11 bands at boonlay; 5 bands at nan chiau. both sch got give us token of appreciation and we dint give them =X
heard from daph that while we were performing at boonlay, the band at the side were talking among themselves very loudly and some even jeered at us =/
performance at boonlay was a better one for myself than at nanchiau, but overall, the band performed much better at nan chiau than at boonlay even tho its still not up to standard and we're still nervous. not much exposure to such stuffs, blame it on the sch for not letting us hold any concerts or wadsoever unless we get a gold.
caiqin melissa xueqi and sharine came back to help out today :D so nice of them :D
had lunch at boonlay sec. before that during the performance, a lot of ppl were slping =/
saw a lot of stuffs that made ppl have a bad impression abt vs.
made our way to nan chiau aft the exchange at boon lay. vs went too. saw hycb ppl there listening. nhsb kept cheering for mr tan and ourselves lol. i played like shit totally at nan chiau. and the aircon was reaaal cold. we're the third band to play, juz aft the interval. aft all bands finished we had interaction between each section among the bands that were there. tpet section dint really mix, most of the time were looking at perc play. er. den so called intro our names. vs tpet ppl exchanged names! other than nhsb nobody else knows. lol. den stone, den they got us to stand up and interact with the rest of the tpets from other sch. vs had to leave, and aft that we took photos. their sch was closing alrd, and nhsb was laughing cos our sch alrd closed -.-
err. left for sch, den left and mass walked to central. den dispersed cos some eat kfc, some eat jap, some eat macs, some need to go home. yupp. den me, amel, ena, shilei, seryang, liqiang, edward and yuxuan went to eat jap. saw a lot others in the jap restaurant too. stayed there till 7+ till the person want chase us off heheee. dint really pay attention to wad the guys were talking abt, somehow juz felt like keeping quiet and eat my noodles. lol and ena said that i wasnt my usual self.
some people cried today; cheer up! now make all the mistakes you can. by syf, the mistakes will be corrected so be optimistic!
aft losing connection with so many vs guys, im like talking to a lot now cos we're asking each other abt each other's performance. lol.
comments for tpet from some vs n plgms peeps:
-first part of american riversongs can improve
-improve our tonguing
-use more air to shape the notes for the solo
-firmer embochure for solo
-refine out tone
-improve intonation
-we sound thin tonewise
-need better articulation
-have to be louder
-sound shaky cos of nervousness
oh my gooood. x.x the offbeat part for tpet was real messy, and yet nobody mentioned it.
anw, some of the vs ppl praised us cos we improved a lot from the last time they hear us, and they were surprised at our playing. maybe thats why i saw a lot of faces like, blur blur open mouth staring at the band. ha. and some even point fingers at us, like trying to see who is who. =/
i think our band needs more exposure, but there aint enuf time. jiayou everyone! 10 more days.
9:05 PM
i hate peeeeeeeeee. unless its free play ): mr chee makes us run every single day. suck lahhhhhhhhh.
band exchange tml [: gonna see ard 20 bands. :D
10:14 PM
left at 10 for warm up. den had lunch when everyone was having lessons >:D went to hall for performance. i think co sounded great lah, but i dno co music tho. band sort of, messed up the first performance cos we were nervous? the second performance was much better tho.
went back band rm for debrief (which is a super long one), den had lunch break till 2. dint even want to go back for lessons, but since mrs chang is such a nice person i decided to go back at 2+ hahahah -.- at first somebody realised that the podium or wadever its spelled, is still on stage. den we went back to take, AND I SAW MR QUEK SHAKING HIS BUTT FOR CHICKEN DANCE. my reaction was O.O and i began laughing like crazy and imitated the chicken dance he did :D some ppl saw me doing tho lol.
aft sch went back to band for sectionals. i always lose my confidence and play like shit in front of mr tan when i have to play alone =/ tensed up everytime ): sort of like.. couldnt do, and dint dare to play, everything mixed up in me. err. dno lah. juz cant control my feelings den suddenly juz burst out crying =/ i dno how to explain - everything is totally jumbled up. i play like shit, i dont dare to play, i scared to play alone, i scared of mr tan, etc etc. gah. dno how to say lahhhh. couldnt control my crying and the tears kept falling even tho i dint want them to ): everyone was quite shocked i guess, and they tried their best not to enter the band rm leaving me alone with mr tan. and i caused mr tan not to go plmgs cos i cried i think =/ sigh ): i was pretty much affected by wad mr tan said too, during warm ups and during sectionals. geee.
