A - Available
nope. lol.
B - Best Friend
sayhwee, amelia <3
C - Crush
currently none
D - Dad's Name
choon hwa
E - Easiest Person To Talk To
someone chatty
F - Favorite Band
TKWO and NHSB XD
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms
gummy or cos.
H - Hometown
S'pore
I - Instrument
TRUMPET <3
J - Job
none.
K - Kids
none.
L - Longest Car Ride
from sg to malacca.
M - Milk Flavor
strawberry (:
N - Number Of Siblings
one older brother and two younger brothers -.-
O - One Wish
a full section photo from sec 1 to 4 and a full section outing.
P - Phobias
i dont noe. lol.
Q - Favorite Quote
shit you lah
R - Reason To Smile
cos there's fun! :D
S - Song You Last Heard
rhapsody of the hannukah <3
T - Time You Woke Up
5.05am
U - Unknown Fact About Me
i have mood swings all the time.
V - Vegetable
yucks
W - Worst Habits
i scold vulgarities
X - X-Rays You've Had
none
Y - Your Favorite Food
too much. hahaha.
Z - Zodiac Sign
goat.
Fact or Fiction
1. What is the best nickname you ever had?
no idea
2. Which way of suicide would you choose?
nah.
3. Rate your social life from 1 to 10.
dunno
4. Are you in love with someone at the moment?
nope
5. Are you missing someone at the moment?
no
6. Will you die for the one you love?
yes no dunno.
7. Do you think love hurts?
no idea
8. What is the best thing about love?
no idea
9. What is the worst thing about love?
no idea
10. Will you wait for someone you love?
no idea
11. What song best describes your love life at the moment?
no idea
12. Do you wanna get married?
in the future
13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours?
i dun love anyone.
14. Do you keep memories?
yup :D
15. Is love always on your side or the opposite?
no idea
16. Are you sick of love?
no idea
17. Are you sick of the the question of love?
yes -.-
18. What are you going to do tomorrow?
starve.
19. What do you want so badly now?
a tpet
2o. What's the song that you last downloaded?
forgot.
21. How much do you love music?
equally as my tpet
22. Do you play an instrument?
TPET! <3
23. What movie did you last watch?
pirates!
24. Do you believe in love forever?
yes.
25. What's in your mind now?
i wanna faster finish and go do hmwk.
26. What song is in your mind now?
er. dun have -.-
27. Five people to do this:
er. ANYONE LAH.
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<3 you honey! thanks so so so much for everything. i will persevere (: and you noe wad? you got the same thinking as me.
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times flies today in sch. cos.. WE HAD FOUR FREE PERIODS~
had chi first period. was damn cold den shivering down there den tchr go call me to ans qns -.-
den was chem spa. i dirtied my fingernail wif potassium magnamate (VII) or wadever that is. brown brown de eeyer. no time to finish anw. lol. den anyhow do.
and i dint eat during recess (: one dollar saved.
den was eng test. functional writing. anyhow wrote lol.
den physics. free period~ den lunch, den geo. geo aso free period~ shuangness :D but onli one period of geo. den was maths. heck care did my own stuffs, and time passed quickly. and she gave hmwk again knn.
den had band! omfg i can laugh like shit luh. i was the onli one who saw edward fall tho x( he jump into band rm wanna run and switch on the aircon and lights, den he fell sideways! HAHAHAHAH. i juz couldnt stop laughing. i laughed so hard till i droppped to the floor and went toilet and i was still laughing. i think i laughed for more than 10 mins lo. ok im sadistic =X
band :D:D:D:D but, seriously i think my techniques sucks luh. i keep having tension on my chest. den when warm up and play honour glory and national anthem, im pushing. i can feel it. the moment i play i push. i cant correct it no matter how i try. and my mouth is like damn tired pls. den play sch song. damn high T_T high a! wth. but dunno y when i play sch song, i noe i aint pushing. i used the correct techniques. like.. er. i dunno y aso leh. damn strange =/ mr tan seems pissed wif us too. cos our playing isnt that gd, and ppl are talking everywhere. the band's noisy when mr tan is talking. haiz =/
liqiang had cookies :D yum. damn nice lo. haha.
its 10 plus and i havent done my hmwk. dead meat. i havent done anything im supposed to. well, the results of going online. i think i gonna go online lesser nowadays liao. its taking too much time, and common test is here alrd. ive got too much things to do.
8:49 PM
vivian and me ahhaha.
the tpet we saw yest at the arcade in clem central.
my lollipop.
national band competition photos:
liqiang slping lol =X
tanjong katong girls' school symphonic band
orchid park wind orchestra
maris stella wind symphony
raffles institution military band
meridian junior college symphonic band
victoria school concert band
dunearn secondary school military band
chung cheng high school (main) symphonic band
ACS ( I ) international baccalaureate wind orchestra
HAHAH. THE POOR LITTLE GUY ALONE THERE (:
Raffles Girls' School symphonic band
mr tan talking to vs lol.
photo taken during the interval.
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me daph caiqin taoran. <3s
caiqin~ <3
LOL look at daph.
HI PAPA (:
clarinet section without xuewei x(
french horn section without the sec 2s
the band <3
eupho section without abigail and one of their juniors i think.
trombone + tuba + double reeds. trombone without two sec 2s and two sec 1s i think. tuba without jing wei.
perc without ena.
tpets<3 stupid edward luh -.-
the other tpet photo i wont upload cos daph zhuo guang thanks to edward -.-
the statue of liberty holding on to mentos grape.
done. and i think my blog gonna lag like shit thanks to photos.
