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Angella Sim
18/12/1991

Greenridge Primary School
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Nan Hua High
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Friday, June 30, 2006

tgif. im dropping dead soon.

had triple eng the first period. and we went com lab! yay! xD slacked ard a lot. found info den send to my own email. rather do it at home. lol.

aft that was pe. took weight. i gained two kg T_T rah. diee. den brought bags to canteen den eat den go up class. z. den it was chem i think. she give qns to do. i do until fall aslp and dint wake up till class ended xD i cant help but slp everyday -.-" den it was maths. sian lah do maths. wadever nid to do in notebk i duno den juz copy say hwee de lo =X den she gave hmwk again. wad the f hell is wrong wif her? every single lesson give hmwk. how i wish she can get bird flu or sars and dun come back.

lunch. spent it on doing maths hmwk. cos i dun want bring home. den physics. fell aslp again. z. but tchr nvr catch. she gave hmwk, but i dint do cos russell borrowed my bk. den sch ended and i juz stashed everything into my locker. dint bring home any hmwk other than ss. and my locker is damn full. can hardly close and the moment i open bks drop out. rah.

went to ginza wif say hwee aft sch. changed my bag to olive green xD den went to kfc to eat. lol. den aft that we went to west mall! rah. went op, and i wanted this shorts T_T 36. den we went to zinc. i want this handbag. T_T 8.90. and the country bags thing. 25. and went to music concerto and i saw this small cute figurines of instruments!! so damn cute. quite cheap too. AND GOT ONE GLASS FIGURINE OF TPET!!! but its not very nice lah =X still ok. rah. den went to precious thoughts, and i want this music earrings that cost 12.90. its damn nice ok. T_T den went to watts in, and more things to buy. all these alrd cost 82.80. plus, i nid to save money for weiting, liqiang and dacia's present too! all at a go somemore T_T dieeee.

went home aft that. almost fell aslp in lrt =X come home watch holland v and i fell aslp again o.o slp all the way till ard 8. rah. so tired. tml going out aso T_T and i alrd had a premonition will go out. and sure did. die die. i brokeeeee.

die die die x( DESPERATELY NID MONEY!! ANY CHARITY ORGANIZATION?

8:58 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006

ive got this perfect image of my new skin in mind, but i never had the time to do. even if the wkends come, i dont think i have the time. which is such a waste. i want to do and change my skin before the image disappears from my memory. and yet, i want this skin too T_T how how? =/

ive finally finished my eng hols hmwk due tml. if i dun finish, mrs chia will call my parents and i'll be dead. no time to do lo x( BUT, hehe. how i do? the speech i finish in 10 mins time. wrote crap. den the bk review? i dint read the bk. i read wad the author said. its historical narrative, so when they asked abt the fictional part, i no nid to write (: save me damn lots of time man. LOL.

four tests coming up, but i have no idea when. 3 science + maths. i hate science! rah. i regret taking triple science. i have absolutely no interest in it, and i'll prefer art. y did i get so much influenced by everyone not to take art? rah. i want art >:(

yest slp damn late cos i doing hmwk, ALL BY MYSELF. *gleams* ard 12 bah. den i woke up energetic (: strange eh. den i couldnt fall aslp in bus too! =/

had bio early in the morn. i was actually perked up and listening to tchr talk, but oh my. i tell you. i can never ever listen in class. if not, i'll fall aslp =X and yes, i fell aslp. thats like.. urgh.

had maths aft that -.- i dont rmb wad the hell we did. but i rmb i was wide awake -.- aiya.. i nvr listen in class. my results gonna suffer. halfway thru maths at the end we had photo-taking. the poor tall me had to stand wif the guys cos i tall. >:( ate into our recess. boo. lol. one of the pics ms teo went away! so if the 4 photos have that, u can bet im going to buy it. xD 3o6 without ms teo. perfect.

recess den chem. she gave us a piece of paper which she put on the ohp den we copy the qns and do. i dint do. i copy her ans. cos she go thru aft that xD and, i listen to her and copy till.. i fall aslp. expected. time's up and i woke up. and, there's this announcement saying no more assembly, but i dint hear cos i slping. heh. so.. mr liew came in first, talking abt the usual things. his rules, and we ask qns. but halfway ms teo came in and we boo-ed. lol. nobody likes our poor old form tchr. how i wish mr liew could replace her as our form tchr and maths tchr. some ppl changed their names. at first me and say hwee wanted to. but aft we heard others changing their names, we dint change liao. z. and ms teo came in to give maths hmwk wth. mr liew left T_T and we had to do maths. rah. ms teo u suck u asshole i hate you >:(

lunch, den eng. she busy collecting all the hmwk so time was up quickly. hooray. but onli one period tho T_T dint hand in the tys paper and all the reviews cos havent finish. heh.

den it was physics. sure boring. physics is boring. and i fell aslp. tchr dint catch muaha. my slping style damn cool man. tchr in front dont realise ppl behind dunno. shuangness. she catch the person slping in front of me but dint catch me. whee. who wants to learn the art of slping in class? i'll teach u. if u master it, u can slp ALL YOU LIKE during class (:

aft sch is band. had sectionals till 5.15. dacia and daph both was late cos they went ginza to buy a zinc bag for me as my youth day present! omg. i love them man! <3333333333333333 i havent got dacia her father's day present. im broke. dacia + liqiang + weiting + felicia's present. one person at least 10 i bet. which means 40 bucks. which costs me my one wk allowance. T_T poor old me. i have to save at least 30 next wk. T_T

during sectionals mr tan came and coached us. he praised me! xD but how the hell he listen to me play when we play together? o.o he praised tpet section too (: shuangness. muaha. we played together all the time, den at the end, he said i play well today. but who the helllllllllllllll he hear? T_T i want to learn! xD

went back band rm, den kept instru. tpets sat down and had a talk in which i was always sabo-ed.

i forgot that there's a brass band in sch yest! omg man. i want to see them perform!!! T_T too bad there's sch. according to bina, there's bowen tanjong katong and deyi and malaysian and thai band. dunno is which sch i saw tho. oh man. i get excited everytime i see a band =X natural reaction xD

and, i wore PINK ankle socks to sch. wasnt caught at all. im pro aint i. xD

and, taking my weight tml in sch. im freaking scared of my weight. bet i put on some kilos during these few days too. eat and eat and eat. haiz. im hopeless. i dont want to take my weight!! T_T

wad did i do in my previous life to have to do those for bina? lol jkjk. is i willing de xD

so many things up in the wkend. the bk reviews for the special nice person -.- , helping xinting wif her blog, and the list continues. im too tired to type them out alrd. off to slp!

9:12 PM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

today, is the earliest day ive ever reached home. 4+, almost 5 -.-

yest do hmwk until 11+ =.= and i couldnt wake up this morn.

was real tired. i slp thru the first two hours of sch! xD

had chi first. i think tchr realised i was slping so she called me to ans qns >:( but, i fell aslp soon aft. tried very very hard to keep myself awake ok. but i juz couldnt. den finally she left and i fell aslp! lol. but geo tchr came soon aft -.- was still very tired so i slp thru again. at the end den completely woke up. haha. liqiang was behind and he dint even notice me slping. whee.

recess den maths x((((((((((((((((( she was totally crap. wasting our time show us rainbow -.- well. gd thing anw. if not i'll have to listen to her talk and talk and talk. and for the first ever time, IM ACTUALLY LISTENING TO MS TEO TALK MATHS! like omg. i couldnt believe it man. but soon drifted off doing my own stuffs lah xD

den it was bio. went to toilet, and that stupid mdm yong is like damn bu shuang. when i told her i going toilet, SHE ROLLED HER EYES AT ME. shit her. i dont care if any tchrs look at my blog. i scold wad i want to. freedom of speech man. mind you.

i almost helped liqiang copy down the notes. but in the end he didnt want to. why? look at my handwriting. its super small. i measured before. ard 2mm xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD den i copy notes until wanna slp le. and den... BIO OVERR! whee. den had chi enrichment -.- nid to do compo. 600 words. and. i started at 1, finishing at 1.40. LOL. ranie koped my mp3 x( everyone else was still doing when i left lol. shuangness xD everyone wanted to go home and finish but zhong lao shi came and said that we have to give it to her by today or if not 1200 words if hand it tml. like wth. those who wanted to leave came back immediately to finish. haha.

was late in meeting dacia and daph. went to back of canteen. but we kept eating and eating instead of doing. den finally got down to work. oh wells. stupid ranie took off my rubber band so i tied one le. ha. stupid sch make us tie plaits everyday.

finished den we went to central and accompanied them buy bubble tea. i too broke. got money den spend spend spend until no more x( kept eating fries in sch =X

ive got to complete my bio, eng and maths hmwk by tml. like shit. can i dont?

too much things to complete by tml. and there's band. rah.

