have been MUGGING ever since sunday. im damn guai right (: i come home i sleep and study! lol =X
and can u imagine. i mug for chemistry, only two hours and i completed 12 chaps? -.- so, you know wad my results for chemistry will become lah. hehehehe. but, scully miracle appear. :D
english paper was okay lah. cannot say difficult cannot say easy. still had lots of time to slp lol.
den had chem. chiongggg! and? juz nice time's up. got some dunno how to do. lucky only some. if not.. fail T_T i think i can pass for that paper bah :D
aft that my dad brought me to eat at the restaurant that we wanted to go to last time but got wedding so cant at har paw villa. go there see history x.x and aft that.. me, my aunt and my ah ma went shopping! at jp -.- andddd! i bought a nike bag :D:D:D and i bought a crumpler for my brother. haha. and.. i was feeling damn guilty that im not studying -.- den juz nice my dad drove past so he drove me home lo.
and i mugged like siao. asked my brother abt the chem mcq. i got 4 wrong -.-
and i memorised secondary industry for 2 hrs, den for primary industry i just browsed through. my mind was too tired to memorise anymore lol. so i gave up and went to slp! hahahha.
den today had e maths test first. i tell you. ITS DAMN FUCKING EASY. except for one careless mistake -.- have to find the least value for (x-y)2, but i find the greatest value -.- found out only aft the exam. roar. and i still completed the paper in one hour! still go and slp wtf.
den geo test. total flunk =/ i left a lot of blanks at first, den skip skip skip all the way to the last page on secondary industry. and? WTFKNNBCCB! the easiest last qns i dint see! omfg. FOUR MARKS GONE! WTFFFFFFFFFF! and i was like flipping thru the paper trying to fill in the blanks -.- kao. i think geo die alrd. and i mugged it the most -.- this happens all the time man. everytime i mug so hard den in the end liddat. nvr mug so hard den come out easier -_- and i only read thru e maths! -.-
at that my dad brought me to turf club there with my mum. bought this butterfly thing there cos i wanna put at my bag lol. the clothes there.. cheap but so so lah.
den at ard 1.30, we went to fetch my brother. wah lau. the official sch of nerds x.x all the guys there not shuai and all their bags damn high and wear their shorts damn high also. and all damn guai tuck in sia! omfg x.x
finally my brother came and we went to balestier road for chicken rice lol. den we went to lavander to have my passport photo changed, and my bro to renew his passport. can slp there zz. and my photo.. omfg retarded can. totally retarded -.- and somemore my fringe cannot cover my eyebrows -.- i look like a total freak! -.- roar.
den waited damn long for the process. could see my brother's head nodding off lol.
den went home lo. i shall rest today, and start mugging again tml and the day aft tml. roar.
>> LOOK AT THIS! <<
and a little elmo joke..
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The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms.
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The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door.
The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee.
He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the
entire production line
behind schedule.
The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor.
When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and
they're really beginning to pile up.
At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amazement as she cuts a little piece of fabric, Wraps it around two marbles and begins to carefully sew the little package between Elmo's legs.
The Personnel Manager bursts into laughter. After several minutes of hysterics he pulls himself together and
approaches Lena.
"I'm sorry," he says to her, barely able to keep a straight face, "but I think you misunderstood my instructions."
"your job is to give the elmo test tickles."
6:21 PM
oh yeah. i will really be not online. if u all see me online, its only cos my dad is using the com. so before all the "you said you aint going online anymore!" comes out, i guess i better tell you all first. heh =X
JIAYOU EVERYONEEEEEEEEEE. AND GOOD LUCK [:
wish me more luck back. i need it more =X
lets see. i have probs with physcis and maths and chem. esp chem. chem calculations is.. x.x i nvr ever get one qns correct for that -.-
i go mug again liao [:
byeeeeeeeeeee <3
7:38 PM
cant blame me lahhhh
i wanted to finish watching devil beside you so that i can concentrate on my studies :D and i chiong finish liao! XD
but instead of studying, maybe i'll be thinking and thinking of the show instead -.-
and i think there's going to be season 2! :D
hahaha. ok. i organised all my notes alrd. as in, sub by sub, nvr take out notes all those T_T
and den i chiong devil beside you liao x.x
had a costly dinner x.x at first dad wanna bring the whole family to har paw villa or something. den turn out there got wedding and its totally booked. den ended up driving here and there den my mum suggested eating shark fins. lol x.x and each of us had one whole wok of shark fins x.x
damnnnnnnnn full now :D
10:30 PM
and omfg. my mp3 went bonkers! oh shit =/ i cant switch it on. and even the speakers siao liao. wtfffffffffffffffffffffffff!
had eoy paper 1 today. SCREWEDDDDDD! the functional writing have to write formal letter. they even bold the letter and formal tone. and? i wrote report. fail liao. i at first write formal letter, then suddenly i gave up and wrote report. i dont know what the hell was wrong with me that time. den i juz anyhow wrote. and i felt like.. damn fucked up. i dont know how to describe the feeling, but all i know is that i almost cried =/ den i looked at the compo qns. i went totally blank =/ den i chose number two, which is write abt a good deed that has disastrous effects. and? i wrote halfway, den i felt that i made no sense. and i looked at the qns paper again. wanted to go bonkers and cry o.o den i juz anyhow chose the first qns, writing abt academic excellence or character development more impt. and at first, wadever i wrote i couldnt make head or tail. and? i wrote crap. totally crap. and i even cancelled one whole paragraph i wrote. i serious had no idea wad i was writing. i write halfway want to cry liao lo x.x AND? MS TEO CAME TO MAKE IT WORSER. she took away my liquid paper, thus i could only cancel and cancel all the way. cos i didnt know wad the hell i was writing, i cancelled a lot of parts. and i took liquid paper from ranie. sigh. and when i handed in the paper, i felt blank o.o and sad also. cos i felt that.. i may fail =/ dunno wad the hell is wrong with me lah... i was panicking all the way. sigh.
den recess, den hcl paper 1. i guess.. the functional writing was alright to me. den the compo.. screwed too? no idea. many thing were running through my mind to write the compo, but only one topic. den juz.. anyhow wrote lo. my functional writing was damn sacarstic can. say the person is ban4 shi4 xiao4 li4 gao1, den call him to do something crap and easy blah. wah lau =/ i dunoo lah!
went to relax by playing netball. sigh. and yeah. my leg hurts more aft i play netball. roar. we all ran cos we saw b lim. we were lucky, cos yest we played aft recess time, but she caught those playing soccer one first, den we all saw and ran (: the guys most of them from my class lol. and they had to do reflection! LOL. like me, but mine is two days ago. lol.
den had physics, den chem aft sch. i fell aslp listening to ms lim talk x.x den suddenly she shout at someone den i woke up. (:
took bus to central den went home with diana (:
and everyone is surprised with the change in me. i did hmwk! ahhaha. they were like "omg angella you do hmwk ah?!?!" [: den i bring home notes from TERM 2, which was inside my locker for TWO TERMS, they were like "angella you going to study ah?!?!" roflmao. but i havent study yet =/ sighh. i want to. but i dont think i can. roar. imagine. 12 chaps of chem, etc. die.
i shall go watch tv, den go study (hopefully i'll be able to). or maybe i'll juz organise all my notes luh. sighhhhhhhhh.
goodbye blog. goodbye blogskins. goodbye everyone. and good luck. dont miss me even though i know you all will. and yeah, bye dead blog. its going to be so dead from now on.
