i love my dad for bringing me to paragon and taka today to shop :D bought a lot of food but only one shirt ): the rest i feel that they're too ex so i decided to forget abt it. booo. his friend was there too. and my family is going to have dinner with my dad's friend's family tgt tml :D
i shall chiong the X family until today, and i shall stop using the computer and use only when im too bored. heh. time to pia!!
1:03 AM
还有你。我觉得你很过分。说什么不要像我?我看啊,你又觉得我讨厌你是吗?我只是有时觉得你好烦。我在读书时,你就在那播那些这样吵的音乐,还得我不能专心,烦死我了,当然瞪你一眼啦。-_- 我也不想管你这样多。你整天都是这样的,moodswing来moodswing去,要大家随从你的情绪,知不知道这样也很讨人厌?我只想告诉你你的缺点,又得罪你了,我也没办法,也不管。
反正,多一个朋友好过多一个敌人。不知几时我会想要一些敌人呢?我看啊,我今天又得罪人了喔,哈哈哈...
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just felt like typing in chinese (:
bought danson's album and fahrenheit X family album :D in one of the pics in the lyrics book, danson was eating pizza, and it looked like wuzhun to me o.o and the next page, the pic of him was super cute :D but arron is still the best! heh.
went to bras basah complex with vivian yest to print the ipod nano design thingy. had jack's place afterwards :D yummyyyyyy. cabbed to science park 2, and got motion sickness on the way, causing me to vomit twice when i alighted =/ and cabbed home aft handing in the thing cos i was still feeling unwell. i think i wont win lo. got like, 100+ ppl taking part, and my design is so ugly. i want photoshop cs 3 ): if i dont win it, someone get it for my birthday pls, its coming soon :D 18 dec!
results so far have been very satisfying, except for hcl ):
6:48 PM
i really must get studying and stop watching my shows and animes ):
i have less than a month left.
i wish i wont get into the same jc as some people for the first 1 month, and wont get into the same poly as some people for the next 3 years. if i ever get into one that is the same, i think i'll transfer out immediately to another. having to see or interact with you for 4 years is already enough. i dont want my life to be so unlucky thanks to you.
ok i shall not be so bad and say much more (:O
10:07 PM
im feeling guilty abt some feelings i had of some people. i find it tiring, but they treat me as good friends, saying all the good stuffs about me while there i am, finding it tiring. i must change, and help everyone in need, and stop whining.
i think my class is crazy. there are people getting 38/40 for chem mcq, 38/40 for physics mcq, 38/40 for bio mcq, 92/100 for e maths p2, 48/50 for elec geo, 18.5/20 for chinese letter, so many people getting 50 and above for chinese compo etc etc. sadly enough, im not one of them ): there were many average and some not so good, so everything evens out. zomg. im in a super crazy class. i think we can maintain the third in whole lvl position =.=
stop studying in class man.
stresssssssssssssss.
10:47 PM
went to vivo with overcooked seafood (chaota prawn) and fresh food (freshwater goldfish) :D MIRACULOUSLY, DACIA WAS THE EARLIEST!! i reached 1 min later than her. and vivian was even later. i predicted that both of them will be late, and im correct :D
dacia bought so many stuffs lah ahhaha. i bought the least. i bought only one hairband ): i've got at least 7 hairbands now hahahha. ate haigen daz ice cream :D saw qiuhui :D got once my dad told me that their dad were bringing them there and asked us along, but my dad dint want to cos i'll spend a lot. so i was thinking, whoa, if next time i go there see qiuhui den super coincidence and stuffs liao. and it happened the next time i went vivo :O cool.
went to bras basah complex to print my ipod nano design, in the end all the shops closed!! )@$*^)($ waste of our time ): sad lah, i think i have no chance of entering and winning le. i want photoshop cs 3 T_T and the design is super ugly too.
bah. my legs are hurting from not sitting down for at least 5 hours wearing wedges.
10:53 PM
hmmm. no wonder you don't like to eat pork.
YOU LIKE TO TORTURE PIGS!
and eating pork will remind you of how you treated pigs.
thus making you feel guilty.
so from them on, amelia has decided to treat pigs better and treat pigs to a sumptuous meal.
the end.
