy copy slp. almost fell aslp lor.
den one period ss. stupid tchr make me so anxious abt the results den i was like so damn.. excited? something liddat. she talk talk talk den her period end liao still talk -.- den she finally give us back paper. I FAILED CAN. everyone passing while i fail. so many ppl get full marks while i fail. how nice.
den pe. everyone running i walking. i pulled say hwee to walk wif me. i dun feel like running cos muscle pain. stupid lor. wake up liddat liao. den i walked 3 rounds instead of running 6 rounds. whee.
recess. strangely everyone went up den left me say hwee n wanting. we finished den wanting came O.o den we nice wait for her xP den physics. on the way to toilet to change to uniform i said something which was overheard by someone whom i dint want to let the person noe =X we dint realise. oh well. physics russell fell aslp den i kicked him xD they say i violent -.- i almost fell aslp too. so many ppl falling aslp liddat. den maths. got back paper. not as gd as i wanted. but ok LA. serious the results suck even tho i got a1 for both. melina and dominic got full marks for e maths.
den lunch. me n dor "raped" weiting together for getting bian tai results. my results dropped a lot this time =/ work so hard still this kind of results. haiz. have to work even harder. if still fail i can kill myself.
eng. stupid tchr mark so slow. she going to give us back onli next wk -.- chi. i dun like chi. damn sian can.
after sch went for the band meeting. dor they all keep hurrying me lol. during "meeting" halfway me n daph go buy ice cream. dacia accompanied us. den we accompanied her to western stall buy food. den meeting ended lol.
4 ppl waiting for me in total. lolol. den we went to central. den me n fel n dor went to bugis together. go there no earrings de. boo. but i saw two mickey mouse earrings kinda nice but i broke. den i bought something that cost 1/3 of my allowance. tml, going out again. have to buy my bro birthday present. his birthday tml n im planning to buy a bag for him. his bag is like O.O so damn old? wadever. den still going to spend ANOTHER 1/3 on something else for the same person. and i spent 2/3 of my allowance in 2 days liao O.O
went home took bus. was thinking of lots of stuff. haiz. i wish there isnt anything for me to think of. but. there's simply too much. den aft that i fell aslp cos tired. reached home juz nice dor sms me. lol. den shower finish juz nice she aso. haha.
i dun feel like doing hmwk. so im not doing any. how nice.
I CHANGED MY HP NUMBER LIAO. GET FROM ME. i lazy to sms. n i think i thurs den spread in band. tml den spread in class. zz. put here later ppl spam. msn too many strangers added me from blogskins liao so i cannot put there. so too bad have to personally tell lor. haha.
ANY NICE SUGGESTIONS TO WHERE I CAN GET A NICE BAG FOR A GUY??
8:14 PM
first nice thing: amel gave me the third birthday present! and omg its so nice can. i pity her fingers for folding so much, but she stole my idea for her birthday present -.- and wad i wanted to do for her is even more larger in size for the bottle to put stars in. but. oh wells. AND I FOUND THE BRACELET AND 3 PAIRS OF EARRINGS INSIDE THE BOTTLE. ITS SO DAMN NICE CAN! i liked the snow flake earrings a lot a lot. den the music n feet one i think cannot wear to sch. but i shall this fri x) CONCLUSION: amel is the best! hahahahhahahhahaa <33333333
first bad thing: ms teo came into sac, seeing us there, SHE PUT HER HAND ON MY SHOULDER OMG. WITHOUT PERMISSION SOMEMORE. SHE RAPED ME CAN. x( she said "gd morning girls..." and we replied "gd morning ms teo" den she walked off smiling. OMFG. SHE TOUCHED ME. i was sure i was going to b dao mei for the rest of the day liao. and its true -.-
tchr wont give back paper for ss and geo. den pe. nice tchr let us play captains ball. tall got gd use de ok xP den recess den english. tchr give damn lots of hmwk can -.- den chem. got back paper =/ OH MAN. EVERYONE COME CONGRATULATE ME NOW PLS. I GOT 25/50 FOR MY CHEM AFTER I SPENT MORE THAN 6 HOURS OF HARD WORK ON CHEM, IGNORING MY SS. I WASTED MY TIME MAN. I SHUD HAVE SPENT TIME ON SS TOO. IF I FAIL MY SS, IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF LIAO LA. my hard work wasted. my parents will kill me. den lunch. huimin pat me on the other shoulder. den POOF bad luck gone xD true lor. after that is chi. tchr give back paper. and i got 44/70 O.o so many ppl fail chi hahahahhahahahhahaha. -.- but stella got 54/70. 10 marks more than me wtf. seriously i think i work so hard for nth. it doesnt pay off x(
aft sch got band. went toilet came out saw taoran den we talk talk talk den go her class wait caiqin n we 3 went into band rm late =X somemore i helping her to take her bag. haha. turned out that taoran n caiqin dint noe today got band de. today den noe =/
warmed up. spent time on technics. den play an li wu. den yorkshire ballad. den mr tan give new pieces. its hard k. and the rhythm is fast and our tongue have to b damn fast for trumpets. and i was feeling real tired by that time. yest slp onli 4 hrs leh =/ stupid new song @$%(&@#%&@#%&@# i wish i can play alvamar instead. i dunno y. den halfway while mr tan was coaching flutes, i felt bored and put my head on my shoulders. den he tot i slping and called me to wake up O.O den whole band look at me -.- I WASNT SLPING CAN. I NID TO CLARIFY. I JUST LAY MY HEAD ON MY HAND THATS ALL. I NVR EVEN CLOSE EYES x( today band attendance was really =/ i counted onli 29 ppl in total. plus late comers. its real. bad. less than half the band =/ lucky mr tan nvr show angry face or i think i'll die.
after band walked to central wif yuxuan amel n sharine. mich pang seh. so bad. walked halfway den daph reached her bus stop le. sharine go buy macs after i keep "hypnotising" her to. cos she is hungry. den i say she hungry den faint den i juz leave her there not my prob, den i was showing her my lovely lollipop from the lovely sheryl from eupho section class 3/2 xD i wanted green apple lolly but dun have. so i got strawberry. haha. i was aso eating the free peanuts the uncle from western stall gave. den after trying to make her even more hungry, i gave everything to her. im nice. but she still hungry and i talked her into buying fries n go mrt slowly eat lol.
reached home do hmwk. i think i dying liao. getting back ss paper tml n blah. im going to die. i shall shun ms teo in the morn so that i wouldnt get more bad luck. n i did hmwk until i almost fell aslp. too much hmwk liao lor. eng got two thick grammar ws, den one compre bk, den ss have to complete that stupid thing which i anyhow did.
and and.
TML SEC 3 BAND MEMBERS PLS STAY BACK AFTER SCH FOR MEETING TY XD
n im going off to slp. its so late. i gonna slp in class again tml. but today dint. miracle.
and i juz realised that we really nvr had a full section outing before.
and i juz passed my mum the chem paper. i nvr tell her got section a. i juz show her. den she tot i fail the section 2 den i show her the total marks instead =X she nvr ask got section a not n the paper upon how much =X and she's busy scolding my bro for using my com to play dota AGAIN. so she juz sign n continue scolding lor. lucky me xD but when the result slip come out, im dead meat.
and this makes the 301th post of my blog O.O
11:16 PM
wait till i cool off first. grr.
10:12 PM
sian. spending the day at home doing hmwk. the bk review is so diff to do.
AND AND. MY BROTHERS ARE AWAY TODAY FOR CHESS COMPETITION AGAIN! SO SHIOKKKKKKKK! im going to love sundays if it happens all the time.
i feel like doing some skins but im without inspiration.