5:44 PM
roar. STUPID ZUHUI YOU GOOD! i was sleeping at sac and you kept disturbing me #%)$^($#(^ you're lucky i didnt wake up to poke you and wanted to continue slping man. roarrrrrrrr! i damn tired can >:( like you said, i sleep like a pig de horrrrrrr. next time u gonna regret waking me up. muahahhaha!
and mosquitoes are really.. #)%@!)%(#_{($ i spray insect repellant at my lower leg, they bit my arm. i spray again, only at the lower leg the next day, and they bit my thigh. one at each leg somemore wtf. today, i spray on my lower leg and thigh, YOU BIT MY FACE. WTH YOU WANT FROM ME MAN $)^@*@(#% assholes. one day u all gonna die real bad. maybe i'll grow up and i'll invent something that'll kill all mosquitoes. >:(
mrs chang didnt come today ((: cos her daughter was sick. den two free period. tchr come in kaobei want us to compo for her -.- but lucky in the end nvr (: nice me "did" the bio hmwk [:
eng, den pe. played volleyball with sayhwee. den went to play netball again during recess, but i couldnt play halfway cos my leg hurt real bad =/ sigh. i guess i shant play anymore till it recovers totally. >:(
den had bio, den maths. den enrichment. wasnt listening at all =X playing with jenboon huimin and doreen. we throwing a piece of paper ard. lye sim bu shuang and came to call us to stay back -.- and we did. so guai right. [: and then ms wattson wanted us to clear the litter in the hall first while lye sim scolded the sec 1s -.- sec 1s leave liao wth cos so many litter x.x den lye sim gave us a scolding. and we have to write reflection letter. wtf? well, according to huimin, every cloud has a silver lining. just treat it as exercise for the upcoming eoy paper 1 -.- roar.
everyone alrd went home when i went back classrm. all pangseh >:( so had to go central myself, den waited for amel there.
here goes my reflection letter. WITH PROPER FORMAT, according to what lye sim wants. -.-
20th September 2006
Nan Hua High School
41 Clementi Avenue 1
Singapore 129956
Ms Teo Huang Khoon
Form Teacher of 3/6
What I did during the enrichment programme
I am writing to reflect on what I did wrong during the enrichment programme.
During the enrichment programme, I was playing with a piece of crushed paper with my friends instead of listening to what the person was talking about during the enrichment programme in the hall.
I should not do this, but listen to the person talking as it would only reflect upon myself, saying that I do not have manners. I should listen to the person talking as a form of respect, because if I am the one in front talking, I would also hope that others will listen to me talk instead of playing and not paying attention.
In the future, I should pay attention to the person who is talking and not play. Also, I should not bring anything with me if I am going to the hall for something as it will only make me be inattentive to the person speaking.
Thank you for your attention. I am truly sorry, and I will not do it again.
Yours faithfully
Angella Sim Ai Hui
Student of class 3/6
Nan Hua High School
41 Clementi Avenue 1
Singapore 129956
Ms Teo Huang Khoon
Form Teacher of 3/6
What I did during the enrichment programme
I am writing to reflect on what I did wrong during the enrichment programme.
During the enrichment programme, I was playing with a piece of crushed paper with my friends instead of listening to what the person was talking about during the enrichment programme in the hall.
I should not do this, but listen to the person talking as it would only reflect upon myself, saying that I do not have manners. I should listen to the person talking as a form of respect, because if I am the one in front talking, I would also hope that others will listen to me talk instead of playing and not paying attention.
In the future, I should pay attention to the person who is talking and not play. Also, I should not bring anything with me if I am going to the hall for something as it will only make me be inattentive to the person speaking.
Thank you for your attention. I am truly sorry, and I will not do it again.
Yours faithfully
Angella Sim Ai Hui
Student of class 3/6
nice right? AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA! -.- tml morn have to give ms teo before attendance taking -_-
and i shud go off and study. i shall try.
8:13 PM
and i lost my journal book! =/ how how. i cant find it anywhereeeeee. =/ sigh.
my leg still hurts. and i went to play netball today -.- cant run ard much. and i hurt my little finger! -.- one accident after another. sighhh.
had cd first. MS TEO USED IT TO TEACH MATHS! -.- and she told us that someone had been using her name to talk to kejun. HAHAHHAHA. i know. everyone add that email pls: teo.hk@hotmail.com. i talked to her till she blocked me! ahahhahahha! her msn nick? maths is my passion, gearing 306 is my purpose. PUI LAHH. she alrd say before dont like our class -_-
den had geo. i almost fell aslp x.x
den pe. had my serving test. 4 out of 5 were ok. =X den went to play netball, till recess ended.
den had maths -.- den bio spa. ok bah =/ quite easy. but i dont know what experimental error to put =X
lunch. played netball again. den had triple english.
aft sch accompanied adeline and diana to guides rm for their cookies. joanne went off first cos she didnt want to wait. lol.
den took 184 with them and i went to bpp with adeline. she had long john and tako while i had tako. i too broke alrd x.x i didnt bring money in fear i will overspend mahhhh. =X im trying to save up now. so many people's birthday coming up. and i owe so many people. roar.
im off to watch e mo zai shen bian :D
and oh yeah. be proud of me man. today is like the first day after so long that i finally did hmwk at home! =X
8:02 PM
001.Real name: Angella Sim Ai Hui
002.Nickname: loanshark (: given by the band -.-
003.Single or taken: single
004.Zodiac sign: goat
005.Male or female: female
006.Elementary Sch: greenridge primary (:
007.Ipod: mp3.
008.How many buddies on ur list: 292.
009.Friendster name: angella
010.Hair color: black
012.Hair long or short: long
014.Eye color: brown
015.Are u health freak: nope.
016.Height: 169 [:
017.Do u haf a crush on someone: nope
018.Do u like urself: if i dont, i wont be living here will i?
019.Braces: nope
020.Think u're awesome: i wish i was x.x
021.Piercings: one on each ear.
022.Tattoo: nope
Your 'Firsts'
024.Surgery: dun have :D
025.Piercings: at the 77th street in jp. got dragged there by my aunt =/
026.Best Friend: janice ruiyan cynthia :D
027.Award: uhhs. no idea. unless u count those maths competition -.-
028.Sport u joined: nope.
029.Pet: used to have fishes. but they died soon :D
030.Vacation: malaysia? =/
031.Concert: uhs. forgot which band concert.
032.Love: my parents (:
Favorites
033.Movie: none.
034.TV show: none.
035.Color: PINK! [: and brown and white and black and all sorts of colours :D
036.Music: band <3
039.Drink: 7up clear raspberry x.x
040.Body part excluding face: hands?
041.Cartoon: im someone with no childhood x.x
042.Piece of clothing: none.
043.Brand of clothing: billabong? =/
044.Thing to slp wif: bolster? lol.
045.School: greenridge <3
046.Animal: too many? =X
047.Book: fiction and fantasy books i guess :D
048.Magazine: teenage
049.Im eating: ice cream :D
050.Im drinking: nth
052.Im abt to: surf web.
053.Listening to: the tv
055.Waiting for: 8pm for amelia and her sis to come my house (:
056.Watching: the computer screen
057.Wearing: clothes
Your Future
058.Want Kids: uh huh
059.Want to get married: uh huh
060.Careers in mind: shop owner designer and tchr x.x
Which is better with e opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: eyes
069.Hugs or kisses: kisses
070.Shorter or taller: taller
072.Romantic or spontaneous: both :D
073.Nice stomach or arms: no idea.
074.Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075.Hookup or relationship: relationship
076.Sweet or caring: both
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: neither.
Have u ever
078.Kissed a stranger: nope
079.Drank bubbles: nope
080.Lost glasses or contacts: nope
081.Ran away from home: nope
082.Broken a bone: nope
083.Got an X-ray: nope
084.Broken someone's heart: yes.
086.Turned someone down: uh huh.
087.Cried when someone died: nobody in my family died yet.
088.Cried at school: yes.
Do u believe in
089.God: yes
090.Miracles: yes
091.Love at first sight: dunno.
093.Aliens: nope
094.Magic: nope
095.Heaven: uh huh
096.Santa Claus: nope
097.Sex on e first date: i would be crazy to say yes -.-
098.Kissing on e first date: nope
099.Angels: nope
FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY -.-
saw kenneth at the lrt station today. i didnt recognise him at first x.x
my leg was in pain the whole day from walking too much =/ sighhh.
had geo, den ss, den recess. i want my leg to faster recover so that i can play netball >:(
den had chinese. i didnt know we gonna have test till today -.- like wth? nobody told me when i was sick at home! grr. and so the wan cheng ju zi i didnt know how to do. and wtf. you know what? i think i made a joke out of myself in that segment. seriously. when i found out the meaning from amelia, and told her what i wrote, she was laughing all the way T_T sigh..
den had chem spa =/ which is worse. the exp i did correctly, the table i did correctly, but i dont know how to calculate the concentration. i anyhow do, den in the end the ans surely wrong den i erase away. den.. TIME'S UP! -.- so the whole thing blank wtf #%)(%$%)^*)#@(_) die alrd lahhhh. sigh. and it ate into our lunch. juz nice lunch ended den spa end. zz.
den had maths, den eng. den walked to central with sayhwee and diana. my leg hurt damn lot =/ sigh. saw joanne at bus stop hahah :D den i waited for amel for half an hour! -.- poor me. diana and joanne went off first tho. boo. haha.
i finally got the mulan song! :D those who want get from me (: i put as my blog song too. can also get from the link, but my bandwidth exceeded alrd =/
6:16 PM
i dont know whether you'll be reading this.. but, i just want to let you know, whatever you do, there will always be someone who cares for you. dont be sad kk?
i can be your jie if you want. i can be your older sibling if you want. not only me, but there's others in the trumpet section who care for you too. we all can be your jies. we all will be here for you to rant at (:
yeah. so if you have anything, you can come and find me. 24/7. (:
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huiwen saboed me to do this! do before alrd lehh. but nvm do again :D
Name 20 people u can think of right now. Dont read e question(s) until you've named e 20 people. At e end of this,choose 5 people to do this.
