practised my trumpet today and it kinda sucked x.x
supposingly going out with my aunt and cousins at 1+ and it dragged till 5 cos one of my couz still slping dowan wake up so i dint go in the end. boo ):
3/6 maybe going to have class bbq :D
9:15 PM
okay, had paper 1 first. i think its kinda screwed and i wrote too little alrd how! T_T the shi yong wen i write like.. only two and a half =/ and for the zuo wen, i had practically nth to write! den anyhow write for the bao zhang bao dao. shiyongwen was writing the good and bad things abt a big family to ur fren and bao zhang bao dao abt teenagers most worried abt not enuf money. z.
den aft half an hour break had paper 2. ok lah.. still quite ok i suppose. but for those 5 marks qns, i wrote like only a few lines lah! dead.
after o lvl, me adel fel and huimin walked to central and met dor, and waited freaking long time for sayhwee -.- den i impatient go over to her bus stop, how i know she juz nice reach and went over alrd. -.- den we went to jp and ate pizza like lol. den we were late alrd for physics cos by the time we finished eating alrd 2.20. den wait for the person to take the receipt and we pay, den alrd 2.30 -.- den went back to clem and we walked back as fast as possible. me and adel got stitch from walking too fast, but mine was mild lol. we were half an hour late for physics. the front doors we were locked so we went in from the back. and everyone looked at us! siasuay =X den i still had to go all the way to the front to get notes for all of us =/
physics ended early and went home with joanne. she keeps denying she doesnt miss me! >:(
and there's something wrong with my ( / 9 key omg. dead.
and my mum's like complaining abt the sch cos i have to go back to sch for 14 more days! heh. i wish i can too. so many maths and physics lesson >:( band i dont mind lah :D and i not going to sch on 17, 18, 20 and most prob 22 :D so its 10 days! still a lot luh -.-
11:08 PM
to anne:
i dint say helping friends to fav is okay. u said that. read: they can support all they like, but by favouriting to make it becomes sotd is call a support, i think its a bad thing. which means, not okay lah.
to ruimin: i am defending myself from everything hurled at me. i dint say is ALL her friends who faved. i dont care what you think of me.
ok fine. rebut all u two want. i shant reply anymore.
you believe in ur stand, i believe in mine.
to ibwtrust sucks: haha. thank you thank you.
to twix0rz: i have no intention of making enemies at all. its now up to the rest of them if they want to end the war, trying to make the other parties look like complete losers.
to i am p6: hey (: the song's called mulan. you know, the disney one? haha :D
5:50 PM
was forced to go and visit my great aunt or something =X den stone there, den dad got a call from his friends to eat tgt so the shopping trip was cancelled -.-
den stone at the coffeeshop there while my parents talked. me and my brothers got so bored that we even almost fell aslp -.- den we went back into the car and waited till damn impatient that i smsed my parents saying we wanted to go home, but aft a damn long time we finally went home -.-
i had nothing against you at first. you made me dislike you, with all your personal attacks and insults. i hardly use those against someone, but you made me do it. damn you with your so called justice. it was after i said abt the msn thing then did he say sorry didnt he. could have forgotten about it. but you and the suck-ups made it into a war, saying we ACCUSED, when we dint even do that. we SUSPECTED, and warned. oh please. why do you ppl keep twisting it into ACCUSE? accuse is definitely different from suspect. and really, look ard you. many of them are suck-ups. get it right who are those fair weather friends and who are those true friends first, before deciding if they really are supporting you.
11:49 PM
met amel den we went to je int and waited for 15 mins for viv ): she wore white wedges! haha. den we went to jec and met weiting. den waited for the dua pai famous for being slow prawn (: and jen and daph lol.
den the 7 of us went to eat pizza! :D and gosh, it was super late alrd =/ like 1.50 when we finally went in and started to order? and weiting's food came like.. half an hour later. they gave us garlic bread as compensation tho. lol. everyone was super full but we had to finish the food in order not to waste.
we reached je library at 2.55 =X supposingly there at 2! =X who call the pizza to come sooo late! ): den i practically stone there cos nth much -.- mr tan dint come anw. dunno wad they say inappropriate for an adult to sit and talk to so many students or something O.o
den stone and stone and stone. daph say i look bushuang o.o
den aft that we went to poh kim and look at the vcds. z. GOT MOVIE MARATHON! but dont tell tch (: den we went homeeee.
i shall go and watch youtube now :D
9:38 PM
but, there was a cat which got killed cruelly by a speeding car just outside our side gate early in the morning o.o its head and front legs had disappeared from view o.o i saw blood spilled over the road but not that much, and its intestines which were bright red in colour from the view outside the auditorium o.o and lay on the road was its body, tail, and hind legs. ewwww.
went audi again for the o lvl chi preparation workshop. like wth falling aslp agan -.-
released early then went for recess. tried the stingray which was quite nice :D but it tasted like fish and its quite spicy tho. den free time till 11.30 :D went to com lab and did SEM survey. den got some NHHS tchr fame awards -_- i put most attitude as ms teo lol!
den lunchhh. den free period all the way till ard 1+ den had to clean up classrm. heck lahhh. den ms linda came in and gave sweets and chocs! <3 got m&m and fruit plus which i ate haha. m&m i left it for my juniors (:
den go for band. people were like "huh last day of sch leh you all still have band." lol. i dont mind (: i love band anyway.
had sectionals. practised where the river flows. the first movement i think i rather ok le? lol =X den halfway went to teach jiaqian. CAN SLACK MUAHAHAHAH =X went back to band rm and played thru the song for the first time properly. i think trumpets improved quite a lot now leh! *applause!* <3 the second movement.. i dont dare to sing! =X and our band dont have cup muteee! ): third movement at first was super bad cos i missed most of the parts as it was fast and couldnt figure out the fingering. i nvr prac that part before lol. but i soon figured out can play most of the parts liao :D but not very good tho. muz prac moree! borrowed home my trumpet :D
going off with a conference call now :D haha.