sort of calmed down afterwards, den mr tan coached edward. mdm zuraida came in, and somehow the four of us started talking abt lots of stuffs. and soon when everyone came back they all crowded ard us listening to us talk. remind me of some variety show den we four are the hosts or sth ahahhaha -.-
went home and took and SSO mrt train ahahha. the music notes were pretty! took some photos :D
SO CUTE RIGHT. HAHAHA. "more air!"
another cute one :D
elena's fingers :D
my fingers!! :D
the ceiling :D
there was music notes everywhere - up down left right outside inside. haha.
some random photos:
took during sectionals on wed.
4/6 love confession to ms khoo [:
the two gay majors who looked like they are doing their business
9:57 PM
you know, im like so pro. i made up half a poem!
bina bina blurna
bina bina ribena
bina bina banana
:D
to be continued! copyrighted okayyy. help me tink of sth to finish it ahhaa. bet bina sure kill me T_T violent. tsk. bully me. ):
jiayou for syf! [:
tests and exams coming up ):
10:19 PM
on my way home today - somehow the scene of us getting a gold kept reappearing in my mind, and i kept on hugging those sitting near me, and i was screaming and crying o.o gee no idea why hahaha. there was this good feeling in me that we could get a gold (:
i finished my hmwk! :D
class song: Tell Laura I Love Her
Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give here everything
Flowers presents and most of all a wedding ring
He saw a sign for a stockcar race
A thousand dollar prize it read
He couldn't get Laura on the phone
So to her mother Tommy said
Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura I may be late
I've something to do that cannot wait
He drove his car to the racing ground
He was the youngest driver there
The crowd roared as they started to race
Around the truck they drove at a deadly pace
No one knows what happened that day
How his car overturned in flames
But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck
With his dying breath they heard him say
Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die
Now in the chapel Laura prays for her Tommy who passed away
It was just for Laura that he lived and died alone
In the chapel she can hear him cry
Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die
Tell Laura I love her........
HAHAHAHAHAHA MS KHOO IS GOING TO KILL THE WHOLE CLASS IF I WRITE THIS ON THE WHITEBOARD
9:19 PM
band from 9.30 to 2. i think i improved a lot today! :D my tone is much better than last time too. hehhh. had sectionals at first, den had lunch break den we went to hall to practice. it was pretty warm. make until i almost falling aslp for one period of time =X andddd! one great news! somehow or rather i dint get scared like usual when mr tan wanted 2nd tpet to play some notes at ff. and when mr tan wanted me to play alone, i dint chicken out like i use to. ahaha! i was pretty surprised at myself cos i felt super calm at that time, like somehow knowing i can do it :D but next time sure different case lah no need say =X even mr tan said i improved :D yeahhh~
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17 more days.
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came home, and went to jog-briskwalk with my dad from bukit panjang connector park all the way to zhenghua park at bangkit, den we walked back the same route x.x i was super duper tired lah. walked-jogged for more than half an hour =/ and the sun was super glaring. and i saw one shuaige playing basketball >:D
finally reached home and my legs wanted to break liao T_T tried to do some hmwk aft showering, ended up falling aslp while doing halfway =/ parents woke me up den we went to IMM and i shopped ahhaha. bought another necklace again o.o this time i saved a lot! cos i dint really spend :D i spent on the necklace and two lollipops and one jeans only ahhahaha. the necklace's really really nice and cute. its a big mickey mouse head with a small body and its the last piece :D daphne, jealous? haha. mickey mouse lehhh ;D but i still spent more than 50 o.o
went for supper at railway mall [: had super spicy noodles x.x my face was red totally until my family said that i look like i put make up =/
i still have lots more hmwk undone ): damn the sch lah.