1. huiwen
2. shuhui
3. ben
4. xiaoping
5. anne
6. samantha
7. amelia
8. sayhwee
9. doreen
10. felicia
11. ranie
12. huimin
13. daphne
14. dacia
15. ruimin
16. zuhui
17. xueqi
18. caiqin
19. vivien
20. taoran
How did u meet #14(dacia): band!
What would u do if u din meet #1(huiwen): i would have lost a great and lovely friend <3
What if #9(doreen) n #20(taoran) dated: lesbian!
Would #6(samantha) n #17(xueqi) make a good couple: they dont even know each other (:
Describe #3(ben): ebil!
Is #8(sayhwee) attractive: yes! <3
Describe #7(amelia): my best friend forever <3
Know of any #12(huimin) family members: nope.
What would u do if #18(caiqin) confesses to u dat he likes u: i'll go super bonkers! CAIQIN IS FOREVER MY CUTE CUTE CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE JUNIOR!!!! <3
What language does #15(ruimin) speak: human language of course.
Who is #9(doreen) going out with: justin.
How old is #16(zuhui): 16
When is e last time u spoke to #13(daphne): err. few days ago on the phone.
Who is #2(shuhui)'s fav band/singer: duno =X
Would u ever date #4(xiaoping): [:
Would u ever date #1(huiwen): if i were lesbian, too. (:
Is #19(vivien) single: yeah.
What's #10's(felicia) last name: felicia
Would u ever be in a relationship with #11(ranie): omfg i rather die.
School of #3(ben): singapore poly
Where does #6(samantha) live: no idea.
What's ur fav thing abt #5(anne): MY PRANK CALLER! XD
Have u seen #2(shuhui) naked: nope.
SABO TIME.nw passin on to e unlucky 5:
anybody who wants to do :D im too nice to sabo xD
9:05 PM
cos, anne chang and anne chin in chinese....
anne chang sounds like dirty.
and
anne chin sounds like quiet.
lol im crapping lah :D
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and wah lau. tagging on someone's tagboard calling the person not to advertise so much in case someone gets pissed is called flaming? -.- absurd reasoning man.
i tagged:
i suggest u better stop going ard and asking every single person to rate ur skin. stop it before someone gets pissed.
the person's post in forum:
Sometimes, I do advertise; But I usually give constructive comments first. And cos' of them i got flamed on my own tagboard. >.<
his reply:
hmm? isit wrong to do that? my main motive's to comment/rate their skins, and can't i have some personal space ? and i only do that once in a while. no offence meant.
i didnt even went into his personal space -_- and the person advertise only when he submits his skin on that day. -_-
ok the issue of advertising in blogskins is getting into my mind. not like im against it, but once i click on all the top 10 recent skins and i see the advertising by the same person, i find it irritating -.- i tell them, they call it flaming. yeah how nice.
sigh. its just not the same old blogskins anymore. its full of wars. one wave after another.
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i finished one hmwk! :D but there's still a whole lot others -.-
7:13 PM
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AND THIS!
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I WANT THIS!
AND THIS!
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sigh. im getting crazy.
i cant find trumpet bracelet tho. sighh.
i dont feel like putting so many things here. i put them in my wishlist. go and see [:
5:34 PM
sigh. the truth's out now. no more fun. im going to skin everyone. (:O
and running away doesnt solve problems.
5:13 PM
i woke up late today :D den i rushed -.- and i forgot to eat my medicine as a result. and i had headache for the whole day. sigh.
rushed to pending lrt de bus stop and met up with diana. she lost her ez link card. so she ran home to get her passport. haha. den we took 184 to clem and met up with dor fel and sayhwee who were eating pratas. three ppl share three pratas lol? and they tempt me with the icecream -.- ROARR
i ate two pratas myself. one strawberry one mushrm mayo. and both costs 2.50 wth? so damn exxxxx can! 2 pratas= 5 bucks. sigh.
juz as my second prata came... ranie came. lol.
den finish eating le den we went to meet stella at the mrt, den aft that we walked to nh pri. its even closer than nh high -.o
sayhwee brought us to the lift on the second floor where there was her photo. she look like mrs fong lol! took photos of all the nh pri + sec ppl. roflmao. shall upload next time :D too lazy now.
got a lot of students there very cute you know [: hahahha. im not peodophile >_> but ranie is! HAHAHHA =X she went there to find cute little children. lol jk.
den had ample time before the hsk starts, so i went to slp! waking up only to find myself drowsy to do the paper -.- listening compre first. kept yawning. zz. it was easy. lucky no listening abt some news one or i sure die x.x
den had yu2 fa3 jie2 gou4 for 20 mins. easy peasy lah =X kinda juz ran through this part. finished the whole thing in 10 mins lo. x.x
den had yue4 du2 li2 jie3 for ONE HOUR. i finished in 15 mins -.- cos i chiong thru :D and i had FORTY FIVE MINUTES to slp -.- so i slp lo :D waking feeling so drowsy that i anyhow did the last part, zong1 he2 tian2 kong4. had half an hour to do. and i was like drowsy so i anyhow do =X i had two i dunno wad to write -.- bad brain. z. was still damn slpy.
aft that sayhwee went to find her sis. den me ranie doreen and diana went to eat. i couldnt eat fried food so they, being NICE, dint go and eat fried food cos i cant :D ahahhaha =X we went to hawker centre and ate porridge =X lol. and being the NICE me, i bought carrot cake for my brother hahahahha! and we saw this woman sitting down behind us who wore TIGHT-FITTING and TRANSLUCENT and SKIN COLOUR shirt, and her pants were worn damn freaking low. so you can guess wad we all saw luh (:o
and den i went home with diana [: haha.
sigh. and my mum doesnt allow me to go out again. she makes me want to keep quiet abt going anywhere else because i know she'll nvr let me go out -.-
3:38 PM
i went sch today! :D and my dad drove me cos i nid to go there and study. thanks amel for lending me ur notes <3
and my leg almost recovered alrd (: i can walk i can jump i can run :D but the doc say i cant exercise -.- and i cant eat fried or cold food! T_T my ice cream and chocs and a looooooot of things are still waiting for me in my fridge. sighh.
the guys had to go to the hall early in the morn cos of some molest case and they were happy to skip miss teo's lesson -.- and it was reading period time. guess wad she did? "girls, lets not waste time while the guys are gone. lets do the qns i gave u all yest." like wtf. it was ONLY 7.40 -.- roar.
time passed slowly for maths. i think i get wadever she's teaching, but not really sure. and she gave hmwk -.- and den had chi, den recess. sayhwee and dor pangseh me leave me alone in canteen eating -.- you all gooooood.
had chem. she spent one hour going thru the spa we gonna have next wk. and den had bio test. screwed up totally. more adh i put less adh. and a lotttttt of things i duno. ROAR. dead meat. =/
lunch was playing monkey in class. lol. everyone's calling me paika ever since wed T_T
de had physicssssssss. dont really know wad she talking cos a lot of things i dunno cos i nvr come yest -.- and borrowed home sooo many notes from sayhwee to copy o.o haiz.
and my stomach was growling alrd lol. intended to go eat with sayhwee at central, but my dad came to drive me home cos he was in the neighbourhood. lol. den adeline melina and weiting took a lift from my dad to central, so my dad couldnt buy food for me on the way home. lol. but i bought food when i reached home lah [:
den went to sch for the so called ptc. go there here mr foo talk and talk and talk. the moment my dad reached sch, he got stomachache -.- den me and my mum went up to hear mr foo's chanting sutra. amazingly, 3o6 got the most number of ppl who got passes for 6 or more subs tgt wif 3o3 o.o thats like.. omgggg? 96.7% or something i guess. i dint know my class so damn pro x.x hehe. but the % for distinction not really good lah, but still, [: and i was busying sucking my lollipop the whole time he talking. heh.
and my dad was like...
stone.
stone.
sweat.
stone.
stone.
zzz.
hahahahah!
and i was..