6:04 PM


today, is the earliest day ive ever reached home. 4+, almost 5 -.-

yest do hmwk until 11+ =.= and i couldnt wake up this morn.

was real tired. i slp thru the first two hours of sch! xD

had chi first. i think tchr realised i was slping so she called me to ans qns >:( but, i fell aslp soon aft. tried very very hard to keep myself awake ok. but i juz couldnt. den finally she left and i fell aslp! lol. but geo tchr came soon aft -.- was still very tired so i slp thru again. at the end den completely woke up. haha. liqiang was behind and he dint even notice me slping. whee.

recess den maths x((((((((((((((((( she was totally crap. wasting our time show us rainbow -.- well. gd thing anw. if not i'll have to listen to her talk and talk and talk. and for the first ever time, IM ACTUALLY LISTENING TO MS TEO TALK MATHS! like omg. i couldnt believe it man. but soon drifted off doing my own stuffs lah xD

den it was bio. went to toilet, and that stupid mdm yong is like damn bu shuang. when i told her i going toilet, SHE ROLLED HER EYES AT ME. shit her. i dont care if any tchrs look at my blog. i scold wad i want to. freedom of speech man. mind you.

i almost helped liqiang copy down the notes. but in the end he didnt want to. why? look at my handwriting. its super small. i measured before. ard 2mm xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD den i copy notes until wanna slp le. and den... BIO OVERR! whee. den had chi enrichment -.- nid to do compo. 600 words. and. i started at 1, finishing at 1.40. LOL. ranie koped my mp3 x( everyone else was still doing when i left lol. shuangness xD everyone wanted to go home and finish but zhong lao shi came and said that we have to give it to her by today or if not 1200 words if hand it tml. like wth. those who wanted to leave came back immediately to finish. haha.

was late in meeting dacia and daph. went to back of canteen. but we kept eating and eating instead of doing. den finally got down to work. oh wells. stupid ranie took off my rubber band so i tied one le. ha. stupid sch make us tie plaits everyday.

finished den we went to central and accompanied them buy bubble tea. i too broke. got money den spend spend spend until no more x( kept eating fries in sch lol. now left wif 25 cents in my wallet. and omg, i realised i lost my house key. i gonna get killed if my parents find out. i gonna keep quiet for now =X

i'll have to do my bio, my eng, my maths by today. im dead meat. i sure cant finish. and i want to watch the police show at 8. last episode today x(

so many things undone. i need help.

5:31 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

OH YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! IVE GOT A NEW CO-FORM TCHR XD XD XD i hope he can replace ms teo, but too bad he's onli a trainee. i want him to be my form tchr!!! rah. he teaches chem, and also too bad he nvr take over ms lim lol.

liberty square. edward represented our class and he won the best speaker award o.o okay, its like he's the onli one who speaks up lah. so i think thats y bah =X

had cd the first period. like wth. go thru the cip thingy -.-"" ok we get to sit in pairs! i sit wif say hwee xD and they gave out some youth day thingy paper. and me and say hwee played tic tac toe on it. LOL. and bingo. heh. if not wad's the paper for?

aft cd was maths -.- i can tell u that seriously it sucks. i was in no mood to listen to her. so i juz did my own things lo. heh.

den was pe. new tchr. mr quek. quek quek! xP took height. WAD THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. i shrunk by one cm. u noe y? COS THE PE TCHR TIPTOED TO SEE MY HEIGHT. and? when he tiptoe, the board he use to press on my head of cos slanted lah. den slant liao i shrunk. IM 169CM OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. x( so sad. i. am. 169. cm!!!!! rah. 169 169 169!!!! T_T

recess, den english. went com lab! XD but then, we went there listen to her rattle on and on and we got to use the com onli at the last few mins -.- thats like.. urgh. den chi. i sat beside fel, and i almost fell aslp listening to zhong lao shi can. my head was like nodding on and off. and i think she noticed =X heh. but den i wanted to slp and i couldnt, kept trying to keep myself awake. result? i got a headache -.- and then here comes ranie hitting my head x( rah.

lunch was spent on curing my headache. and here comes the ever wonderful bio tchr in which i dont noe her name. i dont like her cos of hmwk lol. i dun like tchrs that give so much hmwk xD and her lesson? i nvr listen to her at all =X she was talking abt lessons somemore. dint felt like listening so juz did my own things lo. heh.

den was ss. i realised i forgot to bring my hmwk =X lucky she nvr check or i die. she onli went thru ans. whew. and i dont noe where my hmwk is! rah. how could this kind of things ever happen to me.

today was simply slp off. heh. tml too. every single day.

aft sch had mock oral. and had to stay back damn long, thanks to the ever generous guys. so damn kiasu. went to eat wif fel and stella first, den slacked ard and went back to class. and the guys all fight to be the next -.- like wth. and stella took my phone to take pics! she took pics of edward and weizhong. who wants tell me xD the pics are damn freaking funny xD

finally my turn. i screwed up pathetically. i forgot how to read two words. yan li and dunno wad. z. and, the conver she asked is abt cultural festival. and? my mind totally blanked out. i onli rmb cny. she was shocked when i say i forgot. =X and i went out of point somemore. haiz. got 25 onli =.= out of 40. and so many ppl got such high marks. im so so dead.

went to central wif fel and stella. the bubble tea close liao x( sweeties. i want the italian soda! rah. so had bubble tea at sweet talk instead. slp on bus. kept waking up cos i scared i slp and end up in interchange again. =X

reached home at 7. its freaking late ok. thanks to the nice old guys in my class. such nice gentlemen they are.

off... to use my fren's hmwk as reference. xD

9:08 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

i hate ms teo i hate ms teo i hate ms teo i hate ms teo i hate ms teo i hate ms teo i hate ms teo i hate ms teo i hate ms teo i hate ms teo ms teo u suck. u freaking bitch. make me hate u the moment i see you. z.

DID YOU SEE? LYE SIM PERMED HER HAIR. omfg. she looks like a clown to me now =X and ms yeo cut short her hair. some ppl thinks it makes her look younger but who cares. ha.

im like goddam tired. z.

had chinese first period. she expected us to bring our chinese tb 3b and nobody brought. pls lo she nvr even say and she dint even finish the 3a bk wad. so she gave us a compo and we had to do some xing li miao xie. zz. almost fell aslp.

den was physics. wah this one worse. she gave hmwk -.- first on the first day of sch. but she gave us time to do lah. but i spent the time slping. too tired =/

had recess, den had ss. she gave hmwk too -.- like wth. first day of sch and the tchrs give hmwk. the ever nice way of welcoming back to sch? no thanks. i rather not go back to sch. i hate it. fell aslp again. im real frigging tired.

den it was chem. rah. she went thru qns that i dont noe. i dint fall aslp tho. z.

lunch saw zuhui den go find her talk. hehe.

had maths -.- and, SHE'S GIVING US A TEST. next wk. like wth. she can pls fcuking go die. i hate her like shit. bitch. den? the hmwk anyhow go thru. supposedly she go thru wif us, BUT SHE CALL PPL TO GO UP AND DO INSTEAD. she damn lazy lah. was freaking hoping that her period would faster end. rah. asshole. fell aslp at the last few min again. z.

geo. go thru hols hmwk. zzzz.

went for band. met dacia halfway so we went band together. today onli sec 3s and its like.. the band rm is damn empty. easier for mr tan to spot our mistakes =X and as expected, we played quite lousy. haiz. muz buck up a lot. esp tpets x( sectionals till 5. den we got a new piece to sight read. sunflower saga by james barne. it looks ok at first, but the tempo is damn fast. and tpets playing were.. =/ den mr tan stopped and call edward and dacia to try the solo. whoa he seems angry. got me damn scared T_T mr tan is scary when he's angry. band ended early. he said he had to come teach some of us personally liao. tpets really depend on sec 4s too much le. haiz. den aft band he came to teach the 4 of us personally. i got like freaking scared knowing i'll screw up den he put me last. like heng. lucky he understand =X first was edward, den dacia, den daph den me. i was lucky? he wanted me to play c. i hesitated and blew. =X but i still got it correct o.o he was like.. wanting to stop me when i hesitated, but when he heard me blow, he said "you hesitated but u blew it correctly" lol. O.o lucky he said my techniques are ok. i onli have to build up my support cos i have bad stamina. whew.

nice amel and vivian waited for me. hehe. den we walked to central together and i bought tako. travel sickness acted up again in the bus but it wasnt very serious.

came home, showered and its 8+ alrd -.- watched the police show till i fell aslp. thats how tired i am. watch a nice show till i fall aslp. zzz. and, im not going to do any hmwk =XXXX im like so dead can. dint get to finish at all. if have to hand in maths, i'll die. two whole chap and a lot of qns for other chap havent do. nvr do chem. and everything got count marks one. thats stupid. grr. and there's still the ever welcoming hmwk on the first day of sch.

time to slp in sch tml again.

