and four guys just approached my table and asked if anyone sitting with me. i said no, and they plonked their stuff down immediately ._.
and the incessant clicking of their mouse connected to their acer laptops is kind of annoying me a little cos i wanted a really quiet environment. oh my gooooooooood.
3:31 PM
i dont know today's supposed to be lucky or unlucky, lucky that there's frisbee so i brought extra clothes, lucky that i bumped into alexis the moment i went toilet, unlucky that after that i bumped into so many people i know after i changed hahaha. lucky no tvprod lecture, so my advertising group managed to mount and complete everything early. lucky that frisbee ended earlier so i managed to go home and do a little more research on stupid newswriting, unlucky that it's drizzling and i looked like i came out from shower after frisbee -.- and oh, unlucky that everybody's first reaction to me is "why you become so tanned?". not to mention i am now DARKER than wickeremasuriya. ):
i didnt play well for frisbee today ): lots of failed catches ): backhand like shit ): my forehand still suckssssss. i need to train forehand properly but i dont know how boo. not much time also :/ now got quite a bit of bruises on my hand ): if it wasnt for stupid newswriting due on wednesday, i'll be down there at the field tomorrow trying to train my forehand.
dont know why but cockroaches seem to like my batch a lot. every lt we go there's always cockroaches tsk. especially lt68e hahahaha. its funny to watch everything from the top. stupid assigned seat make me look like im isolateddddd. because everyone around me pon lecture to finish advertising. oh well.
DINNER WITH SAYHWEE SOON. YES.
DINNER WITH AMELIA SOON. DOUBLE YES.
-insert missing picture-
SHOPPING WITH JESSICA SOON. TRIPLE YES.
DINNER WITH DAPHNE AND YUXUAN SOON. QUADRUPLE YES.
CELEBRATION WITH CLIQUE5 AND BBM SOON. QUINTUPLE YES.
VOLLEYBALL WITH VIVIAN NOT SO SOON. HEXTUPLE YES.
4O6 OUTING
but then assignments' due dates and workload and mass comm makes everything a big no. sigh.
ASK ME OUT MORE FOR STUDY DATES K. i will really try my best to do work and not disturb you with food (: at least i'll have a little things done, better than staying at home and BLOG and rant and game. when im out for a study date, at least i have like, 1% done. better than 0% k.
I JUST WANT TO GO OUT AND PARTYYYYYY. ITS SWEET 18 YO.
11:03 PM
i still havent start on newswriting. someone kill me please. i want to be at the flea right nowww. i want go shoppinggggg with parents. but next week is totally off.
monday - lessons 10am to 6pm, frisbee till 8pm
tuesday - lessons 9am to 3pm, chiong newswriting after that
wednesday - lessons 9am to 4pm, discuss MM business plan after that
thursday - lessons 10am to 12pm, finish advertising stuff after lesson, frisbee 5pm-8pm
friday - lessons 1pm to 5pm, tvprod - go to mediacorp after that if possible
saturday - celebrate alan's birthday?
sunday - out with jessica!
my godddddd. school is freaking tomorrow. not enough holidays. i havent started revising any advertising or media research textbook. i need better time management. no more procrastination!!
school is eating me up even during the holidays. rawr. my blog is boring with school. go away ):
frisbee took too much of my time during the holidays. i should lessen the time i spend for frisbee and spend more time on assignments and revising.
i will become your no-lifer. bye.
4:43 PM
and two weeks later, i'm going to have a 15% test. and less than two months later i'm going to have my 3 major tests. and i gonna have a lot more assignments to hand up. and the stupid newswriting field assignment 2 have to hand in on wednesday and next monday is the whole press conference thing already then have to do the stupid story out and exactly next month the stupid business plan is due and my group hasnt even started on any bloody thing and major advertising stuff due on this monday ahhhhhhhhh im stressing myself out too much.
best, i still in my holidaying mood when i checked my npmail to see a mail from KJT saying, welcome back to school. ITS STILL FRIDAY THERE'S TWO MORE DAYS RIGHT. arghhhhh.
i cannot believe how i survived all these shit and i want to quit mass comm ):
10:23 PM
photoshoot for advertising done, but i'm very lazy now to start on it. i wish i'm at genting now playing and enjoying because my cousins are using the internet there. i can go there and do work also ): sighzzzz. my ah gong damn pro, morning until now (5pm) just sit on his chair and watch television. confirm sit there until next day watching television.
