had chem in the morn. i was like.. purposely trying to b late. i woke up late, watched tv, den go sch. walked halfway adeline saw me n caught up wif me. den walk till side gate there dor n daniel came. lol. den went to canteen... a whole bunch of 3/6 guys sitting at the canteen. and we went toilet before going up to class. and we were still earlier than princess. haiyo. den she grp us up. me wif fel n ranie. HAHAHA. RANIE CAN DIE MAN. during the grp work, most of it was done by fel while me n ranie were like.. =X but at least we got do some la. haha. ranie bully me x( released early den ate den went physics lab. forgot to bring notes. got break. den went toilet. i splashed a teeny weeny little bit of water onto her and she splashed a lot on me. T_T den went chasing aft her. time to bully her back! xD went back to com lab n realised my earring drop. haiyo. die man.
den aft physics.. i shall not say! XD
die. havent do wad mdm zuraida wanted me to do. im so so dead. shall go do now.
OH YA. FORGOT TO SAY YEST THAT.... MR COOL GUY CAME YEST. to support vs or see SOMEONE, i dont noe. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH. when he came, nhsb was like "eh edwin leh!" den call SOMEONE to see lol. den other bands were looking at us lol. funny leh.
8:38 PM
all i noe is..
i want to vent everything out.
im too stressed up =/
stress causes A LOT of pimples and dropping of hair. haiyo..
today. im nice. i went for maths lesson. and i spent the whole lessons smsing nvr listen. how nice. den 9 am can go le den i chiong out. so shuang. i can go but the rest still inside listening to the poor ms teo talk xD cos i have smo~ which sucks -.- look at the paper like shit man. dun even noe how to do. so? anyhow did. saw the ppl ard me slping thruout lo -.-" i do do do until 11. felt so damn tired couldnt think anymore den slp. till 11.30 woke up n do again! lol. 11.50 den went off le. had lunch, den went for band.
went to sentosa. whoa surprisingly mr foo noe nth! hehee. den we reached le sat on the pavement omg. so dirty man. i stand up n my skirt become dirty wtf. aft a long while, we had to go play music le. stand in position n play. our band is like.. everything no action. want to do aso cant, most of them wont do. haiyo. if its like that on 3rd june, we might as well dun go for balloon hat le.
gathered at the beach. saw river valley got shuai ge! >:D hehehe. he's the onli shuai ge ive seen among all the bands lolol. cos i nvr go notice mah =X we were standing at the speaker there omg. can go deaf man. the ppl shout into the mic, the whistle n music so sharp n loud respectively. omg n its like for half an hour? aft that my ears were like.. =X dunno how to explain la. haiyo. den they threw aaron, and the person in charge tot that he is a girl!! hehehehehe. we all laugh like siao n told him but he nvr hear. den when they going to throw him into the sky again, lots of bands were looking at us lol. got rehearsal two times. second time we supposedly going to do movement but... the whole band wasnt cooperative. so in the end dint do. n vs is like.. onli play one song O.O the carlsberg one i think. ha. nhsb better xP
i think im juz too sensitive. all the time. i get hurt by words that i noe were joking tho. but.. haiz =X i dunno la. im juz too sensitive.
went back to nan hua. reached damn late le. all the staircases locked -.- den took lift. xueqi washed all our mouthpiece den we all had to rush off liao -.-" walk halfway den dunno who gave me jiaqian hp, saying that it dropped. so i kept it first..
went big bkshop buy wadevr mdm zuraida wanted me to. den went to mac to find jiaqian, cos her mum said she'll b there. couldnt find her so juz went home. i called her more than 30 times lo -.- from 8+ to 9+. and the phone always engaged -.- reached home 9+ =/
oh man. now have to think actions for the call and ans thingy. how am i supposed to noe that we have to do actions for that? mr tan onli told me to think of the movement that we do when vs playing. den wad? i wasnt even in charge of the decor pls. now leh? everything last min. couldnt everyone tell me earlier???? everything last min wtf. somemore is me can. haiyo. den mdm zuraida was like.. angry wif me cos we all nvr put the flower thing. so im supposed to do another for her to see again. wad the...... wasted a lot of my money le leh. now still want. haiyo. everything aso me me me. so damn freaking stressed can. i havent even did the hmwk im supposed to hand up tml. wtf.
and there's still wad happened yest night. caiqin...
everything plus together make me so damn stressed up. argh. i wish we werent like this, so last min. making me feel stressed up. rahhhhhh. i think i'll feel better if i treat it as giving my best to the seniors who r leaving aft this last performance. ah wadever, now my neck n shoulders are like breaking liao la.. bet i go sch to slp tml.
10:31 PM
finally ss over. den go for physics. stomach growling wif hunger lol. mrs chang gave up on us n gave us 5 mins break lol. 3/6 + 3/7 = chaos. me n say hwee rushed to buy food lol. scavengers! i wonder if its the right word =X was late for physics as a result. but heck. n i think mrs chang sees us as no hope liao so she let us off early. heh.
ate again. den aft a long time went up to band rm. den play the songs. den went up to tell them the movements again. all say ok liao lo -.- den in the end go down play den they all dunno -.- play halfway den got called to see them. shuang. can slack~ but onli a while den have to go back le. boo. den we keep playing until i damn tired n i couldnt play anymore. den they still make us play -.- i was practically pushing when i played la. finally ended n go back band rm. released, den went to ntuc wif daph n dacia. bought food for tml mini celebration n den went another sweet talk. got grape soda. very niceeee. take mrt in case i fall aslp in bus again =X
we all wanted you to go, but u juz wouldnt. you made us all sad. without you, trumpet wouldnt b complete. without anyone in our section, it wouldnt b complete. y couldnt u juz go for balloon hat, juz for our sake? its your last performance you noe.. u'll spoil everything that we prepared. well.. i juz hope u could go. trying to persuade you.. will make me cry.
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i juz called. i couldnt control my emotions n i cried. all we wanted was for her to go band. and she wouldnt go juz becos of tuition. wad for? one tuition one wk. you have one wk to catch up. at least u have tuition to help u wif ur work. but me? i dun even have pls. u made all of us so disappointed wif u. but luckily.. in the end.. you are going. i hope it isnt becos i cried. i hope its becos, you go for the sake for band, for the sake of trumpets, and cos its ur last performance. we are all glad that u are going. really. thank god....
9:13 PM
today was going out at first - to celebrate my bro's birthday. but i woke up onli to find him crying for the com n saying he want to die =.= siao. den he want the com more badly than celebrating his birthday + going to watch movies. so in the end nvr go out. felt very tired den slp until 4 =.= n ended up slacking until 9+ n go do ss hmwk. n like shit, i dunno how to do. asked say hwee for ans =X
rah. dead.