9:31 PM
today, i told my dad that i would save up money to buy myself a trumpet. and he said that if i ever dare to buy, he will beat me. it spoiled my mood totally. i just lay on the sofa and stare at the ceiling, almost crying. and then i asked my brother, how much would his zhong ruan cost. my mum, noticed. she knew. my brother said, 700 dollars. i knew. i couldn't make my mum buy me a trumpet. my trumpet, costs 3 times of his. i went back to my room. my mum called me out. my mood was spoiled, totally. and of course, i wouldnt reply in a happy manner. and she scolded me for that. she said she was discussing with my brother whether should she buy one for me, and my tone made her decide not to buy. she asked, i wanted a trumpet is because its my interest, or is it because everyone is getting it, therefore i wanted one too. how could she put it this way. i said, of course its my interest. my dad was there. he wasn't happy with my tone. he took out the cane, and almost beat me. i cried. i couldnt stop crying. i wanted a trumpet so so much, but none of them approved. none of them like the trumpet. my dad wanted me to stop crying. he said that if i continue crying, he'll beat me. i just said, no matter how long it takes, i will buy myself a trumpet. my dad wanted to hit me again. my brother took the cane out of his hand and kept it. my dad just kept on scolding me. i just went back to my other house, and i couldnt help it. i sat down at a corner in the kitchen and kept crying. if they find out that im crying, they would take the cane and hit me again. finally i stopped crying. i know, my parents would never buy me a trumpet no matter how much i wanted it. it costs too much to them.
i dont care. even if it means starving for me, i will save. no matter how long, i will save money. one day i will save enough money to buy myself a trumpet. the best one in singapore. i dont care. i would not eat at school. every dollar counts. one day without eating in school can save me some money. one week of not eating will save me a lot of money. one day, i can make it. i can save 2000 dollars. i dont care if i starve. i can persevere. i will find myself a job during the holidays and save up. i will, and i can buy myself a trumpet. from now on, i will stop going out. it would save me a lot of money. i wont pamper myself with anything. one day, i will save enough for a trumpet. the trumpet, will belong to me. and i will save up, to take up trumpet courses, if possible. no matter how expensive it is. i will depend on myself to buy a trumpet.
no matter what happens, i can make it. i can save the 2000 bucks. no matter how long it gonna take. i know that one day, i will own a trumpet. a trumpet that belongs to me totally. a trumpet that i love. a trumpet that i'm proud of. a trumpet that i bought myself with my own savings...
i will persevere.
8:51 PM
my dad drove me and amel to sch today! <3 cos i had to bring the two big tins of biscuits for band. lol. kinda heavy leh. den cos we early den onli liqiang reach. den wait for more and more ppl reach. den have to wait for joy koh to give them the key too. den i had to run the ten rounds -.- well, i dint run 10. dacia ran 4. left one for daph. haha. but.. ;)
finally joy koh came at 8.30. den we went to band rm and start bringing everything out. had to take out shoes and socks lol. den we started cleaning wif a cloth first. my hand hasnt recovered, den go wipe my muscles and arms hurt =/ was fun tho. cleaning up the band rm wif so many ppl xD i want to do it again! ahaha. provided my muscles and arms recover lo.
den clean until the water damn dirty, but can see the floor a little shiny le. haha. den the girls slacked ard after cleaning the whole band rm floor. den let liqiang and edward wax. they wax half the band rm, den we clean the whole band rm again. shud have seen the amount of dirt water when we clean our cloths in the toilet sink hahaa. den finally clear everything le. tried washing the wall too. lol. perc's the dirtiest place. tsk. from now on cant wear shoes in le =/ aft we put everything back to place, me daph and dacia went to the usual toilet and we washed our feet in the sink hahahaha. ppl better not go there liao xP
the photos we took:
i kissed amel! HAHA.
me and amel hold hands! ahah.
amel kissed me! haha. wanted to look spastic but i failed. lol.
charmaine, shihui, christina and weiting left. den the tpeters prac our tpets! haha. the rest slack ard and eat the biscuits i bought. lol. i think i still pushing leh. wth.
aft band rm close we followed edward to jacks place cos tot got offer. in the end dun have so we went to eat at the jap restaurant at central. haha. den aft eating we went IMM. edward went dunno where. we braved the rain in hope of going band world, but closed -.- bought a big strawberry heart shape lollipop lol. damn big -.- me and daph bought it while dacia bought another. den we went to music project or something. also closed -.- den daph and dacia went to see the super band thing. got sian. lol. den sheryl and josie left. den the rest of us went giant. i got my dark choc! <3 gonna bring on mon to share wif daph and jennifer and those who appreciates dark choc xD im nice ok. hahaa. 85% cocoa! <3 borrowed money from liqiang tho =.=
den we nice accompany dacia to clem lol. den me and amel took mrt home wif liqiang xD
went home and i fell aslp sitting on my bed till almost 8 o.o
eh wtf. pon one day of detention = one wk of detention le. i want to pon everything -.-
can we juz forget abt everything and go back to the past?
9:16 PM
my brothers are damn irritating. y did god give me three brothers? i use com, one come over and rattle on making me irritated. i give up the com, another come and quarrel for the com. after few hours, i could not use. complained, and he called me to keep my frigging mouth shut. oh yeah. how nice. no manners at all. one day i gonna smack him hard in his face and make sure he regrets it.
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YOU ARE GETTING ON MY NERVES. STOP IT LAH.