11:59 PM
went out with amelia today to west mall <3 we went to watch mr beeeeean! the show's a bit lame. and i think i have no sense of humour cos at some parts some ppl laugh den i juz stare at the screen wondering why they laughing -.-
we went to bought food which is illegal in the cinemas ahahha. me and amelia has almost the same taste in food - both of us like to eat and dislike to eat some stuffs. hahaha. and also, we both think that some guy is quite shuai [: but i think not as shuai as my yanyalun hahahahha! =X both guys has both brains and looks and good complexion, thats super lucky =/ too bad yanyalun isnt younger a few yrs ):
i resisted a lot of temptations T_T i wanted to buy one necklace, and a few pairs of earrings i saw lah. gee. if i bought them, i would have spent at least $50 =/ and i dint have that much to spend. ): saw this french horn necklace, bought it and plan to give it to weiting only during her birthday =X hee. scared by that time no more le mah :D angella is a typical singaporean. kiasu! =X
band again tml; no time to rest. time to buck up lots more.
10:08 PM
pretty slack sectionals today. some of us still have playing problems.. gah.
somehow the band seems more united than usual today (: nice scene of some juniors and some seniors from diff sections gathering tgt to do hmwk. [:
one wk from now - performance during assembly
nineteen days from now - syf.
NHSB JIAYOU! <33
i will always love nhsb no matter what happens (:
9:59 PM
gotta reach sch at 6.15 on 10 april T_T second band to play on the second day, and before us is a gwh band =/ going off from sch only at 7.25. gee. scaryy. im getting the jitters alrd.
i still feel that.. band is not serious enuf. mr tan is talking to the whole band, and yet some are still talking. mr tan had to leave early today, and we had sectionals and come back say dismiss, some give happy face. ask to play once more tgt again, nobody wants. wow. so this is how you get gold? im pretty disappointed in the band today. j conducted, and a lot of ppl juz like.. anyhow play? muz it be mr tan in front so that the band will play better? maybe its cos everyone is tired alrd, but still, the band would have been much better when mr tan is conducting. hmm. i bet some ppl were unhappy that i asked for combined prac one last time.
we all want gold, isnt it?
there are still people, who rather GO OUT than go for band in the midst of the coming syf. wooow. this kind of people, might as well quit band. band shud be the priority now, aft syf, go out all you like, we dont care. ive tried telling edward to scold the band, cos its getting worse. and yet he still doesnt want to. too lenient on them alrd. if the sat prac starts at 8 and ends at 3, there'll be people who will come late and leave early, on purpose, and not because of any reasons like piano or whatsoever. come on, for god's sake. dint the rest juz spent their birthday in band practising for syf too? must you be special? dint the rest go to band at 8 and leave at 3 if the instructions were like that? must you be different, and so lazy? with people like you all, hah. i wonder how long the band may last in having a gold. not going to practices, late for practices, leaving early during practices, how to maintain a gold standard? we havent even achieved a gold now yet. and yet you people are like that. oh god.
bah. i want to rant a lot more. but if i do, who knows, i'll offend people again. everyone's just so sensitive.
sigh.
will you people just be more serious?
anw, its only a minority of the people ive mentioned, so dont assume that you're the one im talking abt, unless ur conscience tells you so.
10:35 PM
lessons as usual. somehow got dno wad announcement saying abt the lightning thing den advise us not to leave buildings? lol. den during cep period which was used to teach ss for one period and chem for one period(-_-), i saw a lightning flash past across the sky while i was staring at the ohp for no reason. it was beautiful (: wished i took the pic down, but oh well.
health check, and i dint bring health booklet =/ it was conducted during our lunch, den mr edmund ng dint let me buy food aft that T_T say muz get relief tchr to come and give permission and acc me down to buy, but then the relief tchr, which was mr adrian tan, who dint even know he was going to relief our class at first, was at the canteen eating -.- AND HE GAVE MELINA N WEITING PERMISSION TO BUY FOOD #%)*)$*&#)* biased.
band aft sch. i think i improved le [: one main thing is, i have to keep myself happy o.O cos if i do, somehow i can play better. gee. my mood affects my technique =/ ivan came back and he helped us a bit. we changed seating positions, back to the original position when i was sec 2. gonna have band practices on saturday from 8am to 3pm. =X
i realised sth. both me and amelia doesnt like it whenever ppl goes ard saying things that we posted in our blogs. ha. wad we blog is kind of.. personal to us, so we feel offended whenever ppl spread it or tell others who doesnt read or wadever.
time to watch tv den pia hmwk ahahhaa.