10:21 PM
had band. at first was going to teach them the movements, den in the end nid to think of music movement too, which mr tan said is optional. so me daph n amel sat down to think. den dacia came. den vivian came. finally ok le. the others were drilling lol. den i had to go tell them the movement =.= i shout like duno wad shit, den they say they cant hear and i talk too fast -.- den went canteen to shout n demo. wah lau ncc ppl there -.- two of them went to take photos/videos wtf. murphy and dunno who. GO DIE LAAAAAAAAAAAA. wtf. i stand there shout very nice to take meh -.- and was like repeating n demo so many times, SOME still dun get it cos they werent listening. wtf. got really pissed. asked abt the movement and they dunno -.- grr. qian bian la. me, dacia, daph, amel n viv demo so many times lo wtf. explained finish everything n they go home liao. got pissed off la. so *^)&$%^#$^&%&* next time im going to strangle them. if on mon they dun rmb the movement, i am going to think of some punishment of them liao. i dun care. ive typed the movement thingy into my com. those who nid get from me.
went to queensway shopping centre aft that. bought wad we nid for balloon hat. den went to a shop and bought a mickey mouse shirt <3 quite nice leh. jiaqian buy the same as me hehe. n guekleng bought the same bermuda as me except that mine is light pink while hers is blue. lol. aft shopping finish den we went to macs n eat, den went home le.
I FINISHED TYPING THE MUSIC MOVEMENT LE LA. THOSE WHO WANT JUZ CALL ME TO EMAIL U. IF NOT, DUN BLAME ME WHEN U CANT DO THE MOVEMENT ON MON. THOSE WHO CANT DO WILL TIO PUNISHMENT.
8:39 PM
ah heck abt that anon la. he/she is so damn bored to actually come scold me everyday man. lol.
anw today get back report bk! results are.... expected luh. so damn =/ second in class. but........ thats for special. onli 3 ppl -.- the rest express. n the lvl position is like... drop until dunno wad shit. so lan =/ haiyo. muz buck up. which is most prob cant. my ave b4. T_T muz a few more marks can get b3 liao. haiz. and ms teo, who went? bet u dunno. its my MUM and BROTHER. not PARENTS. hahahahahha.
went west mall. mum bought jeans for me n i bought earrings.
went home. tried to call vivian to inform her abt going out later, but she nvr pick up call aft so long. make me fall aslp =X woke up 3+ den rush to meet bina n zuhui n zuhui bro. juz nice we all meet at the same time lol. watched over the hedge. quite nice lol. zuhui bro one time meat dumpling one time sexy one time girl one time boy lol. lol zuhui n bina noe wad i talking abt i think. aft movie den went to walk ard n bought earrings again =X walk until ard 8 den rushed home.
i juz rmb something. 2/10`05 girls have a bad reputation in sch =/
10:17 PM
today... ms teo nvr come -.- y izzit that whenever we want her to come she doesnt, but when we dun want her to come she comes? first is sports day. second is today. i nid to ask her abt the maths olympiad thingy lo -.- and we wont even have maths today. last period nid to arrange table. haiyo..
joy koh came in to kao bei -.- make us sit in our seats do our own stuffs n couldnt talk or move ard -.- den ard 10 mins before cd ends, i went to find ranie wif the excuse of going to toilet lol.
had physics. fell aslp lol. damn tired. but tchr nvr catch me O.O i was like slping.. den yaozhong behind me aso slping. she caught yao zhong but nvr catch me lol. nice.
recess, den eng. so much hmwk =/ both languages aso liddat. haiyo. i no nid go remedial :D
assembly. all the mental symptoms i aso have leh. but have some of the emotional one. anger outburst blah. lol. i suffering from stress. fell aslp soon aft. woke up my leg numb lol. had to stay back cos my class got D. i think we shall consecutively get D all the time! hehe. who cares.
lunch, den chi. oh man. more hmwk =/ chi n eng both lots of hmwk wth. and ss n chem nid to finish by remedial wtf. i tot this is hol hmwk wad -.- later go remedial den they give more i die le.
maths. heck la. went toilet. den everyone was like.. putting their hands out to feel the rain. can see the 4th, 5th n 6th floor ppl all liddat lol.
had future problem solving programme. finished second last at 4.30 den went band. was trying so hard to play the way mr tan said. =X aft band den walked to central n took mrt home. so tired. aft the incident yest i think i wont want to take bus alone anymore =X
pink is for u to discriminate. thats too bad. i wont do it, cos i like pink. dun like, den discriminate all u want. not my prob man. diff ppl diff taste wad. and OH WOW. first time ppl say i chio. lolol. THANK YOU THANK YOU. u blind ar. to say i chio, u have to b 1st, blind. 2nd, no taste. which one is u, anonymous? HAHA. anyway i still welcome u in my blog la. ha.
MS TEO HAS A SEXY BODY AND SEXY LEGSSS. omg i think i'll die if that happens.
8:40 PM
oh man. my leg full of mosquito bites. so itchy =/
TODAY SO DAMN SHUANG!!! 3 HRS OF FREE PERIOD XDDDDD
had physics. almost fell aslp. den maths. my head was like nodding off going to slp le. was trying to keep myself awake. den suddenly "wham!" my head hit my bk and i woke up immediately -.- some ppl heard but not all. heng. cos hit the a maths bk. if hit table den sure whole class hear =X
recess, den chem. FREE PERIOD!! den fel say nvr see mrs lew, so geo aso most prob free period too. YAY IT IS. den bio, ASO FREE PERIOD!!! SO SHUANG :DDDDDDD 3 hrs straight lololol. listened to mp3, read i wkly blah. hahahhahaha. shuangness.
aft sch den waited for mr liew at 3/7 wif weiting zuhui vivian daph n bina. sec 3 band members mafan leh lol. have to change the ecology workshop time n den maths olympiad dunno how. but den, TOO BAD FOR BINA!! HAHAHAHA. aft dat go band rm le. and omg. today is like... 2 from flute, 2 from clar, 2 from tuba, 2 from perc, 2 from horn, 2 from eupho, 1 from sax, 1 from trombone and 9 from trumpets. but two left earlier n one came late. lol.
prac the songs in band rm. zuhui n viv left aft playing two times. den caiqin n taoran went out to prac. left sec 3s lol. den was like.. okok de. except for saturday night fever. we couldnt hit high f =X den went down for prac. den aft a while got break. mr tan came teaching me. den suddenly.. O.O RANIE WAS THERE LOOKING WIF HER FREN. omg. scare me leh. im such a failure. and really a loser =/ my technics are like.. freaking lan. den aft that we all prac again. but i too tired le. tired till i play den no sound come out =/ so cham man. den today like so little ppl n mr tan finally came to our band =/ sec 1 n 2 cant come, n the sec 4 onli my section de come -.- and all the while ranie was watching us wif her frens -.- boo.