4:40 PM
today. woke up parents dun let me go out. but i say i go den after that join them. den is go celebrate my fren birthday and her birthday present wif me. if liddat then the rest go celebrate her birthday den nvr give her present meh. den they let me go x) and wad i said is true la. lol.
went n reached ps damn early. 1+. den walked ard browsed ard till 3. bought ice cream. supposed to meet them at 2.30. but they waiting for "dacia" at mrt. den bina n vivian came to join me. i walked the whole of ps for two times cos i had to find "dacia" as "her phone was sent for servicing". den finally after calling her for two times, turn out she was actually swimming. hmm. i dun think anyone will understand wad im talking abt other than those who went n daph. oh wells.
den mich viv n zuhui came. we shopped ard den go eat pasta mania. eat halfway tingwei, kwang yi, matthias, benedict and eng loong came. scare me leh. i dint noe they came =X den we rush eat finish den go buy movie tickets den turn out all the movies we wanna watch de sold out. den after deciding for a long time, they wanted to go elsewhere. by that time already 5+. so i had to go off to west mall while they go have fun x( den reach west mall 6+. waited for my family till 7+ -.- today i have to b so damn patient waiting for everyone. den browse ard n saw wad i wanted to buy. whee.
finally they reached. den we go kopitiam eat. =/ cos too many ppl everywhere. den aft eating go buy the earrings i wanted. haha. den had to go the telecom there buy phone cos the shop closing soon. den my queue number have to wait for 40 more ppl. wait till 10+ den our turn. almost falling aslp. halfway stomachache go toilet >.< got new number, but activitaed onli 3 days later. those who want get from me. i lazy to sms. lol.
den went home. i want to buy two shorts T_T its damn niceeeeeeee. but by that time too late le. 10+ den shop close le. so have to buy next time. my parents dun allow aso x( so i have to save up. and by the time i save up, the shorts i wanted sure gone. haiz. one 20+ somemore. boo. some nice guy buy for me can? =X
got pissed off by that hacker. so fake. i wanna kill that person.
11:35 PM
i slacked so damn much can. nvr really go study physics. turn out easy paper for me x) really. HAHA. no more examssssssss. but the results =/ and my class tchr all slow de. other classes get back paper my class still haven -.-
the paper. lol. not enuf time. have to hand up le still writing. lucky tchr gave us time to tie the graph paper to the sec b n c part den i made use of that time to complete =X and i was completing the liquid thingy. i dunno wad to write in kinetic particle theory. so i juz write the opposite of wad happen when the liquid is heated x) and i think its correct. lol. AND YAY. IT TOOK UP THE TWO MATHS PERIOD. shiok.
den bio. do ws. den early recess. after recess was the dreaded chi. i think tchr forgot my name. i think. den someone go remind her of my name when she say name a girl's name T_T den she want me to ans qns. #@(%&@#(^%(#&%)@!#* who is that idiot who call tchr to call me de??? grr. den had to write poem. mine is shit -.-" those who want to read i can let u see when tchr give back. the title is stupid. HAHA. who cares.
den one period of physics. free period x) went to get mcq ans from tchr. im the onli one who got all the ans in my class i suppose. whee. then my paper pass ard. lol. COME I GIVE THE MCQ ANS HERE XD
1) B
2) D
3) A
4) B
5) D
6) D
7) D
8) C
9) C
10) B
11) A
12) C
13) C
14) A
15) D
16) C
17) C
18) D
19) A
20) D
and i got three wrong -.- but most of the ppl got 4 wrong la xP im evil. TELL ME UR MARKS FOR MCQ! juz leave a tag on my tagboard. i want to noe x)
after sch went to change into XL 210 class shirt O.O and weiting said it look like pyjamas to her. aiyoo. den lots of 210 ppl gathered at our class. they all going to eat sakae. rich ppl T_T
went to clementi stadium wif wanting qimin felicia liumei n say hwee. was really bored cos they onli interested to see shawn -.- but i think bball match is rather interesting tho. but i watch until wanna slp. and the ball loves me so much that it came after me for two times -.-" and they said i got another husband liao -.- wtf? hopeless ppl xD
after the match den we went big bkshop. went there saw class councillor, sharon and one clarinetist and cecilina. lol. then the clarinetist send me elmo song! haha. the song so cute. those who want tell me x) i send u. lolol. after spending ages at big bkshop, we went to eat kfc. i broke T_T
den we walked one whole big round ard clementi. walked pass one bridal shop which also take family photos, AND WE SAW LEE BOX WIF HIS FAMILY O.O i went laughing like hell and i bend down to take the photo using my hp. n i laugh until couldnt get up =X
den reach mrt station den parted wif them. went to platform n saw liumei, pauline, qimin and their fren. lolol. nice. den we went home together.
reached home n fell aslp. I AM FINALLY GOING TO HAVE A NICE PEACEFUL LONG SLP! until mon comes -.-
9:00 PM
cos. WE HAVE TO SEE LKK AKA THE 50 YR OLD VIRGIN FOR 7 PERIODS. oh man. my eyes hurt from looking at her. somemore she nvr wear pink or white or green to camouflage x(
yest de test. seriously i think i'll fail. e maths i dunno how to do one qns which cost me 5 marks =/ and i dun have enuf time to finish geo. argh. maths is like my best sub, yet i think im going to flunk it. it made me lose confidence. haiz.
after test that stupid tchr go thru maths -.- den go for recess. den chem. tchr told us some of the qns de ans. and all of them i got it wrong -.- den geo. do grp work. sian lor. den bio. go lab. saw bina on the way and hit her. hahahahah. den i washed up everything while everyone writing the ans down. den in the end almost everyone go le den i write down ans -.- and tchr let us off onli aft we completed. nice say hwee waited for me. i rushed back to classrm n packed things and turned out can slowly cos amel go ask tchr maths. den had to wait for her at staff rm.
went home wif yuxuan n amel. amel tchr teach wrong thing lor. aiyo.
today. a maths i die. 8 marks gone. T_T maths! argh. i anyhow did one qns cos i dunno how to do. somemore cost me 5 marks T_T the other qns seriously have no idea. and i had no time too.
den recess den malay. the movie! whee. nice leh. haha. i like the movie lolol. den assembly no nid go hall go back classrm T_T seriously i prefer assembly to class. cos ms teo will come in and i have to suffer. she was crapping this n that. qian bian de. den i ignore go do filing to help my file slim down. den she go thru maths
-__- and let us off late for lunch. stayed back in class. we talking den 3 'princesses' want us to keep quiet O.o
aft lunch. 3 PERIODS OF MATHS. wth. and i was falling aslp at the second period liao. first period drag until no more. second she go thru new chap -.- den i fell aslp. wake up dunno how to do. in the end noe. den she dun let us off until ppl finish n noe how to do. ruixuan got called up to do last qns on board. he dunno how to do den drag until later than 2.30 -.- den amel came n we talked thru the window. suddenly realised we talked too loudly as everyone as turning to look at us =X except for the tchr. somehow or rather i think the tchr is rather biased. i tuck out ankle socks all these nvr catch. but others will. my skirt same length as them, den she say theirs short mine ok. i talked so loudly wif amel she nvr scold but if other ppl den she will. O.o strange eh. but i prefer unbiased tchr. at 2.40 ruixuan finally finished. and teo go drag until 2.45. say this n that. den let us off. den rushed to canteen to meet yuxuan den had to go side gate =.=
i have no time to prac my trumpet. tml come home sure late liao. cannot prac. sat n sun i prac den ppl sure scold. but i heck x)
i hate all sciences. i study so long for chem(6hr+), turn out i dunno how to do the paper. i memorised the 3 whole chap for bio, and turned out some other qns which i aso dunno how to do. if tml. the physics, I DUNNO HOW TO DO AGAIN, im going to hate science. and kill myself over the results. seriously i think i'll fail my science. heh.
and and. i havent study for physics. bye.