10:59 PM
my mood today better liao lah. hahahaha. cos its my dad's birthday today! [: according to the chinese lunar calendar luh. english one not yet. AND ITS FELICIA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY TOO! [: happy birthday to both of you :D
today damn shuang. xP
had eng the first period. but nvr listen to her. did my own stuff lol. and she decided not give us a test next mon -.- from wed to fri got tests still not enuf, the next time we go sch have tests again -.-
den had pe. played volleyball again. i think i somewhat hurt my wrists. cos aft that is bio. den i write cant write fast, den got a little pain here and there =/ lol.
got early recess. haha. everything is fine now! :D den was maths. oh well. i read wad jen boon told me of their class test - aeroponics and disadvantages and advantages of it. got tired and slp. woke up study again. yest open bk liao den fell aslp. -.-" lol. nowadays i damn lazy when it comes to tests and exams. my results gonna suffer liao... =/ den mrs lew came in, and our test is diff from them -.- wth. ours is damn difficult leh! had no idea how to do the three qns. anyhow do T_T diee. gonna fail liao le.... T_T
den had lunch. den physics. i didnt do her hmwk =/ mr ng came in and scolded the whole class cos all of us were in pe and none of us changed. the poor councillors have to account to him xD and they also in pe LOL. its like.. ever since the start of the yr until now. and today finally is the first day that we got caught. whole class tgt hahaha. i juz put on my blouse without buttoning up. damn hot pls. dint even bother to wear skirt. while everyone wore back everything wif pe shirts and shorts still inside luh! yucks. aft physics den took my blouse off. lol.
aft sch my class was supposed to have detention from ms teo cos we got D grade for cleaniness again. we got D ever since sch started. except for the last last time we dint get D -.- den when mrs chang let us off, the whole class ran! HAHAHAHAHA. everyone rushing to go before ms teo comes. xP nice eh. i realise that my class is united only when against ms teo. like last time the maths remedial. whole class pon. this time is whole class pon detention lol.
den waited for christina png for a long long time at the side gate. call her aso nvr ans. zz. nice me and say hwee decided to call her till she ans the phone den walk tgt. lol. den nice us accompanied her to her bus stop, den we walked to central. bought curry puffs hahaha. nice leh xD den went home. was deep in thought till i almost missed my bus stop =X
went home den aft i showered my dad brought me to buy the band biscuits. he gonna drive me to sch tml! yay. but den aft i reach sch i have to carry them up myself. and it gonna be so heavy T_T
band tml! 8-10.30 onli tho =/ and i have to run that stupid 10 rounds. hope liqiang forgot abt it tml xP
4:55 PM
bad day. not in a gd mood. damn sad. almost cried =/
tml gonna celebrate dad's birthday, but thanks to school, i cant make it for his birthday lunch. he dun have time at night for dinner. =/
had bio first two periods. had to take down notes, but i was damn damn tired that i juz slp. and when i tried to copy, all the wrong words come out. zz. den was maths. heck her lah.. give us hmwk again like wtf -.-
recess, den ss. had the test. i didnt get to finish =/ die. ms khoo was funny tho. she tried to show her muscles to us :D
assembly period. stay in class wth -.- ms teo didnt come for half an hour alrd, and my foolscap got vandalised by stella and ranie. lol. den sit down and see my poor foolscap wif so many lies of ranie rawks. hahaa. den we went to home econs rm. juz nice see rachel. lol. ranie got ice cream to eat. den saw ms teo at the class there -.- den ranie and stella ate up the ice cream quickly den we went back to class. den when ranie tried to explain, i couldnt help but hide my laughter at ms teo. shud have seen how she looked. put her specs at the bottom of her nose there, look up the ceiling and point at my uniform. HAHAHA. den ranie told ms teo abt wad mrs tan said. the guys always going there blah. den she go call murphy and kaiqin in front -.-" aft she crapped, we went back into our own seats. stupid lah she. i can nvr ever pity her.
during lunch, i stay back do maths hmwk -.- dint finish den i heck care le. den was triple eng. anw i heck care wad she say lah. but she called me up to ans qns. duno wad debate thing. she talk to me so much, in the end i juz onli nid to write one more word: therefore. den justin and zhenhui got into a fight O.o den i saw zhenhui typed some stuffs into his hp. and sms someone call johnny =/ den he said some very dangerous things. ah wadever.
den had band. i dunno y i keep pushing. something's wrong with me. ive started to push as i play ever since yest. and i cant stop myself from pushing. i dont noe i dont noe! argh. den had to play concert f for tpets. usually i could hit until high g. i dont noe wad's wrong with me. i cant even hit high f today. den we played some songs and had to wash mouthpieces n prepare for handover le. den got out of band rm, i could play high g alrd -.- i dunno lah! haiz. den took some section photos den mdm zuraida and mrs lew came. den handover. congrats to everyone lah. den took photos. aft band den realised forgot to bring the tins out. den rushed to staff rm. den ran to band rm. den ran to staff rm. den saw liqiang and edward take my bag and rush off wif the tins -.- screamed like shit. ha. i out of breath still have to chase aft them wth.
THOSE SECTION THAT HAS ABSENTEES, PLS MAKE SURE THAT EVERYONE COMES ON MON TO TAKE THE SECTION PHOTO. THANKS!
perc,eupho,flute,f horn,tbone,tuba,clar. i think.i was looking forward for the first ever full section photo from sec 1 to sec 4. and you spoiled it all. nobody wanted to come, cos nobody else is coming. thats not true. caiqin and taoran and michelle came. caiqin and taoran had tests tml, and they still made time to come. but you all? dont want come. aft leaving band, u all dun care anymore. wash off all band stuffs. which means.. us too? your juniors? and yet another, one dun come, two dun come. three dun come, and all dun come. wad's the reason? "eh angella, all the sec 4s not going to band so i not going also." so if they all gonna jump u gonna jump too? caiqin and taoran still came. <3 them both man. i really wanted. so much. so so much. a full section outing. a full section photo. and my wishes are nvr fulfilled. y? ask urself. thinking abt all these spoiled my mood. imagine. the whole batch of sec 4s. onli THREE could make time to come. the rest all copycats one dun come the other aso dun come. how nice. how disappointing it was, to find out onli they three came.
my mood spoiled on the way home thinking abt stuffs lah. almost cry liao lo.. the whole journey home wif amel and guek leng was quiet cos i dont feel like talking. talk liao will cry. amel's mood was spoiled too. i think. den elena smsed me. saw the sms and tears almost trickled down my cheeks. but luckily it dint. or i wouldnt be able to stop. my mood was totally spoiled.
i have to buy the biscuits tml. its gonna be so heavy.
time to study for geo. and i have totally no mood and no time.