went back band rm den went to central n bought bubble tea. took 184. fell aslp. and oh gosh, i woke up at 6.40 -.- and the bus was at the interchange, the bus is empty. i woke up n got a shock. saw that one of the doors is left open for me den i rush down. den i realised that the bubble tea is gone lol. rushed to lrt n juz nice saw my bro. told him he laughed -.- i think the bus driver tried to wake me but cant lol. i too tired le la. blame it on the stressful life every student has in nan hua. i slp so early at 10 somemore lo. went home told mum, den she was like, omg wad will the uncle do to u blah blah blah. lololol. but im fine now la. hehe. so stupid eh.
quote: IF YOU CANT BEAT ANGELLA, JOIN ANGELLA!
get it ppl? join me now! u cant beat me. wheeeeeeeeeeee
9:22 PM
I FORGOT TO BRING MY HP TO SCH!!! SO SIAN WITHOUT IT LO.
had ss first period. so shuang. i love laura khoo :D she told us that she n ms teo take the same bus, bus 14, sit SIDE BY SIDE, and talk abt secrets! haha. den she mentioned abt wanting to be our co-form, and the whole class went cheering. she was like shocked, cos she tot our class wouldnt want. lol. she tried to imitate ms teo abt wad we told her, and she failed, ending up in laughters among us n her lol. so freaking funny can. she said that she n ms teo had a lot of similarites, den leon said age. ms khoo heard. lol. den when we said that his father is lee boon kit, she was like "orh orh.... HUH?!?!?!" so damn funny can! her expression was like.. eyes big big, mouth wide open lol. she wouldnt believe n asked diana. she was really shocked lol. so funny!! and den got wad we have to respect her when we see on the streets. there was once when she took a bus wif a student, and the student saw her n said "laura..." in a some sort of ghostly voice. HAHA. I SHALL DO THAT NEXT TIME. too bad today onli half a period. if not one period i could have been laughing like crazy :DD looking forward to next ss lesson i suppose. i think i dun mind going back wif the class for ss remedial :D im nice! hehe.
had chem. wah sian. duno wad she talking abt den went to slp. had free period den went to change and... -.- RANIE PLS GO DIE. I GONNA WHACK UR HEAD WHENEVER I CAN! hmmph. den got to play netball during pe. at first was like.. okok de. but den cos we play wif 3/1. den i lost my enthuness. they outnumber us by at least twice, AND THEY ARE LIKE VIOLENT CAN?! i catch the ball den WHAM! i drop the ball n almost fell down. wah lau -.- not even one sry. i cant even throw, since they cover up everyone in my class. its like.. less than 10 from 3/6 n 3/7 together, but ard 20 for 3/1. den i catch the ball den someone go pat the ball out of my hand. WAH LAU IS ILLEGAL IN NETBALL CAN. den i catch the ball another time, and one of them go kick my leg?!?!! wah like shit. i dun want to play wif them anymore man. my leg was like hurting aft the match, and my fingers got this numb feeling lo. wth. made me dun want go the netball competition le.
recess, den maths -.- was damn freaking sian. wanted to sms. my hand itching liao lo. den took say hwee's hp den go play games n smsed 2 times =X evil me. heh. maths is like forever sian wif ms teo. and she gives us hmwk everyday. WAH LIKE SHIT CAN. i want to b guai n do hmwk, but when i face her hmwk, forget abt it. everyday do maths. i can die man. i want ms teo to get losttttttttt.
bio. stupid tchr lah -.- told her couldnt make it for the ecology thingy, havent explain den she say call me to write letter =.= her class is like... freaking boring. fell aslp juz as she start lesson a few mins later. haiyo. fell aslp she aso dun care -.- stupid la.
lunch, den eng. got back compo. add 2 marks! XD hehe. nice. partnered wif pauline.
aft sch den went to canteen do the band thingy. i dint want to play netball lol. so i became reserve. den do do do. den my class de match den go watch wif dor. lost to 4/9 by one. 6-5. if justin n nick more accurate den sure win lo =X cos they always miss. >.< den played wif 3/2, lost. 13-8. eh like a bit.. unfair? cos i counted is 12-10, not 13-8. =/ dunno la.. den went home le. lol. dint get to play at all. 3/2 win is expected, since there is so many netballers n they all noe how to play netball. and 4/6 was cheering for my class O.O lol..
im tired. shall go off to slp!
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10:15 PM
am
tired.
very
tired.
sch juz sucks. esp wif ms teo. I HATE MS TEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
had chi first. sian diao. i look at tchr she saw den she call me to ans qns like wth -.-
den was chem spa. i forgot to put white tile under the conical flask. i forgot to use dropper to measure the acid. i used the 25cm cube instead of 50 cm cube to pour in the alkali. omg all these wrong. fail liao.
had late recess. went to buy chi file. broke le.
physics. spa again. anyhow fill in can le lo -.-"
bio. wah dissect frog. like erxin leh. imagine its u being dissected. but i was thinking of ms teo n ms yeo being dissected. i would b absolutely delighted. u'll see full of fatty acids in the blood vessels or wadever of ms yeo, and old old organs in ms teo de. yucks. heard that we gonna have 10 essay qns for hols hmwk omg =X
lunch, den geo. did map work. no map so i went to join diana n adeline.
maths -.- WAH LAU EH. MDM NORIDAH SAID SHE SEND AN EMAIL TO ALL TCHRS SAYING THAT BAND MEMBERS ARE EXCUSED FROM MATHS OLYMPIAD LA. U NVR CHECK UR EMAIL IZZIT. OR U TOO OLD FASHIONED DUNNO HOW TO USE THE INTERNET. STILL WANT ME TO GO FIND MR LIEW MYSELF. GO EAT SHIT LA. i still have to go find bio tchr to say that i cant go for ecology workshop, i have to change to earlier one. oh man balloon hat so mafan =/ and was busy countdowning to sch end wif say hwee - i dint pay attention at all. ms teo is a suckerrrrrrr. 50 yr old virgin. i wish u can get lost from this sch this yr. i dun want other ppl to suffer anymore under ur hands. let us b the last batch. i pity everyone who has maths under u. no wonder our maths so lousy.
aft sch went to find mdm zuraida n showed her the flower thingy. den rushed back class rm. wah lau recorder -.-" i duno wheres mine. did finish chi hmwk. rushed to band. had sectionals till 4. went back band rm play like siao omg. my mouth hurts aft that. play so many times and i was trying to play as loud as i can =X lucky 15 min break. ranie came n hit my butt omg. so pain T_T den yaoan came tapping on my shoulder saying that ranie snatching edward from me =.= i replied saying that he isnt mine and he is alrd ranie's. AND OH OH. MY JUNIOR X) onli me n ranie noe i think lolol. aft 15 mins went back in and play 5 times omg. my mouth hurts aft that too. so suan.
aft band walked to central. wanted to buy takoyaki. we waited like freaking damn long for the ppl to cook it for us. wah lau -.- den is like wait until.. 6.30 liddat. haiyo. den we went to take bus back home. nice slp in the bus. so damn tired.
i have to redo the flower thingy. zzz. so tiredd.