yesterday was friendly match with cjc ultimate. i didnt even manage to play like, 5 minutes or something ): cos kelly didnt want to play BUT i dont care must let her play heh. then left with one hour of just throwing with others. i wanted to play moreeeee. but after that the weather got so hot that i got damn lazy to play, and didnt even run much when we played among ourselves :x
my camera died on me. started vibrating the moment i tried to use it i dont know why ): damn sad. i'm lazy to post pictures up now cos i needa go do assignments but im lazy too. in short, im bloody lazy to do anything right now. i think because tomorrow is cancelled AND I DONT GET TO GO TO MY FLEA ANYMORE so i procrastinate unconsciously.
went to watch transformers after that, and it was great! :) though i almost fell asleep cos too tired. keep bumping into eugene lim hahaha. reached home at around 11 and got scolded by mum overseas. gahhhhh. if they werent overseas i can even go home at 12am lo ): the girls did a bit of shopping here and there and i damn suay cos all the clothes/shoes i like and wanna get all gone! anyone to go vivo with me? :D
anyway, i did housework today! i cleaned all the plates and bowls and utensils and cups and vacuumed the kitchen floor and washed my own clothes. BE PROUD OF ME HAHAHAH.
okay, screw advertising and newswriting. here i come.
5:05 PM
reasons to go genting:
1. my cute 4 year old cousin is going!!!!
2. even my maid is going.
3. dad says give me a huge budget to go on a shopping spree which can let me shop until i shiok. VERY VERY VERY TEMPTING.
4. will be worry-free of assignments and problems.
5. will be quarantined for one week. NO SCHOOL. as tempting as my shopping spree!
6. i will be washing my own clothes. i shall attempt to operate the washing machine for the first time.
7. grandma may not go if i dont go. which means.. non-stop nagging 24/7 for three days straight. i 10 mins also cannot tahan already k. as im typing this she's staring at me from my bedroom door for 1 min long already, and my aircon is switched on :/
reasons not to go genting:
1. thursday got frisbee, friendly match with cjc.
2. friday photoshoot for advertising in the morning, maybe dinner with amelia at evening? :D
3. saturday celebrate alan's birthday, go to the flea titans ii after that.
4. thursday MUST start on newswriting current affairs stuff.
5. after photoshoot on friday i must start doing the print ad out.
6. money is given for me to eat anything until i damn shiok.
7. i will be left with sunday to do newswriting and advertising, which means freaking out and stressing myself up and no sleep.
8. making nutella+cornflakes+chocolate rice to bring on friday as a gift to my aunt's sister's family (she married an angmoh!) for helping out with the advertising photoshoot.
1. my cute 4 year old cousin is going!!!!
2. even my maid is going.
3. dad says give me a huge budget to go on a shopping spree which can let me shop until i shiok. VERY VERY VERY TEMPTING.
4. will be worry-free of assignments and problems.
5. will be quarantined for one week. NO SCHOOL. as tempting as my shopping spree!
6. i will be washing my own clothes. i shall attempt to operate the washing machine for the first time.
7. grandma may not go if i dont go. which means.. non-stop nagging 24/7 for three days straight. i 10 mins also cannot tahan already k. as im typing this she's staring at me from my bedroom door for 1 min long already, and my aircon is switched on :/
reasons not to go genting:
1. thursday got frisbee, friendly match with cjc.
2. friday photoshoot for advertising in the morning, maybe dinner with amelia at evening? :D
3. saturday celebrate alan's birthday, go to the flea titans ii after that.
4. thursday MUST start on newswriting current affairs stuff.
5. after photoshoot on friday i must start doing the print ad out.
6. money is given for me to eat anything until i damn shiok.
7. i will be left with sunday to do newswriting and advertising, which means freaking out and stressing myself up and no sleep.
8. making nutella+cornflakes+chocolate rice to bring on friday as a gift to my aunt's sister's family (she married an angmoh!) for helping out with the advertising photoshoot.
i didnt want to go genting at first. now i want to go also cannot go already. actually can, but then im afraid no internet connection at genting, = gg. now i reaaaally want to go! ):
i still have to take care of my grandpa who's not going, so i cant have late nights out ): mum will keep track of my movements by wanting me to call her once i reach home. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh T.T
10:20 PM
bad period. damn stressed over the assignments which i have no idea what to do and havent even start on it. i have no mood and no wish to go genting anymore but i cannot not go.
mass comm can go eat shit.
no, im not pmsing thanks.