8:37 PM
BAND MEMBERS~ TML'S AN IMPT DAY (: WE GONNA TAKE OUR BAND PHOTOS AND SECTION PHOTOS. SO PLS RMB TO COME! SEC 1-4 OK! (:
i didnt say anything behind ur back. i rmb.. last time. u said you only came band cos of joseph. if not u wouldnt come.. but even with that, we didnt think badly of you. we knew, you could do a gd job, and hoped you did. but, that time u used such a fierce eyesight at me when i played the tpet two times on two diff days. not onli once, but twice. you gave a shock the first time. the second time, i was hurt. i thought you were my friend too, till u did that to me. i dont noe wad's wrong. i had almost cried. but, i have to clarify. we didnt think bad of you, we nvr talk bad abt you. and we noe, u have the capability to do well.
tml ss test. now damn late liao. have to rush. z.
first lesson chi. almost fell aslp. her lesson damn boring lah. today during assembly i fell aslp also. lol. lucky chi lesson i manage to keep myself awake till the last few mins almost plop on table =X aft she left, you could see a lot of heads on tables haha.
den was maths. had the test. wtf. juz as i was going to stop attituding her, she started it again. the paper. like shit. find the radius and diameter all these. SHE DINT TEACH BEFORE LO. wth. damn many qns left blank, and 11 marks gone. nice. -.-
recess, den had chem. sian lah copy down ans =X nvr go do her hmwk. haha. i too lazy to do alrd. as a result, my chem calculations failed. now comes the speed of reaction. gonna fail too =/
den had physics spa. went back to class for ss enrichment damn late. was late for ard 15 mins. we all heck cared the tchr lol. den they give paper to do. aiya i anyhow do, thinking no nid to hand up. do first two qns wanna slp liao. so did the third qns starting den i plop my head on table. and? when i woke up, we had to hand in the paper. die.
den went for band. mr tan came to coach us. my embochure =/ and i always nvr increase air when we go up. haiz. den had sectionals. den aft that mr tan came to talk to the whole section den band ended le. my section everyone except kah ghim came. =/ den we walked to central. liqiang and edward damn gay lah. somemore keep bullying me. -.- wth. and i realise that, seriously, all the guys in my class are damn gay pls. look at them and u'll get goosebumps.
band seems to calm me down whenever im pissed or irritated.<3 but also, it'll make me damn distracted all the time.
argh. stupid mosquito bites.
9:23 PM
im heartbroken.you werent here everytime i needed you most.
was drenched today on the way to sch. lol. cos amel was late in catching the lrt, therefore we had to take the later bus. poor rachel waited for us at the traffic light, onli to be caught in the rain wif us too. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. we walking up the stairs in the carpark den rain liao -.-" den we went to the hdb there. got rachel to wait there while me and amel go to sch first, den i come back and fetch her. haha. when i reached sch i was drenched totally alrd lol -.-" den had to go back and find rachel. and when i found rachel, the rain stopped alrd -.- den on the way to sch, she saw zuhui and called her mushrm head LOL.
den me, amel, zuhui went to find bina. she havent reach sch yet -.-" den sheryl and enna came too. den we asked her fren where's her table, den we put everything on her table nicely (: her frens were damn jealous den i replied "cos she has nice seniors mah." HAHA. den aft that went to find vivian to get back my money for me to eat during recess but she dint have change -.- den she wanted to go see bina's table ahaha. on the way saw elena, den i brought them there lo. den bina's fren went "wah so gd got more presents ah?" lolol. den went up to class lo. BINA, HOPE YOU LIKE MY CARD SPECIALLY DESIGNED FOR YOU. the design? hahaa.
front page:
inside:
click to enlarge!
the design of the inside of the card got cut off tho. =X and im like wondering how the hell she gonna get all the things back home. hahaha.
went to class. huimin and dor keep talking abt guys -.-" the moment i go into class, they bombard me wif qns like wad kind of guy i like -.- and pair me up wif others -.-""""""
AND AND! MS TEO ISNT HERE TODAY~ but came a qian bian tchr -.-" stupid lah. den give us some video which we were suppose to watch, den had to play the millionaire game. who wants to be a millionaire? not like its real money. den maths lesson, came an even more qian bian tchr. wanna smack her -.-"
den pe~ volleyball again. play wif dor and say hwee, den always they two passing the ball ard -.-" they pass to me too high if not too low. wah lau. den i keep chasing aft the ball for them and pass it to them and hit. i hardly got a chance to hit. ah wadever.
too broke for recess cos amel and viv dint return me money -.- den dor lent me lo.. haiyo.. den was bio spa i think. burn peanuts~ hehe. duno how to ans qns leh -.-" den chi -.- i dun like chi! =X lunch, den was chem. tired liao lah. den slp. wake up tchr gone thru so much liao wth. damn tired. den was ss. hear ms khoo talk until i want to slp also =X den my head keep nodding off =X my ss test gonna die luh.
aft sch went home alone. damn sad lah. hahahahha. i think i twisted my ankle yest -.-" today damn pain lah.
a lot and a lot of things have been going through my mind, being me frustrated in sch. sry if i offended anyone..
well. now i noe the reason y u ignored me. but, they are the ones you wanted to ignore. juz becos i play wif them u ignore me? do u noe how hurting it is to be ignored? i bet u werent being ignored before, so u wont noe. but i noe. a long long time. and so, now wad i do, is not to ignore anyone, and not make everyone feel left out. juz onli because.. i noe how it feels. but u dont..
i feel so so so frustrated. so tired. i juz feel like throwing everything. i want to scream. i want to let everything out. but i cant. im confined in my house. i cant scream. i cant let everything out. all i can do is to suppress everything inside myself, and its making me irritated and hot-tempered nowadays. i dont noe. i really dont noe. i feel as if im going berserk. my mind is in a big big mess. there's three more tests coming up. i really want to score for them. but.. haiz. looking at my bag, i feel like tearing all the papers inside into pieces. my bag's so heavy. its juz like all the heavy burdens. i want to empty everything out and tear them into bits and pieces, forever gone. i want to scream. as loud as i can. i want to relieve all the stress im feeling now. there's juz so many things. and i can do nothing.
someone save me.