9:00 PM
did hmwk. im so guai today xD maths and chi. haiyo. and did the flower thingy that mdm zuraida wanted to see. hope its nice =X but if approved liao den everyone have to do their own. lol. but i can help i think. im nice (:
WTF. IM LIKE SO DAMN PISSED OFF WIF MY BRO LA. I LEFT THE RECEIPT FOR THINGS THAT I BOUGHT FOR BAND DE ON MY TABLE. DEN HE TOOK IT N FOLD LIKE DUNO WAD SHIT N PLAY! AND I WAS LIKE DAMN HORRIFIED WHEN I COULDNT FIND IT. THE RECEIPT TOTALLED LIKE 80+ BUCKS, AND IF ITS MISSING AND I CANT GET THE MONEY FROM MDM NORIDAH, MY MUM WILL KILL ME CAN?!?! NOT LIKE ITS ONE OR TWO BUCKS, BUT ITS 80 BUCKS LA! HE ACTUALLY LEFT IT ON MY BED AFT PLAYING, AND WHEN I COULDNT FIND IT, I SEARCHED MY WHOLE RM TILL ITS LIKE DAMN MESSY AND I EVEN TURN OUT THE WHOLE DUSTBIN IN MY RM CAN? WTF. AND HE COMES BLAMING ME SAYING THAT HE ONLI TAKE N PLAY N FOLD N NOTHING ELSE NOT HIS FAULT. WAH LAU EH. DEN HE SPIT SALIVA ON ME! ASSHOLE. SOMEDAY WHEN I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I CAN STRANGLE HIM AND LEAVE HIM TO DIE FOR ALL I CARE. HOW I WISH I COULD LIKE SMACK HIM NOW. FOR EVERYTHING IN THE PAST THAT HAPPENED N TODAY. LEAVE HIM TO CRY. AND THEN MY MUM SURE COME BEATING ME FOR IT. WTF. THERES NO FAIRNESS IN THIS WORLD. I TOLD MY MUM AND DAD, AND THEY BLAME ME FOR IT. BLAME ME FOR LEAVING IT IN MY RM. THERES LIKE NO PRIVACY IN MY RM. I FEEL AS IF IM GOING CRAZY. EVERYHING IS MY WRONG! MY WRONG MY WRONG MY WRONG! IF I COMPLAIN, MY MUM WILL SCOLD ME FOR IT, AND MY DAD ACTUALLY WANTS TO BEAT ME! i feel like leaving this home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im going bonkers. i cant control myself crying. i want to shout. i want to scream. i want to do something to ease myself of all this. i want to pull my hair till it hurts like hell. im even having the thought of cutting my own wrist. i feel like smashing everything in my rm. i hate my brother. i hate this world. i hate everything. im in agony.
thanks amelia..
5:41 PM
band today. sooo tiring =X had to memorise the scores but dun have time to memorise the scores during sectionals cos was testing sec 1s?!?! =/ so dint get to prac much. i could onli hit high f sometimes! wtf. and the saturday night fever part, can onli play a few times. haiyo. im such a failure.. den prac a few times den go downstairs play and march. wah tiring. i always keep almost hitting chris liew wif my trumpet cos she move too slow =/ at first was at parade square. den we changed to carpark. tiringggg.
went to jp wif viv zuhui and amel aft band. bought band stuffs and discussed a lot a lot. wah my leg damn tired. finally gave up and i wanted to go n sit down n discuss everything before going to buy first. discuss finish den we ate lol. erxin leh. ketchup + barbecue + curry + cabbage + paper + ice. yucks. viv = erxin. VIVIAN IS EVILLLL. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA. finally bought everything den went home. freakking tiredddddddddddd. finally can rest tml. i hope. but there's still so much to b done for the balloon hat. dead =/
i want a gd rest.. but then i dun think can have.. haiyo. mon so fast coming too. so so tired.
8:54 PM
today super tired. kept yawning. and theres still band tml =/ whoa hard to survive in nan hua nowadays.
next wk theres the rehearsals for balloon hat. we have to rush lo. and theres still cip on mon n thurs wtf -.- of all days. haiyo. den still got wad netball competition. i dun wanna take part man..
had maths first. i dun want lessons x( she called me to ans qns -.- and finally she got my name correct in the first five months. wad an ass. pissed.
eng. mrs chia nvr come so duno abt eng marks =/ continued to read geisha.
pe. free play. i dun feel like playing netball at all. but still had to. so bell ring den i went off. no mood man. i dunno why.
recess den chi. wah sian. do compre. den give one compre as hmwk still think very litte =.= go dieeee. she give everyone the paper which shows our marks n moe's expection. MY CLASS IS THE BEST WHOO. nobody met the expection n the highest mark is onli b4, by stella. HAHAHAHAHA. and theres 34% failures. i almost met the expection lol. nice eh.
ss. got back results =/ i dun like ss!! aw. passing mark =/ i think im dead lo. source base still ok. is the structured. cos no time rush thru den fail both qns -.- cannot even write finish wth. haiyo. im dead during ptc.
lunch. finished reading memoirs of a geisha n lent jen boon.
enrichment programme, MATHS. WTHHHHHHHH. she half an hour 3/1 n half an hour 3/6. wth. at first slacked ard nobody do hmwk until mrs tan came den made us do n said ms teo coming -.- i dun like ms teo!!! wtf. MS TEO SUCKS. IM ANTI MS TEO. amel stop saying she's my fav tchr. i'll kill u soon. she took a real long time to let us off. everyone waiting for me lo =/ wtf. always let us off late @#%#$@ u gd. gr. we dun remind u u dun let us off. go die la.
me dacia amel viv went to find mdm noridah first while zuhui mich n viv waited for us at the sac. whoa mdm noridah noes me O.O die. yay shes so nice she approved of the items. we r going to wear shirts n bermudas on that day O.o
so the 7 of us went jp. we went toysraus den more ideas came. but in the end not used =X den we went popular n aso couldnt find anything. den went to sasa and decided on eye shadows to paint the face. den went popular n decided to buy crepe paper n ribbons. whoa by that time damn late le den we went home. almost fell aslp talking to amel tho =X n we all had muscle aches so we all very tired. zuhui n viv had left first.
pissed off mood. cos imagine u so tired n u slping so peacefully.. den ur mum come screaming at u to wake up when she's in a bad mood. and den she scolds u for being in a bad mood too. wow u got woken up n den u happy meh??? -.- screaming at me making me feel angry will make her feel better?? -.- grr wadevr.
theres band tml from 8-1 oh man. no rest. so tired wif my muscles aching. have to demo tml somemore. so siasuay. hope theres no one looking at us other than band peeps =X
10:13 PM
today got dunno wad camera crew come. sian. den councillor make me tie damn high. want to throttle meeee. z. on the way up saw caiqin sitting there smiling so cute at me xD lolol. so cuteeeeeee. hehe. THEY HAVE TO WRITE 1000 WORDS ESSAY HAHAHAHAHAHA. HUO GAIIIIIIIIIIII.