9:10 PM
band again today. mr tan seems to be talking a lot of stuffs to us lately =/
and somehow i have a feeling those words are directed at me =/
prac american riversongs and sunrise. i played like shit. seriously, my technique has deproved a lot. sigh ): and in two wks time, we're going to perform on stage during assembly in front of the whole sch O.o not everyone likes that idea, but i like :D COS I GET TO SKIP LESSONS :D im dreading lessons more and more day by day =/ somemore the audience doesnt know band music(mostly bah), so play wrong or whatsoever they also dunno the diff. =X but i dont think anyone will be paying attention to our playing anyway =/ juz like the usual everyone who hardly listens to assembly programme. ):
gonna have exchange programme at the end of this month with a few schools, at vs again. =/
went to eat jap aft band with amel, viv and edward, guekleng, jennifer, elena, daph, dacia and ribe(i)na ;D dint buy anything cos wasnt hungry and i dint even have $$ to buy even one bowl of katsudon or wadever that is -.- so i juz kope the free food that is given to students lo hahahaha =X super oily tho. ):
less than one month to syf. i have to buck up a lot. ):
felt strangely happy for a while during band today. i seem to have gone crazy. =/
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my dad just brought the whole family to some newly opened restaurant at labrador park [: the food there were nice and quite creative. the signature dish is one fried lychee with other fruits, den dno wad sour + spicy syrup? gee. dno lah. but its nice [: costs $10 for juz one small bowl of it tho. there were other food which were super nice and i ate till damn full =X i like the black pepper noodles even tho the rest of my family dint like it that much. cos they dont really like black pepper mah ): the mango pudding was nice :D still got peach on it one :D too bad i dint take photos. heee. if not i bet everyone gonna drooooool :D
i shall try to finish my hmwk tml. provided i rmb wad hmwk i have =/
10:39 PM
i seriously think i suck at playing the tpet. im even harbouring thoughts of giving it up. or maybe, i'll juz dont take part in syf. i really really hope nhsb can get a gold, but i know, i'll bring the band down, i'll cause the band to lose marks. my techniques are juz so horrible. there's no way i can improve in time for syf. i juz keep pushing and pushing when i play. i dont know how to stop myself from pushing. i cant even play a good BASIC LOW C NOTE. all my notes sound like shit. i cant play properly at all. it depresses me all the time. i dont want to go band now cos of this. everytime i go band, it nvr fails to depress me. i can never ever cheer up no matter wad happens. in the end, i'll want to go home myself, go home alone and not think of anything. there were times when i wanted so much to cry in band. but i know i cant. i really dont know. maybe quitting band helps? or maybe, not going for syf? or wadever. i cant quit playing the tpet right? i dont want to disappoint all my friends. i dont want to disappoint mr tan. i dont want to disappoint everybody. how? i dont know how to face my section. i dont know how to say this kind of things out to anybody. i'll feel so so gang1 ga4 to say this kind of things out. i thought, things would be better today since the seniors are coming back. i'll feel happier somehow. but it doesnt help at all. i still felt the same - depressed. wad will everyone think when they know that im harbouring the thought of quitting band? im the one that they would last think of if anybody wants to quit band. it'll be shocking news to them too. say things like, juz one more month, aft syf, leave liao, quit for wad? but, one more month, is a lot. i'll feel even more depressed. i need to improve on my techniques more. i'll have to look for mr tan to improve myself. but. i looked for him on mon. i know wad's my prob. i have to learn to overcome it before i look for him again. i dont want to depend on anyone. dont u get it? i feel so zibei. even the sec 2s are doing better than me now, i bet. i dont want to keep on looking for mr tan to improve my techniques. i dont want to keep on making mistakes. i have to overcome them BUT I JUST CANT DO IT. no matter how hard i try, i still keep on using the wrong techniques. band is only making me more and more depressed by the day. wad should i do? i feel like crying so so much.