-.-"
-_-
and my mum is..
lol.
ha.
tsk.
ahhahah :D
den at finally ard 8, parents go talk to tchr if they want. my mum didnt want to talk to ms teo! roflmao. den i stood there talk talk talk den we went home [: was raining cos dad dint bring us to eat, and mum wanted to go shopping but the rain make her dun feel like -.- wth. but nvm [:
and there's hsk tml! omg. and i dint even go and revise those things o.o tml sure dunno how to do liao. dieeeeee. >< wish me good luck for tml ppl [:
10:05 PM
honey. i really dont know what to say, but thank you for everything <3 im sorry for not being there for you because i have my own problems too sometimes, but i promise that i will stay by your side forever with you whenever you need me. we'll keep in contact even as we grow older and older k? (: i'll be that forever who's at your side cheering you up whenever you are down. i'll be that forever who will stand at your side cheering you on. i'll be that forever who will stand at your side no matter what happens. no matter what happens, i'll still be here for you, forever. <3
and thanks everyone, for letting me know that at least you cared. true friends always show in times of difficulties. <3
9:59 PM
suddenly after all the fucks and personal attacks you've given me, you want me to forgive you? wow. i didnt know im that magnanimous. the change in the tone in both posts is damn big.
let me tell you now then. I AM VERY BUSHUANG WITH YOU NOW.
you said sry, was ONLY on that day when me and amel ignored you on the way home, and not aft that, when i started to find you irritating and ignoring you. who said you apologised for this huh.
"I dun think its good for anyone if this continues."
you mean, there's others involved in this, other than me and you? -.-
put urself in my shoes. would you like it if i go around repeating whatever you put in your blog to everyone? would you like it if u're still pissed with someone, and that someone continues to talk to you? would you like it if everyone knows about this and think you're the one at fault? everyone has a bad impression of me thanks to you. how the hell can you repair this then? you had alrd spoiled the trust i had in you. we all know that we cannot tell you anything, or you'll spread it like fire. i cannot even tell you anything, knowing that you will nvr keep your mouth shut. i happen to know, you went around asking everyone abt me. its equivalent to telling everyone. ha.
this is the consequences of whatever you did. i'll take someone's advice, to leave this until after the eoy, and concentrate on studies now. get it? let me cool down first.
and yeah. go and tell everyone then. so many people know about everything alrd. i dont care if you tell more.
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roar. i didnt bring my excretion notes and bio tb home =/ so i cant study for the test tml o.o sure failllllllll. =/
and my parents told me ms teo called! hahaha. and call them to rmb to come for the parent tchr dialogue tml. muahahhaha. my parents know that she'll most probably say stuffs like my attitude and my studies blah. hahahhaa.
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8:48 PM
so what if i have serious attitude problem. it isnt yours. i said before, i'll see if u are still irritating or not, and then i'll speak to you again. everytime i wasnt even ready to talk to you, you'll come and talk to me or say something. i didnt even feel like speaking to you, of course i'll get someone else to pass the msg. you call that coward? alright then. next time anything i damn bushuang i tell you right at ur face. it hurts even more like that.
you tell others, and wad did others think? im at fault. everyone think im at fault, and what did they say to me? they dont like me. im trying to drag this person into this. you alrd apologised(since when?!), and i still treat you like this. the choc, you said is to cheer me up. didnt say it was apologising. i alrd say dont nid, but u still give. if u want, i can give it back to you. in front of everyone, im the one at fault. you're the victim. yeah right.
did u know what the hell you did wrong in the first place that caused not only me to feel this way? im not the only one, for god's sake. when i told him to pass the msg to you, it wasnt only from me. and the moment u heard wad he said, you immediately point the finger at me. others were only trying to hide what they felt. im the only one who said it out. i wont ever say out who they are, dont worry.
i put the pass up, is only to prevent ppl from saying out whatever i put here. anyone, not only you, who always repeat what i put in my blog, will get me pissed. i simply dont like it. after whatever you read here, you didnt have to tell everyone. last time when i told you abt something and called you to keep quiet abt it, did you? no. you spread it to the whole band, and it spread to the whole sch. cant you juz keep your mouth shut?
what did u do to save this friendship? by talking to me when im not even ready to talk to you? this way, you can only make ppl more pissed you know. juz as i thought i'll stop ignoring you, you went ard spreading what happened to me. very nice.
yeah im dumb, im lazy. not ur prob right? yes im lame, im stupid. u are going too far with personal attacks. i dint even say all these abt you. you, are the only one who said all those abt me. go lah. say all these to everyone. i dont give a damn. i can easily sue you with all the personal attacks, but dont worry, i wont.
who the fuck i think i am? im juz a nobody with serious attitude problem, cannot ah.
2:36 PM
woke up with a heavy headache and i could hardly breathe =/ take in deep breath and i'll cough. and i have occasional fever =/ my parents were like debating whether to let me go sch or not and at 6.20, they finally decided not to let me go so as to not take risks. sry amel tell you so late ><
went back to slp and woke up and got a frigging headache T_T went to see the doc. he say i cannot go for pe or exercise o.o and that im down with flu. and flu causes all those symptoms o.o
luckily my leg's now much better. but i'll still bandage it to take lift in sch tho :D if not it'll take me frigging ages to go up or down the stairs. my left leg is kind of weak =/ but at least now it doesnt hurt as much when i sit down or stand up, but it still hurts when i walk luh.
sigh. i hope i'll get better to study for bio test tml and get better to go sch tml T_T
1:59 PM
Five Things You Would Do If You Were A Millionaire
1. shop! :D
2. buy the best trumpet in the world :D
3. travel ard the world
4. save the money XD
5. close down schoolsssssss! roar.
Five Bad Habits
1. I'm vulgar :D
2. I like to shout at ppl >:D
3. I like to bully ppl >:D
4. I nvr do hmwk
5. I love to copy hmwk :D
Five Things You Like Doing
1. skinning [:
2. shopping!
3. music-making (:
4. listening to music
5. play and play all day :D (as the saying goes.. all work and no play makes angella a dull girl :D)
Five Things I Hate
1. school
2. exams
3. ms teo
4. smokers
5. no computer
Five Things You Will Never Wear, Buy, Or Get Again
1. i
2. dont
3. know
4. leh..
5. next!
Five Things You Regret Doing
1. running aft the bus yest -.-
2. going to nan hua
3. wasting money =/
4. dunno.
5. this quiz. its giving me a headache.
Five Favourite Toys or Things?
1. Adobe Photoshop CS2 XD
2. mp3 (:
3. my precious phone
4. my wallet :D
5. my com XD
Five People You Choose To Do This
1. anyone
2. who
3. wants
4. to
5. do
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aiyo. so many things i dunno. headache liao lah x.x
my dad drove me and amelia to sch today [: but my leg pain is worser than yest -.-
went to GO and got the lift pass. had to surrender my ez link card tho. stood at the back at GO there during assembly, and boy, i cant hear the announcement and anyone singing except for some tchrs nearby o.o i was kinda forced to sing too X( and a lot of tchrs i know came up to me and asked wad happened to me. lol o.o and stupid lye sim luh. i didnt have any newspaper so i juz stared into blank space. she came along.. "you injure ur leg doesnt mean u dont have to read newspaper." *snatches newspaper from someone nearby and gave it to me* like wtf. so damn rude can. i want to slap her -.-
took the lift up to class :D got say hwee to accompany hahaha. she damn lucky lo! lol. the whole day she no need walk the stairs cos i got lift pass [:
had physics first. pretty ok lahhh. den was eng. did functional writing, den went for pe. i no nid go for serving test cos of my leg! lol. but den i see they all play play play i also want lehh. x(
den had bio. i slp for one hour o.o and so i had no idea wad she taught =/ oh boy. bio spa next wk and bio test this fri. and there's meeting on thurs -.-
maths?!?! for four periods?!!! i can kill the sch -.- four periods of maths = four periods of ms teo = 2 hrs of ms teo. oh fuck. we're like the most unluckiest class ever. luckily, she taught for two periods, den the other two we had to do her maths hmwk. do until my eyes pain x.x
den had english oral aft sch. i had simply no idea wad the pic is. and she keep calling me to elaborate. =/ sigh. there goes my good grade. and for the conversation part, she asked a lot of qns too. sigh. i think the only part i'll do well is passage.