5:41 PM
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes. more like all the time
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.unless i noe them for kinda a long time lah.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.onli for daph!hahaha
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.i dunno wads proficient =X but i can play the tpet! <3
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.i did it for my honey (:
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.according to my maid, sometimes. =X
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
im nice. i shall only stab one person. (:
-STABS BINA-
hahha. thanks to honey, i have to do this quiz and waste a long time of mine. lolol. my time is precious! xP i havent done my hmwk or revise yet and its 9.30 alrd. die.
AND AND. ITS BINA'S BIRTHDAY TML! (:
today new timetable. all the chi periods nvr change -.- and as a result of drinking of wine from yest night, i couldnt keep myself awake during her chi lesson. and of cos, she scolded me. she suddenly shout "aihui! no slping in my class!" damn loud and i woke up in a shock man. lol.
den went down for chem spa. i got headache lol. the chem spa is screwed lah. haha. supposingly pour the purple solution into the burette, den i pour so much aso nvr full. den mr liew came over and said "u pour until tml aso wont full cos u dint clip the bottom." den i went "oh!" and de rest went laughing. haha. =X wasted lots of time. den clip liao the thing still drip -.-" stupid lah. z. anyhow completed =X sure fail.
den had late recess. ranie came and kope my food away. x( den had eng. new tchr. she seems nice to bully lol. nvr listen in her class. den had free period! xP den had physics. boring. almost fell aslp. so much for wanting to score physics.
lunch, den geo. den it was maths. zz.
den had band. waited for elena den went to try out the little explosion thingy. coke + mentos. the first one can. second one cant. dunno y lol. den we drank up the rest of the coke :D den went for band. warmed up. have to learn chromatic scales and a lot of majors. die. den we played by the rivers of the babylon. mr tan said he didnt like the piece =/ the piece's pretty easy. but its grade 3 o.o den played mulan. z. den supposingly handover, but postponed again. lol.
i alrd apologised. what do you want? i did nth wrong. you were the one wrong at the first place. they wanted me to apologised. i did. and? i smsed you saying sry. and u juz dint even bother to see the sms den put at one side alrd. wad kind of attitude is that? i alrd put down my pride and apologised even tho i did nth wrong. what more do you want? i want to noe wad i did wrong. by loving to have fun? thats my character. liddat aso bu shuang meh?? wth.. at least tell me wad i did wrong. u were wrong in the first place. you were the one who ignored me first. and now everyone saying its my fault. my fault cos i love to play? yeah right... i alrd stepped back and said sry. now its onli up to you.
i dun like it. u come to band for onli power. now u got it. and u're making me damn bushuang wif ur attitude. you wanted recognition. u got it. but have u think. were u the onli one who contributed? no. i did contribute too. and more, to be exact. and i expect nth in return. y? cos im willing to do it. i feel proud of myself when im doing something for what i love. and you? expect things in return. im willing to give up my post for someone else whom i think deserves it. can u? no. i wanted everyone to have a post, so that they wouldnt feel that bad. if there's really not enuf post for everyone, i'll glady give mine to them. i noe, some of them come for band only because they have a post. if so, i'll give my post to them too, if they want. i'll still come for band anyway. i dont care if i have a post or not. but u do. well. not my problem. you got wad u wanted. u shud be happy, and make it a better place for everyone, not making it an unpleasant place for everyone.
ignore me.
9:23 PM
went out to celebrate her birthday. haha. met amel den we went to west mall tgt. both of us were early. so amel went to buy her mum's things den aft that we went to popular and i got my file. ha. den we went to guardian for amel to buy things. den finally they two reached, with this pose:
haha. they dint even noe i took their photo! xP
den we had food! yum. treated bina to everything lol. first, we had prata wif cheese, egg and sausage. i was the first to finish lol. aft we finished eating, we walked ard a long time to see wad other food she wants. but she everything aso anything -.- den we bought pao to eat while we got bina tako. i got black pepper chicken pao! lol -.-" but the chilli crab nicer leh =X the black pepper not even hot x( haha. finished den walk walk walk. viv wanted to buy the jap ice cream, but it was too ex le. so we bought snow ice. me and amel shared while viv shared wif bina. haha. we got strawberry while they got mango. theirs taste like mint lo -.-" aft eating, we went to jec and took neos. lol.
From:
and:
become:
lol. and there's still:
HAHAHA. you cant see me xD and vivian too. we both at the bottom lol.
vivian's smelly leg! lol.
happy birthday blurna (: look at vivian! xP
spent a long long time doing the neos. haha. den aft that we went to arcade, and took this photo:
lol xD
den we saw this damn pro guy playing basketball. almost every ball went in. and his actions were fast too. den he went to play some car racing game. damn pro aso. lol. den got two pro percussionists playing the perc game. nice. we were damn bored over there, den went out. still damn bored lolol. den walk ard. den settled outside the cinema there. vivian and bina went to buy ice cream at macs for me and amel, and they took such a long time that our ice cream almost melted. haha. den aft finish eating, the cinema door open beside us. got aircon~ AND YOU NOE WADD? (: the movie was pirates! haha. i love pirates <333 wish our cul pot can play the song leh. everyone sure cheer de. haha. den listen to the song outside. amel had to go le. den we saw the ending - the dog being crowned. i still rmb, that time when i watch wif amel, a lot of ppl stayed back to watch the ending, den when the ending was finally showed, a lot of ppl went "wah lau, wait so long juz to see a dog being crowned." hahaha. den we went home le lo. went home alone x(
havent touch my hmwk. havent studied for tml's test. im dead. and off i go.
its not even my fault. why should i say sry?
going online seems meaningless for me now.