9:54 PM
11:42 PM
got my dad to fetch cos i had to bring the band noticeboard stuffs to sch :D
went to auditorium for some chinese o lvl preparation thing. like omg. i listen to the tchr till i almost fell aslp! and my head was like nodding off and on x.x super tired. wake up see one whole row of ppl slping alrd lol.
den was recesssss. bought food den went up to 2nd floor lift lobby and helped sayhwee and doreen file in the things into the report bk. saw zuhui there too.
den had ms teo in class. aft a while she left. most prob cos nobody care abt her? hahahha. den 12.30 had to go hall. den at first was some dance performance by councillors like omg o.o very obvious they forgot the movement sometimes and some of them are not enthu de.
den had some videos all those i guess. dont bother to rmb. but i rmb that mr LIU forgot about his CO FORM CLASS! -.- he mention all the classes he taught, but NOT our class. wow. (@%&(#*%#
went back class and got back report bk. sighhh ): not what i expected. super below expectation. i dont dare to show my parents lehhhh ): somemore my lvl position is like.. the bottom half of the whole entire special population? sighh. sayhwee's damn pro lahhh. zibeiiiii.
den at ard 2 sch ended. den went to find dacia and vivian and we went to staff rm cos vivian wanted to look for jesse lim and i wanted to look for ms teo. my report bk nvr say i participated in balloon hat! -.- some have some dun have like wtf.
gave up waiting den we went canteen and ate. ME AND VIVIAN OFFICIALLY BREAK UP! HOHOHOHOHOHOHO! xP amel joined us, den aft eating we went to do noticeboard stuffs lo. AMELIA AND VIVIAN SLACK MAN. dacia the best hahaha! too bad she's slow XPXPXPXPXP den dacia had to leave at 4.30. den aft a while viv went home le. left me and amel do everything. wah i do until i headache. so decided to cab home lol. den saw adeline den me her amel and weicong took cab home tgt.
and photos of the band noticeboard(which i think is quite ugly done >:()
photos i took during the newater trip lol!
bad quality due to bad lighting ):
on the way back to sch
i seriously love this view :D i think its super nice.
and the photo of the haze. too bad its now gone ): it makes singapore a beautiful sight to see.
look in front of the mrt station (:
super nice :D
okay sry if my blog lags cos of too much photos =X
9:05 PM
i thought you were my friend..
anne.i didnt know you are such a person.
9:33 PM
today dint manage to have any free time ):
first thing in the morning is chinese for TWO FUCKING HOURS. had to do zuowen. ok lahhh. but the express chinese ppl where scolded all these -_- anyhow did zuowen. den helped edward with his. den had recess, den went to ava rm 1 with 3/5 3/7 n 3/8 girls. had sex edu. sian lah. nobody listen anw. den aft the talk, it ended early so everyone went back to class except half of the 3/6 girls who stayed in the aircon rm and talked to faith. haha.
den lunch den had lessons. got back class photos. ok it sucked x.x shall upload next time. too lazy now hehe. den had some IMF-WB discussion zzz. den mr liew said free period, but ms teo came in and teach maths! -.-
sch ended den had band. had sectionals first and mr tan came to coach us. it started to rain and had strong wind so we went back band rm hahaa. den everyone came back and we played mulan till band ended.
den go homeeeee. tired.
9:15 PM
spent my day doing the noticeboard stuff. i guess its kinda screwed lehh. ):
9:08 PM
flag day is so tiring ):
met up with sayhwee felicia doreen and huimin early in the morning for breakfast at macs. weizhong was there alrd, and anli came. so we ate tgt. den clement came, and he stoned lol. den the guys went out and play pokemon cards o.o anti social too hahaha!
went for briefing at 8. den collect tins and went to jurong west with huimin diana constance felicia doreen sayhwee and adeline. took bus 99 there. i stayed at the bus stop near the market, and adeline stayed at the traffic light. she go my place not much luck, i go her place not much luck. we switched back and we got a lot of donations ^^ the rest went walking ard finding ppl to donate.
some donated for the sticker, which is kinda bad? and mostly are those malay people who donated, and teenagers dont donate. ok im one typical example, but i donated a lot to my can hehe xP and yeah, a lot of ah ma also donate. guys usually dont donate, and i think chinese are stingy =X call them to donate den donate 10 cents 20 cents. the malay ppl donated like $1 or $2 or like 50 cents. those ah ma is both. lol.
and finallyyyyyyy! aft so long, me and adeline's tins were quite full. adeline got scolded a few times but i nvr. still got one go "wah piang! today holiday your school still make you do this ah!" LOL. the rest dint have much luck tho. me and adeline got the fullest tins xD den we went to jp to look for huimin and fel cos they went there instead. then aft that went back to clem mrt den waited for sayhwee felicia huimin n doreen cos they took a later train.
uhs. den accompanied adeline to toilet den fel huimin n sayhwee went home. me adeline doreen n justin at first going vivo. den at commonwealth, say go bukit panjang. den alight liao den say might as well go queenstown. -.- den we took taxi to bpp lo. justin SNORED on the taxi!! HAHA.
we went to mos burger and ate for a long time. den wanted to go bowling den in the end the place under renovation or construction or wadever i dunno. den we went home lo. ha.
and i was super tired till i went to slp all the way to 7.30 o.o could have continued slping but my dad dint allow ):
9:28 PM
juz got into a bad mood cos my brother snatched my com to play dota while i went downstairs to shop n save and bought things. and he wont give the com back to me till i got my mum to scold him >:(
today is worthless being in school. go hall hear them talk abt some school planning day shit. wad improve sch. i dont care anw. spent two hours in the hall. got caught for my earrings and uniform. and my shoes were wet cos of the sudden rain in the morn -.- psi 100+, so b lim dint allow ball games ): had recess den go up class. finished the survey den 11.30 went hall again zz. some CIP thing. and i was damn tired so i went to slp (: woke up juz nice when they finish and my leg went numb -.-
b lim dint allow ball games again, so went back class and played cards all the way till sch ended. i think i pissed mr liew off cos he wanted me to go and act as some dunno wad thing and say out lines. and i keep turning him off till he got pissed i think o.o oops =X
den had band. had sectionals first. got new song. where the river flows. i cant find the piece on the net tho ): den went back band and played mulan and where the river flows and band ended early at 5.
and jj, i wanna make some comments to help you improve. i dont care if u get offended or something. i may sound harsh tho. and, there is no quitters in nhsb. if you think you are bad at conducting, then improve.
