i cant tag at nhsb blog ): firefox sucks. ie sucks. bleah.
wont be going online AT ALL next wk, so good luck to everyone for ur common tests! hope you all score with flying colours (esp for me! :D)
12:17 AM
went to woodlands civic centre cos my couz going for rehearsal for a concert, but she sort of freak out when she went to the stage and dint dare to play alone. sounds familiar? its totally like me =.= but at least she managed to play one song with the help of a pianist tchr there den she dont dare play anymore le. in the end her parents decided to cancel off her performance cos she wont dare to play on that day de. =X
we went to causeway point to eat pizza. then they went guardian to buy thermometers, while i walked ard. damn i saw this daaaaaaamn nice bangle i want to buy T_T but, cos i was in a hurry to get out of the house cos i was busy watching hanakimi, den nvr take my wallet out T_T sighhhhh. i want the bangle! T_T saw this butterfly ring but also cant buy T_T wanted to buy some pairs of earrings also cant buy T_T sigh. im such a spender =/ i want to buy soooo many things! who wanna go on a shopping spree with me after common tests? HAHAHAHA.
9:57 PM
12:00 AM
anw my com really siao -.- so im using firefox, and im trying to solve the prob of my blog. but no time leh ): sorry for the inconvenience caused =/
er.. i dont rmb the last time i blogged =/
i guess i'll start from 1at day of cny sth?
well, gambled my day away basically =X coincidentally, all the girls in my family wore dress! and majority of us wore tube dress, while only one of my cousin wore dress. hahahaha. i bet you ppl sure interested to see me in tube dress eh? ha.
i dont know how much angbao money ive collected since i just put them in the drawer without looking at the amt. heh.
day two, i went to malaysia with my family and cousins. went to the kampong there. glenn was super daring, playing all sorts of "dynamites". dint really have to mood to play in the afternn, but started to play and play at night. ha. i juz sat on the swing there and swing whole day. gambled, and lost quite a few bucks =/ my brothers and benjamin juz keep on playing those fireworks and little dynamites which they can use to scare ppl into running -.- i got hit by one of them, causing my arm to hurt a lot. hit vein or sth? not very sure, but my whole arm muscles hurt for few days. collected only a few angbaos.
the fireworks were pretty. my brother took videos of them, and i'll show them if i can. the photos were nice too. but, the nicest of all was at the ending - there was one whole box of continuous fireworks which will go off once we alight one of it. according to one of my cousins' husband, it has ard 100. the whole family, from my mother's side and father's side just stood there and watch the fireworks go off one by one. it was beautiful and long, wow, i wish singapore would have this kind of fireworks too. there was one kind of fireworks which was especially nice. [:
went home aft that. all of us were hungry, so on the way we bought kfc to eat. the person there cheat my mum money ._. she charged her four burgers, but gave us only three -.-
reached home at 1am+, there was traffic jam from malaysia to sg.
third day, me and some of my friends went somewhere (: then after that, amelia and liqiang came over to my house for dinner and i taught them poker >:D they left at 8+, den i continued gambling with some of my family members. lost a lot =/
yup, then from then on sch. common test next wk. sigh ): i shall pia all the way and get good results. hopefully =/
sch ended early today and i went to bugis with vivian aka XUETE GE! AHAHAHA :D she calls me wujizhun! :D LOL. we went to watch the sg government show. i wanted to watch norbit, but the person dint allow me cos there is still 10 more months to my birthday -.- damnn. i want to watchhhhh ): someone help me leh ):
went walking ard before the movie. we bought food :D wanted to buy this white handbag at accessories, but i scared no money for my wallet so in the end dint buy. we were trying out hats and sunglasses inside the shop hahaha! the hats were nice, but doesnt suit us ): according to vivian, one of the sunglasses suit me. but it costs 41 bucks x.x dint see any sunglasses that would be nice on viv tho. we went action city and played with a lot of things. one of it was jack in the box and we both got a scare from it. planning to buy it for someone. heheee. aft watching the movie, we went to buy food again. shepherd pie is super duper nice! :D the rosti thingy not very nice tho =/ den we went to city hall int there :D saw this super nice white tote bag at one of the branded shops x.x i want, but i bet its going to be super ex. sigh ): went to raffles to go the billabong shop to search for my wallet, in the end i saw this super nice handbag (again!) -.- wanted to buy, but it was the last piece which wasnt very good. sigh ): we finally chose a wallet after so long, but the only pieces there isnt that good, so in the end i dint buy -.- damn. i want all the bags! im totally crazy over bags now lah. i want so many bags =/ there's still one kind of bag that ive wanted for a long time which until now i havent see one design that i like. bleah. vivian bought a gold hp pouch. lol. den we went back to bugis and then took bus home. hahaha.
until now i still thinking of that white handbag from accessories ): it costs $31 tho. anyone willing to buy for me? it has a shop at bugis junction and raffles city.
i want it T_T went shopping for a wallet, in the end dint get one and i want so many bags instead =/
i can talk to you only by asking you the same question.. isnt there anything else more? ):
10:30 PM
i suck. i really suck.
sigh..... ): ...