10:52 PM
so yeah, perhaps just you, leave me alone forever and i'll stop emo-ing already. the fake smile will then be gone from my face.
maybe i'm just oversensitive at this thing, maybe i think a bit too much. but the more i try to ignore, the more i'll think about it.
i'm tired, leave me alone.
5:02 PM
one big group i cannot really remember who in all wanted to go play mahjong, so anything just go my house and play. and i realised roo has high tolerance because hechen sings nonstop when he plays mahjong. and my table has really funny players. li yuan put out yi suo (one bamboo) as an animal at first ahhaha! and he saw tiles wrongly and ended up with wrong numbers though he got lots of flowers and animals but still cant win :P then gabriel somehow play until left three tiles left. yesheng play until damn dramatic i'll get scared one lahhhhhh.
then soon the whole bunch left, then left with gabriel and jessica, then gabriel somehow started to show his gay tendencies to us :/ got proof k!
he likes to hug the pink bolster and the huge hello kitty head. and he's a 19 year old guy. nice.
i think i shouldnt spoil your eyes further. so i'll just keep the rest of the pictures somewhere else :D
10:48 PM
given the number of times i always go sentosa and get sunburnt... maybe i should say bye to friends earlier ): no wonder the palm reading guy say i will die when im 65-70 years old T.T
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i finally finished reading naruto!! whoohooooo. now i should be able to concentrate on my assignments ._.
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2:31 PM
7:07 PM
ask yourself this, do you really even care about me, or are you just using me? if you care, where's the concern, where's the comfort? even an acquaintance will show much more concern and comfort to me than you. not everything is about yourself.
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i really feel like a bitch sometimes, especially if i see the need to say something about it, but because you're my friend i keep it back. if i say it out, i feel as if im letting you down because friends shouldnt be saying this kind of thing to another, isnt it?
3:31 PM
the girls! (: michelle and enna havent reached though.
first day was, okay i guess. stupid first game made me crawl across the floor which scratched my knees and toe! ): and got foam dripping down from my shorts for like one hour looks damn wrong lah! ):
look at how far i am from jasmine ): i ended up sitting down there at the middle looking at my bleeding wounds first hahahaha.
next game,
scandalous! :P
kelly and me breezed through this game. damn easy! our favourite game of all.
damn funny, they just sit down there to prevent the other group from crossing lol.
wah you need to use so much muscle to carry one small waterbomb meh :/
whoohoo nice effect.
my group (bulbasaur).. sort of did everything for the sake of completing it hahaha. at first was thinking my group wouldnt really bond at all, but i guess we sort of did on the second day! (:
when we first checked into the room. without enna and michelle again ):
my group! without michelle cos she only came at around 11pm and left the second night ):
the night walk was daaaamn tiring cos we had to walk from one end of the school to the other. finished last, but we didnt care cos we just slowly took our own sweet time to walk and took rests in between :P
ended up with a sunburnt face from the training in the afternoon. stupid weather damn frigging hot @#)_%@#( can even see the heat vapor lo.
weird stuffs happened cos people started to lose money just like that :/ ended up trying to sleep at 1am+ and couldnt sleep cos either no space or too cold. all the girls moved the beds to living room to sleep together cos we feel bad like, having some of them to sleep at the sofa.
second day, did PT then off to sentosa!! :D:D but the weather was freaking hot ): only managed to throw a while, then played a bit of volleyball here and there!! (: i want to play volleyball with viviannnnn. but she got a levels. i must not ask her out for volleyball cos i want her to study ):
went to new zealand natural's ice cream with huixian! not cooling enough one lo so i ended up getting a 7bucks drink. cheat my moneyyyy. walked back and ended up have to go back to np already cos it was decided by the committee. sucks. i still wanted to go into the water at around 4+ 5+ lah ): and play more volleyball and play scrimmage and heck the sun ): i didnt even get sunburn, other than my already sunburnt face.
on the way to siloso!
pity him hheh.
too bad, have to go back do skit instead. my group best, spend 1 minute think of skit then we slacked all the way. heh. ours was impromptu and did it on the spot. forgot to bring camera so didnt manage to video down the skits ):
debriefed, then had girls talk before sleeping at 2am+. freaking tired i think i fell asleep almost immediately ._.
third day WAS THE BEST DAY. MOST FUN =D no running around the track for warm up, just doing the warm up exercises then play scrimmage!! whoohoo. my kind of exercise. minus PT i think i'll love frisbee to bits hahaha.