1. you need to learn to command respect in band. without respect, nobody will listen to you, and nobody will play properly. they can just anyhow play. did you notice the big difference when mr tan is conducting, and when you are conducting?
2. be fiercer. dont keep smiling and smiling. ppl wont give a damn abt you at all if u keep on smiling. by being fiercer, you may be able to command maybe a little respect or something.
3. you are the one conducting. you decide where to stop, where to play. you didnt have to keep going to the flute section and ask. you have the conductor score with you. follow the conductor score. go and "read" the score before you conduct, so that you will know the correct timing and know where you are. and then, stop when necessary.
4. please have consistent conducting. when u going 1,2 2,2 blah blah, you either suddenly go faster, and suddenly go slower. the band gets confused thus, messy playing.
5. dont give a glum face when edward tried to correct ur timing. we can all see that. he's trying to help you, not making you lose face.
6. when the band has stopped playing, please stop conducting, and go back and play again. by continuing even tho we all stopped, we get messed up and dont even know where you are conducting. if there's this part where some sections nvr play or something, dont keep moving on. stop, and go back. and when we stop, please correct our mistakes. for eg, we are too messy alrd, tonguing not clear etc. juz keep repeating and repeating until we all get it right. if not, the band practice isnt even conducive and we could even make do without it.
7. when you are conducting, stop looking at the score all the time. did u know that all the while in where the river flows, most of the time i did not play but stare at you conducting? you nvr look elsewhere but the conductor score. when my section did not even play the 3rd movement at all because we were lost, did you notice? if you did, you shud have stopped everyone from playing and go back and conduct again, making sure we do play, and correctly.
8. when you conduct, you look like you are dancing up and down or something. one count, you tiptoe one time. another count, you tiptoe another time. you are juz conducting, not dancing.
9. btw, u are tall enuf. u dont have to conduct by having ur hands so high up ^^
i guess thats all.
and thanks vivian abyss and huiwen for cheering me up (:
9:50 PM
my beauty slp was spoiled cos i had to meet dacia and daphne at je library at 10 x.x i want to slp whenever i can okkkkkk! hahaha!
met amelia at bangkit lrt den went there tgt. haha.
dacia was late, as usual (:O daphne was early however o.o
i slacked while they did the menial work :D ok lah i also got do. but when i doing my heart can come out de lo. use penknife to trim the sides to be smoother den suddenly the penknife would "rush out" of the board and i would give a little scream and give a constipated look cos i scared the penknife will cut my thumb flesh off again like last time lol.
den we sort off played ard and i kept taking photos of them haha! and in return they tried to take mine but they failed muahahahha i pro mah :D
den liqiang arrived? noticeboard stuffs was almost finished so we discussed about the band camp. daph left at 12+ tho. den weiting came later. we discussed almost finished le. we did the schedule ourselves and tot of the games all these ourselves. poor welfare head. in charge of so many things. sigh. date for band camp is most prob dec 11 to 13.
we discussed until ard 4+ i think. den we dispersed le. me and amel went to west mall and i collected my bag (: the guy still rmb me -.-
and press here! i can actually hear 21.1kHz o.o but my brother says is my com speakers got problem -.-
i dont want sch tml ):
7:12 PM
2. Think of 5 false things about yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
3. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
4. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!
5. Get 5 others to do the same.
1. I scold vulgarities.
2. I am violent. (ROFLMAO!)
3. I love Nan Hua.
4. I suck at playing the trumpet.
5. NHSB will work hard for at least a Gold in the SYF'07.
6. I have a sister.
7. I have three brothers.
8. I think that Ms Teo rocks.
9. I love you people out there :D
10. I feel that Welfare Head has a lot of things to do >:(
11. I may be strong on the outside, but weak on the inside.
12. I rock. (and this is definately true, btw (:O)
13. I have a boyfriend.
14. I am hot-tempered.
15. I can be daring in anything except for trumpet.
16. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TRUMPET SECTION! (applause, please.)
17. Band rocks my life.
18. I love bina. (ok this is absolutely fake =/)
19. I want a trumpet of my own.
20. I like reading fictional books.
Five people to do this:
BINA!
BINA!
BINA!
BINA!
XD
and anyone else who wants to do. heh. :D
ok the fakes one are really very fake anyone also can guess x.x
10:54 PM
and gosh. im tired out like shit. x.x
had some performance in the hall early in the morn, den aft that at ard 9 or something we went back class. AND WTF ZHONG LAO SHI CAME IN TO TEACH?! she was angry with us for playing cards because o lvls is juz like 12 days away -.- and also cos when she came in and made us all stop playing and shooed the express chinese ppl out of the class, someone said wah lau and she heard it -.- roar. and she made us do shi yong wen! -.- she was like saying 9.45 den hand up the paper when it was 9.30 alrd -.- and we argued that we had to go and gather at the car porch at 9.45, and guess what she said? "nvr finish cannot go off." EH LIKE WTF?! i was pissed off with her lo -.- den finally at 9.45, she said that we have to finish the paper and hand in by 3 pm today. wah kao. this is really call qian bian can. its like the playing time now and she come to spoil the fun. -.-
den went to NEWater. zz. on the way, the girls sitting at the back were like damn high roflmao. den play play play and den finally reached. and the bus has something against me -.- when i went down the bus, i realised that my sweets dropped. and i ran up the bus again and i found them. i come down, den realise that my wallet was missing too. wah kao. den i ran all the way to the bus and couldnt find it. den gave up and went back to the newater place. den listen to the tour guide say this say that lo. how they make newater blah. what was funny was the last part, where suddenly all the "daryl" come out on the screen where ppl typed them. what "daryl is such a hunk", "daryl is handsome", "daryl is hot", "daryl sucks", "daryl is sexy" blah blah blah. remind me of vs de daryl -.- den i stare and stare and laugh at the "daryls". but all except "daryl sucks" doesnt describe him luh ^^
and everyone couldnt go up the bus cos i havent find my wallet lol! so when i went up, they were like "wah lau why she can go up i cannot?" heh. den finally found my wallet. it was like damn underneath can. no wonder dint notice.