7:24 PM
first, there's this blue black thing that appeared on my right thumb for no reason and it doesnt even hurt.
now that it disappeared, my left thumb got this reddish brown thing that appeared for no reason too. and i cant wash it off.
and ive got a freaking big mosquito bite on my hand, which is like.. i raise my hand u can see one mountain there liao -.- that big can. like last time the camp liddat de.
wth. and, i nvr ever had mosquito bites on my face before. now i have three. two is covered by my specs, and one is obvious -.- cos its red in colour. eww.
and ive got another on my hand too. yucks.
wad's happening to me? =/ tell my parents aso no use.
11:55 PM
FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO GET STOMACHACHE IN THREE SIMPLE STEPS
firstly, eat curry.
secondly, either drink soft drink and eat curry at the same time, or drink soft drink after u ate ur curry.
thirdly, TADAH! ur stomachache comes -.-
firstly, eat curry.
secondly, either drink soft drink and eat curry at the same time, or drink soft drink after u ate ur curry.
thirdly, TADAH! ur stomachache comes -.-
okay, that happened to me again. everytime i eat curry, i like to drink soft drink at the same time no matter whether the curry is spicy or not. and den, i'll always get stomachache. it isnt the first time alrd leh. T_T
ive got three mosquito bites on my face wth -.-
12:18 PM
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Bina!
- Moles are able to tunnel through 300 feet of bina in a day.
- The difference between bina and a village is that bina does not have a church.
- A lump of bina the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court!
- Three seagulls flying overhead are a warning that bina is near.
- Banging your head against bina uses 150 calories an hour.
- Bina will always turn right when leaving a cave.
- The International Space Station weighs about 500 tons and is the same size as bina.
- Bina can be very poisonous if injected intravenously!
- Bina can last longer without water than a camel can.
- It is bad luck to walk under bina!
happy early birthday bina! :D 4 more days to go!
i feel like playing my tpet now. =X and i have a feeling this gonna be a goddam long post.
oh wells. anw. firstly, A BIG SRY! cos, ive been damn too vulgar alrd -.- lately luh. i can juz go scold all of them without caring =X hope i dint offend anyone anw.
yihui's the new councillor president. dint expect it to be him. over 200 spoiled votes from students~ muahahaha. and im one of them (: ALSO GOT SPOILED VOTES FROM TCHR ASO HAHAHAHAHA. i love those tchrs man.
had triple eng first period. was late for lesson cos i-forgot-wad-reason. z. den had the presentation thingy. aft all the grps finished presenting, mrs chia gave us hmwk -.- its her last day wif us and she give us hmwk. how nice of her.
den had pe! :D now i simply love pe more and more cos i get to play! haha. i love playing ball games tho i lousy. volleyball! me say hwee and dor played tgt. i keep hitting far far away =X the ball's hard. my poor hand.
den had recess! today racial harmony celebration so had somemore things to buy and eat. ate roti prata and bought ice lolly (which is water -.-) and a bottle of peach tea lol. got extra money cos i wanted to top up my ez link card wif 5 onli, den tmy maid has onli $10 notes and no more $5. so got ten from her and i changed wif my bro. lol. my parents went overseas yest den they left some money wif her for us. haha xD so i got $5 to spare! whee. wanted to try the strawberry fondue, but i think the strawberry looks sour so i dint buy haha.
aft recess was chem spa. screw la lol. magnesium + oxygen = magnesium oxide. Mg + O = MgO. well. have to weigh right. first is the crucible without anything. den the crucible wif the magnesium ribbon inside. den aft burning, crucible wif magnesium oxide. its supposingly getting heavier and heavier, but mine got lighter aft burning -.- cos my magnesium oxide escaped~ i let everything out lol. den weigh liao became even lighter than crucible + magnesium ribbon. lolol. den i juz anyhow estimated the weight. and i got the ans which is like.. PERFECT LOL. but still wrong lah.. i think.
den went back late for maths. i kinda pity ms teo now =.= say hwee had to go for summer camp stuffs. so i decided to be guai and listen to class and copy down notes. den justea and doreen come kajiowing. den i moved to say hwee's seat. den ms teo went "dun think i dunno wad u all doing. didnt u had enuf fun yest?" -.- den i copy de notes down lo. z. and i could do the hmwk! ha. by refering to the tb all the time lah -.-
den had lunch. went down wif dor. we had drinks and tea egg! haha. den i went to eat muffin while she bought pocky.. to try something out. well. too bad anw. z.
den had physics! hahaa i like mrs chang. dunno y. i shall strive hard for physics! xD got bullied during physics T_T justea poured water onto my back and threw eraser into my pe shirt! *%)$#@$#)%$)*^ i went screaming like shit when he pour water lo. went "shit you lah!" damn loud =X and everyone looked at me. den continued to do physics hmwk. den went out to get my notes to help me in doing, and they tot i went out to cry! HAHAHA. angella where got so easy cry de? xD i was sitting outside looking for my notes and talking to yaozhong. and when i walk in, the pole at the door hit me -.- and i went screaming too. den they say yaozhong bully me hahhahha. den went back to do work till time up lo. hahahha. damn suay lah.