YOU GOT TRICKED BY ME!
hahahahha! pls lo, if i really have someone i like, would i keep on reminding you to ask me abt the "you"? LOL. i would have kept quiet abt it and try my best not to make u ask and ask right? (: actually is me and amel devised this one :D cos we want to see everyone's reaction if i were to type something abt love and stuff. in the end it wasnt much fun anw ): dont believe u go ask her lo. muahahhahahaha. at least got a bit of entertainment lah huh. :D
went for lunch with caiqin, guekleng, jennifer and daphne at the jap restaurant in central before going band. dint eat cos wasnt hungry. but i still got to eat free food hahahaha. vivien and xueqi came to band during our sectionals. den had combined aft that.
passed amel her birthday present aft she came home from her dinner [: since i cant be the first to give her a birthday present on her birthday, i'll rather be the last (: and i hope i am. haha. happy birthday once again [: glad u like the present and card! :D
gee. my second toe on my right foot has a little deep cut =/ and i have no idea where i got the cut from. im like a numb person who doesnt know whenever i get a cut -.- it hurts leh ):
11:20 PM
u're sixteen alrd! can go watch nc16 movie T_T muz smuggle me in ok hahaha!
get well soon! may all the viruses and bacteria and ulcers go to ur enemy (whoever it is) and not look for u again muahahhaha =X
u're my bestest friend forever and may we stay like that forever :D i love you!
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went out to celebrate her birthday on wed [: only me felicia(as in the band one, not my class de -.-) and her went to marina square at first, den vivian came along soon after. planned to watch a movie, but there wasnt anything nice. the first plan of ice skating was cancelled too, cos many ppl couldnt make it ): we just shopped ard den had dinner, den went home. acc felicia to take bus 190.
it was a happy day for me ;)
yest had lessons again. for only pathetic 1.5 hrs, den go home le -_- went to collect sth but it wasnt ready ): sad day today ahhhhhh.
dint get to talk to you ):
nvm. I MISS CAIQIN ZUHUI VIVIEN AND XUEQI LAHHHH. gonna see them tml! :D:D:D
12:00 AM
played netball before maths lesson, and aft maths lesson tday. saw stella dominic and kiatboon on the way to sch from central, and all the students u saw on the way to sch all 4/6 de o.O cos maths start at 7 -.- which is earlier than normal sch days! -.- in the end she was late, coming at only 7.20 lah. by then i was sweating all over and i looked like i juz came out of the shower. bleah.
almost fell aslp during physics today ahahha =X den had band aft that. mr tan coached me, and i think i played like shit. sigh ): i muz buck up a lot more and improve a lot more before march hols end. priority now to me, is band more than studies. guess i shall only start studying aft syf bah ):
i feel happy today (: so many things happened, that made me so happy. firstly, was you. i hope that this could continue everyday, but i know its impossible. at least.. there was today. i feel contented (:
secondly, was when zuhui told me that ALL of them are going back on fri!! omgggggg. i was super high aft that lah! i cant wait for fri to come. and its amel's birthday too (:
thirdly is, i gonna save up to buy a num bag with joanne! but she bought it today alrd ): so i shall quickly save up and we gonna have the same bag ahaha!
fourthly, is someone else, who did me a favour (: i am really really thankful, and happy that u helped me willingly. i can only hope it'll turn out alright and even better than now..
fifthly(is there such a word o.O), i confirmed and found out why one of my close friends is feeling so "fan" recently. hope wad i said to you is of help (:
and every little thing (: today seemed like the best day ever since the yr started. esp the first point, made me the happiest today ;D
10:46 PM
i think i really like you..
you took notice of me (: even if it was for such a short while.. i feel contented.
10:39 PM
went to play pool with justin doreen and ruixuan aft tuition today. huimin and adeline pangseh! ): if i knew earlier that they pangseh i wouldnt have gone ): reached dhoby ghaut the earliest, den had to wait for the three of them -.- even had to go to the other exit to find them. bleah ):
played pool at somewhere near the mrt. i taught doreen how to play pool while justin and ruixuan played at one table themselves. i teach dor till she pro-er than me -.- she won me 10 games while i won her 5 games. dont get so shocked. out of the ten games, 8 of it is when i hit the ball, it shot everywhere including the black ball which got into the hole $(*^#)*@^$_)&@) she has such beginner's luck man! and oh, out of the other two games left, one is cos the white ball went into the hole instead of the black one -.- she only won one game if not considering the other unlucky times i had. out of the five times i won, only one is cos her white ball went in instead of black. so i won four! :D but i still lost 10-5 luh -.-
played till like 7+ den we went to long john for dinner. they kept discriminating against pig! =O so evil man.