6:58 PM
serious.
hmm. lets start wif yest =X
WHEN THERE ISNT EXAMS, RANIE IS SITTING DIAGONALLY OF ME. WHEN THERE IS EXAMS, RANIE IS SITTING JUST BESIDE ME. I AM SO GOING TO FLUNK MY TESTS XD
er. first was chi i think. I CAN DIEEEEEE. i dunno wad to write for all. den look ard everyone start le. so i juz anyhow choose the easiest one. zz. den den. i think i wrote crap la. shan4 yi4 de3 huang3 yan2. i wrote some crap. cos i rmb got one english compre is liddat de. cannot think liao. serious i think i'll fail.
english test. the compre damn diff can -.- den anyhow write. vocab die liao. den the stupid summary everyone seems to write less than 150. and i wrote juz nice O.O
den recess. den that was english. go to the open space outside audi. den grp discussion some skit thingy on com -.- computer rawks k? zz. my onli source of destress n entertainment at home. HAHA. i dun watch tv? =X den discuss discuss n eat sweet. at first was -____- for me.
den chem. tchr go thru ws. zz.
den lunch n hcl. stupid tchr so boring for wad -.- made me fall aslp. i was slping every chance i have. yet she's like always calling us to ans qns so i dun dare slp in case i dunno how to ans.
after sch went to the back of the canteen there study chem wif xueqi n dacia. halfway joehan came n talk talk talk. couldnt concentrate den go another table n read. while they talk. den i read until i fell aslp -.-"" dacia woke me up lol. joehan left. den continue read until dacia mum came she go le den me n xueqi aso go. we walked to front gate den parted. took mrt. fell aslp on lrt. freaking tired.
go home slp slp slp until 7 -.-" den i read chem again. i heck abt ss. den read until 10+ den go slp. really =X i get this feeling i will fail chem lor. so diff to understand.
today. wanted to read on bus but i fell aslp =X den go sac read read read. den chem test. STUPID LEH. I STUDY SO LONG DEN TODAY I SEE THE PAPER I DUNNO HOW TO DO!!! wtf. can die lor. mcq i got 3 wrong. tchr give 307 the ans den we went to check. stupid. den the black mass formed when sugar melts is CARBON. i wrote PRECIPITATE. and lots of ppl wrote BURNT SUGAR. hahahahahahhahahahaha. lets fail together xD den the DISPLACEMENT OVER WATER. i wrote DISTILLATION over water. stupid right. den the hcl and water thingy. I DUNNO. i write use chromatography to identify -.-" really. i suck at chem! wtf. study so long for nth!!!!!!! if i pass i have to treat adeline to macs. lol.
den ss. two qns. 10 marks. guess wad i wrote? CRAP. i wrote less than half a page. and i finished the paper in less than 10 mins -.- i spent the rest of the time trying to think of wad to add in for the second qns. first one wrote quite a lot i think. second one onli few lines -.-" seriously i dunno lor. hmmph.
den pe, free period. lol. went to kill ranie for wetting for chem ws. so many ppl go for early recess de. den physics. ranie muz have more patience in teaching me =X serious i suck at science but gd in maths onli.
den maths. go thru variation. I GOT BACK MY MATHS CLASS TEST PAPER. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA. GUESS HOW MUCH I GOT???? 19/20! HAHHAHHAHAHA. tyco right. told u my maths gd. but melina got full marks. tchr give her kitkat gimme some stupid sweet which i returned to her xP AND AND. I COULD HAVE GOTTEN FULL MARKS!!!!!! its onli cos of one CARELESS MISTAKE. oh man. whoo. a maths leh. hahaha. but. when tchr mentioned i got 19/20 to the class, one new name surfaced -.- wth. one stupid mistakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. during common test i cannot fail liao. my gd results for this test is also thnx to THE PRO CORNET SECTION LEADER, CAIQIN!!!! haha. she taught me a maths de hor. and i juz realised lots of my post have her name O.O oh wells.
den lunch. den eng one period go same place. everyone act out their skit except mine n the girls'. my grp havent even prepare finish. zz. den chi. im beginning to dread chi lessons. and miraculously i dint feel tired at all O.o
aft sch went home wif yuxuan n amel. yuxuan bian tai de. lol. he likes to think dirty!
i broke wad i said. i said i wouldnt come online. but i did. cos. tml. the tests no nid study. haha. i nvr study for maths. geo? map reading nid to read wad -.-" zz. i nid to destress. n slp! wheee.
4:40 PM
so today shall really b officially the last day i come online till common test end la -.-"
its freaking hot over here.
5:09 PM
whee daph x) i shant elaborate further. xP
this shall b my last post n last time i going online until common test ends. i want to b guai kia and resist the com even tho there's going to b lots of interesting things that is going to happen that i wanna blog i suppose. but too bad =X i shall do this everytime during common test, mid yr n end of yr exams.
gd luck to everyone.
11:16 PM
morn amel was damn late. she's being later and later in meeting me T_T
maths first. i didnt fall aslp! O.O i slp like 11+ yest lor. zz. i still dunno variation. boo. stupid maths. everytime got her lesson everytime got hmwk -.- i wanna strangle her.
den bio. copying notes down. recess. den mt. stupid tchr so fast n i didnt get enuf time to copy everything down la. got back chi paper aso. got 67/110 -.- IT SUCKS K. everyone getting 70+ 80+ but i get 60+ -.- but my compre got 42/50 cos i spent most of the time on it, zong he tian kong n the mcq compre sucks. mcq compre got 0. cos no time n anyhow fill in then all wrong -.-"
den physics. got back paper. this time i tyco got 17.5/20! HAHAHAHAHHA. third highest in class k x) still waiting for the damn maths tchr to give us back our maths paper. she is taking too long la. lkk aso faster than her. she worser than lkk -.-
lunch. den english. 3 periods. this is where i got unlucky. by the end of second period, i was getting slpy. den tchr started calling names to ans her qns. she walk walk walk den stop at my table see my name n call me angelia -.- whole class went laughing. i turned red i suppose. den i said my name is angella. she ask if its double l. -.-" den she said something like there's a romance song called angelia or wadever, den some guy can sing to me. immediately... half of the class called this name, the other half of the class called another name. WAH LAU. y all say at same time de T_T den tchr went "oh.. so this class has romance already." -.- wah lau eh T_T and ranie and wei zhong keep calling me to jiayou. wth.
after sch, went to look for amel cos she nvr reply to my phone call. went back den dor call me to accompany her go toilet. den i walk to her there. christina png went "oooo. so close hor." i called her to shuddup. liqiang was there. he go imitate me say shuddup. den those who were still in the class went laughing -.- den i call him to shut his ass up. den he imitate again -.- everyone went laughing. walked pass some guys den they say i damn high -.- wtf.
after sch went to bpp wif amel. was helping carry so much bks. y she so hardworking de -.- went popular bought file while she bought stationary. den i go buy some earrings. haiz. the one i wanted dun have le x( bought one pair of earrings for daph. haha. den went mac. taught amel maths. nid patience aso =X im not a gd tchr. hope she understands =X after finishing we went to eat tako. nice leh double cheese. but too ex le. NOW IM OFFICIALLY BROKEN WIF A FEW CENTS LEFT IN MY WALLET. time for someone to rob me! whee.
came home wanted to use com but my bro use till 8 then gimme. while waiting i slp. i waiting since 7 lor. some idiot he is. i feel like bashing him up. grr. bad mood suddenly. sian la. dun want study. next wk common test le.