had cd. ignored ms teo n read memoirs of a geisha. kinda porno lo.. suits zuhui man.
den it was physics. mrs chang not here yay. continued to read bk while our new bio tchr come in n talk to us.
recess. was broke cos bio tchr made us pay 2 bucks immediately today and i brought like.. haiyo. i broke la. poorrr me.
eng. got back paper 1. heng i passed. overall passed too. wanted more marks so gave it to tchr heh.
assembly. was slping den b lim came waking us up. so tired lo. dunno wad career thingy the person talking abt -.-" ranie bully me x(( dacia u watch outttttt.
lunch, den was chi. got back all paper. failed paper 2 but my compo got really high marks so it even out n got c5 =/ den was maths. dunno wad sai she talking. i rather read my bk. weizhong new chairman lol.
aft sch den i realised... I NVR BRING PE SHIRT. and all the while i tot i did. wah like shit. den was so desperate that ranie made me join the netball competition so that she lend me -.- wth. and i agreed =/ haiyo. i dun want leh. i dunno how to throw. die. stupid ranie. den i had to wear 3/5 class tee. =X so strange lo. haiyo. lol.
did like shit. was inclined pull up at first. dunno y cannot do leh. last yr can de. so did onli 4. den went off do sit up i think. did ard 30. den go sit n reach. wah lau. i was like... helping everyone wif it since 3+ till 4+?!?!?! we the 3/6 girls ke lian lo. we were there for more than half n hour n everyone cut our queue. so i complained to tchr n she told everyone to let 3/6 first =X heh. den finally did. go do sbj. sit down wait for turn for damn long. den finally my turn. i stood up n my legs go numb =/ den could hardly jump at that time. lucky i still passed man. haiyo. den went to shuttle run. i think i mixed up go where =X den at shuttle run there weiting they all helped us cut queue omg O.O finished everything den went ard looking for weizhong. im so dead lo. cos band nids the cd den couldnt find him to open =X so sry everyone!!! >.< saw mr tan coaching trumpet sec 1 at lift lobby den talk to him a while den go find weizhong again. haiyo. finally the classrm open den i rushed to band rm. die die =X gave the balloon hat movement thing to mr tan. did nth in band rm. edward saboed his own section to do duty. pls go die. section ppl shud help its own section de lo -.-
walked to central. nice sharine owe me 3 ice cream less. minus two for dunno wad i forgot =X den she treated me to ice lolly! :D nicee. heh. we r nice ppl u noe.
ZUHUI WANTS TO GO CHINATOWN!!
ZUHUI=PORN
PORN=ZUHUI
if i cant even trust my own brother, how the hell can i trust others? =/
10:21 PM
today damn cham.. all papers.. T_T
had physics. WHOA MY CLASS O.O everyone A1 so many ard 80+. omg. i feel so zibei getting a2. den a maths. oh man. CARELESS MISTAKESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. i wonder wads wrong wif me. always copy wrong qns. there goes my marks =/ was really bad. dint get a. the few times i dint get a for maths =/ haiz. really bad this time =X
recess. den chem. ms lim went thru the briefing for the chem spa. i nvr listen =X busy doing my own stuff. heh. den it was geo. got back paper omg =/ i shud have paid more attention to geo man.. i give points no marks. still nid to elaborate more. if not could have gotten a nicer mark. n i got c for geo lo =/ ss sure die. haiz. den it was bio. another chuang shang. i got c when i see all others getting b n a. bio juz isnt my stuff. wished i dint take it man.. den that hong yang (@#%$)@&#?^%&$#) says that i nvr hand in money for bio tys WHEN I DID LOOOO. say hwee n huimin are my witnesses! i handed in wif them x(( i rmb lo. hmmph.
aft sch, WE WENT BINAS HOUSE INSTEAD. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. shuangness xD took a real long time to go there heh. bought food. spent too much =X rest of the wk cant spend so much le..
me, daph, dacia, zuhui, viv, shihui, sheryl and bina!! hehe. finally finished everything, but then not very gd la =X oh man. entrust me wif this kind of things is a wrong one XPPPPPP jk. but its really..... like a comedy to see us do our actions. bet other sch aso wont liddat de =X
went home at ard 6+. damn late. cos we kept sidetracking. heh. but its fun. zuhui take bina's laptop n surf porn. search nc16 movies in front of unmatured ppl like us x) poooor bina. heh.
walked to mrt wif sheryl zuhui n daph. me n sheryl got long legs n tend to walk faster! XD
yay im going to be dead. tml. get back eng n chi. DIEEE. my average now is like.. haiz. hopeless. b4. and i tot mayb i could have gotten b3 or a2 for my average =X
8:54 PM
one of the reasons i wanna leave blogskins.
immature ppl who doesnt noe how to rate skins. great skins are all gone. i wish they can be gone, to make blogskins a better place to go to. i rather not waste anymore breath on her. waste of my precious time.
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today aft assembly had to stay back n got scolded by b lim. she very displeased wif sec 3s lol. who caressss. not me >.<
wah lau juz realised i got the same specs as nick -.- NOW I WISHED I DINT GET THAT X((((((((((
went back class, laura khoo not here! :D yest went pizza hut saw her n was like... waving like dunno wad to her lol. she so fun! hehe. den had chem. got back paper. b3!! hehe. third highest in class lol. its a low b3 tho. my class msg 4.8, TWELVE PPL GOT F9(so nice! :D) onli one A1, one A2, but three b3s. me n weiting got same marks. heh. hope i can add marks tho =X den had pe. was forced to go run n do push up n sit up. wah lau T_T
recess den maths. got back e maths paper. haiyo =/ minus 7 marks for careless mistakes. damn.. >.< IMAGINE COPYING THE QNS WRONGLY LA!!!!! 9 become a -.- OH MANNNNNNNN. i wanna cry liao. but then lucky juz nice a1. heh.
den bio. went lab do cells. sian lo. z.
lunch, den eng. got back paper 2. OMG I FAILED BY ONE PATHETIC MARKKKKKKKKKKK. y cant mrs chia b so nice to give me ONE MORE MARK?!?!?!?!?! my dad gonna kill me if he noes i failed eng. haiz. but most of the class failed two out of three subs =X quite a few even failed three out of three. =/ very few passed all. i passed two out of three. haiz.
aft sch went to dacia's classrm to meet up den me, amel, viv, dacia, daph, charmaine and shi hui went to dacia house to think. keep side tracking. heh. but at least got ideas lo. haha. still think of wad to wear/put =X turned out tml cannot go dacia house so in the end go mine? but my house very far leh =XXX
went home. was damn tired n took 961 and slp on bus. alighted at ten mile junction n took lrt home. superrr tired.
nice mum juz bought some more tidbits for those who coming tml. they not coming den TOO BAD. I GET TO KEEP THE TIDBITS!!!! hehehe. we nid at least one from each section, and they r supposed to bring the scores if possible. so that we will noe where we can do actions altogether blah. we tot of the actions but not where to put them in. heh. my house gonna b in total chaos tml wif ten plus ppl coming O.O
nice shihui helped me buy swing girls. hope its correct tho =X cos is her bro get for us de. heh. tml use as reference den those who wanna boro den take turns boro the cd to watch lo.. i love the show! heh.