9:06 PM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

how time flies. its alrd the end of june hols. and also, it marks the day when i leave blogskins. lets hope that not everyone will forget abt me alrd T_T

pls, continue to use my skins ppl :D i'll be glad if u do that. link

and. its alrd 10.30. i shud be slping by now. and yet, i have not finished my hmwk. i was damn confident i could finish tho T_T

im left with one whole chapter of maths undone, one book review, and one chem ws. how nice. i'll ignore the maths and chem for now, and faster go do the bk review and slp. wish me luck ppl.

band tml <33 its the onli thing i look forward to now. i have to bring so many bks back to sch, plus my tpet. its going to be damn heavy x( and im going to get lots of hmwk back home, again. chinese oral tml too x( die. i have to read one thick bk, which cost me ard one hour and a half i hope. and then i'll do the bk review, in half an hour time. and it be morning and i wont have time to slp at all. rah.

be warned ppl. im going to be in a very bad mood tml. dont provoke me, or die.

10:40 PM

Friday, June 23, 2006

z. im so bored. stole these from my couz blog =/

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1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 3 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged

Favourites
favourite colour: pink brown white black xD
favourite food: ice cream
favourite song: none
favourite movie: none
favourite sport: swimming xD
favourite day of the week: saturday
favourite season: winter
favourite ice-cream: infinite

Currents
current mood: a little pissed
current clothes: t shirt and shorts
current toenail: no colour
current time: 12.45AM
current surroundings: messy
current annoyances: none (:
current thoughts: none

First
first best friends: janice
first crush: a fren
first movie: dunno
first lie: dunno
first music: dunno

Lasts
last cigarette: I don't smoke.
last drink: plain water
last car ride: today
last crush: more than a few yrs ago.
last movie: over the hedge
last phone call: zuhui;daph;yel;tingwei
last CD played: forgot

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: No
have you ever broken the law: no
have you ever been arrested: No
have you ever skinny-dipped: No
have you ever been on tv: yes
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: No

5 things you are wearing: earrings. t shirt. pants. specs. rubber band.
4 things you done today: shopping. eating. taking neos. slping.
3 things you can hear right now: the com. the aircon and the sound of the keyboard being pressed.
1 thing you do when you are bored: laze ard.

*3 people to tag?
bina. sheryl. xinting.

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---BASIC---
1. What is your full name?
Angella Sim Ai Hui
2. Do you wish on stars?
no
3. What's your favorite color(s)?
pink brown black white
4. Do you like your handwriting?
no
5. Who are you jealous of?
nobody
6. What do you look for out of life?
i dont noe.
7. Who is your favorite family member?
my brother
8. Why are you filling out this survey?
cos im bored.
9. What is your favorite season?
winter
10. If you were another person would you be friends with you?
lol. of cos. xD
11. Pepsi/Coke?
i prefer others.
12. Do you find yourself attractive?
nah.
13. Have you ever told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?
Yeah
14. What is your guy type?
i dont noe.
15. Do looks matter?
not really.
16. What is the sexiest thing a guy can wear?
i heck.
17. Person u respect the most?
mr tan? =X
18. Have you ever met anyone famous?
yeah.
19. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
no.
20. Whats your favorite song?
i dunno.
21. What do you do to prevent anger?
nth. i juz let my anger burst out.
22. Are you passive or aggressive?
aggressive
23. Who is your idol?
nobody
24. Do you trust others?
too easily =/
25. What was your favorite toy as a child?
pokemon -.-
26. What class in school do you think is totally useless?
everything is useless pls.
27. What class is the BEST?
music and art xD
28. Do you like sappy love songs?
i dunno.
29. Have you ever been on radio or television?
television when i was p5.
30. Have you ever intentionally hurt another person?
no
31. Do you like sarcasm?
i hate it
32. Do you believe in God?
sometimes
33. Do you feel understood most of the time?
no
34. Are you afraid of anything?
dont want to mention.
35. What is your favorite movie?
none
36. Have you thought seriously about committing suicide?
no
37. What is your nickname?
loanshark -.-
38. How much money would it take before you kissed a member of the SAME sex on the lips?
at least a billion zillion
39. What are you worried about right now?
if i can finish my hmwk on time.
40. Do you ever wear overalls?
no
41. Do you think you are strong (emotionally)?
not very.
42. Been so drunk you blacked out?
no
43. Gone out in public in your pajamas?
LOL. yes =X
44. Missed school b/c it was raining?
no
45. Set any body part on fire for amusement?
no
46. Had an imaginary friend?
No
47. Almost got raped by someone?
No
48. Cried during a Flick?
yeah
49. Had a crush on a teacher?
No
50. Found a cartoon character attractive?
-.-" of cos not.
51. Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the Block tape?
What is that?
52. Planned your week based on the TV Guide?
no
53. Been on stage?
yup
54. Gotten in a car accident?
No
55. Who's the loudest friend?
huh?
56. Who knows all your secrets?
i share diff secrets wif diff ppl (:
57. Who was the last person you cried with?
when i was alone. but i was on the phone wif daph.

---IN THE LAST TWENTY FOUR HOURS---
58. Cried: No
59. Cut your hair: No
60. Worn a skirt: Yes
61. Been mean: Yes
62. Been sarcastic: No
63. Talked to someone you love: No
64. Missed someone: No
65. Fought with your parents/sister/brother: No
66. Wished upon a star: No
67. Played Truth or Dare: No
68. Watched a sunrise/sunset: No
69. Went to the beach: No

---RANDOM QUESTIONS---
71. When's your birthday?
*AHEM AHEM* 18 december 1991
72. Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?
no
73. Who is the last person you talked to On-Line?
yel
74. What is your favorite TV show?
none
75. Do you have a cell/beeper?
of cos
76. What is your favorite clothing store?
none
77. What is the last movie you saw?
over the hedge
78. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
No

-- BODY ILLS AND SKILLS --
79. Nervous Habits: Stomachaches
80. Are you double jointed?: huh?
81. Can you roll your tongue?: yeah
82. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: Yeah
83. Can you blow spit bubbles?: Yes
84. Can you cross your eyes?: Yes
85. Tattoos?: No
86. Piercings and where?: 2, on ears.
87. Do you make your bed daily?: no

---CLOTHES---
88. Which shoe goes on first?: left
89. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: no
90. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: depends on how much i have.
91. What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: earrings
92. Favorite Piece of Clothing: i dunno.
93. Pajamas: dun have.

---FOOD---
94. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: both
95. Have you ever eaten Spam?: Whats that?
96. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: almost all xD
97. How many cereals in your cabinet?: sadly,none.
98. What's your favorite beverage?: too many.
99. What's your favorite restaurant?: swensens maybe?
100. Do you cook?: yes

---GROOMING---
101. How often do you brush your teeth?: Twice a day
102. How often do you shower/bathe?: Twice a day
103. How long does your shower last?: as long as i want to =X
104. Hair drying method: hair dryer
105. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: no
106. Do you paint your nails?: yes

---MANNERS---
107. Do you swear?: no
108. Do you ever spit?: No

---WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE---
109. Animal: i dont noe.
110. Food: a lot.
111. Month: december!
112. Day: Weekends
113. Cartoon: none
114. Shoe Brand: none
115. Subject in school: sadly none.
116. Color: pink brown black white
117. Sport: Swimming
118. Tv show: none
119. Best Looking Male Celebs: none
120. Vacationing Spot: Australia, America, Paris, Hawaii, too many xD
121. Game: none

---IN AND AROUND---
122. The CD Player: dun have cd player
123. Person you talk most on the phone with: daphne. lol.
124. Ever taken a cab?: who didnt
125. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: nah
126. What color is your bedroom?: white
127. Do you use an alarm clock?: sometimes
128. Window seat or aisle?: aisle

---LA LA LAND---
129. What's your sleeping position? ..
130. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: yes. i have aircon.
131. Do you snore?: when im too tired.
132. Do you sleepwalk?: No
133. Do you talk in your sleep?: Sometimes
134. Do you sleep with a stuffed animals?: no
135. How about with the light on?: yes
136. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: no

---WHICH IS BETTER---
137. Coke or Pepsi?: Neither
138. Oranges or apples?: peaches
139. One pillow or two?: 3 =X
140. Deaf or blind?: Neither
141. Pools or hot tubs?: none
142. Blondes or brunettes?: none
143. Tall or short?: Tall
144. TV or radio?: tv
145. Beach or pool?: both
146. Tic-Tacs or Certs?: -.-
147. Snooze button or jump out of bed?: none
148. Sunrise or Sunset?: Both
149. Hamburger or Cheeseburger?: none
150. Morning or night?: night
151. Sports or news?: Neither
152. Indoors or outdoors?: Depends
153. Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: day
154. Cake or ice cream?: Ice cream!!
155. Spearmint or Peppermint?: i dont like both.
156. Bath or shower?: shower
157. Book or Movie?: both
158. Green or Red apples?: none
159. Rain or Snow?: snow
160. Nike or Adidas?: neither

---WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU---
161. Took a shower?: at 6+
162. Cried?: the day aft the balloon hat
163. Talked on the phone?: just now
164. Read a book?: may
165. Punched someone?: didnt