dad picked me up aft sch [: and he bought chicken rice for me! haha. <3
sigh. my left leg hurt a lot =/ i stand up, sit down, walk, sit, all damn pain. i cant even sit on the floor or i'll go bonkers with the pain. den i sit down or stand up, i can feel pain in the knee cap. one heartbeat = pain one time. like wth o.o den when my heartbeat is fast, pain like shit -.- my atery got problem ah o.o and i removed the bandage. there's this super big bruise on my knee cap. my ankle doesnt hurt as much as in the morn. and my right upper arm hurts too o.o and i have this super big blueblack + some yellowish part bruise on my right lower arm. o.o my left palm hurts too.and my third and fourth fingers hurts when i move them too much/try to catch ball with it =/ sigh. and i keep feeling damn hot and got headache, like got fever like that, but it dies down aft a while and start again. =/
AND. i seriously dont like it when SOMEONE reads my blog, and goes around telling everyone what happened to me. its super irritating can. what you know from my blog, you dont have to go around telling everyone. big mouth. you make me want to put password in once more.
5:03 PM
today was alright i suppose. ms teo surprisingly stop scolding me for my skirt which is deemed as super short to her o.o
had cd first. was trying to do a maths. and i succeeded with say hwee's help :D was slping at first cos i was tired den ms teo came to woke me up -.- i dint join in the discussion for my cip =X
den had geo, den pe. just sianed over there for a while, den played volleyball with sayhwee and diana. next wk or something is our serving test. z. den aft pe we played netball till mr ng chased all of us up for class. lol.
den had maths. instead of listening, me and sayhwee were trying to figure out how to do the a maths hmwk hahaha =X lesson ended and juz nice we finished =X and so i have no idea wad inverse function she's talking abt.
and came bio. actually i also nvr listen lah =/ sigh.
went to play netball during lunch again. this time so many ppl x.x
den had triple eng. half the class went out without her permission and went to 3/7 to slack cos they had no tchrs =/ she was angry and she chased them in.
oral was postponed to tml cos of the hanyu shuiping kaoshi thing. went to ava1 for it. kinda boring =/ they give us listening o.o and i listen until i wanna slp x.x
aft the HSK, walked to central with sayhwee and doreen. and halfway at traffic light, saw 106 behind. den we ran to catch it. i fell as a result =/ at first almost fell but i regained my balance, but dunno y suddenly fell o.o and my left leg was in pain =/ den it was painful to stand up and walk. called dad but he didnt want to fetch me. thought he was busy with his work or something. so i cabbed home lo. and my dad den brought me to his friend to massage my leg. damn pain T_T both my knee cap and ankle. den his friend bandaged up my knee cap so that it can support and not be so weak. i have to walk properly or i may not be able to anymore if i continue walking in a way such that my leg wont be painful. sigh. no more playing of netball. but, there's some upside of it :D i get free ride(s) to sch and maybe back home, and i can take the lift in sch (: sigh. but no netball. and it hurts when i walk. roar.
i dont think my dad trusts me at all.i told him i fell and i couldnt walk cos it was painful,but no matter what i said he wouldnt come over to drive me home.he didnt believe it.and when i reached home,my mum asked y i didnt get my dad to drive me, when he's at home.i said that he didnt want to,and my mum said its cos he didnt know that my injury was so serious.yeah right.he was slping at home.he didnt even believe in me when i said i really couldnt walk-it's damn painful.he tot im juz trying to get a free ride home..and whenever i tell him the reasons for going out,he never ever believe me,and said that im juz going out to shop with my friends.he didnt believe me.i told him the truth all the time.i didnt lie.and yet he wont believe me.i have no idea what i did to make him not to trust me.there was once,he didnt allow me to go out when there was something very impt.i showed him the sms.he didnt believe,because it was sent by a friend and not the adult.he even wanted me to call the adult for him to talk to so as to make sure i wasnt lying to him.but in the end,i didnt because my mum told him not to,and pushed him into a rm.when i told him i want to go for a concert,he thinks im going out with my friends,and disallow immediately.i go to my friend's house to do something,he wanted me to reach home by 5,when i was meeting my fren at 2.i had barely time to do what i wanted,so i heck the time.he thinks that im making bad friends out there too.he thinks im turning into an ah lian.he thinks im turning bad.when im not.i almost cried while he was driving me to his fren's house, but i suppressed it.even if he noticed,he'll think that im crying because of the pain,not because of him.sigh.i dont know what to do.
roar. my ankle and knee cap keep hurting =/ i cant sit in the parade square tml. i nid support to stand up, and i cant bend my knee too much. and my ankle hurts when i walk. sigh. im fucking unlucky. and i think, from now on, i shall go online once per two days. and slowly reduce. i hope i can do that.
8:50 PM
i really am.
10:02 PM
blogskins aint the same anymore.
it has changed a lot ever since i went there.
at first it was fun, learning to skin and make friends at the same time, feeling delightful whenever we see the new sotd.
but now, everyone's scrambling for the sotd.
no more fun.
its like intense competition for sotd everywhere.
everyone wanting their skin to be commented a lot and rated 5 stars to get into the top 15 rated, and sooner or later get sotd.
its no longer the fun blogskins.com i used to know, i used to go.
i think i sooner or later will leave blogskins, even tho i'll continue skinning because i love to skin.
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wanted to do my a maths hmwk.
but the moment i took out my a maths tb, i got a headache and gave up.
i shud not do this, but still.. =/
sigh. im hopeless.
eoy is coming alrd.
o lvls is coming alrd.
i must buck up.. and yet i cant.
i have to..
somehow.
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9:33 PM
GOOD LUCK TO ALL SEC 4S HAVING UR PRELIMS AND O LVLSSSSSSSSSSSS. and bad luck to zuhui. hehe (: jkjk lah xD i having chi o lvl this yr also >_> i seriously hope i get A, and my hcl get A, den i go jc no nid learn chi! whoo~
lets countdown. 17 more days to paper 2s. 11 more days to paper 1s. dead meat.
ive been reading bks, and dunno wad new york one. and all got talk abt having sex >_>
today was horrible. i couldnt get my slp in the bus or at the sac cos i was wide awake o.o slp at the parade square but jenboon scared the hell out of me by suddenly jerking me when i was slping -.-
and new timetable -.- i was practically slping with my eyes open looking at mrs lew o.o i juz stared straight at her while she was talking and didnt even take down one note =/ den my eyes keep blinking and blinking o.o and i had no idea that she had called my name even tho sayhwee said she did o.o okay thats wad happens when u have only around 3 hrs of slp x.x
den had chem. first period she was talking to us abt some good things and bad things. wad no nid to study alkene for eoy, and bad one i forgot. think is practical next wk liao omg =/ and for the next period, i went to slp :D
and you want to know how to train to eat faster for free? easy. get ranie. you'll rush ur food down in no time (:
and my stomach was growling with hunger T_T poor me. hahahaha.
chi, den ss. i didnt do her hmwk roflmao. den i was there copying and copying all the ans :D
lunch, went to play netball. i cant get the ball in the pole most of the time >:( we purposely play till lunch over still playing cos its maths afterwards for us and 3/7, and mrs lew was at the canteen giving us weird faces haahhaha.
had maths one period. z. den el heck lah. today tell me tml i have el oral for eoy -.- like wtf. die alrd lah.
aft sch walked to central with huimin sayhwee felicia and christina png. on the way saw dacia and shouted like shit, and she dint even hear #@%)$%^( i ran up to her wanting to pull her ponytails down, but she turned back T_T den all the way to central i was trying to pull her ponytails muahhahaha. but NICE me only pulled one down, even tho i could have pulled two (:
i should go online lesser. i must go online lesser. i must succeed in hypnotising myself that i must go online lesser. i must succeed in hypnotising myself that i must go and study. i must succeed in hypnotising myself not to fall asleep whenever i study. i must succeed in hypnotising myself that i will not fail in hypnotising myself about all these.
and i failed.
5:52 PM
1. full name: angella sim ai hui
2. name backwards: iuh ia mis allegna
3. were you named after someone: no
4. meaning of name: no idea.
