the pasamalam is opened downstairs :D fooooooood!
i better go and do my geo and bio hmwk first before going to do the ipod nano design. zz.
7:56 PM
okay, so we're going to get class jersey and class jacket instead then. hopefully no one in nanhua going to do class jacket! or see this and plan to do. tsk tsk.
somehow i think 4o6 is quite a nice class to be in, with quite sociable and nice people with a few exceptions (: overall i like 4o6 better than 210 :O ahahahha! sometimes its quite united and enthu also (: *yes ranie dont puke*
class photos for the grad nite video are done. i guess everyone's coming after me soon =/
8:43 PM
joy of being a sec 4.
chemistry papers 1 and 2,
there's no way i can sleep. say bye to my sleep and hi to my eyebags. i shall sleep in class tml.
10:54 PM
i loathe you.
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celebrated mrs tan's birthday with 210'05 aft sch today. feeling... erm. strange. like in a place where you know everyone's name but you don't know them at all. i didnt mix with them, just stoned. sing song, eat cake, eat pringles, go home. the class that i once spent two years in, is like an alien to me now. the people, whom i now hardly see, i wanted to say hi. but i could not. when we walked pass each other, only a few waved, a few looked away. i would prefer 4/6'07 anytime, where i find people more sociable. really. its like, i don't even talk to most of the people that ain't in 4/6, looking away upon seeing others, sometimes with a nod or smile and then walk pass each other.
maybe it's also because i am super unsociable during sec 1 and 2 lah hahaha. but i guess it doesn't really matter much to me now. i guess i don't really care about 210 stuffs or much of the people inside there anyway.
two years passed and everyone still looked the same. only hairstyles change. hahahahha.
saw this ipod nano design competition. i feel like joining. should i? i haven't touch my photoshop for ages already... i think i lost my touch. roar.
10:49 PM
you have the looks, the brains, the figure, the character, the love, the affinity with everyone, everything.
and i have totally none.
10:06 PM
dont bother asking me why.
11:38 PM
class phototaking on mon cep lesson. O.o just as i want to go for a haircut. shall postpone it aft the phototaking then :D
chem, physics, bio, geo ct over. english, e maths, a maths, ss coming up. HOW COME NO CHINESE? oh well. better without chinese test anw.
you. you and your disgusting attitude. who do you think i am? i am not someone whom you can ignore or talk to whenever you want.
such an ass.
i still havent return the tpet to band yet =X
lessons are such a bore.
6:18 PM
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and you. stop being so greedy. you never know what the other party is thinking, what the other party is trying to imply, and stuffs like that. the answer has already been so damn obvious, even to outsiders. they call you to give it up, because the answer is definitely not what you wish for. its just you who does not want to accept it at all and keep on giving pressure on the other party. spare a thought for the other party and stop it right now. its the O level year already, let the other party concentrate on O levels instead of thinking of how to answer you and spoil the other party's mood. you too, concentrate on your O levels now. Its not the time for those stuffs. use your brains to think and put yourself in other people's shoe.
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CIP with ranie today, helping tess' parents for their church or sth. did at west coast market in the morn, and saw dixon and jonathan. they two + chuharn going for tuition tgt. three ppl from three different cliques :O dint see chuharn, but me and ranie got dixon to donate. stupid jonathan wont even give me a cent! selfish. there's this acsi CUTE guy listening to ipod, and i presumed that he most prob wont donate. ranie went to stand in front of him and blocked him from walking at all HAHHA. he turn right, ranie turn right. he turn left, ranie turn left. den he took out his wallet and i saw like, tons of $10 and $50 =.= he took out one $10 note, didnt know who to give to den give to ranie! ): so sad lah. and, he doesnt even have a $5 note in his wallet. omg cute + rich lah. stupid ranie stupid ranie stupid ranie ): i'll love that guy if he gave me that ten bucks instead hahaha!