8:08 PM
today. DAO MEI LEH. first thing woke up go sch and on bus i realised my earrings dropped!!!! wah lau. disappear le T_T cannot find. so i dint wear any earrings today. so badddddddddddddd T_T
first lesson cd. everyone slping -.-" except my corner. lol. my corner there we talking. whee. me n ranie realised that our class de ppl got a lot of slping styles. haha. everyone slping in front of tchr and she juz keep rattling on. like she's talking to herself liddat -.-" and i think when i receive my report card, she'll say im talkative? =X
den bio. go lab for practical. sian lor. the experiment i did myself for the benedict's solution got a nice orange red precipitate. whee x)
recess. me, felicia, liumei, say hwee n doreen shared one whole pizza O.O and one piece 70 cents -.- we 5 sat at one place to eat so that other ppl cannot kope =X cos our usual seats got the usual kopers. lol. so we sat far away. whee.
malay. we havent even prepare anything lo. den see other class perform. we last class! whee. when justin said first, den he come back we all kicking him for making us to b first as we havent even prepare yet -.-" den turn out we last. so he got kicked by so many of us for nth =X as in kick his leg trying to trip him.
go assembly. slp. whee. woke up hearing b lim making the announcement of jay walking. HAHA. nice eh. whee. den walked out of hall saw caiqin. we hi-5ed. lolol.
lunch. stupid eng tchr passed us one slip of paper wif lots of hmwk inside -.- stupid leh.
triple maths. die die. but at least i noe wad she's talking abt cos i already noe how to do le -.- den she let us do lots of qns in notebk den go play harp song -.-" y not band la huh. grr. den say those who want to munch something get sweets from her. i wanted to but nobody wanted to accompany me x( and its all guys who went to take from her lor T_T but den lucky i nvr take cos is those kind of sweets that i dun like. whee. the harp song made me laugh sometimes lor. ha.
after sch went band. i eat the potato salad den ppl come kope from me. mr tan told them not to eat if not will get fat -.-"" den go for sectionals. play play play. caiqin attitude me -.- den like fierce fierce liddat. wth. if she's her natural self, I WOULD LISTEN LA. she go act fierce. den i cannot help n laugh. AND DEN SHE GOT REAL FIERCE WIF ME ME ME! wth. i damn bu shuang can. i juz dun like it la. if its like her usual self, not acting angry, i wouldnt laugh n she wouldnt get angry n i wouldnt hate it! wth. den she keep attituding me. hmmph. its making me damn bu shuang! so it made me decide to attitude her from now on -.-
of cos i cant attitude her la. she so cute. i wont stay angry for long xD
den we all sat down and talked. whee. den 4.30+ talked until 5+. before 4.30 trumpets guai kia practising wad mr tan gave ok xD i can feel our section getting more n more united now wif the sec 2s. whee.
went back band rm. go give out valentine's day notes and chocs =X i give so many ppl lor -.- make me cut slowly to make it nice. waste a lot of my time leh. somemore write note. if i decide to write long long i die liao. SO THOSE WHO RECEIVED THE NOTES FROM ME, APPRECIATE THE HARD WORK I TOOK TO DRAW AND CUT N WRITE HOR. whee. the treble clef nice right? =X
DACIA IS A GD COOK LEH. HER COOKIE SO NICE. I WANT MORE x(( lets wait for another occasion den she bake again and i shall kope a lot! could have more nice cookies if it wasnt for amel n yuxuan trying to get me away from delicious cookies x( heh. and vivien gave lollipop! tasted like strawberry and its nice! whee. i want more! =X im greedy. whee. i got so many presents. so nice of ppl xD my fridge now full again. hahahaha.
on the way back sharine go insult me n my trumpet -.-
imagine wad u love get insulted.
den i go attitude her for a while. hmmph. I BORROWED HOME MY TRUMPET! whoo. i can play now whenever i want. and those who dint shall get jealous of me wif my trumpet xP
AND THANK YOU ELENA FOR HELPING ME TO CARRY MY TRUMPET WHILE I WAS EATING AND THNX SHARINE FOR THE TOBLERONE AND HELPING ME TO CARRY MY BKS WHILE I CARRY MY TRUMPET ON THE WAY HOME!
whee x)
10:01 PM
whoo. slp in the afternoon when i reach home. nobody wake me up cos i say i finish hmwk le xD and im typing in the dark. i cant see anything except the com screen. and i shall keep this post short so that i can go back to slp. cbox down now x(
i broke the class relay system cos i was slping. cham. n i forwarded the sms onli now -.-" somemore i second person de leh. die.
today. er.
nice caiqin came earlier and taught me n my frens maths =X i want her brain T_T
physics. everyone slping liao. and i nid my slp since i was smsing in bus. amel is sick so i have to go alone x(
maths. stupid test. got one qns dunno how to do. the rest can.
recess. den chem. free period. tchr nvr come. guang ming zhen da sms in front of tchr aso dun care xD
geo. went thru agricultural thingy. and test. 7/10. boo.
bio. got back test aso. this time worse. so many ppl higher than me. nid to work harder le. cos i dun understand the last page at all. so i got 14/25. die. still nid parents signature for the two papers, and i fell aslp at home. if now i go find my parents they kill me.
aft sch went to look for caiqin to help me wif the maths qns i dunno how to do. den we jay walked to 963 bus stop from the side gate. then juz nice b lim de car drove over. she stopped us. gave us a lecture. melissa and pearl was inside O.O pearl was like covering her face while mel was waving to us. b lim gonna make announcement tml. hoho. how nice. now u all noe. dun spread. whee. i heck anyway -.-" she asked our classes somemore -.- z. think i die le.
and my eyes quite pain le. diff to type cos cannot see. so. bye. go to slp liao xD tml den wake parents up. whee.
2:29 AM
today. caiqin disappeared. nvr see her at sac. so she dint teach me maths. aww. zuhui gimme lolliop n note. whee. nice nice.
dint get to slp on bus cos quite full as amelia was LATE again. x( den go sch during chem everyone having fun torturing the tchr while i slp. woke up after a while. a sadist class =X
den ss. test liao. go test stupid federal election. i nvr pay attention to that part -.- wrote crap. less than half a page can. everyone write so much -.-
den pe. stupid la. make us run. all the time. grr.
recess. dunno who go put toblerone on my table. PLS ENLIGHTEN ME WHO U R SO THAT I CAN THANK YOU xD chiong n go up study physics. went toilet to change into uniform again. walked pass 307 and saw -.-"" i went laughing can. den they all notice. go bring to 306. den somebody go put on my table -.- den as adeline suggested, put in kaiqin's pencil case. den i juz put =X i was busy waiting for fun nvr concentrate on studying -.- den dominic saw. i went laughing. den kaiqin saw. i went laughing even harder. then the thing was passed ard. whee.
den physics. i dint read brownian motion all these. then come out the kinetic particle theory blah -.- so i juz tried to put in as much as i can? argh. fail. den maths. sian la. she likes to give us hmwk -.- but she praised me x) and some other ppl too. cos we always hand in hmwk xD maths test tml -.- tchr go teach us how to hand in things PROPERLY. den the ROW LEADER want me to PERSONALLY open the bks and hand up to him. he wont collect it closed. he wont help me. wth. n i was like practically shouting at him to open it himself. like wth. den tchr go call my name -.-
den lunch stay back do maths aso cant finish -.-" finally realised i had been so stupid cos nvr see the equation properly. caiqin help me again! whee. nice nice.
den is eng. tchr nvr come and teo came to stand in for her. wth. and the NICE englsih tchr gave us lots of hmwk -.-
den chi. stupid bk. drop out for wad. grr.
after chi go down canteen find bina. den everything drag until i rushed to buy one piece of bread and ran up to classrm den chiong to audi. turn out juz nice O.o mr nice guy is nice enuf to accompany me xD den hear the person tok tok tok. sometimes funny sometimes sian. den go ask me wad idol i like -.- obvious right. those who noe me dunno who i like can get bashed up le. wa lau. damn suay. everyone looking at me la.
supposed to stay back and take photo. ran off. evil me. yuxuan got called back in while i ran xD whee. den go home take mrt wif him. den i go buy valentines day thingy -.-" hard to do lehhhh. first time do jiu liddat le. haiz. i dun like. x((
10:01 PM
today today. amel got ulcer so she dint tok much x(
sac. they took away our usual seats x(
ss. i was falling aslp. until suddenly laura khoo go scream. so damn funny. she panic like hell. i was laughing n laughing. said that we dun have the ss test and next wk is the common test le. den tot wad havent teach us yet cos we missed a lot of lessons. den she panic n screamed. whoo. shuang. damn funny lor. she screaming like O.o i can act for u. i can imitate. i woke up immediately when i heard her scream. hahahhahahahhahaha.
den geo. lucky one period onli. wasnt even listening to the tchr cos i dun understand, and she was rushing. she said she will print out the notes for us too. whee.