---THE FUTURE---
166. Where do you see yourself in ten years?: somewhere in a shop selling my own designed clothes xD
167. Who are you going to be married to?: i havent even find a guy i liked yet.
168. How many kids?: dunno
169. Your profession: none
170. Future School: dunno
171. Car of Your Dreams?: dunno

-END!-

12:48 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

IT'S PARTY TIME!

my parents just went overseas and they'll only be back on sunday! whoooo. shuangness.

went to section outing today. haha. everyone was late except for jennifer and guek leng -.-" cant blame lah. being late is trumpets' speciality xD i took bus den went to take mrt to somerset. my ez link card broke leh x( and, i took the same train as taoran! hahahaha. got affinity eh.

onli jennifer and guek leng reached when i reached. taoran reached at the same time, but i dint see her. she gave me a scare x( den waited for dacia and xueqi to reach. caiqin couldnt come cos she dint finish her hmwk and she had to finish by today as she going malaysia tml. and ALL the sec 1s couldnt make it -.- vivien didnt want to come at first. but she did in the end. zuhui woke up at 12 -.-

xueqi and dacia reached den we went cine. all shops were closed -.- so we went to heeren to look for liping; she's working there. but den we couldnt find her there. so we shopped ard there. edward reached. den we went to eat fondue at cine. and oh my god. HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF A GUY THAT WANTS TO TAKE NEOPRINTS WITH ONE WHOLE GROUP OF GIRLS? well. edward -.- i was damn shocked man. usually GUYS wouldnt want de lo. well. maybe.. *ahem*he*coughs*isnt*sneezes*a*choked*guy. we ordered choc and cheese fondue. the cheese has liquor in it, and doesnt taste tjat nice =X i prefer haigen diaz choc fondue. nicer. the choc here isnt warm at all, and drips very fast. the choc in haigen diaz is warm, and doesnt drip that much, and taste much nicer. lol. i ate until the choc drop on my bag and shirt -.-

zuhui and vivien reached. made them pay even tho they onli ate bread wif cheese =X ok evil us.

den.. we went to take neos. we wanted to take it 2 times, but in the end onli once. lol.


superman! LOL.


what the hell is that one my head -.- all zuhui sees is bikini, and bikini, and porn. tsk.




zuhui -> pornstar. LOL. i wrote that. we were supposed to make pig noses and make stupid faces. haha.


like omg. i look so much like a lady o.o

and oh yes. i totally know that SOMEONE will take these neos eh. im not stupid.

--

lol. i told everyone abt writing the pornstar thingy le. so aft we take the neos, some of us dragged her away and talk while i write xD and we press dunno wad thing to submit our neo or something, den zuhui chose. and u noe wad? SHE CHOSE THE TWO NEOS THAT WE WROTE SHE IS PORN. lol. and she didnt knew it. i went laughing like shit when i saw her choosing them. lolololol.

aft that den xueqi had to go le. we went to far east. on the way we walked thru the mrt, den edward was gone. den we stayed at far east till zuhui vivien and taoran had to go. so we all went home. took bus wif guek leng. think i saw my pri sch fren in the bus wif her family, but heck. i dun wanna care abt them anymore =X

reached home and it was raining heavily =/ and for no reason, i went to play my trumpet. ha. i dunno wad i was doing and why did i take it out o.o oh well. i memorised celebrations for wind alrd o.o lol. juz play a while and kept it. xD

off to do hmwk... TML!

6:54 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

saw this at daphs' blog. felt sian so go and do. lol -.-"

1) Never in my life have I:
stopped breathing

2) When im nervous:
i get a stomachache =/

3) The last time i cried was:
the second day i left my seniors.

4) My hair:
is black

5) The last time i was high:
balloon hat festival day.

6) The person who i last spoke to, told me:
daphne - i'll call you back later (and im still waiting -.-)

7) Once when i took a cab:
it costs me half of my savings left.

8) My favourite time of the day is:
night. have peace and quiet.

9) When i was 5:
i aint as stressed as now.

10) Last christmas eve:
i forgot.

11) When i turn my head left, i see:
my trumpet case.

12) When i turn my head right, i see:
the nhsb syf photo.

13) When i look down, i see:
the keyboard

14) My favourite store is:
ice cream stores xD

15) My favourite ringtone:
i dont have.

16) By this time next year:
i'll be busy preparing for Os.

17) I have a hard time understanding:
why sch cant understand the meaning of hols.

18) One time at a family gathering:
we played bowling.

19) If I won an award, the first person i'd thank is:
parents.

20) My ideal breakfast is:
AMERICAN BREAKFAST! :D

21) The world could do without:
me.

22) Most recent thing you've bought:
yogurt.

23) Most recent thing someone else bought for you?
music note bracelet. <33

24) I'll stop my wedding if:
how would i know.

25) If I was a character on 'Friends'
ive never watched the show before.

26) And by the way:
ive juz touched the tip of my hmwk.

27) My uncle once told me:
i have slimmed down.

28) Last night:
i watched world cup for less than half an hour.

29) There's this girl:
called angella.

30) There is this guy:
who is freaking cute called glenn.

11:28 PM


IVE FINALLY TOUCHED
the tip of
MY HMWK!! lol. lets see. onli ss and geo -.- theres still EIGHTY NINE QNS OF MATHS, TEN QNS OF CHEMISTRY CALCULATION, ONE WHOLE CHAPTER ON CHEMICAL CALCULATION IN THE THEORY WORKBOOK, one movie review, TWO english book reviews, one chinese book review, one chinese composition, and chinese journal.

well. thats an accomplishment isnt it. ss and geo. :D

prac my tpet. den my 1 yr old couz was at the side saying "scared scared" in chi. omg so cute! haha. and den she'll pat her chest to make herself feel better. omg omg :D so so so cute! hehe. den when i rest a while, she took it to play! and its sooo cute. she's a future trumpeter :D



i know its lame. hahaha. isnt it cute? put the copyrighted there cos i realised that there's someone taking my images here. oh well. damn that person.

and yay. section outing tml. organised by jennifer and guek leng! hehe. evil me put them in charge. bet i scared jennifer when i told her xP and, oh my. they are efficient! they planned everything alrd. GOT ICE CREAM BUFFET!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wouldnt miss it for anything man. i juz love ice cream :D

and i realised. i finished the supply of ice cream and yoghurt at home T_T but i replenished the yoghurt le. whee. for tml's ice cream, no nid to worry xD mmMmMm. i love guek leng and jennifer for choosing ice cream buffet!!!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee<33

9:50 PM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

time to upload photos! :D


ZUHUI! i took this pic specially for you. MY COUSIN HAS THE SAME CLOTHES AS YOU! HAHA.


the guys playing risk. z. bore me out man.


like omg. LOL. the couz that slp wif me for the first night xD


OMFG AINT THEY CUTE? <333333


i took this when she was about to cry for milk! haha. looks a little like she took this pic herself eh?


LOL. one whole row of underwear and swimming costumes.


mahjong time!


bbq!


how cute can babies get? <33


a ghost that juz showered -.-

- gave up using blogupload. too slow and a lot of unsuccessful tries -.- -


mahjong again! lol.


aint they sooo cute wif their milk bottles? <33


my first try at bowling! LOL.


ballet style of throwing! >:D


us bowling!


i surrender! LOL.


my couz and i.


*gasp* he's a model! -.- AND HIS BALL GOES INTO THE GUTTER!! YAYAY. xD


*oh puhhlease dun let the ball goes into the gutter!* ok he does that everytime he bowls -.-

ok thats abt all ^^ dint want to upload the rest xD sry for the bad quality. its becos i resized it. z. i wanna upload the balloon hat photos but no time leh. i havent touch my hmwk lol. somemore such big space. maybe i'll upload some later for u to enjoy! :D

8:18 PM


back from chalet! its kinda a boring one tho. lol =X

when i reached, i was like keep wanting to swim. lol. the others who reached alrd went arcade while waiting for us. den we went to swim lo. me and my cousins. i swim until tired and bored. so damn long nvr swim le lol. first to get out of the water. my hand cells were frigging crenated. lol. showered and went back to chalet. was freaking sian. wanted to watch tv, but the guys hogged it for playstation games -.- and when they finally gave up the tv, there's no more shows i want to watch alrd. i bored until i play card games wif my younger couz, which bore me more =X im evil. heh. went to arcade. the stupid machine cheat my money sia. z. put in the coin to try to get more coins. and we spent damn lots and got back so little -.- in the end all the coins wasted there. boo. arcade closed at 10 -.- went back chalet. got bored. so all i can do is to wait for daph's call? haha. left my hp in my rm den went to see wad i can watch on the tv.. den after a while.. i rmb daph is going to call me. went "oh shit" and ran upstairs. turn out daph alrd called me >.< so i smsed her back and she called me lol. talked for a long time xD thanks for everything. (p.s. she's evil. she scared my couz off when i let her speak to my couz.) play mahjong till 1+. wah kinda pissed off. they dunno how to play =XXXX

went to my rm. slp wif pearlina and mildred. instead of slping, we gossiped! lol. but i was tired and fell aslp soon aft. they say i snored -.- TOO TIRED LAH. xD wake up feeling cold. my blanket was snatched away T_T woke up 8+. play mahjong eat maggie. ha. den.. more and more couz came. den went arcade. some went bowling. den aft that went swimming. whee. omg imagine my sweet little 1 yr old couz playing in water! and she's so daring. even dare to go those deeper waters (0.5m -.-) which her brother,6 yrs old, dun even dare to go. lol. he see her going into the water wif her head above the water, he went "eh?" and he went in. LOL. its so cute. hahhahaa.