den went back to sch. played poker on the way. AND?! my pen dropped in the bus -.- wtf? first my sweets and wallet when i alight, next is my pen. like super careless can! didnt bother to get it back cos is super mafan =X
den i rushed back to class to finish the stupid shi yong wen instead of playing netball ): den played fishing with ranie. I WIN BY 5 POINTS HAHAHA! 107 - 102 XD she was like "i got 102." and gave me a smug face. and i counted mine, 107! hahahah XD should have seen her face man XP
den walked to central with sayhwee and felicia and took bus home.
and i play gameboy until i fell aslp o.o
9:12 PM
and there's this certain someone who's being so irritating that i deleted her but she kept talking to me -.-
and when i got irritated, more things come irritating me. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
stupid -.-
10:28 PM
and i find it meaningless to go sch nowadays aft exams luh. we do nth but play and play and play poker cards :D
and omfg my class is super childish! the guys actually play POKEMON?! wow seriously. they remind me of the whole thick stack of real pokemon cards my brothers have altogether and all those rare cards hahaha! and, its either pokemon, or chess for the guys. zz.
whole day play poker cards lah. until chinese lesson den this qianbian tchr came in -.- wah seriously i dont like her. somemore her voice is like damn high pitched! -.- den make us do the chinese paper, make us listen to her talk abt wad zuowen wad shiyong wen. wah i wanted to get out alrd so i told her i wanna go toilet den go out play indian poker with the express chinese ppl lol. but then she came out aft a while and shoo-ed me in! -.- den i went out again lol. den when we were deciding the dare for edward cos he lost, felicia took away the poker cards so we couldnt play anymore den we dispersed.
went in and saw them playing 99 den joined. den play cheat. play till sch end luh. end at 2 today, but the whole class didnt know till like 2+? ha.
aft sch walked to central with huimin. den joined adeline and weiting at macs. we want class chalet lol.
den went home with adeline. we betted on something and she lost to me! she's gonna do something damn nice in return :D wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee! she gonna hate me for that tho ):
and im super tired and moodless the whole day again ):
5:45 PM
today is free periods straight! whee :D had bio at first and we played murderer, den played 99. den was chem and we continued playing ignoring yvonne lim's plea for us to stop haha! =X
uhhs. played netball during recess. den went up for chinese. SHIT GOT HMWK I HAVENT DO. shucks. its like 9.30 now -.- i guess i shant do bah. and get killed by zhong lao shi. i kinda tired now =/
den uhs. free period i think. my memory failing me alrd omg. i cant rmb when is yvonne lim's period! its either aft chi or aft bio. den me huimin felicia doreen and sayhwee continued playing poker cards luh. at first played speed with huimin, den played heart attack, den cheat with all of them haha.
den lunch played netball again lo. it was funny, but too many ppl ):
aft that had maths -.- listen to her talk and talk luh. sian. den went to hall for ss. roar. the marks wasnt quite what i expected. wrote so much and got like only 5 fucking marks?! i want to kill ms khoo alrd. and ss dragged my rating down. but still, b3 luh.
seen a lot of overall marks in total. me, melina and liumei got the same marks for chinese lol! so we three were the first tgt in special :D and that's the only subject i can fight with melina now -.- most of the overall marks is b3. thats... )': sigh. no more As. ): like so far my only subject that got A is maths?! sighhhhhh.
aft that had band luh. zuhui and vivien came! :D played mulan only. trumpets improved, but not that much. i think improved only in the terms of not so messy? sigh ): i want to improve lots lots more. i think im too dependant on the rest alrd. if i start late and see that no one play, i dont dare to play and if i try to, my tone comes out sucky ): i think my playing for today isnt as bad as last practice, but it still isnt good enuf. it still sucks a lot ):
like what everyone says, im like daring in everything. but, there's an exception. band. i dont know why luh.
i have a feeling its cos i love band too much, and i give it my all. i dont want to screw up at all, making myself dejected. thus, i have no courage at all in terms of playing the trumpet.
and zuhui says that maybe the beloved 5 seniors come back to perform with us for cul pot. but i dont think its a good idea cos we depended on them so much when they were there. now they were gone, and we were juz starting to get on our feet alrd, and they gonna come back to help us again. and we will depend on them yet again, and we'll take forever to get on our feet. and when syf comes... sigh. i dont know.
now whenever i talk abt band, it seems like im getting more and more sad about it. esp because of my lousy trumpet skills, which i think pull down the standard of a band when i go to jc. now.. i not sure luh. it makes me feel like not joining band when i go to jc, feeling bad when im the worse there.
i really dont know....
9:28 PM
today was kinda hazy. z.
morn got woken up by beatings on my butt -.- was dragged to jec to buy winter wear for the trip to japan. before that had my breakfast alone at the kopitiam -.- den time drag and drag and drag. bought lollipop to eat and my mum was frigging nagging at me to stop eating and buy the stuffs? like wth. i did try on and buy those that i needed, and she said i was juz hanging ard blah blah blah wtf i want to shut her up =/
come home super tired and went to slp and wake up hear her nag again? wth. got into a super pissed off mood i tell you. everytime i slp, im always being woken up or nagged at. like wtf even in sat or sun morns?
and for a moment i went into a craze wanting to die.
lucky i cooled down luh.
you know what. i want to go acjc. i want to join the virtual reality club! (: and maybe i'll join band but my trumpet skills suck until liddat so i think i go only to pull their standard down ):
and now there's dacia daphne bina sheryl liqiang helping out for the noticeboard i guess. i dont know if there's anyone else, but i sure hope there will be. and suddenly i think the design i have in mind sucks. maybe i'll get time and draw an ugly sample out for ppl to see.