den pe. i rmb to bring my pe t shirt! whee. den was supposed to run. at first can de. den dunno y suddenly the left and right side of my belly there pain. den i walked. den the right side not pain. left side still pain. go tell pe tchr den he say wad stitch thingy. i dun noe =X den after pe was over, they all still walking -.-" so i went for recess first. den rushed up went to find amel n sheryl. wait for sheryl for damn long den decided to give up. went back class for eng. did some dunno wad. eng test postpone! whee. tchr has got a date for valentine le. whee. den do the compre bk. i got ans key! but guai me hand in after i finished all -.-"""
den chem. go chem lab. the tchr talk so loud can. me n adeline's ear drums burst liao. saw caiqin! haha. juz opposite the chem lab of mine. whee. den talking to adeline instead of listening to tchr =X
lunch went to 302 to wait for sheryl. wait for 15 mins give up go le. called her 5 times somemore x(
after lunch was chi. WTH I GOT CHOSEN TO GO THE BAO MI HUA THINGY! raaaaaaah. i dun want. sian lor. hmmph. tml after sch have to stay back le x( but got diana, doreen, ranie and say hwee accompany me. whee. stupid tchrs. den halfway read chi tb den half of the tb drop out -.- wa lau. den cannot stick back. grr.
after sch, band. went downstairs. bought food den saw mr tan. den jane sally me n him talk a while. den rush up cos i tot i late. =/ den somebody came in deliver cake. mr tan's birthday. which is tml. den played pentland hills first. i dun like the middle part cos its high n i dunno the tune. the rest? easy peasy =X except that i dun have breath. i dun have stamina x( muz train. today during pe can train de. den pain -.- den play jap song. mr tan go one by one trumpets. i was like freaking out. but i cooled down a little. den play. heng i first time den ok liao xD den mr tan wanted prisoner of the rings. lolol. den trumpet section went sea breeze! cos its like i first time sightread can liao. cos its easy for trumpets =X except for solo. den turn out the first dun want to play the solo. so vivien n zuhui go play. den after band go take one piece of cake den went down. they took so long. i wanted to study? lol. but im still online -.-"
walked to central. WHICH SECTION IS THE BEST? i asked all. mich say eupho i let her off. cos you-noe-who is in eupho xD the rest? no way xD i go strangle them until they say trumpets. but none say x(
on the way, i think i said something wrong. raaah. so bad. but. i think its kinda personal. no harm done i guess.
reached home very late la. now 9 liao onli study halfway. i think i go study first. IF NOT TML DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. physics n ss gonna suck. but laura khoo gonna rawk.
GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE HUR. AND TYPE THE SAME AT THE SAME TIME xD
something confirmed wad i didnt want to noe
8:25 PM
today woke up late. den chiong. showered den my mum keep nagging -.- den make me eat my breakfast den let me go. by that time already 11.45? n i was like thinking mayb go join them to eat. den in the end cant. den the bus was like damn slow can -.- i finally reached, late.
den waited at kfc while everyone eat n wait for the rest to reach. everyone reach n finished eating le den we went national library to watch the vs play. i was like -.- cos whenever i tot they were going to play song le, turn out is onli warm up -.-" den they finally started.
i was like standing in front recording. while nice sheryl stand beside to accompany me. the rest pang seh and stand behind. boo. den si blurna go give everyone lollipop nvr gimme T_T then the evil sec 1s from flute were like hao lian they got lollipop to me la T_T evil. but mich gave me hers =/ i was like recording until my hand suan lor. den the rest relax behind listen to music. finally they finished. 7 songs in total. i recorded all. those who want get from me x) the trumpets so soft lor x( den some guy went up stage talk dunno wad. den say wad 3 sons wanted to play trumpets. i went whoooooo there. whee. den dunno who aso. mich say sia suay and dunno us -.- den mr tan came down. intro-ed his daughters n son to us. his son very cute! hahaha. zuhui change target liao. lol. joshua! whee. den took pics. i was like trying to give edwin mich's bag, but i couldnt find him =X den told sheryl who is kwang yi. hahahahahahhaa. i wanted to go n disturb them de =X but too bad. den after that we went to some music shop. spent ages there. look ard. bought one music keychain. some others bought den i forgot to give them back =X sry sry. give u all tml hor. i forgot >.< and nobody claimed from me anyway. xP heard mich play piano. y everyone so pro at piano de T_T i suck at it. lol. i quit piano after having lessons for like less than one yr. amelia went for some faimly thingy. after ages, den we went to bugis to take neos. squeezed like hell. 11 ppl. me, blurna, vivian, vivien, zuhui, edward, sheryl, yijun, felicia(i think that's her name =X), michelle, shi lei. squeezed like hell. and blurna did not appear in some neos =/ we decor until very O.o
den we went kopitiam. shi lei went home. ordered drinks den sat down. me, mich, sheryl n edward sat at one table while the rest sat at another. we ordered drinks. zuhui they all de table far away lor. haha. den when i walked over to see wad they doing, THEY WERE EATING ICE KACHANG! wth. and my table there? everyone doing hmwk except me n sheryl. n den i got a headache. O.o i was like stoning there cos nth to do. den finally they all finished ice kachang. den we went home. they all took mrt except me, yijun n vivian. diff bus stop somemore. den nice mich accompanied me to my bus stop and my bus came soon after. said bye to her n boarded bus. damn tired. listened to the recordings. sounded screwed thnx to my mp3. grr. too bad.
ive got a serious headache now =/ its been like that ever since at the kopitiam. and i nid to study ss n physics T_T
7:30 PM
today whole day damn sian. chiong hmwk. finally finished. and today eat steamboat x) nice nice.
my leg de muscle ache whole day lor -.-
and my cough has worsen =/
YAY I CAN GO TML LE. i juz phrase like, "mummy, if i finish my hmwk i go out tml can? its a band concert leh." den my mum say ok. whee.
11:31 PM
damn tired today. wanted to study chi on the way to sch cos yest simply no time. den i too tired and fell alsp on the bus. real tired. go sac aso tired. wanted to slp but studies more impt x(
first period maths. wasnt even paying attention. was thinking of my own stuffs. i felt very very stressed. i feel like giving up. but i cant. i have to continue no matter what happens. even if the things i do not like happens, i still have to continue with life isnt it? so i might as well accept it and try to like it. i feel that seriously i have no time management. i simply dun get the time to finish my hmwk - onli cos of the studies i suppose. on mon, there's band. after band i reached home at 8+. after settling my own stuffs, no time to do hmwk. on tues, i reached home 4+. did a little hmwk and started studying for geo n bio. on wed, i went to get someone's birthday present. cos its already damn late n i havent give yet >.< den reach home no time to do hmwk too. did a little again onli. and on thurs, i had band, and reached home kinda early at 7+ which is earlier than most of the time i reach home after band. did a little hmwk. and wrote down damn lots of the chi words to learn onli to turn out that i wasted time doing it. and today? argh. nvm. i suppose im going out too much le. i have to learn to manage my own time. and i felt very stressed and out of time this wk. lucky today is fri and i dun feel so stressed. but i still have to pia hmwk. if i wanna go to the vs performance on sun. but i think im not going liao....
back to the day. after maths was bio. copy halfway tchr next slide -.- but early recess. everyone disappeared so me n say hwee n diana went to eat ourselves..
den chi. i finish first compre left half an hour. so rushed thru the second. anyhow do. den do zao ju. zong he tian kong i anyhow fill in. read the compre mcq de. den did 2 qns. no time do the third. so juz anyhow write a number and tchr came. so couldnt fill in the last two ans which i left blank. confirm fail i suppose. den physics. i almost fell aslp can. i guess its too boring for me le ba.
den lunch. den triple eng -.- sian diao. more hmwk -.- and i forgot to bring the compre bk. i forgot to bring the money to buy tys. haiz.