did CIP till i was very hungry and she's thirsty den we went to eat at the market. den went to queensway shopping centre. all the shops also havent open at 11 =.= bought earrings from bead street (: and i would like to have a class jacket lah! windbreaker or sth (: but my class is sooo stingy that i think it wont be possible. still can try and ask though. hopefully can (:
went to ranie's house next. she cooked lunch for me! :D i shall upload the pic next time lol. helped her feed her fish and clean her sis' fish tank. stupid fishes keep on running away from my net ): so i had revenge by playing with them when they were trapped in a small container while ranie washed the fish tank! :D
went to causeway point at ard 4.30pm. didnt manage to find a bag that i wanted, but i got a necklace for my couz's gf whose birthday was yest. im having a big craving to get a bigger bag than my current converse one, those soft soft cloth/leather material type, in black silver or any other metallic colours other than gold/white silver. bronze maybe. ANYONE WANTS TO GET IT FOR ME? i cant find it anywhere ): or tell me where to get these kind of bags :D
den went to return the bag at outram, but did a little more cip there cos time wasnt up yet. there's another guy who donated to ranie instead of me even though i asked him to donate! ): ranie got so much aura that attracts cute/shuai guys. boooooo. i hate ranie ):
both of us got pangseh-ed by our parents for dinner, so i went home while she met her cousin.
I TALK SO MUCH ABT YOU AND YOUR BIG NAME LIAO. HAPPY? (:
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prelim oral on last thurs. screwed it up by talking to fast and repeating my words and tangling them up ): topic is family though.. considered pretty easy.
common test has started for sec 4s alrd ): wish me luck!
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and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MUM AND JUNE! <3
12:23 AM
but there's no choice. time still passes on, and i have O lvls coming up.
i'll be taking a real long break from band, and i'll come back for the first band practice after O lvls. and i hope to be able to go back as many times as i can, so as to prevent everyone from missing me too much :D
time to focus on my studies. exactly one more month to my O lvl el oral. exactly 105 more days to the first paper. exactly 3 and a half months to the first paper.
22/10- a maths p1
23/10- a maths p2
24/10- chem p2
25/10- elec geo p2
29/10- el p1 and p2, e maths p1
30/10- e maths p2
31/10- hcl p1 and p2
2/11- phy p2
5/11- ss p1, bio p2
12/11- chem p1, phy p1
13/11- bio p1
exactly 128 days to the end of O lvls.
wish me luck.
10:36 PM
faker.
12:43 AM
carried one whole plastic bag of presents + utensils for cake, a 30cm cake, and full band uniform. took cab with amelia to school :D we waited at the canteen, then went up band room. the tidbit stall aunty helped us keep the cake :D at first everyone was stoning there. cos there was supposingly drills but cancelled cos of the bad weather ):
finally, all the sec 4s and 3s and some sec 2s changed into full band uniform, and we settled down in the band room. handover started at 8.30. ms yeo was supposingly the GOH, but she was SICK thus couldnt come :D:D:D edward called the whole band to stick out their legs to trip ms yeo when she walking down at the center :D hahahaha. she told mr adrian tan that if band got anything need her to help then tell her. everyone got the idea of having her to let us have concert ;D
first started off with amelia as the emcee and mr adrian tan as the first speaker. then it was charmaine who made a little speech, and then liqiang made his speech. THANK YOU FOR SAYING IM A GOOD FRIEND IN YOUR SPEECH AHAHAH :D edward, then sheryl. all four majors made a speech. felt like crying when they were saying the speech, but didnt. moved ard and took pics and it was funny :D
then, it was the appointment of section leaders. mr adrian tan was the one giving out appointment letters, and the new leaders would receive a token from the previous leaders. took photos of mr adrian tan with the new leaders, plus the previous and new leaders.
after sl was portfolio members. poor welfare head had to buy four presents for four new welfare heads =/ the rest only buy at most two la hahaha. im so broke =/ spent my fortune on the gifts, and totally its like at least $70. bah. amelia helped me to take photos when im supposed to be posing for the shot <3
then it was junior leaders-benedict, huiying, vera and clarkson. and the new majors. adm-ian. abm-yijun. dm-yuxuan. bm-elena. liqiang had to take of his sash and give to yuxuan, and help him unbutton and put it on. edward had to do the same to elena but she's a girl, so cant. hahah! everyone was like chanting "unbutton" for a while.
the new majors then gave a short speech, and then mr tan. then the band had to say the band pledge. i rushed down to get the cake while they say. it was a beautiful cake :D in the end, it was the ex welfare head having to cut the cake hahah! my last job. (: it was finished. :D
gave out the presents and received them. i gave a pencil with a treble clef on top, sort of like the one given by ac band.