10:58 PM
happy chinese new yr everyone (:
wish me good luck in gambling, cos i keep breaking even while the rest all got rich $_$ damnnnnnn.
cant be bothered to finish up my hmwk. who wants to do it for the cny hols? =/
and im going to malaysia on mon (i gonna miss hanakimi!! T_T) with my sg relatives to watch and play with fireworks at my malaysia relatives' house i think. ha.
boringggg. ):
oh yeah, cny celebrations yest sucked. ppl were enthu for god knows why. and the nh idol kind of sucked =X aft that went back pri sch but turns out close le, but my couz, jolene liyuan nicholas yongkong and yaoguang were still there, den we went greenridge plaza. yupp. den charlene and serene and arnold came over, and we went to the park nearby till i had to go, den dno wad they do le. z.
i hate school.
10:10 PM
I NEED A WALLET DESPERATELY [:
thank you and love you lots if you buy for me! haha :D
but im fussy. i want a black billabong wallet. muaha.
oh yeah, and another thing. I NEED A PENCIL CASE TOO! [: any colour is fine, but preferably black/silver/pink. best is combination of all lah :D
(i know i asking too much lah -.-)
9:53 PM
Music: Phantom of the Opera
Victim:
At night he pour the paint, and lock my gate,
He wrote my house unit, on wall in red.
And when I cannot pay, he hang pig head,
The Ah Long of NHSB is there – to force me pay.
Ah Long:
I dare you say some more, say more you dare,
Owe money pay money, against no law.
If you pay back on time, I won’t harass,
I, Ah Long of NHSB am there, to remind you.
quoted as from xiaoping.
so please, those who owe me money, please return me money before i get really pissed with you.
thankfully, all the trumpet seniors have returned me money. everyone except two has returned. sigh.
and, im really really pissed with this particular person everytime i go band. some day when i really cannot take it i'll really scold this person like siao.
oh well. happy valentine's day people (: hope u enjoyed the little ferrero rocher. i brought 64, and im left with like... 6? -.- so many ppl take more than one T_T
celebrated mr tan's birthday today [: halfway through the practice, i gave an excuse of going to the toilet when actually i going out to meet the seniors :D and, the call from the delivery service just nice come, den i rushed to general office to collect. the seniors brought in the cake + our present, and their present when mr tan stopped the band, and we sang birthday song for mr tan :D and, the surprise was a success! oh yeah :D he was happy, and surprised too. yep. im happy that it was a success. they brought the cake out and we ate it aft band. continued with the prac, and my tongue wanted to die playing american riversongs x.x and my stomach was growling too. ha. had a little break in between prac, den the seniors talked to mr tan, then left. only viv and mich from nhsb came tho. vs only got edwin. plmgs got three, but i dno who. when edward was doing the debrief, i cut the cake outside. the first and biggest piece with the most choc was for mr tan, and someone took it! wtf. ): so i had to cut another, but without much choc. bleah. so there i was, cutting the cake for everyone while everyone juz took the cake and went, without one word of thanks, and i had to clean everything up cos nobody helped me. ha. so nice man. if i were like them, wad will happen then? -.- i walk here and there, going to the dustin to throw things, going to the place where we kept the chairs to put the chairs i took, and den go back again put the extra plates and forks, moving past them so many times, and none of them had the initiative to help me. yeah how nice. and i was pissed at sth else too. stupid lah. yeah, i did got sth in return tho. five insect bites on my leg.
you know wad i want to say? go and die people, go and die. damn you.
yes, and i bet im going to offend some people by saying those, building up their hateness towards me. well, since im leaving the band in like.. few months time, i dont feel like caring anymore. wad's the use of doing my work well when nobody appreciates, nobody cares? sloppy work, they complain. good work, they heck. yeah nice man.
i should stop having so much complaints, but since i dont want to go ard complaining to practically everyone like some idiotic people do, i prefer blogging abt my own personal feelings in my own blog. some day i gonna make this blog private.
8:47 PM
AND SOME OTHER PPL OWE ME MONEY TOOOOOOOO. >:( 70 bucks alrd leh, plus somemore, kao, almost 100 liao. damn it lah. i think i will really strangle people soon.
and, some misunderstandings will surely spread tml. -.- thanks to ____ i saw at queensway shopping centre. -.-
9:23 PM
im really alright now (:
went to people's park og with my couz mildred and her whole family. i finally managed to get my cny clothes there (: saw this super nice ____. i shall take photo on cny den tell u all wad i bought bah XD den we went walking ard chinatown, den my uncle and matthew wanted to go home alrd. me, mildred and my aunt went to IMM, where i saw doreen and justin -.- eh, thats unlucky? if i know they over there i wont go IMM alrd lol.
bought mr tan's birthday present. den i bought another set of cny clothes at ebase (: went to diva and bought this necklace + bracelets, and two pairs of earrings. damn ex lah =X but my mum provide money and she wasnt there at that time so i buy until damn shuang :D den had dinner at fish & co. super full. den went home lo. tired, but happier (:
tuition tml, then off to queensway shopping centre to do sth.