POOR AARON IS STUCK AT IMM WHILE I AM HERE ENJOYING THE AIRCON AND BLOGGING AHAHHAHAHA! HELLO AARON! :D
and get well soon amelia! :D
10:03 PM
i still cant sign in to windows live msn =/ using windows msn now. bleah.
amelia saw me and my whole family saw her at bpp but i dint see her -.-
flag day today. went to the same old place to ask for donation with sayhwee doreen dixon yin nam and jonathan. the ppl there all damn kind lah x.x saw suat may. aft giving away all the stickers, got more from dixon and gave it away soon. lol. den the girls went to jp and we windowshopped there. saw two necklaces and one ring and one shirt i liked, but my parents will seriously kill me if i buy cos i've bought so damn many things recently until i broke le -.- went back to je int to give back the can at 11+ den went to lot 1 with adeline. read free magazine at popular cos nobody there will care >:D
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wasnt in a really good mood the whole day. the moment we got the can, den say want go back the same old place to ask ppl from donate. in the end huimin felicia doreen and sayhwee pangshed me and adeline! they just let us continue walking to the bus int while they stand there and ask for donation and den TURN AWAY to jec. god, i was damn pissed off. they kept on pangsehing me all the time. damn lah. at least i cheered up aft i went to lot 1 with adeline.
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dont bother reading the part below. i just want to vent.
and YOU, stop it, please. i really hate people who copy. i realise that if i ever go out with you (which i try my best not to), i dont even dare to buy anything or say wad i like. cos if i do, i can see that u will look intently at the piece which i like, like u planning to buy or sth. kao. den when i kept on trying this particular ring with many sizes, den you came over. you like it too, and also wanted to buy right? but if it wasnt for me and someone who kept saying that it will sooner or later rust, not worth buying, i bet u alrd bought it. when i was at a particular shop browsing through the clothes there, you copied me and browsed throught the SAME rack of clothes when there are other racks of clothes, looking at the clothes i take out to see. damn you. i am very very pissed off at you. you, yes you. i bet u dont even know im talking abt you. still rmb when i brought the heart necklaces i bought online and recently to show sayhwee? u were at the side, and even asked me which site i bought it from. i found some excuse, not saying at all. if i say, u'll buy it right? i bet when u go shopping now, u'll look out for some heart necklaces and buy it too. when i told u i wanted some stuffs in the past, u immediately went "I ALSO WANT!" -.- inside me, i want to scold fuck at you alrd. now, i dont even dare to say wad i want to buy to you. cos u'll go "I ALSO WANT!" and den get the same thing as me. everything copy copy copy. very nice meh? i dont even want to look like YOU. please. practically everything, u copy me. even wearing sch blouse or pe tshirt, tying ponytail, wearing skirt or not during the road run AND EVEN BRAS. rmb when i said i wanted to buy halter neck bra in pink? you went "i also want!" and bought it with me when i went to buy. damnit. i bought tube bra, wear to sch, YOU ACTUALLY WENT TO NOTICE?! and even asked me where i buy, and said u want too! i bet u bought it now alrd. how pervertic can u get to always notice wad bra i wear? rmb i wore lip gloss to the road run? oh, i can predict. one day i'll see you wearing lip gloss to some informal sch occasions too. want me to state more examples? sure. it'll take up at least two thousand MORE words.
and oh yeah, dont worry, u aint the only one doing this to me. there's another one too, but NOT SO EXTREME like you, everything copy. maybe copy some only bah, but it'll still piss me off, thank you.
and oh yeah, dont worry, u aint the only one doing this to me. there's another one too, but NOT SO EXTREME like you, everything copy. maybe copy some only bah, but it'll still piss me off, thank you.
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damn all copycats. i hate copycats.