after sch my section ppl gather at my class xD daph came first. she called me. told me xueqi got a1! den i saw viv. and asked. a1! den daph came. den while waiting saw caiqin taoran n zuhui. all a1! shiok. i was like so damn high for them can. i was practically jumping ard. and trying to cheer caiqin up cos she cried o.o but nvm. i suppose my high-ness got into them and she cheered up. its like they score a1 and not me but i super high and they like stone there O.o
den when me, caiqin, taoran, zuhui, xueqi and daph all at my classrm le, we all went hall. viv came. heard that kakeru got 5 a1 and 4 a2 O.O so pro. den went to the back. saw melissa and went over. she was crying =/ cos she dun dare to open. but she's like damn pro can!!! l1r5 8!! whoo. pearl helped her open. den we saw wenwei. waited till he got his result slip. he got 12! and liping got 20. whoooo. melissa is even proer than jiahao. hahahahhahahaha.
den we went downstairs. taoran went home x( den the rest of us walked to central. me n caiqin go buy waffle eating. im like fainting of hunger already O.o den halfway zuhui went home. so me caiqin xueqi n daph went to jurong point to get someone special's birthday present. damn nice can. i aso want. den jiu go home le. miracle caiqin actually went wif us lor. she's like guai kia and doesnt go out anymore ever since sec 4. haha. den went home on lrt wif daph...
the worst has happened. the results are very disappointing to me. i wish.. i didnt get to know about it.. till the time came...
9:16 PM
saw amel at lrt station. she was late by few secs at the lrt station. if not we could have been earlier lol.
whee go back classrm. i hate my tie. stupid tchrs.
cd. stupid presentation. suck la. heard something that made me real sad.
bio. go lab. do spa. anyhow la. wont die.
recess. forgot to take things. nice liumei n melina helped us take up =X
malay. our class is like -___- heck. den go hall. some police thingy. no one paid attention anyway.
lunch. stupid teo turned up on time. one hour and a half of maths. wasnt listening at all. nobody understands la. and my corner is like =X damn noisy. poor ranie had to b very very very patient. lololol.
after sch band. so called "meeting" wif sec 4 n mr tan. band has to work really hard. discussed a lot. actually i wanna say something after amelia, but no time so juz too bad. den stay back for march hols discussion? sheryl n edward was voted project head. we have to organise something for the band during march hols =/
one whole big grp of band peeps walked to central. halfway all siam liao. den took mrt wif amel, guekleng, yuxuan, anita n elena. all left anita at je int. den i left ELENA and YUXUAN ALONE in the mrt while me amel n guek leng went off at choa chu kang. whoo. n i got separated from them.
kao. i juz realised i dint bring home my journal bk. and i have to hand in tml. i dint bring home maths bk to do hmwk. wtf. everything aso nvr bring home to do. die liao. tml still got chi test. so today quite short post. gonna rush off to read chi before i die le. wtf. so much stress during sec 3.
fuck off
8:29 PM
my mum is currently forcing me to eat. when i dun want. T_T
first lesson physics. com lab! whee. i not doing wad i supposed to do la -.-"" almost everything say hwee do. but i still got do some. lol. den maths. so boring la -.- that i fell aslp. and tchr asked if i wanna go toilet -.- ranie aso? lol. and i dun even understand a single shit she is talking abt. who cares anyway. i bet no one ever understands wad she's talking abt anyway. and she gives lots of hmwk again -.- wtf.
recess bought food upstairs. den read read bio. i heck abt geo. den chem. go lab. sian la. i was trying to read bio but the speaker is like -.- and copy down ans. whee. fractional distillation. i cant even see. everyone blocking me. so i heck liao. den geo. stupid test. i duno how to do gradient. simply forgot. and i got 1 over 40+? pro right -.-" stupid geo. i think im preparing to fail. since. i dint read geo at all =X den after geo tchr toking abt duno wad thing. den bio. tchr come 15 mins late. whee. nobody noes where our class is. hahahahhahahahhaa. nice nice. den tchr finally came -.-" n as i expected, SO DIFFICULT LA. i dun even recognise xylem vessels -.- and got one wrong for mcq. and the rest? fail la. i dun even understand qns 5b. dunno wad diffuse freely den which movement. i was like thinking for damn long lor. den qns 5a, i got 6 -.- and everyone else got 7.5???? wah lau eh. and hong yang got a sec 2 paper instead of sec 3 one. hahahhahaha.
after bio den go central wif felicia n doreen to eat pizza. at first go see the jap restaurant. too ex liao den we byebye x) den go eat pizza. even more ex -.-" i tried the curry baked rice. omfg it sucks can. i got sore throat, den eat curry. tml no voice ppl happy la. =/ and the rice is like.... so damn hard? how to eat la -.- den dor n fel both ordered hawaiian pizza. i wished i did the same T_T den eat eat eat. eat until 3+ den go jp buy someone's birthday present. whee. damn late leh =X we decided to give onli on valentines day =X and in jp, wadever i say aso link to -.- halfway going home soon liao den daniel came. but he juz go home after that lor. den took mrt. fell aslp on lrt but woke up juz nice.
went home n slp n wake up la -.- havent do my hmwk since mon. gonna do it later.
did you think, how would i feel if i ever heard of it? you all hurt my feelings by giving me that nickname. but why? i did nothing wrong. i did not even provoke you. i did not even talk to you guys. and there you all are, giving me nicknames and hurting my feelings. and hey, i bet none of that group of people will read this anyway. they are so cold blooded. cant they just understand how i would feel if i ever heard it? i bet not.
and there is like. so damn many rumours about me in class. why?? of all girls, why me?? why only me??? why not others?? there the whole class go, one group saying me with some guy, another group of people saying me with another guy, and ANOTHER group of people saying me with ANOTHER guy. hey wth? what am i? and i dont even talk to those guys for goodness sake. and you all just anyhow pair me with some guy. like the stupid rumour that had been going on since last year. did anyone think of my feelings? no. did anyone know how i actually felt when i heard all those? no. did anyone ever understand me? no. did anyone even try to care for me? i guess not. did anyone tries to understand me? no. nobody ever understands me. nobody ever actually cared for me. nobody ever know how i felt. and you all just continue saying and saying, like i actually dont care. im a human. i have feelings. i dont like any guys. cant everyone just... stop it? i hate the nicknames. i hate the rumours. get lost. im beginning to hate 3/6. i simply cannot take it. happy?
7:40 PM
woke up wif a bad sore throat and headache. keep my mouth shut aso pain. tok aso pain. drink n eat aso pain. boo. so dint tok much on the way to sch wif amel..
reached sac and slp. but couldnt. was real tired even tho i slp at ten yest =/ while "singing" sch song, i almost fell aslp -.-""
first lesson chem. couldnt understand n was real tired. so slp for two period xD and tchr dun even care? whee. but not onli me i guess. lol. but i think im the onli one who slp for two whole periods. den ss. had 15 free mins before tchr came. was talking wif say hwee. damn funny lor. haha. tchr come liao aso funny. wad redeem souls thingy. lol. and i saw one stupid thing -.-"" but i was laughing at it. den my corner there everyone saw it too. lol. den pe. lucky doreen got extra pe shirt den lend me. whee. had to run 2.4 -.- grr. i dun like. but i have to train my stamina. den run from parade square to the side gate. quite gd liao hor. usually i run until front gate den walk the rest le =X den walk, den run. in the end 16 mins plus -.-" den go for recess.
den.er. physics. sian la. heck wad the tchr is talking abt. den maths. stupid tchr let us off late and say tml den give us hmwk -.- n mrs chia tot the eng lesson is at 12.30 which is our lunch period -.- den she went back n came back again at 1. during lunch was totally... -.-"""""" heck. den el got hmwk -.- den chi. stupid la. dun even understand. n the class is boring k? the stupid tchr so #@%()!!@$&(*%#^$#%(!&%
after sch went home wif amel. she was like totally ______________________ and i was like -------------------- den becos she _________________ den i aso become ______________. i bet nobody except amel understands wad im toking abt anyway. lolol. yeah n was real tired so slp on bus?
zz. nid to go off n study liao. tml got two tests n i dun even noe wad chaps -.- die die. so bye. i go off n study le. bye bye bye bye bye.