swam for a long time. i tried diving lots of time. and in the process, my earrings dropped T_T i was like.. i dived and i saw my earrings. den i realised. the pressure of diving caused it to drop from my ears lol. den everyone had to help me find lol. found the earrings, but the ear stud gone. gave up and went jacuzzi. but my brother found one ear stud. thats like.. pro. since its transparent lo. aft a while went swimming again. den felt itchy. me and my couz and aunt. three of us went jacuzzi de. the jacuzzi thing got prob izzit #(&%!@$* so i went to shower. lol. went back and start bbq-ing. cos scared rain. z. ate a lot xD nice food you see. esp the sweet potato <3 den went to rm to play murderer -.-" and some 99 game. zzz. den go bowling. this time i played lol. i dunno how to bowl lo T_T first game thirty points second forty eight. third game forty. i noe the score sucks, but hey. im a noob ok. lol. went to see some play pool z. my bro lousy xD but i even lousier -.- dun even noe how to play. z. went back chalet. sian diao. play the same games again -.- sooo boring. den some of them went home. den played the game of life. daph called. haha. speak and play at the same time. z. but aft a while she hanged up alrd x( lol. finish the game den went to eat sweet potato again xD damn nice lol. den went to slp alrd. my 6 yr old couz hit and kicked me in his slp -.- and by the time i woke up, he had alrd rolled over me. lucky is not me. if not he would have suffocated alrd. and the blanket is always snatched away. z.

woke up real tired so i slept in. it was raining again. woke up den shower den go off le. z. had to check out by 10. at first going to bowl (again?!) but in the end dint. fell aslp in the car lol. damn tired. came home and slp again. and i tot its alrd evening -.-"

i see everyone chionging hmwk while im here slacking and dint even touch one. im so so dead!

1:58 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

im off to chalet in a few hours! whee. i still havent touch my hmwk. muahaha. im hopeless. i cant finish my hmwk by the end of hols alrd (:

keep my blog alive ppl x( its so dead. oh man.

dun worry ppl. im still in sg, still contactable. (:

1:33 PM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

finally got time to prac trumpet, but omg. i think i lost my touch in playing trumpet %(&!@#()&$)(#@&%($&( i played real lousy today. at first couldnt even blow a sound out. but slowly can le. but, still lousy. rah.

off to prac again. the 4 songs. somemore is first trumpet $%&#*$) muz prac more le. stupid dacia. stupid edward. i dun want to play first. #(&%)@!&@_)!@$*(&%

off to chalet tml (: miss me wont you x( and keep my blog as alive as possible, even tho its dead alrd.

1:17 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

ok. this is my second post abt today. im not going to publish the first one. its too bloody vulgar and everything. cos im pissed off wif todays outing.

woke up at like.. 8 IN THE MORNING? cos was suppose to meet bina earlier first. and den? she pangsehed me.

raining heavily when i left house. i got wet even tho i brought an umbrella. and the moment i go into the lrt station, there's this announcement saying the train has spoiled. LIKE WTH. and, i realised i forgot to take my phone. so all the way i went home to take. and i waited like DAMN BLOODY LONG FOR THE BUS LAH. and when the bus came, it was damn full. i boarded, and theres this aunty wif plastic bags hitting my leg. wth. i alighted, and as i walked to the bus stop, i almost slipped. AND i saw an earthworm wriggling. oh like shit. AND I STEPPED INTO A PUDDLE. my shoe is like damn wet lah. like wth. 960 came. and its damn full. the bus driver called us to take the bus from the back. like er -.- and my legs are like damn tired after standing a long time. AND I HAD TO STAND FOR THE WHOLE BUS JOURNEY. like wth. and? i overshot by one bus stop.

first to reach. went to bugis junction since i sian. walked a while den sheryl called. i went to accompany her at the mrt station.i felt hungry, so sheryl accompanied me to old chang kee. sheryl rawks man. den me n sheryl went back to the mrt station and saw bina viv and zuhui. and we had to go find the vs ppl. den walk walk walk. stuck close to bina and sheryl behind. let zuhui and vivien mingle with them. den went swee lee. den go back bugis. wadever man. called caiqin and said happy birthday. saw guanwei and meifen.

we split. went to popular cos zuhui wanted to buy calculator. walked around. went to see my own stuff. saw this paper which has music notes and trumpet. and wanted to happily go tell zuhui abt it. den bina called. she say wait for them outside. i went outside. second floor. bina call me to go fifth floor. like wth. den i asked. she say zuhui say go first floor meet. i went. and they werent even there. and den bina called me to go library. i had blisters on my feet alrd. my legs are damn tired. den went to library first floor. AND? they werent there. the moment i sat down to rest, bina smsed me to go up the escalator. #%)#()$

at 4+, they going to ps. i went home, cos my mum said we having family dinner. er like wth. i reached home, AND THEN MY MUM SAID ITS BEEN POSTPONED TO TML. AND SHE BLAME ON ME SAYING THAT I SHUD HAVE CALLED HOME FIRST. AND THEN ZUHUI ASKED IF I WANNA JOIN THEM. WAD? MY PARENTS SAY THAT YEST I GO OUT, TODAY I GO OUT, GO OUT TOO MUCH LIAO. STILL WANT TO GO OUT. EH EXCUSE ME. TWO TIMES I CONSIDERED MANY? WHEN I JUST MENTIONED TWO OUTINGS, U ALL FIND IT A LOT. TWO OK. TWO. DID U FAIL UR MATHS? I GOT ANGRY. AND, MY MUM SAID IM STUBBORN, SO SHE WONT LET ME HAVE MY WAY. OH PLS LAH.

went to sleep in my brothers rm. better than facing anyone.

well. lucky i dint go. if not i'll get more n more pissed off.

i hate ppl who pangseh.

11:00 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

back from the blogskins outing (:

okayy. i woke up at 10 =.= its the earliest time i woke up ever since i stopped going to sch! ha.

reached toa payoh int at 12 =.= omg. and i had to wait till 12.45 for rachel. haha. den ashley reached. the two guys made us wait for them. lol. girls shudnt wait for guys. it shud be GUYS WAIT FOR GIRLS. hahaha. and the guys were late too >:(

took bus 31. like omg scared lost. haha. the whole journey was SUPER quiet. =/ strangers den dun dare talk =X den we dint really noe where to alight. so we juz alighted at one of the stops, den we walked to ecp o.o all the way from pit 40 to pit 14 o.o at least better than when i was sec 1 going for bbq. walk all the way from pit 1 to pit 54 =.=

when we reached.. its like onli the LEK and colleen was there. den slowly everyone came luh. but. it was superrr quiet. =X had ice breaking. played whacko. im slow =X but i rmb their names (: den play this zap bang thingy. im slow again =.= im a slow person =X den the guys went to start the fire. and aft a while, we started bbqing. wasnt hungry so i kept cooking. ha. NO STOMACHACHE CASES (: proven that angella's food can be eaten (:

i think wad i ate most is the fruits lol. as in the small ones. haha.

ard 6+ had "phototaking session" and den i left. i live very far from east coast ok T_T took half an hour to reach home by taxi, and the taxi fare is 17.60 =.= like omg. it could have let me go out wif my section alrd. haiyo. they all live not-so-far and near ecp x(

oh well. not time yet to do my hmwk (: tml going out~ i suppose. and there's still section outing and chalet. less than a wk to finish that BIG pile of hmwk. haiz.

9:50 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

rah!

i think im giving up on doing hmwk =/

i tried maths, and u easily guess.

i gave up aft 3 qns.

and there's 89 more qns to go. =/

i have no idea how to do sets now.

rahhh.

and look at the previous post on wad hmwk i have, i feel like going crazy alrd.

i cant possibly finish them at all! =/

how how how.

im dead meat.

i hate school.