5. nickname: loanshark -.-
6. screen name: angella
7. D.O.B: 18 dec 1991 (:
8. place of birth: I FORGOT! =X i think is some mt elizabeth or something hospital.
9. nationality: Singaporean
10. current location: Singapore
11. star sign: saggitauras
12. religion: buddhist
13. height: 169cm
14. weight: -.-
15. shoe size: 7
16. hair colour: black
17. eye colour: brown
18. who do you look like: nobody. i look like myself.
19. innie or outtie: ??
20. leftie or rightie: right
21. gay, straight, bi or others: all :D jkjk.
22. best friends: amelia and sayhwee
23. best friend you trust most: both :D
24. favourite pals: hm. cornet section :D
25. best friend of opposite sex: dont have :D
26. best buddies: -.-
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: girlfriend :D
28. crush: none
29. parents: who doesnt have.
30. worst enemy: .
31. favourite online guy: none.
32. favourite online girl: none.
33. craziest friend: daphne. ahahahha!
34. advice friend: er. dont have.
35. loudest friend: MYSELF [: hahaha! daphne and vivian :D
36. person you cry with: the trumpet section, when our seniors left < / 3
37. any sisters: no T_T
38. any brothers: 3 -.-
39. any pets: nope
40. any disease: nope
41. pagers: no
42. personal phone line: siao.
43. cell phone: nokia 6280
45. pool or hot tub: both.
46. a car: hm. no idea.
47.your personality: bitchy.
48. driving: duno.
49. room: ah?
50. whats missing: money money and more money.
51. school: nan hua high school
52. bed colour: pink and green [:
53. relationship with parents: okok bah =X
54. believe in yourself: no.
55. believe in love at first sight: duno.
56. good listener: no idea.
57. get along well with parents: okok.
58. save email conversations: u mean msn?
59. pray: yes
60. believe in reincarnation: yes
61. make fun of people: almost all the time =X
62. like to talk on the phone: u can say so :D
63. want to get married: uh huh
64. like to drive: and get into an accident?
65. motion sickness: yeah -.-
66. eat stem of broccoli: no.
67. eat chicken with fork: use hands :D
68. dream in colour: huh?
69. type with your fingers on home role: huh?
70. sleep with stuff animals: nope.
71. next to you: FOOD! >:D
72. on the walls of your room: the syf05 band photo and a puzzle i did and hanged up.
73. on your mousepad: no mousepad.
74. dream car: PINK [:
75. dream date: some shuaige? HAHAHAHAHHA!
76. dream honeymoon spot: some place great for shopping >:D
77. dream husband or wife: no idea.
78. bedtime: depends
79. under your bed: nothing.
80. single most important question: dunno.
81. bad time of a day: doing hmwk.
82. your worst fear: playing my trumpet for ppl to hear =/
83. the weather is: dont care.
84. time: 0920 sg time (:
85. date: 10sept2006
86. best trick did on someone: so many how to say =X
87. theme song: dont have.
88. hardest thing about growing up: no free cashflow and restricted to go places >_>
89. funniest experience: a lot
90. scariest experience: when i have to play the trumpet
91. silliest thing you have ever said: no idea.
92. scariest thing while you are with your friends: dunno.
93. worst feeling: dreading sch tml.
94. best feeling in the world: when u feel loved.
95. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! CHOOSE 8 TO DO THE QUIZ!!!
bina (:
zuhui (:
huiwen (:
shuhui (:
sheryl (:
anne (:
xinting (:
esther (:
i dont bother to tag, so do it when u see this, even tho u can pretend you nvr see :D and i'll pretend i didnt know that. hahahaha!
i feel so damn full aft eating fries now that i dont feel like eating my McSpicy x.x
9:02 PM
and roflmao. some guy added my email in msn and said:
hi
hi
hi
?
intro
this is not irc lah
haha ok
and we stopped talking.
hahahahahhahaha! i got influenced by irc liao >_> always intro intro intro -.-"
the one in blue is the guy, and im the one in pink. lol.
oh fuck. sch starts tml.
6:08 PM
rawr. ppl pls go [here].
and, the historic moment of the day!
BEN PRAISED ME! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
and im samantha's new wife! LOL.
sigh. everyone's studying and studying and studying and doing hmwk. while im slacking -.- i seriously dont want to do hmwk at all so i aint going to do. so? im dead meat. zz.
and the sound of me playing the trumpet really sucks.
4:48 PM
i feel as if im wasting time away. im just idling at home, doing nth. i dont want to study, i dont want to do hmwk. and i havent even touched my hmwk yet. i juz cant bring myself to do that. i want to slack and slack. i'll juz stone at one side doing nth. wasting time. speaking of wasting time, i feel that studying is kind of a waste of time too. what for we learn so much? to upgrade ourselves? but working so hard in life, what for? we live to eat, to have fun. not to work like some shit all the time, tiring ourselves out. eoy's coming up. i work damn hard for wad? for good results. for wad? to do my parents proud, and get that duno wad edusave thing i think. for wad? so that i have a bright future. and den i'll go on working and working like a slave. just to earn money. amd den blah blah blah. i dont think i can enjoy life like that you know. we live to enjoy. not to suffer. and we are suffering. but this is the real world. what can we do? nth.
rawr. im just ranting and ranting only because i have absolutely nth to do. zzz. and the eoy's coming up. idiotic. less than a month. so fast for what?! and den there comes higher chi o lvl, and den there comes sec 4. no more time to slack. and yet i cant bring myself to be hardworking anymore. oh fuck. thats wad the one wk hols did to me. make me slacker. and i havent even touch the stupid asshole hmwk.
and according to my mum, my dad doesnt allow me to go out all the time because he thinks that im turning into an ah lian by going out so much. -_- well. lots of signs to him? i dont tuck in my uniform, i attitude my tchr(he knows -.-), and i always go out.
z now what. im stuck at home with nth to do cos i absolutely refuse to do my hmwk and sch starts the day aft tml -.-
8:50 PM
http://www.friendster.com/euurprincess
http://www.friendster.com/31868302
http://www.friendster.com/18822906
all with bigg biggg eyes w0RrXx!
still got shuai ge club mAnXx!
there's so many that i cant list them all.
but wait, the best picture of them all:
roflmao :D
4:34 PM
waited and stone till 9+ -.- and we sweat and sweat and sweat. it was freaking hot. den jennifer didnt print the letter we were supposed to bring den she called her mum to print and bring. den she and guek leng went to the bus stop and wait while i took care of their things at the car porch. while waiting, huiwen came :D she looked damn different from the photos and real self o.o but she recognised me and i dont =X passed her the present. [: she forgot to bring mine tho. hahahaha. and she didnt print the letter too. den i asked whether can a not. den can -.- but jennifer still had to wait for her mum. zz.
den the person in charge is really.. urgh. the moment i went to register, she said "you stand there the whole morning now then you register?!" wtf is that kind of attitude? -.- and, i told her mine not thru sch, she was like "why you nvr register thru sch?? here. write down ur particulars." and she passed me the paper. and she wanted me to write down everything. and she passed me a paper in which only those who paid today den write de. den she call me to write also. and den she wrote on a sticker my name and sch. den i rmb huiwen also private de, den not from the paper. den she was like "haiyo!" and she anyhow take the stickers and paper there and find -.- waste my precious time wth. and spoiled my mood totally.
went in was like.. total silence or something. damn little ppl -.- shudnt have went man. first was to play twinkle twinkle little star using the mouthpiece -.- den played some long notes. den got some notes. i was like omg cos she made one row by one row play x.x my phobia x.x i scared play for ppl to hear. x.x but my row (me guekleng jennifer) is juz clap triplets and say out two triplets and three crochets, but we were too soft. scared mah. and guess wad she said? we need intensive training -.- and the lecture hall is damn cold can. i was shivering, and my tpet is damn cold -.- den had to play some notes she wrote on the whiteboard. i couldnt even see at all, esp the last one. and so? i screw up (: i know the rhythm, but i cant see the notes. so play wad? -.- screw lah. den in the end she played a piece for us to hear den leave liao. i shudnt have worn the nhsb band tee. i threw nhsb's face there >_> i cant even play high a, let alone high high c -.- the instructor wasnt really gd at pronounciation, so i didnt know wad she talking most of the time. =X the instructor only teach rhythm those stuffs lah. zz. den got lip trill but i cant :D z. den she say dunno wad secret de. x.x nvr say how to. ah. heck. towards the end of the workshop, my stomach was growling with hunger. even jennifer heard my stomach growling x.x
went to clem central and i went to buy curry puff haha. den juz nice guek leng's dad reached and i got a ride from her (: and i starved along the way. zz. went home feeling zibei. if it wasnt for my phobia ah. haizzzz. ppl think that im confident and daring in everything. well. everything except playing the tpet. every single time have to play, except when playing with the band, i'll screw. play tuning note to tune during band also screw. >_> like i said, everything except tpet. haiz.
watch this.