10:57 PM
yeah. back from buying clothes?
went to bukit timah plaza with family and see my brothers all getting ready buying jeans for the trip to japan in nov. and i juz stoned there for like one hour -.- I SAW AN ELMO BAG! its quite nice, and cheap. but i dont like elmo lol. and ive got no money to buy ):
den we went to IMM and had food in long beach restaurant or something. the new shops in IMM were almost ready. there's still some shops not ok yet tho. aft dinner we went to walk ard. went to samuel and kelvin and bought a shirt :D den went to giordano and i bought shirts that are too large for me to wear at home lol! like super big can =X den went to esprit den walk ard. while we were walking ard, my youngest brother actually went to sit on some music moving thingo -.-
stupid leh. lol. den went home, the carpark was super hot, and super packed.
and i am super tired aft being out for one whole day without rest =/
and its getting hazy from what i see.
PSI 116. and i live in the area where it has the most sulphur dioxide, PM10, and carbon monoxide, and the highest PSI. oh great i gonna get poisoned by carbon monoxide and killed by sulphur dioxide soon :D
10:58 PM
we made our way to acjc. yeah. den juz sat there listening to the band practise. den vivien came, and we had to go and fetch her lol. went outside and saw joehan. saw damn many nh ppl there man. den we waited wif joehan for his frens so i called vivien to come here herself and there were many "due to unforseen circumstances". hehee. made her walk faster XP
den we went in and saw puaybing and michelle den stand there talk and talk. den aft that walked ard, and left at 12. i wanna see the clarinet ensemble tho ):
den we made our way to vjc. took mrt to eunos and got down and dunno wad bus to take so we called daryl =X couldnt find bus 55 either, so we took taxi lol. got free apple soda! heh. saw some vscb ppl there, and also at acjc. and there were superrrrr many chung cheng high ppl. that turned me off, and of course, say bye to vjc. so many chung cheng ppl want to go. eeyer.
reached vjc juz nice see the band perform lol (:
and we left aft zuhui passed everything away that she wanted to. haha.
den we went to clementi to eat kfc and then... saw 313 x.x go everywhere also see ppl i know. super unlucky to see ranie? XPXPXPXPXP lucky i didnt wear the tanktop i at first wanted to (:0
aft eating den went home liao haha.
AND BYEEEE! im going out with my family now :D
4:21 PM
went to hall and got back geo, english and chinese. and yeah, it sucked a lot. dont ask anymore. den came recess. the stupid weizhong had locked up the classrm when we went toilet before 8, and thus i couldnt get my wallet or anything else -.- and i borrowed money from felicia. ha.
den came chem in the class. i guess.. its alright, if it wasnt for tchr telling us how many distinctions there were and how many A1s there were. and also, with the pressure of sayhwee's high marks all the time. it would just depress me more.
den had english, then physics. both sucked, real lots. there goes my target of at least 70. sigh.
then came lunch. yeah. whole day wasnt in a good mood. no mood to play. no mood to do anything. i was blankly eating and eating. sigh. and played taboo with sayhwee to cheer myself up whenever we can.
then got back a maths. it was alright.. i guess. my average is only b3. and lots of ppl got A for their average, including sayhwee, and i bet felicia too. sigh. im such a failure. this is actually the first time i actually prepared so many days beforehand, and my results sucked even more. whats the use man. whats the use when u study so hard, memorise everything, and turned out everything wrong? i juz had to hide everything beneath me, and carry on with the fake smile. i hope, and i guessed nobody saw through it. and i almost cried. sigh. im like totally a crybaby soon.
and daphne, CHEER UP. you aint the worse. im more worse off than you. no need put on the forced smile. i can see it. i know, when someone's unhappy. i know, from the tone, from the face, from the eyes, from the voice, and even when someone talked to me over msn. yes i know, im experienced. no use hiding from me. by keeping it all to urself, you made the whole section worry. but, the whole section will forever be behind you, supporting you, caring for you, always. <3 if there's anything, look for us. we'll forever be here for you. i promise. even if they wont be, i will.
i guess im contradicting? sigh. i dont know.
had band after sch. had sectionals which sucked totally for me. i have problems hitting even high e and high d? -.- and then we played mulan, which sucked more for me too. i missed some parts, and i didnt use the correct technique either. i seriously need to buck up, a lot. a lot a lot.
and there comes the responsibilty of the welfare head. ive been dragging on the doing of noticeboard. i need people to help. and nobody volunteered. and band camp's coming soon. and there comes band chalet. i dont know if i can manage so much things at a time. throwing almost everything to welfare head. sigh. im not as capable as whatever you all think.
nobody seems to understand me. what i say, may not be what i mean. its only what you think of me, thus, the impression of that. and that, will only show how much you dont understand me at all. not like i show it just to anyone. i showed it to nobody.
everyone has their weak side. and here comes mine, soon.i think i may break down soon.
10:59 PM
-SIGNS BY SSX-
YAY IM LOOKING FORWARD TO HAVING ONE HAHAHA! HE CANNOT GO BACK ON HIS WORD NOW!
9:38 PM
and im scared of el camino real.
10:34 PM
and my fingernail is painted orange by amelia yest hahaha! den the person came over and took a scotchtape for us and put the nail polish on the scotchtape den stick to my fingernail lol. to prevent us from playing ):
ANDD! i finished wrapping elena's present. im like trying new designs for every present i wrap? haha. its done professionally can (: i shall give it to her tml den u all see how i wrap until so nice luh XP
ok im being totally random today. cos im super highhhhhhhhh! :D whoo band band band i cant wait!