6:59 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

rah. im so anti-social x( i dont noe how to talk to strangers online. =X

anw. ive finally started on my hmwk T_T yest was playing maple whole day wif dacia =X lvled ha.

the hmwk i have left:
2 english book reviews
1 movie review
1 speech (functional writing)
1 chinese journal entry
1 chinese composition
1 chinese book review
92 maths questions(omfg. 50 yr old virgin u go and die. y u disappeared from my blog? go for hols ar. i have a feeling i noe who u r.)
1 chemistry worksheet
1 chapter in chemistry theory workbook
1 social studies worksheet
1 geography worksheet

oh my god. and there's still bio, but i dont noe got wad hmwk for bio =X die die die. and i have like onli 1 wk left to do. OH SHIT MAN. i hate nan hua x( some hols. going to sch from the start of hols still the second wk continuously =.= and den give u a big pile of hmwk to enjoy during the last two wks. how nice. i cant finish them for sure. wanna bet? grr.

holidays are days for people to rest. not do homework and keep going back to school

does the school understand this logic? or did i put it too chim for them?

rah. its like. i did two compre and one compo alrd. and it took up almost the whole afternoon. rah. stupid sch. still got wad compre saying we blame our inactive lifestyle on sch -.- excuse me. its thanks to school ok. imagine waking up at 5 early in the morning, and school onli ends at 2.30?? and if u have cca, ending up u reach home at 8 -.- wow. 15 HOURS OF SCHOOL. who would like it? does the school has basic knowledge of holidays? wow im impressed so much by this school of mine.

[edit]
i love bina xD shes so nice omg. she actually went up to the fifth floor AND take ONE A MATHS TB, ONE GEO TB, and a chi journal bk for me. and waited for me at central macs. like wow. loloolol jkjk xD i owe her ice cream now xD
im nice too. xP
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7:05 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

SRY VIVIEN FOR NOT WISHING U HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEST. wanted to be the last one; but my aircon drip water -.- for one whole hour. thanks to ranie. hmmph. den i forgot =X

whole day was transfering things from one phone to another. haiz.

went out wif zuhui at 3. at queens. bina u pig man. on the way travel sickness acted up =/ got headache. oh man. and i was wearing like shit. x( zuhui wear until sooo sexy eh xD bought my fathers day present. den.. zuhui brought me to a bus stop and said we'll take the first bus that comes. and we took to ghim moh interchange -.- i dun even noe where the hell is that. so damn ulu somemore. den we anyhow walked. ha. den walk into this rich ppl's place. walk straight all the way. damn ulu -.-" den turned at one of the roads. den walked to holland o.o from ghim moh to holland. lol. den decided to go bpp. took 75. waited more than half an hour for it -.- den i realised... hey y izzit so near sch ar. cos when it went to the next few bus stop, it was clementi alrd -.- wah lau. lol. den reached bpp and realised i got miss calls =/ dint noe my phone dun have vibration de lo. haiyo. laoya. den got scolded. ha. sry zuhui x((((( had to go to the taxi stand and wait for my aunt. well. went to HOLLAND V to eat fondue -.- like wth. and the route is.. exactly the same as the one we took from 75. like wth. well. the fondue was quite nice. i had waffle too. lol. eat until damn full. i prefer the fruits to the ice cream =/ no idea y. den went walking ard. but me n my uncle went for satay! XD yummy. den the rest went to buy shoe -.-" crocs. den went home. and transfered everything to my new phone. ha.

upload pics when my com is fine (: that stupid repairman is really taking a freaking long time to come.

11:55 PM

Friday, June 09, 2006

wow how nice. i realized that my pri sch classmates.. doesnt seem to care abt me at all. im hurt can. all the outings, i noe nth. until recently. there's this outing at first. which charlene smsed n informed me. i was like omg finally someone told me abt ONE outing huh. even tho i want to go, but something makes me real sad in there, making me dun feel like going. ok den a few days later i asked who's going, she told me that is has been cancelled. hey, no one bothered to tell me. it hurts ok.

and now, i received an email from jolene, saying abt the class outing. and there's a class blog. oh like how long le? since march. i go there, and i realised, i think im really out of 6a1`03. there's so many things, and i noe practically nth. y? cos i bet they all forgot abt me. abt the tchr's day, it was me who asked to join. if not? FORGET ABT ME. wow. how nice. and still talk abt friends forever? i want to. i sometimes tried to contact, but to no avail. so soon i drifted apart. yeah and no one cared. seems sad huh. i dun want to care. ive been hurt so many times that i dun want to care. but i cant. i feel like crying everytime i noe abt those outings too late.. everytime i noe abt something in which... ah. well, I NOE NTH ABT 6A1`03! yes. thats it. even if there's an outing, i like finally noe abt it, i dun feel like going. y? cos im alrd forgotten. so y shud i?

its like.. the same few ppl in contact aft all. wad abt the best frens i had in pri sch? janice? ruiyan? cynthia? i bet they all forgot abt me alrd. i cant believe it. even if i go for the outing, i wont b happy there.

okay SO. what you guys wanna do huh. same old stuff like bowling? or going nick's house. which is like urm. i really think we should try something new.

you see. SAME OLD STUFF LIKE BOWLING. did i noe abt it? no. and i rmb. there's once when i went to the library in bpp. and i met one of the old classmates, telling me that they all are bowling and asked if i want to join or not. hey. u all dint even bother to tell me. y shud i go? im not welcomed i bet. same old stuff like going nick's house. oh. i dint even noe that. nice eh. leave me out of everything. does anyone noe this feeling i have? i bet not. ive experienced it all the time. i noe how ppl feel if they are left out. so i try my best all the time not to let it happen. but it still happens to me. im like so extra. invisible. so y shud i go for the outing? its true that i miss everyone. but do they miss me? NO WAY. do they rmb me? NO WAY. u noe that feeling? is this how u keep a class that is together for 5 yrs together? no. the 6a1`03 will nvr be the same, be together, wif them like that..

they all kept in contact wif everyone else. except me. ha.

this, made me treasured trumpet section. and made me cry for two days when the seniors left. made me cry when i thought of them. made me cry when i listen to band songs now; remind me of the times i had in band playing those songs wif the seniors. i hate this feeling of losing something. i hate this feeling of losing the trumpet section, the seniors. yes, and i hate this feeling of 6a1`03. but.. they dun care. trumpets care. who would i prefer? the past, or the present? of cos the present. i think ive found a better life in trumpet. in nhsb.
i wished the sec 4s dun have to leave...
5 yrs together cant even compare to the 3 yrs i had in nhsb trumpets.

forget abt the rantings above. i juz wanted to let everything out.

10:15 PM


well. got a new phone. i dint want to change de lo. =/ cos of the photos inside. i dun want to lose them =X pics of my section. well. my memories. but my dad insisted on me changing it. i hope i can transfer the pics over to the other phone. if not, i wont change. ha. nokia 6280.

woke up late today lol. at 10.40 when zuhui called. i woke up in a shock cos i supposed to meet her at 10. hehe. den i rushed over. reached at 12. got her frens there lo. hmm.. interesting. lol. got to noe more abt zuhui. she actually.... LOL SHANT SAY. ASK ME ON MSN XD zuhui cant kill me. muaha.

couldnt do hmwk lol. busy talking. den aft her frens left for lunch, i started doing. finished one eng article n started on one eng compre. did halfway and daph came. lol. den liqiang and sheryl came. amel was late! heh. actually i wasnt paying attention to wad was being discussed =X left early at 3+ wif my parents to west mall lol.

went window shopping while they went to the hp shop. i bought earrings n necklace again lol. den my dad gave me a new hp -.-" haiz. lol wadever la.

like finally ive started on my hmwk. rar.

7:50 PM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

LOL



now den upload. ha. but its so blur when uploaded to youtube =.= no idea y. but it isnt blur in my com.

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RAH. imagine u r busy, and loads of ppl come asking u to do their skin straightaway even tho i said im busy -.- like wth. IM NOT THAT FREE OK #@%&@(&%@&%)#@! and excuse me, juz becos u want a custom skin, doesnt mean i have to put away all other stuffs juz to do them. I DO THEM ONLI WHEN IM FREE OK. ah wadever. its suppose to help me relax when i do skins, but its making me freaking #($&!@()&% now. i havent even touch my hmwk ever since hols started - band band and more band. and there's lesson too. I DUN HAVE ANY RESTS UNTIL TODAY CAN. today is like finally the day in which i can finally rest at home. and wad? the moment i switch on the com.... -.- rah. wadever lah. stupidity of me to actually say ok to help them. the moment u accept, they come pestering u almost everyday to see if its done. rah.

ATTENTION>> FROM NOW ON, I WILL STOP DOING CUSTOMS!

7:32 PM


rah. ZUHUI U BETTER STOP TEMPTING ME WITH ALL THE TRUMPETS!!! esp the pink ones T_T omg i want them so much. i think i'll make my parents bring me to america someday and i'll buy the pink one. if not, juz plain silver or gold. oh man.

http://www.trompetbutikken.dk/

rah. but will my parents buy? i dun think so. T_T


the first day of the hols that ive ever spent at home.

daph smsed me saying she saw zhanwei at raffles mrt. both of them waiting for same train and same door. but the moment zhanwei saw her, he ran away LOLOL. im wondering. y do vscb ppl are scared of nhsb ppl, if not hate us for being closer to the sec 4s? like no unity liddat.. even tho they are much pro-er than us, but they dun have unity in band. nhsb is much better x)

i havent touch my hmwk yet. how nice.

z. going je library tml. maybe going out wif zuhui on sat. going to blogskinners outing (bbq) at east coast park on 15 june. left wif less than two wks to finish up the big pile of hmwk which is somewhere in my house. rah. im like damn broke alrd. i dun think i want to go out anymore. if not i'll be so so dead.