couldnt find anyone to acc me to west mall lol. so went to find daph and vivian! xD i forgot to bring the choc for vivian -.- viv had to go and find b lim to hand in her project. and she caught me for my earrings. juz like yest aft band. yest she aso caught my socks. den noe i fold in nvr tuck in. lol. daph almost got smacked by her hahaha.
went west mall and we went to zinc shop first. collected our bags (: changed the bag for the mafan edward, and bought caiqin's bag! ahhaa. zinc earn a lot of money from us man -.- den walk ard lo. went to watts in. saw a pair of earrings i liked, den i take and see and the heart drop -.- den cant find. i feel so damn guilty x( the shop person say nvm, den i left the shop feeling damn damn damn guilty T_T den daph had to go i think. went to watsons wif her. poor me and vivian den throat pain den cant eat. x( den aft daph left, we two went on eating spree! HAHAHA. we were like discussing on wad to eat. den i bought my peach strudel first. den we bought prata+cheese+sausage+egg. damn nice. me and her shared half. den we bought shark fin and we shared too. lol. den she bought pao! ahha. den we unknowingly walk out liao. haha. den let viv finish her pao den we went hm lo. haha. i had to bring four bags home. bet everyone sure think i siao. one for me, one for caiqin, one for guekleng and one for edward. die die die. haha.
yes, i love to have fun. but wad's wrong with having fun? and wad's wrong when i drag everyone to have fun tgt? do u want to see a whole grp of ppl having fun while u're being ignored? no right? having fun, is about EVERYONE having fun tgt. so wth is wrong with that? i dont noe you. when our corner was having fun laughing at me being bullied yest, u were the onli one that was bu shuang, while the rest kept laughing. thats all. liddat u bu shuang liao. i still rmb, last time chem remedial. i talk to a guy and ur face was damn black. you bu shuang and told me stop flirting. oh please. i talk to him = flirt? u make me speechless. and juz becos u find that i love to have fun a lot, u ignore me? so when i have fun wif everyone, u'll rather stay away eh? so now, u stick to the others. u think she has changed. therefore u ignore her too. she sms u wont reply. wth is wrong wif ur freaking attitude? with this kind of attitude, u cant survive out there when u grow up and work. juz becos u ignore us, u decided from then on not to wait for everyone in the sac like the past eh? u decided not to talk to us from then on eh? u decided not to go to recess wif us eh? everything aso go with them now. since its u who ignore us first, since its u who attitude first, u cant blame us when we do the same thing to you. wasted our money to prepare a birthday present for u knowing ur birthday is coming. bought alrd, and u treat us like that. how nice. now im like dun even noe whether i shud give it to you or not. me and dor wanted to talk to u during lunch de, but we went down buy pocky upstairs, see u'll ask from us not. usually, u would. but? this time u dint even give a damn. its like damn obvious. ignore ignore lah. wasted our money on ur birthday present, and wasted our time trying to think how to patch back or wadever. oh well. but i think u'll be unwilling eh? so forget abt it bah.
tgif. and tml's sat! i can finally have a gd night slp. and use the com without caring abt the time. haha.
huiwen - I HOPE YOU GET DIABETES! haha jk. and yes, i'll always be here for you no matter what! i love you too honey. jiayou!
9:27 PM
cheer up kayys? everything gonna be alright soon. every band has its own problem. u care a lot for the band, so y not u take the initiative to help the band? and when all the problems are solved, u'll feel proud of urself wont you. try talking to those ppl. even if u think its no use, try. its at least better than not trying at all. try to make band a fun place to be at, and den more and more ppl would come for band, and gradually develop feelings for band. get those who care for band together, and together, you all shall help the band up and make it a better place, and make it united once more. there WILL be ppl who care for you and band. aint you one of those who care for band? aint i one of those who care for you? only people like you can save the band now. no use scolding them anymore. the more you scold, the more it wont get into their head, and they'll heck care abt the band more. wad u shud do, is to solve the problems now, and then get the band to be united. okay, i dont noe wad happened in your band anyway. not only your band is facing problems. i know a lot of bands that face lots of problems too, and maybe even worse than yours. and yes, everything will be alright. if, and onli if, ppl who care for the band like you get some actions done.
nobody's stupid. nobody's lousy. everyone deserve wad they get.
lastly and most imptly, i love my honey and i care for you.
10:17 PM
and gosh. im real tired. dint slp in sch today x(
bio first lesson, den maths. liqiang asked for sweets. i took out my mentos, and tadah! it was passed ard the class and gone within a few mins -.- i want to eat de lo T_T stupid ranie ate up the last one. justin and doreen was bullying me the whole lesson while say hwee and yuzhi were laughing away. and felicia was being angry with us =/ ms teo dint even care. bet she gave up on the three of us le. that stupid justin. he got the advantage cos he sat behind me. den he kept throwing eraser at me #%(*)#@* damn pain lo. the moment i turn behind he throw and hit my face damn pain can. den he go make my ear and dor tried to put eraser into my clothes -.- played for like damn long den i act angry and moved as front as possible, cupping my ears but laughing lol. they still continued to make me until i ignored them and they tot i was angry hahahaha. den got huimin to help me (: they tot i was crying and they stopped! HAHAHAHA. nice acting (: dor came forward but i sorta push her away wif my elbow or she will see me laughing instead of crying. den i keep facing huimin so that say hwee wont see me laughing. LOL. at the end of the lesson den i told dor that i act onli, but we tried to get justin to buy food for me as compensation as i was too broke to eat. haha. recess i stayed in class lo.
aft recess was chem. she came in and go thru some notes den gave us retest. supposingly 30 mins but we had less than 20 mins. den tried to chiong but couldnt finish anw. too diff for me to do. z. looked at say hwee one LOL. and felicia was sure angry abt that -.- she was practically staring at me -.- den went for assembly. some dance lah. we kept shouting to nick to get ms teo but he cock eye nvr hear -.- mr see went up. funny lol. and nick looks like a professional lah. hahahahhaa.