2:35 PM
i dont know. everytime i go your blog, i want to say a lot a lot of things. but, somehow or rather, nothing comes out. somehow or rather, i feel as if we are drifting further and further apart.
10:29 PM
Here's a survey for everyone! do it and forward to your friends to let them get to know you more! please list your names below before you forward it.
If you break this chain u will be cursed with relationship problems for the next 10 yrs. post this within 15 mins after doing this survey.
1..Are u photogenic?
no.
2. What time do you go to bed?
ard 10-11 during sch days.
3. What was the last thing you did before this?
eat ice cream :D
4. Who's the one you always meet the most?
my family? (:
5. What's on your mind right now ?
doing this -.-
6. What do you prefer?american idol/malaysian idol?
none :D
7. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?
all my frens :D
8. Draw attention or wait for attention?
none.
9. When was the last time you went out? with who?
today. went to bina's house :D
10. What do you hate the most for now?
my uncle who is smoking -_-
11. What do you do everyday besides eat & sleep?
walk talk use computer watch tv
12. Colors that make you happy ?
hmm. colourful :D
13. Most fave thing in your room ?
my bags :D
14. Miss someone?
ameliaaaaaaaaa. so long nvr talk liao T_T
15. Plan to buy something?
i havent bought my friends' birthday presents T_T
16. Are you satisfied with your life now?
hmm. can say so.
17.Do you like seafood?
esp PRAWNS >:D
18.Breakfast or dinner?
breakfast.
20. like chocolates?
dark choc :D
21.Do you have a laptop?
nope.
22. What's your favorite food from fast food?
uhs. no idea.
23. Cats or dogs?
dogs.
24. Salty or sweet?
none.
25. City or country?
country.
26. Is kissing normal for your age?
no idea.
27. Are you athletic?
okok bah =X
28.favorite bands for now?
NHSB! and tkwo :D
329. Do you have your own cell phone?
uh huh.
30. What do you wear to bed?
clothes
30. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
no way.
31. Punk or Rocker?
none.
32. sugar or spice?
none.
33. Can you use chopsticks?
yeah.
34. Do you care about getting good grades?
who doesnt.
35. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
everyday.
36. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
both :D
37. Is your mom strict?
sometimes?
38. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
uh huh.
39. Do your parents trust you?
not my dad i suppose..
40. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends?
never. but i still did.
41. Does your best friend get on your nerves?
nope :D
42. Do you make friends quickly?
no idea.
43. Do you tell your mom everything?
sometimes.
44. What do you & your parents fight about most?
to let me go out >:(
45. If u love someone & she/he rejected u, what will u do to her/him?
no idea.
46. Can u sing or rap?
windows'll break.
47. If u have one wish , who would u make ur wife/husband for life?
no idea. i dont have a crush yet.
48. What do u think bout this survey?
idiotic.
59. Ever kissed the mirror?
when im crazy.
50. Kissed anyone?
does my little cousins count?
51. How many ex-boyfriend(s)/ex-girlfriend(s)?
im pure (:
52. What whould you say to the person you love now?
dunno.
53. You prefer hanging out with boys or girls?
uhs. both? no idea.
54. Would you rather kiss a pig or kiss a guy on a street?
none.
55. What do you normally wear?
shirt and shorts at home lo.
56. Do you agree with the sentence? "when teens say fuck you they normally mean i love you"
nope (: i scold fuck you when im pissed with someone >_>
57. Love quarrel or love confess?
none.
58. You think the person you love always loves you back?
no idea.
59. Bungalow or condo?
im comfortable with both.
60. Do you really hate liars everytime you say so?
hm. see the reason for the lie first.
61. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
sayhwee, amelia, dacia, daphne
62. Truth or False?
truth.
FINALLY FINISHHHHHH. zz. -.-
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the more i see this skin, the more i like it :D no idea why hahaha.
sigh. im not in the mood for anything. everything. simply everything is going downhill. and i wish, its the opposite.
went bina's house today to bake cookies. and everything turned out wrong. my dad was scolding me before i left the house. he felt that im going out too much, when i aint. throughout this hols, im practically going to SCHOOL, not going out. fri, i was FORCED to go out and buy the tchr's day present. not like i want to buy. tues, i went out after band. told my mum i may be going out. and i got home to be scolded. today, went to bina's house only. three times. three times only. a lot meh?!?! -.- im not those kind who always go out every single day ok.
and im fucking broke now. spent all my money to buy the things to bake the cookies. the first batch was too buttery. some batches were ok. but none of them turned out as i wanted them to be. the last batch, which had the most cookies, was chao da, and used up a lot of time to bake them. haiz.
anw, thanks bina for lending me ur oven and giving me two eggs to bake the cookies. <3
my family sure love the cookies, except that they find it a little too sweet. haha.
8:35 PM
okay fine. at most i'll get my mum to buy me more :D
even tho its full of ice cream now :D heh.
went to sch for band (: had sectionals till 10. mr tan came at ard 9+ to coach us. and there was this part he made all of us play one by one. x.x sure i was nervous, but luckily i pulled it thru :D he say i play ok only leh =X im the only one who played it once only x.x den had break den combined practice. i think we disappointed mr tan or something. dint really play up to his expectation. =/ and tpets kept screwing up one part. haiz. cos during sectionals, we didnt practiced that part =X had lunch break, but tpet all stay back and practise. but still.. =/
aft band prac smsed mr tan saying sry for disappointing him, but he replied saying "no la.. im not disappointed.. it takes time to mend a technique. im not exactly unhappy. the band is improving except not faster than i hoped." =/ i told him he seemed angry/disappointed, he said "no la.. im just stern thats all.. not blessed with kind gentle countenance la.." ok chim x.x no idea wad's that countenance word, but i think it means look or wadever lah. i think the band must work a lot more harder. if not.... =/ haizzz.
im goddam tired. everytime i reach home i juz want to slp and slp and slp without waking up. and the hols gonna end soon and i havent touched my hmwk. oh god. wad kind of life does nan hua teachers have to make us nan hua students go back to sch everyday during the hols? -.-
7:41 PM
the maid woke me up 1 hr early, thus causing me to be sooo slpy T_T but i went back to slp anw. heh.
took 184 and met weijie on the bus so we walked to sch tgt.
and i was damn early. so watched 4/4 play netball. till huimin reached den we went to find the guys and they went to play bball -.- den me and huimin discussed and wrote the qns lo.
den went up, and the du shu hui started at 12.30. it was pretty... quiet? the guys not really prepared haha. den finally everything ended den our grp got 23 marks. i added 4 marks cos i talked a lot and said a lot of meaningful things according to tchr o.o but minus one cos i nvr go and boro chi bk from library -.-
den walked to central with huimin and bought curry puff to eat haha. and the moment i take the escalator up to mrt... ranie stood in front of me -.- AND SHE BURNED HER LIPS AND TONGUE HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA :D cos she koped the curry puff and she scalded herself. hehehe. ok im evil x.x
and i reached home, str slp to 6+ o.o and my parents think that im too tired so nvr wake me up :D but they keep asking me to eat. cos if i dont, i'll have gastric pain again =/ but i dint eat. roar.
submited my skin dedicated to honey! :D
http://www.blogskins.com/info/108238
7:42 PM
mr tan wasnt here so ms ng took over. and the band is super disrespectful can =/ i think the band need some scolding or something =X even if dont like also have to respect mah.. =X
den mr tan came juz as we started to play babylon. den he conducted babylon, den play mulan. ok i suck at that song. sight read wad u expect x.x den had break, den sectionals. mr tan came to coach us. he said that i have no more prob with my embochure anymore (: and my fingering works is quite gd. lol =X den is my tongue now. not 100%. zz. we were at the sixth floor, den he was standing between the lifts, while the tpet section is everywhere =X he conducted from there (: HAHA.