3:41 PM
road run at west coast. more like, big walk as quoted from ranie. everyone was practically running except for those who wanted to get the medal. dor and sayhwee pangseh me (as usual -.-) to run! -.- i hate getting pangseh-ed please.
walked the whole ruote with stella and ranie, den adeline joined us on the way back. we stopped over at some benches on the way and i began spraying insect repellant at the whooooooooole train of ants :D adeline and stella both stand on the chair scared of them lol.
urm. den got interclass netball. up againt 4/2 ._. last yr made us play with 4/2 for the first round, this yr make us play with them again. hmmmmmm. and i heard of some things too. O.o as expected, we lost. 4-0 (: we werent disappointed, cos we alrd got preparation that we sure lose. but we're easily satisfied cos at least we get to take the ball AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA -.- 4/5 lost to 4/11, 4/3 lost to 4/8, 4/1 lost to 4/4, 4/4 lost to 4/11, and then aft that i dno le.
went to causeway point with huimin sayhwee n joanne. both sayhwee and huimin super quiet like damn sian liddat -.- only joanne and me going ard looking at this and that ahahah! and we went into this cd shop, and we saw this fahrenheit notebook! 15.90 x.x with their pics and their words, and a lot of blank pages for us to write stuffs (dint know this at first. only thought have the pics and their words). so we went to buy hahahahah! we went to eat pastamania cos huimin n sayhwee hungry le. but both of us not hungry. hee. joanne bought ko one cd! i want all fahrenheit shows ._. aft hanging ard there till ard 4+, me and joanne went to west mall while huimin went home. i fell aslp in the train and my head was lying on some woman's shoulders ._. me and joanne went crazy at west mall buying HANAKIMIIIIIIIII stuffs! :D both of us got two posters in west mall and i got another photos of them :D and i had juz nice money to pay cos both of us were totally broke from buying all fahrenheit stuffs. hee. damn nice man aahhahah! both of us are craaaazy over fahrenheit! xP was super high when i was choosing the posters and aft the buy. HAHAHA. we're going west mall again tml! lol :D
i got sunburnt -.- both face and neck area. shucks. ):
9:07 PM
am i really happy in band? ...
things have changed.
no longer the same..
i feel so alone.
i dont know lah ):
oh well. thanks amelia for hearing me out :D really much better now. (:
anw i wanna ask you ppl. what will u do with ur copycat friends? i feel kind of.. uneasy with them, and i dont know how to stop them from copying me. ): the number one on my hatelist is definitely copycats =/ im ok with them, only when they start to copy this and that (eg my stuffs), i start to get irritated by them. =/ i want to stop them from doing it, but i dont know how ):
my tpet playing skills suck like dno wad shit now. sigh. damn lah.
super tired these few days lah. no energy for anything liddat =/ and its roadrun + netball tml x.x everyone's saying that its going to be quite unfair, cos 4/2 is full of netballers which can take part, den they're sure going to win cos they're pro. =/ oh well. but the result is pretty predictable. =X
im going craaaaazy over shopping now. i want to buy practically every single thing x.x I SHALL GET THAT BANGLE FROM CAUSEWAY POINT TML! hopefully its still there ): if not i heartbroken le ): i want to buy so damn many stuffs! i better get a rich boyfriend or husband to cover my expenses hahahaha! im going broke -.-
jiayou for netball tml ppl! (:
9:36 PM
going back to sch every single day =.= i dont even have the slight determination to do any hmwk lah =/
going for the interclass netball competition. i think i sure play very lan de lo ): bah.
went for band today. was kinda pissed off =X very few ppl came, and only the SLs know abt the band prac, excluding asl -.- so when the juniors asked abt the band prac from other seniors who are not sl, we all say no band. and, thus only few sec 1s turned up. very nice leh -.-
stayed in band till ard 4+, den went home. coincidentally, i took the same train as amel! :D we got affinity! hahahahah! damn shuang right (: ppl dont get jealous lah LOL. omg someone gonna kill me now ><
cheer up darling! hope you cheer up after seeing my sms (: i'll be at your side forever, promise.