den had lunch. bought a burger onli cos i broke -.- den went up to class for eng! almost fell aslp luh. zzz. den had physics. got back paper. I PASSED! HAHAHAHHA. but lousy lah. 15.5/25 -.- den mrs chang came over and talked to justin and doreen o.o and i left for band! haha.
dint do much during band. had discussion. im supposed to buy biscuits for the band cos im welfare head -.- and i dunno whereeeeeee. havent get back my 100 bucks somemore. and its gonna be sooo heavy. dead lah. zz. den everyone came back at 4.30 den we had practise. jj's the student conductor and he conducted us. he call us to relax but i think he shud relax more lol. played sch song, national anthem and honour glory in preparation for national day. play until i damn tired cant play anymore. AND AND. I HIT HIGH G!! HAHAHAHAHA. THATS SOOO SHUANG :D i did it wif correct technique somemore xDD nvr push. lolol. and juz one more note to high a. but aft i damn tired i cant play high f and high g. =/ mr tan dint come today zz. have to come back to band next sat. and i realise that my ez link card is left wif PATHETIC 5 CENTS!! T_T
i nid my slp. its 10+ alrd. im goddam tired.
9:35 PM
the neos i took wif amel ((: im like so tanned but i come out from the machine white. LOL. dacia shud use that machine eh. den she wont look that black in the neos ((: it works better than sk 2 whitening. jkjk.
upload the national band competition photos on wkend lah. i too lazy to do now. zz.
i realised that i dint even prac my tpet even tho i brought it home. i had no time at all T_T mon come back home so damn tired that i fell aslp, waking up at 7+. couldnt play or die. tues went out and reached home at 8+. aso cant play. today reached home at 6+. cant play aso. haiyo. howwww. bring home for nth. x(
today is sooo boring x( had chi. had to do lun shuo wen. anyhow did. den i realised, i nvr even write the zhong xin lun dian and fen lun dian. the whole compo was crap. so i juz anyhow edited =X time's up, and it was geo. tchr teach and teach till i wanna slp =X yah den had recess. so broke liao still had to buy so many things upstairs for so many ppl hahaha. den had maths. z. went in late. den say hwee and dor told me that ms teo said some of us wrote rubbish on the likes and dislikes things she wanted us to write yest. ha. i dint write rubbish. i wrote facts (: den thruout the maths lesson i dint even listen. did the chi compo lol. i finished, writing crap. think i'll fail that paper leh =/ den had bio. was almost falling aslp alrd. den had to write a lot a lot of things. and my handwriting was like.. small and messy. cos i falling aslp mah. den endured till the end of bio lesson and i plopped on the table and i dint wake up till half an hour later. hahahaha. and it was chem enrichment alrd. nice ms lim dint wake me up lolol. she was going thru the first chem qns on the piece of paper she gave. juz nice. ha. den i juz copy. did the second qns myself wif reference to the first qns and i got the ans correct hahaha. and i still wanted to slp T_T was raining before that so nice to slp. and i was hoping tat it will stop so that later can go out.
finally sch ended. ms lim let us off early. haha. den i went to dacia's class and she passed me jennifer's and guekleng's money. den i waited for daph. den we two went to sac tgt. saw zuhui there. waited for viv but in the end she called us to go first. yah.. den we took 106 to west mall. caiqin made me heartbroken
the uncle in the zinc shop rmb me and my name liao lo -.-" cos i always go there. >< den got the france, blue and white bag for edward while we got holland, orange and white for jennifer. den me and daph and guekleng got the black and grey bag. cos left wif onli 3 at another shop. they gonna deliver there tml den we go there and collect lo. but my ez link card no money liao leh -.- how. left wif 1+ -.- and im like onli left wif few bucks for the rest of the wk not even enuf to top up. die. aft buying, we went to the information counter and got some thingy. den we opened, got a $10 voucher and a $5 popular voucher. and three tissue paper. lol. den we spent the $10 voucher in 7/11. we got 3 cups of maggee mee and we settled down outside the 7/11 to eat. pooor us. we too broke liao lah. haha. and we got drinks too! lol. without spending any $$.
den we made our way to cck mrt. heard a trumpeter and we went to donate money to him (: we bias towards tpeters lah hahahha. cant blame. den saw huimin and yih fang! couldnt recognise huimin tho. haha. den we took 307 to cck stadium. waited outside den turn out nid ticket to go in. den kwang yi couldnt come out. den saw zuhui's fren, ziyi. den they talk talk talk lo. daph decided to write a letter haha. den passed it to ziyi so that she can pass to him. den she called zuhui saying that vs ppl very fierce. LOL. den she came out, telling us that the vs ppl looked at her and said that she's his gf. ahahahhahaa. i tot he got run. turn out he go there to support and cheer onli. siasuay. daph and zuhui gonna spread it in band tml that i siasuay -.- like wth. T_T
den when we three went home, we saw tickets on the railings -.- we could have gone in liao lah. hahahha. but it was late den they both had to rush home for tuition. den took 307 back. we overshot by one bus stop. haha. den walked back. parted wif them as i took lrt alone. lol. bukit panjang sure has a lot of hwa chong ppl O.o
walked towards my block and juz nice see my parents -.- and my dad is like a second b lim lah. he kept scolding me for my attire. cos i tucked out mah. wah lau. and he scold me an ah lian. wth -.- ah lian lah. i be gangster for u all to see then u all noe. i can be very gangster like can -.-
and dor called me, saying that b lim is looking for her. stupid ms teo lah. zz. y does such tchr ever exist?
i havent studied for my chem retest tml. dead alrd. think i'll fail again leh..
9:14 PM