12:15 PM
| You Are Bert |
 Extremely serious and a little eccentric, people find you loveable - even if you don't love them! You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil How you live your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others |
hahaha. im not serious, im not eccentric okkkk. but i am lovable aint i :D but i aint logical! lol. but i do rarely let my emotions rule me :D and i live my life with passion? nah i dont think so. i think i waste my life away sometimes. and im smart? nah. some ppl think i am, but i actually aint. and im quite messy k. except for my hair i like it neat o.o the rest i dont care hahaha. and a little evil? hmm. if i disagree ah, ppl all go screaming no way. hahaha. actually i think i am a LITTLE TEENY WEENY BIT evil =X heh.
and roflmao at this :
| You Are the Very Gay Tinky Winky! |
 Purple with a gay pride symbol... how could he not be gay? And that red purse is divalicious! |
IM GAYYYYYYY :D but thats perfectly alright for a girl aint it? (:
im juz plain bored lol.
12:57 AM
juz finished vivien's testimonial decoration which took me a long long time so i dint blog! =X
went out with amelia today (: we watched john tucker must die. haha. quite nice (: before that we went to heeren and took neos! (: den we walked ard den go watch.
it's a fact [:
another fact [:
we're taitais! HAHA [:
she loves me, i love her. haha (:
no time to decor ):
oh yeah, and also the neos i took with viv (:
bolly bolly!
yum :D viv says we look like making an advertisement lol!
[:
bollywood! [:
i rapeddddd vivian!
and she raped me back ]:
after that we walked to plaza singapura and bought elena's present (: den we went home. haha.
we took some photos inside ps toilet lol [:
inside flash n splash (:
OMG SEE THAT SILVER BAG JUST BEHIND & BESIDE AMELIA? I WANT THAT LEHH!!
inside the ps toilet [:
and outside the lift:
yup that's it for the photos :D
sry if my blog lags! =X
11:48 PM
finally had sch today. it was either free periods or lessons. yeah only got back two paper ): the other classes got back so many lo! -.-
had cd which is kinda slack lah stupid sch want us to dunno wad improve sch thingy. like they will take our suggestions? -.-
during geo tchr wasnt here so i went to slp :D
den had pe. stupid weizhong locked the classrm cos he dont want to wait for us wtf? den he juz locked it while we, the girls stuck outside cannot put our uniforms in and cannot take our wallets out for recess later. what a nice chairman -.-
b lim came over to our class girls who were playing netball and looked at me to get my dangling earrings off and go and get some du chen guy from 4/6 to meet her at go -.-
recess couldnt eat so i juz stoned at the netball court? hahaha. the game was o.o damn fast lol.
den had maths. she gave back e maths paper. overall ok bah, but not up to my expectation for p2 even tho i did quite well for overall e maths. shant say my marks or i'll get killed =X but dont be angry yet, i aint the highest in class. maybe one of the highest, but not the highest definately. first i think is melina, second yuzhi. i think onlyyyyyyy. den i think the third.... heh. shant say. =X u get it lah. but i dont know if there's anyone higher. cos melina is confirm highest.
den had bio. mdm yong is seriously -.- even tho i feel that my ans are correct, she juz say it as if im totally wrong and shudnt give me marks and she chase me off! -.- AND WTF AFTER MODERATION BIOLOGY GRADES IS WHAT U GET AFTER U MINUS FIVE MARKS OFF THE MARKS U GET FOR UR PAPER! -.- so i dropped from an A2, to a B3. and i was at first kinda satisfied for my marks -.- roar.
lunch, den three free periods of english :D played some games that have to forfeit among me sayhwee doreen huimin felicia. and i was the only one who nvr forfeit at all :D
aft sch met up wif dacia and daph den we went macs and discuss stuffs. den we went home.
omfg i seriously hate vivian! i lose to her in every msn games no matter how gd i am at it -.- ROAR. i hate you! -.-
and im getting hot tempered soon cos someone is bothering me online abt html stuffs so much and i say damn clearly still dont get it and blah blah blah #%*#^*$*$)*! its been going on for more than one hour alrd k -.-
10:26 PM
i havent been skinning for ages. i think i suck at skinning too. roar.
and my ah ma just treated us to pizza :D
10:21 PM
[[ 1 ]] NAME: angella sim ai hui
[[ 2 ]] BIRTHDAY: 18th december 1991 (:
[[ 3 ]] HEIGHT: 169 [:
[[ 4 ]] SHOE SIZE: erm. 7 - 7.5?
[[ 5 ]] EYE COLOR: brown :D
[[ 6 ]] HAIR COLOR: black
[[ 7 ]] BEEN KISSED: by my cute little baby cousin counted? :D
[[ 8 ]] DONE DRUGS: yes, medicine. medicine is a drug, btw (:
[[ 9 ]] BEEN ON STAGE: yup.
[[ 11 ]] BEEN DUMPED: nope.
[[ 12 ]] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: almost got knocked down by a lorry recently when i was running at the zebra crossing -.-
[[ 13 ]] EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: yup :D
[[ 14 ]] DYED YOUR HAIR: nope.
[[ 15 ]] CHOKED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE: yup.
[[ 16 ]] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJs: nope, but i dreamt of it before o.o
[[ 17 ]] GOTTEN DETENTION: yes, but i pon xD
[[ 18 ]] LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: my dearest sec 4 trumpeters <3 make me cry for two whole days. sigh. i still miss them so.
[[ 19 ]] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: nope.
[[ 20 ]] DO THEY KNOW: dont even have how to know -_-
[[ 22 ]] COULD SEE YOURSELF MARRYING THAT SPECIAL PERSON: excuse me -_-
[[ 23 ]] COLD // HOT: cold.
[[ 24 ]] BLACK // WHITE: both!
[[ 26 ]] GIVE // RECEIVE: to me, i feel that i give more than i receive, but its alright :D
[[ 27 ]] WOOL // COTTON: none.
[[ 28 ]] ROSE // DAISY: HONEY :D
[[ 29 ]] PRIVATE // PUBLIC SCHOOL: public
[[ 30 ]] PLAIN // CHOCOLATE MILK: choc milk :D
[[ 31 ]] HISTORY//SCIENCE: none. i have simply no interest in studies even tho i do well in them overall.
[[32 ]] MATH // ENGLISH: none, refer to the above.