5:21 PM
AMELIA WAS RIGHT ON TIME TODAY! but she still missed the bus. so still take the usual same time de bus -.-"
first lesson ss. LAURA KHOO NVR COME. wheeeee. took time to finish my maths hmwk. finish den slp den got woken up by ranie. -.- den geo. go thru ws. den pe. like shit. y everytime i wear the pe shirt always different from everyone de x( den supposed to run 5 rounds ard the sch. we ran 4 xP actually we walk whole thing la. until we rech parade square den run. den run until field there den walk all the way. until we saw mr sash den we ran. hahahahhahaha. everyone very fast finish cos we all cheated -.-"
den recess. den er. eng. chao sian. ronaldo again lol. den do some compo shit. was gossiping wif ranie =X den den. er. chem. go thru some experimental tech notes. dun even understand a single shit. i wasnt paying attention anyway.
lunch den chi -.- i dun like chi tchr. i dun like chi =/ she makes us finish the work and hand up on that day de -.- den give us ard one period to do gong han. i fell aslp can. i simply juz write and write and write. den suddenly woke up den realised got so many wrong. den anyhow write. den turn out wrong den i have to redo -.- no time lor. den finish le sch already over. rush and give tchr onli to get it back cos nvr write name -.-"
after sch got band. =X shant talk abt wad happen before.
den warm up. at first havent den come in play high c liao -.- den after warm up, we played pentland hills. play finish they give new piece. some jap song. go sectionals. den trumpets had to stay back during sectionals. mr tan come n coach us =X at first i tot onli first trumpet, so i was damn relaxed there. until he finished coaching them, den he come and call me to play -.- i was like.. nervous? wth. and i screwed it up again. when he finished everyone, i heard him say atrocious. omg. T_T den he one person by one person. sec 4 go out. left sec 3 n 2 trumpets. cos syf coming up next yr. we have to buck up real lots. den edward was first. den it took quite a long time, so i kind of relaxed a while. den dacia. scaryyyyy. den dacia left liao my turn, i had to sit right in front of mr tan. wahhh. can die. play concert b flat note. he say my technics was quite alright and better than them =X cos they both have to relearn basics something liddat. scary. den play. he say my lips will have a tension when the notes get higher and higher. which is kinda true. so i have to relax? and my tongue has to stay real back. somemore he wanted me to play until high d? and make me hold T_T he say that he want me to train and play until high g. argh. and HOLD. wah! die die. and i have to train my stamina. den he ended wif a conclusion asking me wad i have to improve. i said stamina and hold long and high notes, play until high g. scary!!!!! i told him that i dun dare to play by myself. den he say still have to play something liddat. he say i look like im crying -.- and that if i really cry, he'll juz give me tissue paper -.- and i laughed =X den he aso say this time i looked quite composed, and next time will make me cry. alamak. i die.
rushed out to join the rest. scaryyyyyyyy. jennifer n daph took a real long time x( den mr tan actually came out wif them! gahhhh. den he go imitate me saying i scared playing alone to my section -.- den i leaned against the wall and drop to the floor. LAUGHING. and after that he say i shiver like chicken? wth. den keep wanting to tell everyone abt it. and i kept shouting quiet to him =X viv say i no manners T_T den go back band rm. play the new jap song. den make amel play dunno wad. den say me x( den after that was like... saying abt me to the whole band? so damn embarrassing can!!!! arghs. lucky today very few ppl came or else i died =X but but. got that stupid liqiang there. he sure spread again! wah lau. i wish he isnt that big mouth. he cannot b trusted de lor!! grr.
after band was lectures. they mentioned abt the bad attendance, cannot dun like this ppl den dun go band, muz have band spirit, and even said that sheryl said band not fun anymore. den mr tan took over and gave us a real long lecture. we really have to buck up a lot. i nid to improve more. argh. den after that, my section gave me a TRUMPET NECKLACE. ITS DAMN CHIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333333 i love it man. no wonder they took so long. cos its hard to find i suppose. the trumpet and the chain is buy differently somemore lor. and they have to search for it. wheee. nice right. who doesnt want to join such a nice section?? xPP
den go canteen. until b lim chased us out. den walked to central wif daph, vivian, amel, yuxuan n mich. i suppose. den halfway daph reached her bus stop. den reached central and said bye to vivian. reached the mrt there de bus stop said gdbye to mich. den nice us took mrt wif yuxuan. lol. had a long tiring journey home. reached home at 8+. pro right. and ive decided, NOT TO DO HMWK!! arghs. i heck liao. and so bad. thurs i wanna leave early to study for the tests on fri, turn out cant? booo. ALL SEC 3 BAND MEMBERS HAVE TO STAY BACK AFTER BAND ON THIS THURS HOR. so dun pon =X
and my cough is getting worse. i have sore throat now. it hurts a lot. somemore when i play the trumpet, my mouth and throat is damn dry no matter how much of water i drink. like now. i cant understand y. drink so much water aso no use. and its pain! arghs.
sorry...
8:36 PM
spent the whole afternoon helping my mum out. now my hands are RED! whoo. can play ard wif red hands. but i think tml the colouring will go off le x(
shit. tml start sch. wtf. i dun want sch. i dun want stress. and i already lost most of the passion for it. now i dun even feel like going. argh. no more fun. and so many tests are coming up. i dread mon n tues cos of pe. i dread wed cos of the two tests. and thurs, u-noe-what. fri, two more tests. argh.
and i'll reach home damn tired tml. can bet. monday blues, lack of slp, and band. plus.. there's surely hmwk.
sometimes i just want to say goodbye. T_T
9:04 PM
reached there early to accompany bina. met her at wisma. we both wore orange xD but i wear like shit -.-" no dress sense la. den we walk to somerset. we got bombarded by ppl calling us to donate $5 for three pathetic flowers -.- the person lie to us lor. wth. say conduct survey n not call us buy. den tok tok tok den call us buy -.- den we both act no money den say wait till frens come den buy together. den wait damn long for viv n zuhui. finally they reached den we ran away before the person caught us =X we evil.
went cineleisure first i think. in the end decided not to watch movie but juz go shopping. den went to er. heeren? i think. den walk from bottom to up. went to dunno wad shop. bought one pen. whee. den go dunno wad shop. me zuhui n viv all buy same earrings den next time go out wear. that one nice nice. lol. make someone envious xP den took neos. turn out -.-"" i look like idiot. den viv n zuhui had to go le. den me n bina walk. i wanted ice cream so we went taka. go there. wah shuang. the basement all my food. den i go buy tako. so ex lor -.- 2.20. but nice. finished eating go buy ice cream x) nice leh. even tho ex. 2.80 lor. i bought dark choc ice cream. its damn nice!!! and bina bought mango. lol i go eat hers aso. den we go talking hall. I SAW A DAMN CUTE EXPRESSION DE HP ACCESSORY. i cannot help it. muz buy. den pondered there for damn long. cos me n bina both broke. den we both each buy two. shant say buy for who xPP den we both really broke after buying. left few cents each. =X
den very late le. decided to go home. parted. went ngee ann city there de bus stop. wait for 1 hr den bus aso havent come -.- den smsed and tell mum that i will reach home late cos no bus den she come call and scold me -.- den gave up waiting. went to take taxi. long queue -.- den finally my turn. taxi took such a long time to reach home. still go until queensway there den here n there den BKE den bukit panjang. the taxi uncle go tell me the buses change road cos of chingay parade lor. wtf. he say read from newspaper de. wthhhh. i wasted so much time and turn out liddat -.- cos i have onli few cents left i call my brother to take money and come down to pay taxi fare for me xD den went home lor. tired now. havent finish my hmwk.
i feel like a bird enclosed in a cage
with nowhere to fly
i want to spread my wings,
but i just can't.
it's just home and school.
i can't go anywhere without scoldings, without naggings.
i can't go anywhere freely.
let me go. please.
i am old enough.
i'm not your three year old kid anymore.