10:48 PM
went to jec wif amel n viv. SWING GIRLS DVD! i want. i think i wanna go buy =X ate ljs den took neos den rush to sch. stupid viv. hmmph. the machine got igallop! hehe.
see no evil(me) speak no evil(viv) hear no evil(amel). hehe. cute eh. last min pose. lol.
my trumpet! viv's piccolo! amel's flute! we love our intrus. heh.
my mum called when i was taking this neo =X ans the call n take neo at the same time lol. stupid viv go put meng nv there x(
da bian! hehe.
i hate sch -.- but viv likes the quote?!?!?!
omg i was really playing my trumpet while taking this >.<
rushed to band. we 3 went into staff toilet den me n amel tied ponytail den went band rm heh. den did balloons. im the proest xD first time jiu ok le. heh. somemore perfect fit xD den still helped amel viv daph n dacia wif their balloon hat. lol. make until theirs perfect. heh. pro me (: den added in the thingys. mine nice ok. pro me. first time everything nice le XD but mr tan.... -.- z wadever. den aft that they went bursting the balloons -.- den had to go downstairs for the formation. wah lau. i got saboed to do the movement thingy -.- den dragged amel n daph n dacia wif me! heh. im evill. den did drills a little. now everyone have to pia balloon hat n memorise le =/
went back band rm n got dismissed. went to pizza hut wif mr tan, amel, vivian, bina, xuewei, daph, dacia, edward, liqiang, charmaine, shi hui n sheryl. whoa edward n liqiang treat O.O but nice us dint accept the treat la. >.< mr tan treated drumlets tho =/ wah everyone bully me leh. boo. den ate halfway, my mum called =/ ans the phone and they were like.. trying to get me in hot soup -.- den my dad got the phone i supposed. n order me to go home immediately and say wad before 6 nid to go home thingy. dieeeee.
rushed home wif amel. lucky dad not home. if not sure die. at least i can talk to my mum. unlike my dad =XXX but then, i think im dead tml. haiz.
yay my mum gave me money to buy swing girls dvd! can use it for reference for the balloon hat thingy le. yayness xD
tml n the day aft tml is going to b a busy day.
8:58 PM
bought memoirs of a geisha yest at bpp. love the bk! heh.
going out wif amel n viv laterrrrrr. muahahahhahahaha.
ok im juz bored.
11:13 AM
do this one name my section jiu easy le. heh.
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Dont read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.
1]daphne
2]dacia
3]edward
4]caiqin
5]taoran
6]vivien
7]zuhui
8]xueqi
9]jennifer
10]guekleng
11]sally
12]xinting
13]kah ghim
14]jiaqian
15]kathryn
16]amelia
17]bina
18]vivian
19]say hwee
20]doreen
How do you meet 14?
thru band. lol.
What would you do if u nvr meet 1?
i would have saved a lot of money >.<
What would u do if 9 and 20 dated?
heh. congrats for being les.
Did u ever like 19?
of cos. since sec 1. my husband leh lolololol.
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
LOL. mother n son how to make gd couple.
Describe 3.
he's a sissy who deserves to b killed for making me bring my trumpet on last thurs and turn out no band.
Do you think 8 is attractive?
LOL U SAY LEH. so cute. but too bad so short =X
Tell me something abt 7.
ZUHUI LOVES PORN LIKE HELL. and even bras n panties.
Do you know any of 12's family?
er.. nope?
What's 8's favourite?
SHE LOVES TO SAY THAT SHE IS CUTE.
What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes u?
er. thats impossible. i would do nth? =/
What language does 15 speak?
chinese.
Who is 9 going out with?
GUEK LENG. hehe.
How old is 16 now?
sweet 15! heh.
When was the last time u talked to 13?
TODAY!
Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
oh my gd i dunno >.<
Would u date 4?
GLADLY LOVE TO. she's so cute. (jk la)
Would u date 7?
OMG NO WAY MAN. date a pornatic?
Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
-.- yeah yeah right. as if.
What school does 3 goes to?
some sissy sch that suits him.
What's your favourite thing about 5?
SO NICE!!! <3
Have you seen no.1 naked?
nope. but i would love to. heh.
People that I will tag:
amelia
zuhui
sheryl
michelle
xinting
10:49 PM
im thinking of leaving blogskins. suddenly i dun like it anymore =/ i see ppl competing to b skin of the day. i thought we, the blogskinners, do skins for pleasure n for others to use, to enjoy, and not do skins juz to get sotd n get famous? =/ well. mayb its juz my point of view. i shall.... leave blogskins i suppose. mayb i shall do skins when im free, n submit when i feel like. oh well. i shall come n go unnoticed. nobody will surely notice im gone. heh. goodbye blogskins.
mayb, i shall continue to do customs. ha. i dont know.
9:51 PM
went out wif zuhui. lol. went causeway point. was real early and waited very long for her. haha. trumpet section everyone always late except me O.o
we went to take neos first. heh. was wearing my new specs. no time to decor =/ time go so fast for that machine. while taking neos, there was this ppl looking at us taking neos. we look at them they look at us. den the machine took a pic of it. lol. the ppl damn -.-" keep opening the door n look at us. hmmph. den we go out they chiong in sia. -.-
oh my god no time to finish this. at first wanna write zuhui is pornatic. (which is 100% true). but no time =/
we rawk xD
yeahhhhh
muackx. i love zuhui(im lying). we r lesssss. heh.
BIG HUGGGG
two monsters. lol.
we went to walk ard to buy mother's day present. heh. nice us x) walk here n there. almost bought a necklace which was ex. lucky dint =X den walk walk walk. finally i bought earrings for her. den walk walk look at handbags. went esprit. omgggg. theres this handbag which is white n pink n its freaking nice luh. and zuhui bought it for her mum -.- SHE TEMPTED MEEE. and its so nice somemore. hmmph.
went to woodlands civic centre, den went to the pasa malam nearby. omg i saw a damn nice mickey mouse shirt. too bad i dun have much money. its freaking nice T_T den had stomachache so went back causeway point. couldnt find toilet =/ i think its cos of the chicken rice i ate in the morn. cos morn aso liddat =/ heh. we saw TWO TRUMPET CD AT THE PASA MALAM. too bad dint buy. lol. rarely get to see leh.
we decided to go lot 1 de. lol. on the way... WE PRANKED DAPH! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA. at first i talk to her in a low voice saying i love her. heh. say im my bf fren den saw her pic n like her. hahahhahahahhahaha. den zuhui imitate me in a high pitch voice. laugh like siao. den give me back. become bf blah. damn funny leh. heh. we laughed like siao. i pinched my nose n talk to her in the same high pitched voice as zuhui. lol she still dun believe is me. i say in low voice she dun believe is me blah. haha. funnyyy. bought a necklace for mum. im broke.
went home at ard 6. broke =/
go watch zhong ji yi ban now ba..