8:59 PM
| Greed: | Medium | |
| Gluttony: | Medium | |
| Wrath: | Low | |
| Sloth: | Very High | |
| Envy: | Very Low | |
| Lust: | Very Low | |
| Pride: | Medium |
Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz
gee, im super lazy. =/
1:15 AM
bought a necklace for myself. heart shape again =X now ive got four, to be exact, different types of heart necklace, all long ones. including the short ones ah, i dno how many liao x.x 6+? heh.
we shopped ard at far east for a long time for their presents. saw this super duper cute tpet necklace that we wanted ourselves, but its the only one left, so we bought it for our junior. haha.
den we went pacific plaza, AND I SAW THIS SUUUUUUUUUPER CUTE TUBE TOP T_T 49 bucks leh, u provide for me lah. i was broke cos i kept providing money to buy the stuffs first ): and i saw this SILVER ripcurl clutch bag which is nice, but daph alrd has it in another colour. oh well. too bad then. now number 1 in my wishlist is a silver clutch bag =.= geeee. i love silver colour now for no particular reason.
shopped till ard 5+, den we all went home cos both me and daph had to rush home for reunion dinner (: yup. and aft that, we went to mum's aunt to pai nian, den went home and dad ordered pizza and kfc cos my bro complained that he's hungry =.=
我一天比一天越来越害怕与担心这一件事会发生.. 我不想失去你.. 但是, 我什么也没有做啊.. 我好担心，好难过，好伤心，好怕，好怕.. 我不要... 我好想哭出来，可是，这样都没有用。哭只能让我心里好受那么的一点点.. 我不要你离开我。但是，我这样有可能都是多余的，也有可能是我想太多。有可能这些只不过是一个巧合罢了.. 也许吧，或许吧，最好是.. 为什么你要这样对我呢？ ...
12:11 AM
everyone's crazy over hanakimi and fahrenheit now. its a good thing, but.. most of them are, watch the show, find them shuai, know them from fahrenheit, den go gaga over them -.- this sucks man. i would rather they get attracted to fahrenheit cos of their singing, not cos of their looks. bah. i see everyone carry their photos in their files showing everyone kinda stuff, i wish i can strangle them =.= it seems like fahrenheit is more known for their looks instead of their singing lah.
and oh, SOMETHING GAY HAPPENED IN CLASS. the guys were listening to fahrenheit songs! omg o.o okay, the whole class knows im crazy over them even before hanakimi starts, and somehow or rather, dont tell me the guys got influenced by me and like them too HAHAHAHA! that would be so gay. just joking lah =.= later the guys sure bushuang me for saying these i bet.
and i dont like it whenever anyone talks abt killing/anyone dying for fun still so happy =/somehow dont like that feeling lah.
and i hope, the thing that someone told me isnt true. what happens when u find out that one of ur friends has been keeping so much stuffs from you, and esp when the friend is... ... how would you feel?
i feel as if im such a bad friend, apart from above...
wanted to strangle mrs lim for not giving us the chem ct today =.= she threatened us to hand up those hols form and stuff den return us on mon T_T spoiled my mood for the whole entire chem lesson man. bah.
end of common test for the upper sec (: the only good thing so far -.-
oh yeah, the girl's toilet's tap was spoiled by me :D ok lah, not exactly by me, since its alrd spoiled before i pressed it. den when i wash hand i press then the whole cap flew out and the water splashed at my uniform -.- juz nice 4/5 girls come in, den suddenly the whole toilet is 4/5 girls + me. video-ed and cam-ed it down, but lazy to update it to the com, some other time bah :D
time to chiong my HANA KIMI!
9:52 PM
most of the tests... ok lah. shud be able to get average marks. ha. bio today was hard to me =/ i practically tikam-ed my way through the mcq cos i dno wth the qns asking o.O and for the structured, i dont know wad's amino acids for, and i wrote provide ph value (wtf). thats the only thing i can think of =.=
got back ss and e maths. ss is ok lah, pretty satisfied with my marks. but for e maths, im super disappointed. cos usually i get As for e maths, and for the first time in dno how many yrs, i got a B. ): i feel so dumb lah. all those idiotic mistakes and qns that i dont really know how to do. damn.
i think i need luck for the rest of the results =/ i wanna die alrd. bleah. geo sure fail =/ if not passing mark. i alrd have 9 points missing, so 11 marks left. sure got wrong, den fail liao ): sighhhh. damn lah.
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i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you. i seriously want to hate you, but i cant bring myself to.
damnit.
5:46 PM