12:03 AM
i bet my a maths is screwed up too (:
no wish to study for like one and a half month more T_T
got back a maths p1, disastrous ):
went out with amelia to orchard after that (: saw dacia there too. i've been seeing dacia practically everywhere this whole week x.x i go hall see here, go out of hall see here, go toilet come out see her, go staff rm see her, go orchard see her. lol.
we went to far east to eat subway (: then went shopping ard! :D ate fried mars bar, too sweet for me ): both of us got the same necklace! :D heart shape with music notes. its the same heart shape as the green one i have, just that this one got music notes :D and this is glittery hot pink while the other is acrylic lime green. and i went west mall with sayhwee yest, i got the same heart shape again, as earrings -.- and two pairs somemore. so i've got two pairs of earrings and two necklaces of the same heart shape design :O and, one pair is the same colour as the necklace, the other pair is black. i think im crazy. ha. now my wardrobe is full of heart necklaces, ard 5. x.x
went shopping arddddd. i got myself two more belts, while amelia got two more necklaces. went wisma, and we saw this silver dress from daniel yam which is quite nice and cheap :D got another one which is super ex ): somehow i like that dress leh, maybe i'll get it for prom, i dont know.
i think topshop and forever 21 clothes mostly now are for auntiessssssss. ): all the designs either too aunty or too vintage. roar.
almost went skating with sebastian and pearlina. lucky i didnt, because i am super super tired now =.=
i feel like ponning sch leh, but got talks abt poly, so i'll go. but eh, whole day in hall, im going to have a sore butt. bring tidbits go munch there :D
10:03 PM
i think the so far easiest paper to me is physics -.- english summary was crap, i had nth to write. chinese is confirm gone case. i almost fell aslp trying to do the summary. e maths is like super difficult and i got so many marks deducted alrd. same for a maths p1.
bio is seriously very decontextualised and like wth, how am i suppose to know how come a worm taken from a place between river and sea's respiratory rate increases when place in fresh water and what happens to the respiratory rate when a little salt is placed. so many chaps dint even come out lah. waste my time. im so not going to use bio for l1r5 cos i bet i gonna flunk it.
ss was okay.. i think. i had time after finishing the paper, like miracle! -.- my handwriting was atrocious though. and i think im not going to score well for it.
i think i have too much pressure in me alrd. every morning before the exam, my whole stomach hurts like dno wad. not because i want to shit or fart. i dont feel nervous or pressurized at all though. and it'll stop hurting during the exam and after that and repeat itself in the morn. and if its O lvls? omg man ):
changed to a new phone! :D nokia 6120. i dont really like the design, but heck. its the newest phone :D my dad got it for me though, after i've been asking him for a new phone cos mine was almost spoilt :D i've changed dno how many phones alrd, at least once per yr =X
went out with parents after the paper. we went to a temple at bugis to pray with my ahma and sebastian and we went shopping at bugis junction! there were so many nice clothes but none that i really liked or wanted ): in the end i only bought two archie comics. man, record breaking for me. first time spent so little when im out with my parents ):
I SHALL HAVE A GOOD GOOD SLEEP THAT LASTS FOR AT LEAST TEN HOURS AT NIGHT! [:
4:10 PM
only revised physics and e maths and a bit of a maths ): i shall study ss later, tml, and the day after :D i cant afford to let my only humans go down the drain.
but i guess it wont really matter, since im going to poly. even though i would love to go to a jc, but the life and modules or whatsoever really sucked there, in my opinion.
damn those prelims. and two months and six days later, i'll be free. and time flies, especially in times when im revising or having fun.
the main point of coming online is....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SAYHWEE! :D
SAYHWEE! :D
AND I BET YOU DIDNT SEE THIS [: TELL ME IF YOU DO. HAHAHA :D
i still have to wait for three months and eleven days to my birthday ):
happy birthday in advance to
stella
too!HOPE YOU TWO ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY STUDYING! [:O
12:00 AM
and its just six days to prelim. wtf.
whats best is, i just realised i forgot to take my ss textbook home. and on the first day of prelim, its ss alrd. i wouldnt care if ss is on some other day, but wtf. first day! and i havent even started revising ss. damn. and i'll have to go back to sch to get it. waste of my time. damn.
watched the X-family till episode 15, thought that can chiong finish today den go study for the rest of the week, then i realised got 50 episodes -.-
ROAR. i got no motivation to study lah. see others revising since few months ago and i havent even started, i should go die alrd -.- i'll deserve it if i dont score well.. sigh ):
but i want l1r5 of 6 T_T
i shall abstain from this computer from now on till end of O lvls! and i will get 6 points. i pray to god to help me. now is full force revision. i do hope i can be determined enough to stay away from this computer.
good luck everyone.
10:51 PM