i look sporty here whoohoo!
my group owned k :D and i feel as if i improved a lot more this time round (: i'm damn happy too cos its the first time i D, i scored, and caught the disc a number of times. though i didnt manage to catch the disc twice ): but it still gives me a great sense of satisfaction, because i always sucked at sports and exercising. i'm never a sports person though i may look sporty cos of my height and tan. i suck at running and i have bad stamina. they improved ever since i joined frisbee, but still suck. but whatever, because i shall improve moreeeeee. go go frisbee!
prepare to die next training already. confirm die.
had sort of a prize presentation. then alfred and aaron stepped up as the president and vice president for npu. break camp. then we played scrimmage again! run until wanna die man.
my team after break camp!
:D
much concludes the camp.
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sometimes i think i think too much
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When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomenasai for everything
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9:06 PM
whatever im reading for naruto so far already watch last time but its still as exciting as before :D chapter 141 nowwwww. BYE BYE.
11:41 PM
at the rate my family's feeding me with all the dinner and tomorrow's breakfast, i will gain 10 kg when school reopens. omg.
11:33 PM
but at least got to meet up with clique5 and bbm! but vivian couldnt make it ): amelia was late too so we both met at the bus stop and went together :P when we reached the investiture was already over hahaha.
liqiang wearing fake ac uniform. hahahahaha.
elenaaaa
see i have to bend down so much HAHAH
clique 5 without vivian + bbm + mr tan!
we were talking to mr tan when it started raining halfway hehe. so all of them stuck at canteen cannot go off muahaha. then when the rain stopped, amelia bbm and me went off to the daily scoop at sunset way for ice cream! then those two
went to bukitpanjang with amelia, and we both walked to fajar from pending! sweated like crazy hehhehhh.
went home and slept like a pig till dinner time, then the whole sim family left for jurong safra. i damn guai only drink one and a half glass of beer :) sang and ate at the same time cos got karaoke! :D the same few chinese songs since the english songs all oldies.
after that went to play pool with shawn and benjamin. i failed. i sucked. hahahahaha. damn long never play pool alreadyyyyy. and with my amateur skills i think anyone can beat me. even though i know how to strategise, my aiming sucks ):
MY COUSIN SO CUUUUUTE RIGHT!! :D
1:17 AM
brought them two to long john silvers for a treat for helping me. and as a good old cousin, i made them do assessment books before sending them home muahaha.
today
thanks to GABRIEL, i had to go school at 10. handed in the assignment and then met up with kjt. explained to her why i was late but yah, she thinks overslept is a silly excuse ): and yada yada, nothing much.
went over to town and had geláre ice cream! white chocolate, yummmmmm, i want to try the turkish delight and a lot more alsooooo. waited for minghui and jasmine to come then we went to eat wanton mee at graffiti cafe! some asshole go wipe away my npu<3 HUH.
then we went shopping!! :D:D i only got one bag and a top. didnt manage to even get whats on my list hahaha. ohhh there's kitkat black also omg. i havent eat it yet but soon! and if its nice its going to own ferrero rondnoir :D
yuxuan came then we went over wisma to shop! but they all already tired lah wah lau. ended up going to coffee bean at paragon to sit and then played some guessing games. all so lousy i damn pro muahaha.
someone trying to show off muscles
and then gave up
"eh wah lau mine then small lo!"
"its so embarrassing for himself lah still dare say"
"i know right"
then had to go home before leaving again for some family dinner with parents' friends at G7 at tiongbahru to celebrate one of their friend's birthday and my mum's chinese birthday.
took some pictures of the good food that i'll rather eat over sushi :D
bamboo clam!
king sized prawn!
scallop with cheese and beancurd
pork chop
uh, my so called dessert because everyone was too full and i was forced to finish this.
and lastly to spoil your appetite, this is plain water with watermelon and pineapple and celery chunks all added in and mashed together:
the kids there really went to drink it up and say its nice lah please.
no karaoke :D:D which means no need to get stinky with all those smoke.. and going home early. good.
i think i gained 5kg from eating so much. tomorrow family dinner for father's day omg hi fats.
11:43 PM
and i had to make some changes to my story cos she just informed us about some stuff through email today. i guess im lucky i actually forgot to hand in through safeassign, so i did the changes and submitted it today.
