i like this two photos cos u cant see my face :D
and we were camwhoring on the bus!
and while waiting for madalene and alexis to buy food (:
she's one of the best girlfriends i've ever got in ngee ann :D
and here comes those taken with my class
jill trying to hide her fringe while i took photos :D
girls camwhoring in marketing class :P
and then a guy comes along
looking perfectly normal
starting to get wrong
and he flashes.
ignore my tongue
we took photos using each other's macbook :D
i think we look like we're freezing ahahahaha.
another of my best girlfriends in np
9:38 AM
until on monday, i had to serve the ball and all eyes were tense on me. i felt the same immediate pressure and i got scared yet again. and then i screw up immediately as usual.
i never overcame this problem. and i never will. i can never have more confidence in myself, my own works, my own abilities. it had been, 4 years? and its the fifth year already. thats why i always seek confirmation of my own work from people, i guess.
and this is what that's still holding me back from joining band. every time i hear the music from those instruments, i know i miss playing in a band a lot, and my mouth starts to itch to play a trumpet again. i really want to play, but this stupid problem keeps holding me back. i never dared to play alone in front of a whole band, and i bet i have to, in NP band. just like NHSB. i'll just screw and screw and never get it right, unless i'm alone with seriously nobody with me, or around me.
faced with this pressure, i always want to break down and cry but i hold myself back. i still remember there was once when i couldnt hold back and just cried in front of mr tan and whoever that was in the band room. i dont want that to happen again in poly. i hope this feeling or problem will never occur again. i dont like the feeling at all.
8:34 PM
in no particular order, nick liqiang ranie adeline weiting melina diana liumei yuzhi justin hockseng jingyun kiatboon ruixuan russell edward kaiqin :D:D
kind of those that i always hang out with/talk more to that came ):
and so we didnt get to watch speed racer cos its at 10pm and the one at 4pm is the grand one ): we sort of went shopping?
went to food republic to eat, then went to arcade and stone, took photos outside, then some of them went to play pool, some go get drink, and me and adeline went shopping. heh. kaiqin joined us with ranie. i didnt get anything though. didnt see anything i like, plus mostly all gotten just on monday :P i went to ask for a balloon and carried it around vivo like some little kid hahaha.
and then yuzhi justin jingyun hockseng kiatboon ruixuan russell came back from pool and we went to topman. i still think the white topman shirt is damn nice though common(and i got one for my elder and younger brother hahaah) justin and yuzhi went to try and i think it'll be nicer on yuzhi if the shirt was longer though. ranie then joined us while the rest went home/somewhere else ):
& justin yuzhi's clique went to shop, ruixuan russell ranie adeline went to find some place to eat. went to get the clique to join them, and when we went ramen ten they wanted to go off and shop again -_- since when do guys love shopping so much ahahha. edward my classmate cum band mate cum section mate cum tuition mate cum class care rep joined us at ramen ten! omg i havent seen him for sooooo long sia. always busy mugging at njc D: next time i'm going to kill you when you tell me you're too busy mugging to meet up.
we ate, then went to find the clique again. they went home soon, so we went to coffee bean to chill till 9 :D they had to go off early to do their stuffs though ):
i loooooooooooooooooooove 4o6! i cant wait for the outing to east coast park, and to play with russell's dog. its the cutest dog i've ever seen so far! it looks totally like a soft toy. and one day i shall organise another outing to sentosa to play ball and swim! :D
its been quite long ever since i watched a movie ): oh well.
picturesss!
i think i stand out in this picture ._.
i look shorter cos of the uneven slope okayyyy. :P
4o6!
ahahah i think this two pictures are seriously wth man.
the guys without edward and kaiqin
weiting!
adeline!
diana!
melina!
liumei!
ranie!
girls who turned up without ranie
liqiang!
nick!
leon!
hockseng!
russell!
ruixuan!
jingyun!
kiatboon!
yuzhi!
justin!
kaiqin!
i think this picture is funny somehow.
edward!
me and adeline on the way home at mrt :D
yuzhi and justin in the nice topman shirt ahahaha.
i never fail to take pictures with the bunny when i'm at vivo with friends :D
lime green balloon!
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i simply love to bastard my favourite guy. only my friends in np understand ;D
11:15 PM