[[ 33 ]] SPRING // FALL: WINTERRRR
[[ 34 ]] ROCK // COUNTRY: classical too, honey. hahah :D
[[ 35 ]] PEPSI // COKE: 7-up
[[ 36 ]] LOVE // LUST: love
[[ 37 ]] EAT // SLEEP: both :D
[[ 38 ]] WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME PRESIDENT: me! XP
[[39 ]] WHO IS THE MOST ANNOYING: so many how to name =X
[[ 40 ]] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: for now, is the sec 4 band members.
[[ 41 ]] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: i dont email, too. lol.
[[ 44 ]] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: hmm? dunno.
[[ 45 ]] WHO GOT THE BEST ROOM: me! i got the biggest rm in the house hahhaha! but not master bedrm lah. master bedrm got toilet den overall size smaller. xD
[[ 46 ]] WHOSE THE HORNIEST: ZUHUI THE PORN STARRRR! and vivian, her disciple.
[[ 47 ]] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: sayhwee and amel (:
[[48 ]] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: no idea. but to me, its rather nobody. i tend to keep a lot of things to myself.
[[ 49 ]] YOUR BEST FRIEND: sayhwee and amel (:
[[ 50 ]] WHO DID YOU HAVE A SERIOUS TALK WITH: a lot of ppl.
[[ 51 ]] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: my family members and their friends lo still got who.
[[ 52 ]] WHO YOU HUGGED THE MOST: nobody.
[[ 53 ]] WHO DO U MISS THE MOST: my sec 4 seniors. sighhhh.
[[ 54 ]] WHO FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: my brothers.
[[ 55 ]] WHO ARGUE W/ YOU THE MOST: my parents.
[[ 56 ]] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: dont have (: if i have ah, tsk. add on to the nvr ending rumours that i have o.o
[[ 57 ]] DO YOU LIKE TO GIVE HUGS: to special people only lol.
[[ 58 ]] GIVE BACK RUBS: sometimes i massage my dad considered?
[[ 59 ]] TAKE WALKS IN THE PARK: nope. i wish i can. i want to relax myself sometimes.
[[ 60 ]] WATCH TV: hardly.
[[ 61 ]] GO TO THE BEACH: duh who doesnt.
[[ 62 ]] DO HOMEWORK: no. i copy, unless major exams are coming (:
[[ 63 ]] PLAY IN THE SNOW: i wish i can. haha.
[[ 64 ]] WORK OUT: nope, but maybe during the hols.
[[ 65 ]] TALK ON THE PHONE: a lot :D esp wif say hwee xD
[[ 66 ]] STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: yes. almost everyday during the june hols lol. shall do it again during the nov dec hols (:
[[ 67 ]] GO ONLINE: if i dont, i wont be doing this quiz. use ur brains, dumb quiz :D
[[ 68 ]] BE KISSED: eh isnt it the same as "been kissed"? -.-
[[ 69 ]] DO WEIRD // FREAKY THANGS: sure.
[[ 70 ]] WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: no idea. most prob none cos hardly any fulfil the height requirements like me hahaha! ok im evil. i wont be a model anyway haha. i dont even have looks.
[[ 71 ]] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: my parents lo. still got who.
[[ 72 ]] WHO DO YOU KNOW MOST ABOUT: nobody (:
[[ 73 ]] BEEN TO A CONCERT: duh.
[[ 74 ]] BEEN OUTTA STATE: duh.
[[ 75 ]] GONE SKINNY DIPPING: nope. you can go urself if you want (:
[[ 76 ]] RAN ROUND NAKED: nope. i would have gone crazy that time.
[[ 77 ]] BROKEN A BONE: nope.
[[ 78 ]] CHEATED ON A TEST: uh huh. start to only during class tests at first in lower sec, but i no longer do that.
[[ 79 ]] RAN A MARATHON: im not athelic.
[[ 80 ]] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: you mean myself? of course (:
[[ 81 ]] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: nope.
[[ 82 ]] STOLE FROM SOMEONE OR SOMEWHERE: nope.
[[ 83 ]] STALKED SOMEONE: nope.
[[ 84 ]] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT W/ ANYONE, WHO WOULD IT BE: girls.
[[ 85 ]] HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: nope.
[[ 86 ]] BAD HABITS: hahaha too many to say!
[[ 87 ]] MAKES YOU MAD: lots of stuffs, but i sometimes dont show.
[[ 88 ]] SCARIEST MOMENTS: there was once when i felt a slap on my face and there was no one there =/
[[ 89 ]] WHERE ARE YOU: in front of the computer, duh.
[[ 90 ]] ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWELRY : earrings.
[[ 91 ]] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: this afternn.
[[ 92 ]] COLOR OF PANTS YOU'RE WEARING: olive green shorts.
[[ 93 ]] WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: hou niao.
[[ 94 ]] LAST THING YOU SAID: to my dad, mummy dotes on me more than you. lol. said that cos he wouldnt buy me mp3 =X
[[ 95 ]] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: wood lah duh.
[[ 96 ]] LAST THING YOU ATE: kinda bueno :D
[[ 97 ]] WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO RIGHT NOW: no idea =/
[[ 98 ]] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANNA BE: none.
[[99]] SABO ANY 5 PEOPLE: anyone who wants to do. im not as evil as huiwen (:
8:54 PM
the haze's gone now. whoo :D but my cough's still here -.-
i spent my day practically doing nth except playing gameboy! -_-
yest i finally got to practise my trumpet :D and surprisingly i still can play without much problem. still can play the same notes as usual and damn miracle o.o my tone improved even tho i dint touch it for one month! o.o this time i sounded much better whenever i play at home. my couz told me he could hear me play all the way from 8 floor down and across the road o.o and i still havent conquer the parts that i cant play for mulan -.- roar.
den at night went to some auction dinner at punggol. its like omg damn deserted can. and also the haze there was even worser than bukit panjang.
AND YAYYY! TML'S HOLS! [[[: and so is thurs and wed and next thurs! :D:D
and wah lau. my dad says wait till see my results den see if he want to buy a new mp3 for me or not. wtf? stupid mp3 lah -.- hardware problem cost 79.90 wif only guarantee 3 months is like.. cheat my money! -.- i so long no mp3 alrd lehhhhhh T_T i want one soon! T_T roar. stupid. dont get creative products man.