went to take photos with tpet. they're so sweet lah! even though i saw them doing these at je library alrd :D
my heart shape balloon was distorted ): but nvm. the book compensated for it cos its coloured and drawn very beautifully. artistic tpeters :D
soon a lot of people left alrd. took photos with some of those left. wanted to take with more but they left alrd ): finally settled down. we waited for edward who was waiting for mr adrian tan. felt sad. wanted to cry. i opened the book that my section gave, and i began crying as the memories came back. i dont want leave band, dont want leave my section, and i dont want leave my tpet. so much bu she de, that i cried. went out of band rm and cried even more because i began to miss the band alrd. amelia cried with me outside, and elena and zuhui were trying to comfort us.
went in to the band rm aft sort of cool down le. saw my distorted heart shape balloon being stepped on by some ppl who wanted to burst it, i began to cry again. one of the presents my section gave me, and it was treated like that.
missed my tpet, wanted to play and take photos of it. but while i was taking photos, mr adrian tan came and we had to leave. couldnt play it for one last time. it has been at least 2 weeks since i've played it alrd. so i borrowed it home despite the fact that i had so much stuff to bring home.
went to pastamania at west mall. tanglin band was playing inside, so we went in after finish eating to hear them play. waited for caiqin and xueqi. edward dacia and vivian went home. sharine and zuhui turned up for our handover, and the rest who said wanted to go all didnt go instead. how nice. hoping to see them yet again, but they dint go. havent seen vivien for a bit of time alrd.. flute section and liqiang went to search for the twin's present, while tpets accompanied caiqin and xueqi to eat. flute section then went home and liqiang joined us.
went home soon after, only to sleep and wake up going for a dinner at bukit timah plaza. tired out.
i have a lot of things to say, but i dont know how to express it out. maybe i'll just leave it unsaid. bye nhsb. hi sac.
took only some pics, cos my camera no more batt.
given by bina :D her card is behind the toy :D
my distorted heart shape balloon which looks a bit of a devil head
yes you didnt see wrongly -.- its a present from vivian and daphne -.- how nice.
given by daphne :D
given by amelia. :D dont bother to zoom in and see the words because i blurred them for privacy.
given by elena :D again, dont bother to zoom in and see the words because i blurred them for privacy.
tpet! :D
all the presents. i left out vivian's card ): cos it was kept in my bag and i forgot to take out. ):
cecilina, me, wenxin
me, enna, sheryl, josie
look at weisiang :D familiar? we did this to edward last yr :D
tpet sec 4s with mr tan! :D as usual, im the tallest :D
me and edward
our presents from juniors :D
tpet! weisiang looks cute. lol.
tpet sec 4s.
tpet and flute. the clique :D
more photos of me and other ppl are with amelia and jennifer, will upload once i receive them.
meanwhile...
those "official" photos i took are [here].
i bet everyone will miss me.... for my voice and little treats. hahaha! esp mr tan :D i shall come back after o lvls and scream the band off! whoooo!
10:58 PM
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=U813TVaIB4R_2fDP88wBmZDg_3d_3d
to be updated again.
11:34 PM
tml's handover. hope there isnt anyone that is looking forward to it o.o no more banddddddd. no more sec 4s. miss me, wont u :D i know that the band will miss me and mr tan will miss me too hahahha! he told me himself :D or rather, he'll miss my voice -.- and band will be forever peaceful from tml onwards. AHAHA.
shall go back for band straight aft Os.
i very she bu de to give up my instru. my tpet T_T my dearest beloved best tpet. lets have a crying session tml :D for my tpet.
tml is picture taking time! do bring cameras everyone! ahhahaha!
10:52 PM
somehow.. i should not let my feelings abt people affect the way i treat them. =/ i dont want to hang out with them, yet feel bad abt being sort of "pang-sehing" them.
im becoming the class's candy machine soon -.- every single day they ask me for sweets. wah. lau. eh.
i will not bring sweets/chocs for the class anymore. bring for band better :D
10:36 PM
having something that you once yearned for, even for a few minutes, is better than not even having it at all. one should treasure it, instead of being greedy and ask for more. you will never know the consequences by being greedy and wanting more. whatever you want, others may want it too. and they may even not have the chance to have it. you are already more fortunate than them.
thank god for giving you the chance already, and stop grumbling about it.
9:58 PM
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