8:21 PM
i love my new specs. heh. bought on last sun n got it on last tues. so nice of my mum <3333 yeah but, its hot pink. i suppose sch wont allow. n if i break the news to my mum that sch wont allow, she'll kill me.
called my mum <33 she's going shopping n she said that if possible she'll buy a pink billabong bag for me. heh. so nice.
im stuck at home for the next few days x(((( someone save me.
7:51 PM
band is cancelled. thanks to SOMEONE who dint inform tchrs -.- if not i could have spent the day at home playing like dunno wad liao. haiyo. lolol.
woke up at 10. tot was sat and called my couz to watch his fav doraemon -.- heh. met amel at bangkit lrt. SHE IS LATE AGAINNNN. hahahaha. everytime aso i wait for her lolol. we went je int to wait for viv. wow we were the earliest O.O viv called n i lied that we not waiting. hehehe. den while waiting edward came. den dacia called saying she n daph both reach le at the centre liao. they went to watch movie n woke up very early. HAHAHAHAHA. HUO GAI XP then today they both damn tired. hahahahahhahahaha. heh im evil. but not as evil as my dear mum. den viv reached wif charmaine n shi hui i think. den waited for liqiang. lol. he big lo. everyone wait for him till 1.15 even tho meet at one. ha. den we went to meet dacia n daph.
went pizza hut first. served soup to everyone except the guys. XP heh. had hawaiian pizza <3 den sheryl came. whoa the moment she called me everyone look at me -.- den say is bf -.-"" sheryl came. when daph call nobody look at her. when i got call everyone look at me O.O so strange =/ den went to take neos lol. but then.. bad news. turn out band cancelled -.- wah lau. poor me. lol. and u noe, THE NEOPRINT WROTE THAT ANGELLA RAWKS. hahahahhahahahha. see. XP
nice right x)
we went ntuc den to je library. den aft a while mich zuhui anita xuewei n xinting joined us. lol. sit down talk play n aft a while edward n liqiang go arcade. den soon we all left liao.
im bored now =/
8:25 PM
today is a maths. wah shit. ms teo set one -.- AND YOU NOE WAD??? TODAY DURING ASSEMBLY I SAW THAT HER HEAD FULL OF FLIES FLYING ARD HER!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. adeline n jen boon dint see but joanne did. hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhaha. FLIES FLYING ARD HER HEAD! does she wash her hair one? lololololololololol.
the paper was a killer =/ i dun really noe how to do. esp one qns. wah can die. ms teo u ^@)*!$)!*$!#&%)
bitch
called my mum aft sch. my phone bills gonna explodeeee.
went bpp wif dor say hwee fel n daniel. took 963. on the bus fel call me i walk towards her n the bus swerved -.-
and i fell.
on a guy beside me.
eh like shit. we all burst out laughing like shit while the guy look amused n went back to slp. ha.we had swensens. nice dor treated us but we even nicer paid half of it. heh. cos she owe us swensens xP walked ard n went to ice lemon tee. ha. bought a necklace =X was bored den we went lot 1. but we all very tired i guess. i damn tired. my shoulders aching lo. went there. we wanted to take neo but sayhwee n daniel dun want -.- so in the end dint. walked ard n bought things. broke liao =/ very tired den aft me n dor bought earrings n necklace we went home. ard 2 plus. ha.
wads happening today. the moment i came online, ard 5 ppl ask me to do blogskins -.-
i want 新娘十八岁 soundtrack!!!!
7:21 PM
TMLS THE LAST PAPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! OH YEAH! shuangness xD but....
monday, chi n physics. chi is.. killer? i dunno how to do anyhow do -.- last min still chionging lor!!! physics even tho not very easy, but its the easiest paper among all the subjects so far and the paper i have most confidence in. i even had more than half an hour to slp. while the rest of the subs i was chionging. can i fall in love wif physics too? =/
today, chem n ss. both killers la. chem the mcq i tikam tikam de. section b ok ok, but still dead cos a lot dunno. section c kinda easy, luckily. if not.. im dead. well but, the cation n anion both wrong liao =/ haiz. dead. ss? forget abt it. IM OH-SO-DEAD. I DID NOT FINISH THAT FRIGGING PAPER T_T for source base, i wrote so much crap man. got ard 4 qns i think. and i wrote one qns at least 3/4page. and if i dun get well for source base, i can go kill myself alrd. and.. THAT STUPID LAST QNS THAT IS WORTH 13MARKS!! i wrote halfway time up tchr take paper away T_T wrote the conclusion halfway. straight jump there cos no time to write abt communal probs. did the first qns. wrote abt economical clashes n singaore general election n times up. so? 13 MARKS GONE. i can go die. serious. i almost cried =/ i wonder how my parents will react. i think they'll kill me. im so so dead. haiz...
last paper tml. like finally. a maths. i haven study yet =X was watching little bride the whole day. finally finish everything, but i fell aslp halfway cos too tired. woke up like few mins later -.-"
ANYWAY. THERE IS BAND THIS THURS WHICH IS COMPULSARY FOR LOWER SEC N SEC 3S ARE WELCOMED TO GO XD which some of us are alrd going. heh.
im juz dead meat.
yay swensens treat tml xD
8:11 PM
today wake up damn early. aunt say going to bukit timah hill. turn out raining when we reach den we go clementi sports stadium de gym but haven open yet. den we go clementi central mac eat O.O n den went home? ha.
spent the whole aft watching little bride. heh.
juz came back from dinner. celebrating mothers day today x) but then, whoa. the place we go to have poor service man. the food are like.. half an hour serve one dish. wth? me n my couz were juz talking n talking. had fried ice cream <3 den went my couz house. walked there lol. took less than 5 mins. on the way.. die. saw my pic. i think ard pri 5 de. whoa freaking fat. i see liao shocked and the whole big family of sims laugh. aso got my couz. cos we last time kinda "famous" in our tuition centre. den have to take photo for advertisement =X and its there for yrs? omg. i cant believe thats me lo. everyone laughing at my pri 5 look =X stepping stone study centre. oh man.
went to couz house for a while den went home first. wif my bro n maid. my dad drove us. den turn out reach home dad go le den the door is locked. my bro onli got key for the gate n not the door. so we stuck outside. waited for freaking long before my dad drove everyone home. cos they dint want to leave first O.o lucky got my hp to accompany me. sms so many ppl at that time =X heh.
i havent pia. im dead. going to pia tml. hiatus till WEDNESDAY!!!! 4 more day. 5 more paper. and im dead.