den went back for lunch break, which is left with 15 mins for tpet. lol. den had committee meeting. the rest went outside to play. juz as we were abt to start, the saxophone section started to play, and we all kept quiet, listening. it sounded like a train coming in from the band rm roflmao. den we were all laughing =X
mr tan know that i think my sound sucks o.o but he said i improved a lot =/ and dunno wad thing since aft the balloon hat o.o
everyone came back, and the tchrs came up into the band rm. gave them their tchr's day present. and they shook edward's hands instead of mine ahahha. cos my hands full of presents mah =X adrian tan thinks that the bball is ex and gd. lol o.o
saw zuhui den invited her to go out with us hahaha. went to library with zuhui dacia daph edward jennifer and guekleng. edward boro bk den jen went home den the rest went to orchard (: went heeren. walked ard and saw liping at billy bombers working. haha. bought taoran's present. everyone's in the bad mood nowadays, including me =/ haiz.
den we went to eat mos burger at taka. haha. and my mum called x.x scared me. =X
aft that was quite late alrd so we went on our separate ways. damn tired. den talk to guekleng on the bus till cant tahan liao den went to slp =X and i woke up soon cos reach liao -.- boo. nice me feeling generous so bought ard 10 bucks worth of food back home for my family -.- and nice guekleng accompanied me. haahha :D
and i was saying...
look at your needs and wants. dont waste money. save money for ur retirement blah blah blah
i got influenced by the workshop yest alrd lah hahahah =X i juz find it nice to irritate ppl like that. and when daph bought this bag from esprit, i was psychoing her not to buy using the workshop yest. but too bad she dint go. and the saleswoman was at one side laughing at wad i said o.o and dacia and zuhui psychoed her to buy! -.- 2v1 of cos 2 win lah. hahaha.
is this thing ur need or ur want? want right? dont buy lah. save money for ur retirement you know. and the savings plan.. dont spend even tho u rich.. blahhhhhhhh
OMG ITS SUPER IRRITATING LAH HAHAHAHAHAHHA! >:D
8:43 PM
HAHAHAHA SHUHUI LOVES ME! XD
HAHAHAHA! i so scary that i scared them away! >:D
10:40 PM
thus i was early, and saw diana at the bus stop so we took bus to sch tgt. unlucky. y? cos the moment i reach sch, i have to go GO with her, den go to our classrm, den to staffrm, den to 3/4 to see if anyone there, den to first floor again -.- tiring lehhhhhhhhh. i kept whining =X sayhwee was there to accompany us cos we saw her at the front gate hahaa.
den i went to canteen and sat down and slacked till 8.45 den go up [: 3/6 girls all there except stella and ranie. ha. ranie was late. den weiting melina adeline and liumei went up first, leaving me sayhwee diana huimin and pauline to go up. hahaa.
stupid workshop lah. juz telling you to save money now right -.- had some talk by the person in charge, den play game, without the stock market. den some talk again i suppose? and play again. zz. i broke man. lol. poor say hwee. 7 iou! HAHAHA. poor loanshark cant get back her money.
den had lunch from 11+ to 2. lol. went to central kfc and ate with huimin diana and sayhwee. den i did something gross [: upload the pic next time. haha. aft eating i bought slurpee intending to drink in class. but well, it was early and i drank almost finish long before 2 -.- den at ard 1 i went to play netball =X lucky this time my specs nvr drop. whoops =X but, i fell down -.- and hurt my butt -.- ROARRRRR. T_T
went up at ard 10 mins before 2. den listen to her talk talk talk want to slp. finally play, with stock market. i bankrupt like shit o.o ahhahaa. heck. den she explain explain explain for soooooo long that i wanna slp x.x den play play play. finally we get to go. zz.
went to central with huimin sayhwee and diana again. haha. den took 184 with diana and i went to slp cos i was very tired. if it wasnt for diana, i would have overslp again x.x i felt sticky -.- like ew. cos i sweat a lot x.x
bs is full of wars now. haiz.
WAH LAU EHHHH. my family keeps going out for delicious lunches without me -.- COS OF THE STUPID SCHHHHHHHH! huh T_T im missing out all the good food man. wth. T_T
sigh. sch again tml, at 8 -.-
8:22 PM
been going there to cheat guys. like roflmao.
the usual thing they ask : ur age, ur gender, ur height, ur weight, sex, pet or mast? -.- , ur email, got friendster, got pic, exchange hp, mind chatting dirty blah.
like lol. i say no to all sex, pet, mast and chatting dirty. and they say that im angelic. ROFLMAOOOO. i say no pic, no hp num for strangers, and they all find me a big turnoff. HAHAHHAHAHA. and den, they delete me on msn or stop chatting to me on irc [:
stupid guys lah. it only shows how despo guys can be.
10:08 PM
yeah. so sry everyone. i gonna change the pw too. the old one too many ppl noe i dont like. yeah. =X
nowadays always bad mood for no reason luh. haiz.
finished reading "be careful what you wish for". two down, one more to go!
i got this perfect idea for the skin dedicated to honey (: but it may be hard for me to do, im not sure.
practised my tpet. i think i seriously suck. suck till i had the thought of giving up o.o well.. i have to improve. a lot. wanted to try el cam, but i guess i sucked too much. gave up playing my tpet aft ard one hour. my tone, my sound, my tonguing, simply suck so much even tho i used the correct tech that i dont even want to play. okay, maybe only to me it sucks lah. but to my family, of cos it sucks. isnt it? the moment i take out my tpet, everyone shoos me off. went over to the other house, and they shooed me even further into a rm where i closed the windows, closed the doors and finally they continued playing their mahjong. my tpet is like an epidemic to them, avoid at all cost.
hoho. maple_cake gave me a red flag in return for my birthday present to ben, a red flag for her. thanks so much hahahhaa. my first red flag, from maple_cake <3
maybe im getting contacts. i dont know.
6:10 PM
dedicating my 502th post to honey (:
and dont you dare go and talk to me abt me going "honey here honey there".its not ur prob.irritating.
you going malaysia on mon right? be back soon k <3 dont make me miss you like hell. haha. <333
i realise that we got some things in common ;D
1) i am random sometimes :D
2) i am also retarded =X
3) i love you! :D
4) i wanna go australia! hehe.
5) playing my tpet in front of everyone =S
6) of cos, skinning.
7) blogging too (:
8) travelling also (:
9) who doesnt like hanging out with frens, gossiping, shopping and eating all those? hehe (:
10) leaving things everywhere xD
11) attitude (:
hehe. <3
bad mood these few days so i dint blog abt u as i promised =X sry.
mood swinging now.im feeling left out of everything.im feeling lonely.im feeling..
12:30 AM
Horn Concerto No 4 in E FLAT major is a nice song haha. the french horn player has to tongue quite fast tho. haha. Trumpet Voluntary - The Prince of Denmark March too. xD
its very random lah haha.
today got woken up to go eat breakfast cum lunch with my family. den went home.
met amel at 1 at bangkit lrt. oh boy she was earlier than me for a change o.o
we went to accent music equipments first. spent a long long time there deciding wad to buy for mr tan =X finally got it. a baton. the person there was very helpful too. told us where we can engrave words, can take wad bus etc etc. haha.
den took bus to west mall. alighted at the int, and i saw a lot of ncc ppl. saw weizhong. i was like omg! and stared at him as we walked past. but he didnt see me till the last min. den serena and her frens rush towards us to make us donate. extortion T_T thats the bad thing of going to places where ur frens are having flag day. they make you donate. lol.
bought three different soft toys for the three female tchrs. got a necklace for ms ng.
went to queenstown. we shud have gone to west mall first, den accent music equipment shop, den queenstown. but dunno mah. haha. den went to queenstown shopping centre and went to the top floor, going into every shop that has engraving service. none could do on the baton cos its too skinny alrd.. so too bad lo T_T den bought a basketball for adrian tan -.- den had waffles and den went to ikea. got hotdog + drink. yum. bought 2 jars. haha. den bought slurpee for bina. nice me treated her (: and we went bina house! haha.
den we went home at ard 6+. wanted to buy the cheapest present for adrian tan and ms ng, turns out that theirs more ex than the three female tchrs -.- mr tan's present is the most ex tho. haha.
caused amel to be unable to go out with her family (i dunno wad). sorry! ><
yup (: and at 11+ i went for bakuteh at balestier rd lol. came back at 12 (: haha.
juz as i expected..wtf.
9:21 PM