5:27 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

this is my 400th post xD

research:
drinking coffee will make someone easier to persuade!
drinking orange juice will make someone's mind more firm.

had the last band prac for the june hols today. had sectionals first. mr tan went to teach flutes before coming to us >.< wah scary leh. lucky he test all of them except me xD make me damn scared lo. =X aft sectionals went back to band rm for break. nice trumpeters like us went to join the poor old lonely mr tan eating hahahahahha. jk. cos we see him sit wif jingwei but den jingwei left so we joined him lol. we stayed there for damn long. den went back band rm late =X busy playing wif water in the toilet. =X went into band rm n they alrd playing gateway to the alps. rah. i was forced to play the first trumpet wth. i play second de ok T_T the first is like freaking high aso @(&@#%*#)$ i cant play high notes! rah. cos edward go for hols, dacia alone, i have to help dacia. #($&!@)*$) i dun want to play firsttt. i want second!!!!! rah. idiotic. i play like shit can. i dun wantttttttt. T_T

band was released early. we went vandalising daph's white shirt! hhe. evil zuhui go draw bra in front lol. borrowed instru. aft that went to vivien's house. gave her her birthday present. listened to zuhui's mp3 at first. the playing of alvamar overture by us. whoa trumpet really sound harsh n stood out =/ throughout the whole song tho. >.< den had maggie mee. lol. vivien's maid cooked it, but viv served us. i helped her wif the soup ok. lol im nice.

aft eating den... PRANK CALL!! but.. -.- vs ppl not fun de. we tried kwang yi but his hp is switched off. den ting wei. at the first try, i laughed too hard. everyone else too. den i switched it off. we all laugh like dunno wad rolling on the floor. den we called back. n i shouted back at him n closed the phone. and he called back o.o lol. i sabo-ed zuhui. y everyone noe that prank call is always me n zuhui?? x( no fun. den tried gavin. he nvr ans -.- den used vivien's hp. n said that she lost her hp n i found it. LOLOLL HE BELIEVED and smsed viv back abt her details lol. i dint laugh while doing this. very professional (: den he called me and i shouted at him. and.. halfway he close le -.- and he sms back scolding vulgarities. like whoa. n we tot he was nice enuf to sms viv abt those till he sms vulgarities at me. we wanted to prank call others too. but in the end dint. cos most of them switched off their hp =.= the number 1 professional prank caller is me!! who nids help can call me. heh. first taxi driver, next is brokeback, and yet next is loanshark. wad's next? heh.

went home at ard 5+. wanted to slp in bus but dun dare to. juz in case overslp in the interchange again. heh. came home n almost fell aslp tho. im like totally broke. i want to get more money from my mum, but i think she'll kill me. she has like.. given me 100+ le lo =.= now left like.. 20+ which im saving up for the bbq outing. so.. I CANT GO OUT ANYMOREEEE!! T_T i still want to go out n celebrate caiqin's birthday and there's still section outing. haiz.

ANY NICE CHARITY ORGANIZATION OUT THERE?? X((((((

9:03 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

oh man. so irritating. im like so tired. n my mum come shouting n shouting at everyone before she went away. like wtf. i nid my slp. ive been going to sch early in the morn ever since hols started. like.. i wake up at 6 in the morn everyday =.= some hols. and the moment i use the com, my ah ma came n ka jiow -.- wah ask this ask that. boo.

had band again today.

was sitting in the canteen n dint realise that got sms. =X like ten mins later, den i realise. i went omg n showed daph. had to open band rm. scare me. den we both ran to staff rm to get, open band rm n called everyone to go up. like whoa. so rush =X liqiang came n passed him everything.

had sectionals. if it wasnt for caiqin n taoran, i think i'll b dead le lo. heh. cos have to teach sec 1s how to play, and have to learn el camino, no more blues, celebration for winds, cole's song, and one more song which i forgot =X was busy trying to teach until caiqin n taoran came. hehe. they saved my day!! den tried to play el cam. so diff. second trumpet somemore T_T i want thirddddddd. guekleng u go second i go third leh XD den break. started to rain. went back band rm n had sectionals again. poor aaron. always get bullied by daph >:D went to fourth lvl lift lobby. ee scary. the lift keep opening n closing. we played onli celebration of wind. even tho the highest note is onli high f, i couldnt play T_T and theres like a lot a lot of high f. T_T sectionals over den go back band rm. thanks to dacia, I HAVE TO PLAY FIRST TRUMPET. like wth. my playing sucks can T_T den some of the high parts, YOU CAN HEAR NO SOUND FROM FIRST~ heh. i play until very tired lo. den couldnt hit high notes le. pushed to get =X gee i suck at playing trumpet. like aft 3 yrs still liddat =/ haiyo. i want second, if not third. im a slacker. heh.

combined band prac was.... =X first trumpet (me dacia guekleng) will have to jiayou a lot. if not sure die. like the cole's song. lol. i accompanied dacia first for a while den go back second. as in, those that onli first have to play. poor me. i dun want first. so highhh.

aft band den me, daph, dacia, zuhui, guek leng, jennifer and liqiang went to shop for caiqin's n vivien's birthday present. im going to b so broke again. im like resisting lots n lots of temptation thanks to my limited amt of money. haiz.

was like.. in no mood to talk. dunno y. and i lost my zinc card!!! ($&%)(#&*)!@*$ like wth. hmmph. dint realise it lo. think i lost for a long time liao =X haiz.
rah. duno y la. feel so stressed. dun feel like playing trumpet. like wth. i want to learn how to play high notes using correct technique, but i think my technique is like oh so goddam wrong. and the highest note i can play i think is high d. high e i have to push, and sometimes i dun even get the note. like wth. i hate #%&)!#@*%_&#(#*$)#@ if i dun feel like playing the trumpet, i think i anyhow play de lo. haiz. duno wads wrong wif me.


sorry guekleng for not talking to u at all. too tired i suppose =X fell aslp in the bus almost immediately n woke up when guek leng called me lol. if not sure wake up at interchange again.

reached home n slp. so tired =/

today is 060606! =/

10:02 PM

Monday, June 05, 2006

when i inject feelings into skins that i made, i think they are quite welcoming to other ppl. the recent skin i made.. is like aft so long still at top 15 rated o.o oh well.

today had band. i dint cry! wasnt tired ok x(( i was like.. trying out wad mr tan said. by doing so, i covered my mouth. n i think he tot i yawning =/ den he asked if im tired. IM NOTTTTTT. huh x( had sectionals. we onli teach sec 1 nvr try out the songs =X yay kah ghim is my accomplishment xD after my teaching she can play high c xD hahahhahha. den went over to teach xinting but halfway she had to go. den went for break. took out tidbits n shared. went up to band rm to started to play 'no more blues'. I WANT ZUHUI I WANT VIVIEN T_T i think we too dependant on them le lo =X muz train juniors not to b like us man. we play until so =X haiz. but everyone came back.. at the last hr.

took out yupi sweet actually to share among our section, since its ours. but.. the moment everyone see, they juz take without permission =.= den ppl like shufen. say she want den she took so damn much n gave one each to onli TWO of her section mates. i saw her squeezing the rest into her pockets. den when i walk pass again, SHE JUZ SHOVE HER HAND INTO THE PACKET AND TOOK A FREAKING HANDFUL. how rude can she get? and i saw her ONLI GIVING ONE EACH to her TWO section mates again n keep the rest in her pocket. omfg. ive nvr seen such a greedy n rude person before. haiyo. and, not onli her pls. where has all ur manners gone? "i want i want" and juz shove ur hand in. oh pls. cant u pls ask? i gave, n they snatched too. wah. HEN YOU LI MAO HOR. i cant imagine wad will happen to the next generation.

went bina's house. omg all the way viv was :D tingy!! hahahahhaha. we composed a song lol. using twinkle twinkle little star tune. WO SHI BU HUI KUI DAI NI DE. HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAH. me daph n dacia talked a lot abt some things lol. we went to ikea to get food, den the rest went to buy the cookie dough thingy.

reached bina house. helped a little wif the cookies den went outside n trumpet had a talk. oh well =/ den finally finished baking the cookies. started the watch brokeback mountain. the cookies are.. soft =X but still yummy. a little too sweet for me tho. the show is totally boring at first. we fast forwarded a lot. den.. got a little nudity =.= not interested den i stop watching le. got bored. den i got yel's number and i pranked call xD "YO BROTHER. TONIGHT MEET AT GELYANG AT 10 AGAIN AR." den duno wad brokeback thing. wad 4 yrs nvr meet dun tell me u forget. something something. my memory aint that gd. lol i went laughing like shit aft the call. practically rolled on the floor lol. daph n dacia aso laughed. den he sms back asking who i am. i nvr say. keep saying brother and wad 4 yrs nvr see me forget me liao. so sad. lol. copy that brokeback mountain ha. den viv zuhui daph n dacia left. den like aft a while he called me =.= i said i from flute lol. zuhui said im izwan. ha. but in the end he still found out. not fun.

aft the movie finally ended, i went home wif amel. i almost fell aslp watching lol. everything is all abt the three letters. s-e-x. er -.-" even got nudity wth.

im so tired.

i guess im back to normal again :D

8:30 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

HUH OMG OMG OMG I CANT GO INTO THE ARCHIVES. PRESS LIAO DEN THE BLOGGER SAY PAGE NOT FOUND!! T_T i think i wanna change back to old skin lololol.