ANW SEC 3 BAND PPL. IF BAND RM IS OPEN ON THURS, LETS MASS GO BACK XD
11:16 PM
11:23 PM
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_YeDA5Wul0
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q0cQsiCqA3c
not very interesting tho.
juz watched dunno wad korean show on vcd. something like little bride or something. 18 yr old girl marry uncle lol. i juz need to relax.
supposingly having maths remedial on wed. den bio tchr released us five mins early den lots of ppl shouted "people! left five mins for all of you to evacuate!" haha. den everyone was really gone soon. when she came, the whole classrm was empty! so nice. hahahhaa.
english paper, dead. bio paper, dead. e maths paper, dead. geo paper, dead. im dead meat.
i dunno how to do the vocab. anyhow did. summary dun even understand. passage ok tho. qns hard to comprehend.
bio paper, too diff. i dunno how to do at least half the paper. section b is upon 44, and i counted the marks for the qns i dunno. 28. mcq? the first qns alrd i dunno. "nerve cells in the giraffe neck" wad shit. everyone's nerve cells shud b same length wad. but i still put that =X i rmb got one qns: wad do u do to prevent the potato from turning brown when u cut it? i almost put "dont cut". wad stupid ans. but i put boil it. ha. most of the mcqs anyhow do. see the qns den got shocked. dunno how. essay qns, whoa like shit. i dun even noe how to ans most of them. and for the either or qns, two out of three wrong. i tried to calculate a little, and the results that came out is juz nice pass. so? bye. im going to fail.
e maths. i dint noe how to do equation for the tank one. i think i calculated the vol wrong. number pattern? forget abt it. i spent ages trying to think how to do. either or qns? not very sure tho. rushed thru. equation of straight lines, i forgot. ha. im so dead.
geo paper. at first okok. went to wet rice n oil palm cultivation, blanked out. totally gone. marks too. for the wet rice, there's this 6 marks qns. i dunno how to do. i anyhow filled in wif my memory. next qns, i forgot some. 3 points of 5. oil palm? first qns SIX marks. and i DUNNO HOW TO DO. skipped and continued. blank out again. for two qns, i missed out two points each. six marks gone. plus another six. juz started the qns i skipped. no idea how to do. times up. spent a lot of time on map n thinking. oh man =/ at least i think i secure the map one. I DINT FINISH THE PAPER. omg like shit. when i realised i have 15 mins left and i havent even did the oil palm de, i rush like shit n forget. wah lau. if there is half an hour more, i bet i can get an A1 for sure. yes for sure. but now? forget abt it. not enuf time caused me to panic n forget n say bye to my marks. oh man.. make me so sad.
im so demoralised now. anyone to cheer me up? haiz. y muz everything bad happen at the same time. i dunno how to continue to do the rest. 5 more papers. 3 more days. if they are difficult too, i think i can totally give up. the next two, let it be easier, pls. dun make me give up on everything.
why muz all this happen to me. i dun give sweets to my brother but i bought for him later on, he rejected n attitude me. he started to do things to spite me. he overheard me telling mum abt how hard the papers is, and i have no enuf time to finish. he told my dad. my dad came scolding me. he actually told my dad i failed everything. how can he do this. this is such a lie. my dad wants to take my com back. he thinks all i do is play and go out n i nvr study. he dint see me piaing like shit this wk. cos he's always out, nvr see, so assume i nvr study. he is giving my com to my bros. how unfair can these get. school, exams, family. wad's next?
stressed. too stressed.
i want to give up, but i cant. i have to continue no matter wad. wish me luck.
6:13 PM
basically nth much happened today. ss! <3 den chem, den one period was sacrificed for physics test. wow so hard. gonna fail i bet. den was pe. ms wong last lesson. she called me to rerun -.- cos i got d. wah lau. i dun want den dint =X cos its optional. den had to do sit n reach. times up juz go recess liao. z. aft recess was maths -.- MS TEO I FUCKING HATE YOU LIAO STOP MAKING MY HATRED GROW. thats all i can say. i dun wish to elaborate further. den was bio. i forgot that got hmwk den nvr do =X oh man.. den did during class den mrs lip went thru ans. she made me fell in love wif bio <3 a little onli tho. lunch. got say hwee to walk ard 5th floor since i see her do hmwk like want to slp n i wanted to fall aslp alrd. hehe. den was triple eng. ha grp work. me dor huimin say hwee. whoa electric shock leh. my grp someone someone and the grp behind us. make me get lots of electric shock. lol. den si yaozhong threw something at us and hit my ear. pain lo. den want whole class quiet den say my name for wad. not like its me who is talking. im like sitting there onli doing some action and not talking. alrd pissed and got even more pissed.
aft sch had ss remedial. everyone stayed behind. nice laura khoo <3 aft ss lots of ppl zao liao. all run away lol. i wanted to, too. cos MS TEO, YOUR CLASS IS FREAKING BORING N I DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND WAD U TALKING ABT. so wad for i stay? waste my time? most of the class left anw. we all dun want. ha. on the way out bump into dor's head. pain lo. x(
MS TEO SAID THAT THOSE WHO THINK THAT THEY DONT NEED REMEDIAL CAN LEAVE. if i were there, i would have left too. AND U RELEASED THE CLASS DAMN FAST CAN. if i stayed back, i'll be practically wasting my time. AND DUN COME SHOOTING ME ON MY BLOG WHOEVER U ARE. GET OTHERS WHO DID IT TOO. im freaking pissed. catch me in a gd mood den come tag on my blog ba -.- and, i cant imagine u having a blind date. i bet the person run liao. glad u noe u have poked face. learn to take care den. my pimples all those? cant help it. i did wash my face everyday and its still there. if still cannot help it, u might as well go do plastic surgery. and wow. a tchr curses her own student. how nice. i hope the curses rebounds on you.
ive changed. i would nvr pon a lesson in the past. but now? i actually pon maths. but then, i cannot help it. this is aso the first time that i actually hate a tchr until i would pon her lesson gladly. and i did. on the way home, i was thinking abt it. i felt guilty. wad if i was her? looking at all the students running from my lesson, with less than half the class staying; everyone hating you; wouldnt u feel heartbroken? but, serious. i dun regret ponning her lesson even tho i felt guilty. i felt sorry for her at that time..
wadever. my dad was at ard clementi n he called during ss lol. i ans the phone even tho laura khoo in front of me. yay nice dad drove me home. but its rarely. yup den dor n jenboon lompang go central. den he drove me home. yay so nice.
im so bored at home. i dun wanna study. im such a big failure. i might as well go die.
gd luck to those having midyr. going on hiatus from now till exams end.. i hope. but i think i'll come online during wkend.
i hate ppl pointing fingers at me. esp when i did nth wrong.
8:03 PM
wtf cant you get lost. y muz you enter my life. life is much more happy without you.
im hopeless. finally got to study bio yest.. for less than 5 min. oh wad shit. i might as well go die.
wad's the meaning of living to face all these stress and shit. i wanna give up.
4:34 PM