8:15 PM
"hello angella? this is mr liew. im just doing a routine check."
huh?
-repeats-
huh?
"are you feeling ok?"
huh?
-repeats-
huh? uhh. yah.
"you sleepy ah?"
uhhhhh.
"okay. bye."
wah lau. i keep huh-ing. i even forgot who is mr liew x.x i almost asked, lucky i dint. but i kept wondering who x.x and he made me think that today got sch and i was like huh got sch meh. i tot my memory failed me -.-
den met up with say hwee at west mall (: she was late! -.- hahaha. i sent my bag for the "repair" of that extension thing. cos it spoiled so i dint carry it. lol. den i bought a necklace [: and then we had swensens. lol =X she told me that the teachers went to ask the class if they were ok not. den i tot something happened to our classmate or something -.- dint know is haze mahhhh. and i actually went to sms and ask ms teo! -.- siasuay. it was only aft huimin told me is cos of the haze caused by the burning of forest in indonesia then i noe lo. =X dint notice got haze yest. but today is damn hazy later in the afternn. aft we had our lunch at swensens we walked ard. saw yanwei and his friend x.x yest see him, today see him again. why i see him everywhere de? x.x
cos west mall had nth much to see, den say hwee cant travel too far den we went home. ahha.
sigh. in less than one months time, its time to say goodbye. i cant bear to say goodbye to the sec 4s. its been a long long time ever since we've gone out, and we now hardly see each other because they dont go for cca anymore. i really miss them a lot. in less than one month time, i think i wont be able to see them anymore, but only maybe occasionally. sighhhh. i dont want them to leave < / 3
9:30 PM
the dreaded eoy are finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
hope my mugging doesnt go to waste x.x
oh yeah. mind you, people. i will never ever tie two ponytails to school again. yes, never again. why? -.- for a stupid reason. and dont bother asking. i was only lazy to tie plaits then tie ponytails then.... -.- go see the testi viv give me den. zz.
hm. mon had chinese and e maths p2. chinese ahh.. the four passages i totally dont understand, including the zong he tian kong. which means? i dont understand the whole paper! and i juz kinda anyhow do. T_T there goes my desired B grade.
e maths p2? -.- i find it hard! T.T im dead meat lah.
tues had ss and physics. killer. couldnt even finish studying and had to wake up at 4+ to study. in the end my head kept nodding off -.- ss is.. okay lah. but i nvr finish the paper! -.- i used 1h 5 mins to do SBQ and, 10 mins to do one SEQ can you believe it. and one whole page somemore. damn pro right :D and the other 15 mins do another, write one page liao no time write finish l4 T_T
physics is... dead meat. and i told mrs chang so confidently that i wont fail T_T i scared i may fail leh. damn hard =/ asked my brother. ive got 6 wrong, if he's correct. nooooooooo T_T
wed had bio only :D the paper is.. okay lah. but dead for nutrition i think. i nvr go and study the defiency part and everything come out defiency! T_T i rmbed vitamin D is soluble in oil. but during exam i forgot and wrote that the oil is needed for to provide energy for the synthesis of vitamin D. roar. deaddd. then the lock and key hypothesis, first one i dunno i put active site. second one i dunno and wanted to put substrate, in the end dint. and? aft the exam ranie told me the second one is substrate! -.- wtf. nvm.
hohoho. then came the last paper of the year!!! a maths :D it was pretty okay lah, i only dunno how to one qns =X but its alright lah. haha. a maths SHOULD be ok.
den aft went out with vivian :D we walked to central den went to jec cos i wanted to buy lollys (: i'll give those that i owe. bina diana ranie. lol. but scully i forget to bring den too bad lo. hehehe. we took neos :D update next time i too lazy now lol. den bought the sweets and went to eat long john. (: andddd. we then took 197 to creative in jtc to repair my mp3. aft we alighted we were looking for the building, and my dad drove pass and saw me o.o and he drove us in :D hahahhaha. but :( the person say my mp3 songs all will disappear! -.- oh man. and i didnt have a copy in my com =/ somemore we waited half an hour for the person to identify the prob. hardware problem. zz. need 79.9 bucks somemore. cheat my money x.x for three months guarantee somemore. so bad :( den me and viv were playing with the computer music keyboard stuff whle waiting for that half an hour where they'll find out the prob. oh yeah, nice music we made (: serious.
decided against repairing my mp3 lah. dad says buy new one lol. =X den we took bus to city link. and we overalighted -.- lol. we walked to kallang mrt den went to city link mall first. saw felicia with yanwei and their friends o.o scare me. i couldnt even recognise yanwei and felicia! x.x and oh yeah, is sec 1 flute de, not my class one lah. i stare and stare also cannot recognise omg x.x my memory failing me alrd, alas. i am getting old.
den we went to eat ice cream :D den went to esplanade library and i borrowed this superb arban book for trumpets :D shuangness. den we went to marina square and walked ard (: and we saw yuming and his friends again o.o scare me leh. aft sch walk to central they behind us. go marina square liao see them again x.x
i got thirsty so we went to buy drinks and saw this stall and we tried their food lol =X we sat there for like... damn long finishing some $3 chicken? -.- hehehe. and there was strong electric shock x.x me and viv always touch each other accidentally den pain x.x den we took the shuttle bus to city hall, and we walked to bugis then went home. lol. and my leg was tired alrd x.x and it was like 7+? lol =X my mum was pestering me to go home.
then on the bus ah. i saw this ah pei. wanted to give up my seat for him, but i dont dare to shout across or walk over to get him sit x.x cos he's like faraway den i think i stand up others alrd sit liao leh. i was feeling damn bad nvr give him my seat then the whole intended journey for slping was kept awake, feeling bad T_T but nvm. in the end one stop before mine he finally move in liao den i give him my seat. lol! ><
im quite tired now lah hahha. think i shall go and rest soon.
9:23 PM