11:22 PM


new skin. may juz change back, or do another. juz felt like using this skin.

i dont noe wad's wrong wif me. i changed the link, and yet i changed back to this again. ahh nvm.. i think i prefer my old skin... sooner or later sure change le..

6:49 PM


couldnt slp yest night. the moment i close my eyes, i think of all of u. i cried myself to slp. i woke up at 1+ in the afternoon. its the latest time ive ever woke up. the moment i wake up, i think of u all. my bro went "yest u cried" and tears start to well up in my eyes again. my cousins were here. i couldnt cry. i suppressed it. finally.. i went to the other house, where there was nobody. i could cry all i like, till my parents come home. i went to heat up the soup. and i thought of band. the thought of it make me cry. i think of u all, i think of dacia. i think of daph. i think of my section. and i cry again. i wonder what will happen to the trumpet section. tears juz started to flow down as i ate. i kept gorging on food. finally finished, and i couldnt stand it anymore. how i wished i could be wif daph n dacia. i called daph.. and i cried even more. but my parents came home. at all times, now. i wiped away my tears and act as if nth happened. and i went back to my rm. when i showered, i cried. this way, nobody will realise that im crying. but i couldnt hold it. i received an sms from xueqi, trying to cheer me up. but that onli made me cry more. dacia n viv tried to cheer me up on msn, but it aso made me cry. i juz couldnt stop. but finally after a while, i stopped. and wad is happy to, is that i dint cry when i typed this. tears onli well up in my eyes. but it nvr roll down my cheeks. i have to be strong, and continue my life. but i noe.. things will nvr b the same for me in band. seeing the empty chairs tml in band, i think i'll cry again. i cant help it. one leaving for me is alrd enuf, whats more, now is five leaving together. this, is the first time ive ever cried so long for anyone. yest i cried for more than 2 hours. today i woke up n cried for another 2 hours. my tears have gone dry from crying. but now, i still cant accept the fact. there will be one day when i will finally stand up by myself and really stay strong. but i noe it wont last. next yr.. i'll cry like this again.

finally.. i stopped crying.

4:15 PM


i cant bear to see u all go. i dun want to let go. i cant accept the fact that u all leaving. i cant stop crying. i want to stop, but i cant. tears juz kept flowing. even if i stop, aft a while i'll start crying again. i dont want u all to leave. i couldnt bear to leave macs, where we were eating our dinner. i want to be wif all of u all the time. i want all of u to come back to band. i dun want anyone of u to leave. trumpet will b so diff without u all again. i'll start crying once i type all these. i cant help it. y did this day have to come so fast? i dont want. i dun want u all to step down. i want all of u as usual going to band. i dont noe i dont noe i dont noe. i think im going to cry again on mon, not seeing u all. my herat aches whenever i think of u all. thinking of the fun times we had, i could onli smile, and cry. y did this day have to pass so fast? i dont want this day to end. please. i think of ur name, my heart aches. I DONT WANT I DONT WANT I DONT WANT!!!! i keep crying and crying. i cant stop. im like.. so unstable. i may break down any time. my heart keep aching. i miss all of u. i will cry whenever i think of all of u. i dont noe... if we go out again, i think i'll cry again at the end of the day. i dont noe!!! i juz wish...... we can b always a section together. nvr to part. always friends till we die. always.. you all had made my 3 yrs in nan hua a memorable n enjoyable one. u all made me love band. u all made me enthu. u all made me happy. if it wasnt for u all... i dont noe wad will happen to me. i really hate this day. i hate balloon hat. i wish im still sec 2.. no matter wad, u all will forever be in my heart.

well. on the way to sch, i was thinking of the things we did together last yr during rod. i cant help but smile a little, and tears start welling up in my eyes. i almost cried.. but i dint.

saw jennifer at the mrt. den made my way to jec. reached the entrance n daph called saying she was at the popular there. i waited for her, we entered and dacia called saying that she too, was at the popular there. lol.. saw rv ppl in there. saw the shuai ge which carried the mace. at first dint noe den point at the mace, den he saw n looked at us =X n i dint noe li hua is rv is chi. ha.

we all sec 1-3 gathered at je library wif liqiang. we all rushed till late for half an hour, finished n rushed to jec. turn out none of the seniors reached.. den we bought our lunch n i rushed thru it =X vivien was the onli one that reached. den we went to bus interchange, den jiaqian rmb that she left her water bottle in the library. i ran all the way back to get n back. whoa run until almost vomited =X den dacia daph n viv waited for me. we 4 took bus den reached sch there, cross the road n sharine was in a taxi. she stopped n we got in lol. free ride. her dad ma =X on the way saw one big grp of band ppl walking, den to the gate n saw the rest who had gone in bus 105 first. ha. shuang man. lol. we got real high~ den we waited for all the trumpet to reach, den we gathered. we gave them the presents. went up to band rm n brought everything down. changed clothes. got wadever we nided n went to car porch. edward lost the whole bag of ribbons -.- den i had to help those who dun have the sash to make. n i heard mrs lew saying something bad. =/ got on bus n went to sentosa. on the way we were singing lol.

reached, put things down, den helped everyone put make up. help put the loose powder first, den the eye shadow. lol. i dint get to eat or drink anything x( finally finished everyone den go help pump balloons. den turn out we werent suppose to do first. den sit down there damn sian. ranie stella n jenboon came at ard 4+ i think. finally started making balloons. we all anyhow rush rush do. i was like.. helping a lot of ppl do the helmet la.. mr tan helped me take photos. ha. den we set off. hard to play. kept pitching wrong note. play a little too high =.= i dunno y. could hardly play properly. serious i dunno y x(( den finale. took a video of aaron being thrown into the air. now i dun even feel like uploading it, and, 100+ photos =.= can die. caiqin wasnt feeling well so brought her out to rest. den we went toilet den go back. a lot of ppl in charge keep asking whether she ok not lol. ang mo kio secondary got someone called xueqi too. ha..

went back to sch. we drank sprite ice. den we went outside the sch gate n waited for all of those who waiting for parents to go off first den we went to central together. ate macs. i left at ten.. crying. i couldnt bear to leave at all. hugged all of them n started crying non stop. ever since that time till now. 2+ hrs.. my eyes are now damn pain n bloodshot. mayb i'll upload the pics tml..

12:24 AM

Friday, June 02, 2006

oh my god.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

ranie stella jen boon felicia say hwee n doreen are going tml.

to laugh at me.

i can die.

i nid to hide tml. >.<

stupid ranie.

I NID HELP!

rah. hope everything goes on well tml.

gd luck to everyone! esp nhsb <33 jiayou!!!

11:05 PM


went jp n back. lol. brought my 5 yr old couz there. how i wished i dint.

met dor n fel at clementi central to get my mp3 ear piece back, den went to meet bina. the train i was waiting for is the same one bina is in. den i call her to alight -.-" stupid me lo. waste our time to wait for the next train =X finally go there den went to buy my things, den went to find library for bina to return her bks. huh omg i dunno >.< den go here n there. hehehee. in the end dun have -.- move away le. lol. bought famous amos cookies. yum. mich n sharineeeeee!! i want ice creammmm!! huhh. den finally went to the shop where my uncle is working. den i realised.. my couz's birthday in 2 days time -.- can die. den went to kiddy palace n he wanted thomas n frens ONE WHOLE SET WTF. lucky now got discount if not disaster. but it cost.. 30 bucks. i dun even have enuf den boro from bina =XXX haiyo. next time wont bring him out le. no matter wad he still want it. grrr.

den went home. took mrt. den go je int... i saw ranie murphy edward jenboon n joanne coming out from the other train. i think onli they 5 ba =X i went omg lol. they dint see me. which is.. kinda heng i suppose. cos got my couz, which is onli like 5 yrs old n wad will they think? =X sure go something that is so &*)^$%^*&( ha. almost shouted hi. ha.

im so broke now x(

ATTENTION SEC 1 N 2 BAND MEMBERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. GD NEWS FOR U ALL. YOU CAN PON NDP TMLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. muaha.

4:42 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

had band today. march march n play n move. z. at first everyone was like damn unenthu, making me feel.. =X den was like aft a finally long time, we had break. mr tan talked to me, den aft the break, surprisingly everyone become more enthu. yay <33 prac all the movement le. den we decided to walk ard the whole sch campus n play haha. and we did. from the carpark to the basketball court to the canteen, den parade square and den back to carpark. everyone was getting high and we did it again lol. nice eh. everyone was looking at us as we walk pass everywhere tho. lol.

check this out! >> here

9:13 PM