8:38 PM
amelia was real late today. i was real early -.- but lucky we reached sch in time. and everyone was looking at their watch then me. hahahhahaha.
my form tchr nvr ever catch me for ankle socks n tucking out -.-"" lousy tchr. but gd that she doesnt catch la.
first period maths liao. and i was damn tired like hell. yest was photocopying scores till 11+ almost 12. den during maths i fell aslp =X and tchr saw but said nth. =/ and i couldnt wake up till after maths lesson. and she practically gives us hmwk EVERY SINGLE LESSON. fcuk la. she always give damn lots den expect us to hand in next lesson. wad kind of tchr is she man. suckerrrrrrrrrrr. i dun want her as my form tchr or maths tchr T_T and its only one month and im beginning to hate her already. argh.
den was bio. boring too. everyone rushing to finish the work she gave so that we can have early recess. turn out onli 2 mins early. boo. had recess. den chi. and shit. she called me to read the stupid passage. and i keep pronouncing wrongly! wah lau. and i hear all sorts of laughter everywhere -.- stupid tchr. i was like beginning to think she wasnt going to call me. den tadah! -.- i shant think abt it next time. stupid chi test on fri -.-
den physics. sian aso. copy down the notes. den den. dunno. stupid physics test on fri -.- and she called me to go up and draw some molecule. and i dun even noe correct not. sheesh. i hate it when tchr keep calling me to ans qns. i prefer stoning at my table.
den lunch den english. oh man it sucks too. got back compo. n i scored 10. say hwee scored 12, and got the top in our class. everything she seems to win me by 2 marks -.- chem test, maths test, compo, blah blah. if anymore win me by two marks i wanna kill her.
after sch nice say hwee accompanied me to central. and on the way someone called her name. we turned back den turn out to b one whole grp of two twelve 05 ppl. den say hwee said most prob was someone from 3/2 who called her. den i kept turning back to see is who =/ den one of them shouted something idiotic -.- that kept say hwee laughing like hell la. wth. T_T on the way to central was quite funny la. haha. as in. talking to say hwee. den we went big bkshop. bought pen. no money to buy liquid paper x( buy le den no money to buy tako. lol. den after buying pen we go eat tako. haha. nice. den parted wif her already.
took 184. den my seat was like.. facing the sun? then some idiotic woman wif bo boarded the bus and made me move in. and is was like damn sunny la. and the woman is so fat that she squeezed me at my seat. and her bo made me have headache. -.- and so dao mei. she and me juz one stop diff. so i had fresh air in the bus for onli one stop. and she smells. realli. very smelly! argh.
reached home n slp la. typical me. get home early sure slp de. and now im left wif tons of hmwk x( and irritating brothers love to play dota esp when its my turn to use the com, which is at night. complain to mum den mum scold me -.- wth. stupid.
off to do hmwk. lets hope can finish. den have to go revise le. but i onli brought a maths textbk home -.-"
i think im gonna fall sick. YAY. i got cough now. ahhahahahaha. and im loving piano songs more n more. esp canon in d.
8:26 PM
went to sch sleeping. sooooo tired. den reach sch still slp at sac till 7.15. nice nice classmates decided not to wake me up and sat somewhere else to talk =X
has cd first. was damn crapppppppp. i almost falling aslp. den suddenly one head appear beside me -.- den crap la. heck. dennnnn bio. go lab. on the way saw b lim. i immediately go hide lol. she'll kill me for everything. my tie was like damn loose la. pull up. den she gone i pull down. if not i suffocate. den did the experiment wif diana. bio is sian. i dun like doing experiment except for the fact that no nid listen tchr rattle on and on. den go recess. den den. er. malay. I LOVE THE MOVIE! hahahahahhahaha. so funny lor. the landlady is like O.O and the three guys aso like O.O nice nice. continuing the movie onli next next wk tho x( den assembly. iq games again. i got them right again! whee. got some guy laugh like witch. hahahahha. and i tot mayb got bandddddddddddd but dun have. i want the band to perform x( and the drum guy looks like constipating when he playing solo. hahahahhahahaha. den go classrm. den den. three periods of maths x( got back paper. i got 18 wthhhhhhh. this proves that the tchr is lousy xD cos my maths usually very gd de lor -.- and i actually copied the qns wrongly! i cock eyeeeee! stupid. her lesson damn sian. almost fell aslp. and its like. nobody ever understands wad she's talking abt. we onli understand when we discuss among ourselves la. wah lau.
had band. super tired. and new piece. pentland hills. kinda easy i suppose. esp for us second xD whee whee. first to get the first part right. hahahaha. whee. cos its damn easy? poor dacia. hahaha. caiqin and taoran nvr go band -.- and edward cannot play. so she one person. but zuhui go join her. haha. den played chant n jubilo aso. we were the last section to go back to band again =X make everyone wait for us. sry sry. den i think we played rather badly. mr tan looks impatient to me =/ and he let us off damn early. 5.30. its like... er. nvm. and he's using vs to "encourage" us. reverse psychology. haha. den at canteen we were like everyone waiting for each other. haha.
nice us accompanied yuxuan take mrt xP talking crap along the way.
AND ITS MELISSA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! whee.
and shit. i dunno got wad hmwk. so much and i havent do any. dunno wad nid to pass up by tml. die.
8:48 PM
nice amelia gave me a bookmark today x)
and i tot today was mon -.-
first lesson physics. damn sian. and i dunno y i got damn hungry even tho i ate one big bowl of noodles in the morning for breakfast. and strangely today my travel sickness acts up. den morning go sch got headache. boo.
after physics was maths. i almost fell aslp. and wtf she give hmwk again. i hate her hmwks. so much. and she totally sucks. if anyone of u think she rawks or she's a nice tchr, pls go n bang ur head on the wall as hard as u can. thank you.
after recess was chem. got back the paper. got quite high marks. highest in class 24 -.- but i got above 20 and below 24 la. hahahahhahahaha. got two careless mistakes -.- if not could have gotten higher wth. and hong yang wouldnt let us noe his marks. den i chen he not looking den snatched and saw his results =X and he kicked me T_T but we all were laughing like hell la. hahahahahhaha. and suddenly i got interest in chem O.O like miracle. i nvr liked any subjects.
geog. ITS SIAN OK. i fell aslp. den wake up dunno wad juz nice she say wad have to pay attention den dunno wad thing she talking abt. =/ see screen got wad centripetals den copy down. see board she drawing something. den still got wad dunno wad. i simply dunno. and im like so tired can. yest couldnt fall aslp till 1. den after geo went toilet wif ranie. turned out that most of the class went toilet or go out of classrm. when mrs lip was in the class. hahahaa. who call geo to b so boring n everyone wanted to slp la.
bio den give dunno wad sketch n enzyme thingy. i left everything blank can. den juz copy ans lolol. den den. i dunno. heck. give wad ws den do lor. sian sian.
after sch stayed back a while to finish maths hmwk wif liumei, dor and felicia. cheryl n qimin went to christina png's house first. i was the first to finish. hahahha. den waited for all of them to finish den we go draw family tree on whiteboard. haha. den i go erase n wrote something else =X den we all walked to bus stop took bus to clementi mrt den walked to her house. gambled WITHOUT money. but withou money aso gd la. cos among all the rounds i played, i lost more than i won. and everyone else keep getting blackjack -.- den go play heart attack. den switched back. had some fun there. hhaaha. den went bpp at 5 wif doreen.
went there to buy liumei's present. but got nth leh x( blue 21 was closed. den shopped ard for a while. we bought nice nice earrings! whee. den went downstairs to buy tako. bought double cheese. yum. den we went to mac to eat. saw peigee! nice nice. we shared sprite. i keep saying we got yuan fen =X lol. den sat there till 7+ den go home. couldnt finish sprite. haha. too much le.
YAY IM NOT GOING TO DO MY HMWK FOR ONCE -.-"" im too tired le la. let me off xP
8:57 PM