12:15 AM
yeah, thanks a lot. i have no wish to say anymore =X
and, one sms of care, can make someone cheer up too. i hardly receive them, thus, giving me the impression that people dont really care. but, today i received one, just one, and i felt better instantly, knowing that at least there's someone who cares. the others.. i sms them thanks then they reply. =/ if you take the initiative and sms the words of care and concern first, it can really cheer ppl up. i always do that.. until suddenly i dont really want to do it anymore, cos i hate the idea of always initiating sth. esp in ______. sigh. nvm ):
juz emo.
headache.
9:25 PM
sat went to orchard, sun went to bugis. dint manage to get my new yr clothes. ha.
the sec 1s this yr are enthu :D poor jerrald always get bullied by me haha =X and i have two cute girl trumpet juniors :D too bad they slack so much during sec 1 prac tho i called them to play. pretty disappointed that time. but weisiang came even for 10 mins only :D im going to love my juniors more and more. haha.
got a big headache yest. sigh ): today had physics test, and i think its going to be dead meat. somehow =/
and i did sth wrong today. had no idea that i wasnt supposed to say it out.. but.. sigh. maybe i really am a busybody. was happy the past few days aft the talk i had with elena, but now, i think im going back to the old self before i became happy. sigh ):
my blog's dead, i might as well not blog anymore, since nobody's reading, hardly anyone is tagging anyway. ha..
8:58 PM
tuition starting this sunday. and aft that cny clothes shopping with couz.
and going out tomorrow to buy someone's present. and aft that dinner at paya lebar (?!?!)
gah. im damn damn tired.
anyone has an idea of an interesting story for "an occasion when you went on an unsuccessful shopping trip"? i dont know how to write to make it interesting -_-
and im going to be so dead for my tests. esp maths. i gonna flunk my a maths test. imagine not knowing how to do half the paper =.= e maths is so much easier than a maths. sigh.
sort of.. got pangsehed today. sigh ):
chinese test was okay, not hard not easy. should be able to score a bit bah..
i dno whether i shud cheer up.
i dno whether i shud believe it, since you didnt carry out what you said.
i dno why you did not fulfil wad you said. it makes me sad everytime. and all the time.
nowadays sometimes i feel like such a loner, and i want to be alone. most of the times.
10:17 PM
WENT TO FAHRENHEIT'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION ON SUNDAY! whoo. it was seriously omg lah! yalun is so damn shuai in real life, wuzhun is so damn cute, jiro is okay to me, but yiru looks nicer in real life! ahahaha! man, i totally melted :D thanks jiaqian for helping me sign! it was a real pity i didnt get to go up the stage and let them sign and shake their hands. sigh. went their at ard 12+ and met up with sayhwee. doreen dint come along. at first had a good position to see the stage and stood there till the security guard chased us away -.- den went somewhere else, they also chase us away. damn, got so pissed with them lah. den went back to the place where i first stood and sat down at the bench there. went to buy food to stay there so that the security guard wont chase us off. and aft that we loved the security guards cos they helped us chase away everyone waiting there den i had a nice clear view :D stood on the bench when fahrenheit came. omg they improved a lot! they didnt go offbeat or off tune! :D they sang zhi dui ni you gan jue, then xiaxue, then ai dao, den aft everything, it ended with a chaoxihuanni. aft standing there for a few hours, i went to second floor and wuzhun and jiro got look up and i took pics :D there were so damn many photos that i took with sayhwee's cam lah! haha. stayed there till like ten plus. they started signing since like 6+ or 7 all the way to 10.10.
nth much happened during the sch days, just lessons, tests, band. very very tired everyday when i go home that i hardly have any energy left to do anything, even study or do hmwk. i study can study until i fall aslp, do hmwk anyhow do cos im half aslp. ha. so many hmwk and tests coming up. and im kind of... unhappy in my clique, but nobody notice. even when im unhappy in band, nobody notices too, other than elena who's always the first to notice. thanks (: only if i keep quiet and dont talk at all, SOMETIMES, my section people will notice. if not, ha. they'll think im ok since [quote]angella talk to them = angella shout[/quote] -_- yeah, just treat me as invisible best lah.
three confirmed juniors for tpet :D weisiang, pearlie and jingyi :D i feel kinda hopeful for them (:
tired, yet again. tests tml again. i should go and study. i feel so fun and computer and energy deprived.
6:24 PM