KJT is going to minus our marks because we didnt go for the tutorial on wednesday. I REALLY DID OVERSLEPT!! plus its damn unfair to minus our marks just because we didnt go for one tutorial that's just before the submission deadline. what about those that ponned few tutorials back in other classes?! -_- and it happened that most of us coincidentally didnt go for the tutorial?
she used to hate my class most. i bet now she cant wait to kill us all. and if she were to minus our grades just like that, im pretty sure it wont be a surprise if anyone in my class cant get through newswriting even if we're weak.
GMH GMH GMH GMH GMH
okay i shouldnt let myself get affected by her anymore.
by the way, is it just me or what, that will keep sweating these few days?! ): i hate going out cos i'll be sweating so much. bahhhh stupid weather.
10:55 PM
Dear Angella:
You did not turn up for your tutorial today despite knowing that I would be giving individual consultations for your assignment, which is due Jun 12. I have mentioned before that your class is particularly weak and it is important that you attend class consistently to do decently.
I believe this shows disrespect for me and the effort of the rest of your class to keep it an engaging experience.
Please write me a note and see me personally to explain why you take Newswriting tutorial so lightly. I need to hear from you by Jun 11 2009.
Thank you.
Ms Koh
Hi Ms Koh,
First of all I'm sorry that I did not attend your tutorial today. I had overslept and woke up only at around 10.30am when Samantha called me mentioning that she just woke up too. My mother can also be my alibi cos she rushed into my room a while later to wake me up after she returned home from the market when she thought I was still asleep. You can confirm with my mother at -----. It would be better if you spoke to her in chinese.
Also, I must say that I do not take newswriting lightly. I place high importance on my work. If I took newswriting lightly, I wouldn't have consulted you twice last week and tried my best to edit my draft to the best of my ability and even cleared all my doubts about this assignment with you. This week, there was a lot more deadlines due so I tackled them one by one and finally finished up my draft last night. If that wasn't enough, I was really planning to show you my completed draft today to see if I could make any last minute changes before I submit it.
I have already handed in my work, by the way.
If there is still a need to see me personally, feel free to call me at -----.
Thank you.
Angella
Hi students:
I will not give consultations from the students who chose to be absent today. They seem to have chosen to treat newswriting class as an optional class. Only these students can come and show me their work.
Bibek
Hui Shan
Clare Isabel
Denise
Raquel
Matthew
Ranon
I have class the whole day tomorrow. You can check my time-table (T203, T204, T207) if you want to come. I prefer hard copy because I can write a lot faster than when I peer into a screen. Besides, peering into too many screens ( I am tutor to 80 students) can make me dizzy.
You really are not a very strong class and I think if you can see me, please do.
Thanks - Ms Koh
Dear T201 Students,
Hmm...where do I start...
OK - Ms Koh Joh Ting has cc-ed me on your absence for her consultation.
I also noted the responses from some of you.
I am heartened to see that most of you are contrite and do not take newswriting lightly.
Ms Koh has spoken about her disappointment with T201 especially with the class' general
attitude towards newswriting. She feels that there is no passion and purpose in most of you.
I'm sure that is NOT true and ALL of you want to do well. But its probably due to "other"
factors which I am not privy to and therefore I shall not speculate.
But I would like to urge all of you to try your best to attend Ms Koh's class and be punctual.
This is the first step and it will signal to Ms Koh that you're taking her module seriously and
that you want to do well. I'm sure this will go a long way in placating Ms Koh and change her
current view of T201.
Please call me or send me an email if you have any views on what has happened and if you
have any issues that you want to discuss with me as your adviser.
Thanks.
regards,
Herald Bangras
i cant express my overwhelming love for her, seriously.
10:06 PM
just have to refine mrm design questionnaire, settle the new stupid mm project given today ): and newswritinggggg.
yesterday we had the funniest newswriting lecture ever. i cant believe she said that she has to help us with fashion sense hahaha. and she made marcus stand in front and do 360 degrees turn the moment he entered the lecture theatre just to comment on his clothes. daaamn funny.
my bf didnt send me to school or home, so i had no choice but to refer to karyan's when i was bored waiting :)
mm test went on fine cos it was practically like, everything from tutorial so... i hope i can ace it :D plus its maths!
and i havent really been home earlier, like straight home from lesson for very very long. today i did, and just slept like a pigggg. tvprod is overrrr and done! though i didnt really do much and screwed up during the interview :/
had khurshed and cordelia over as guests! :D we overshot by 21seconds T.T lucky ms hong gave us 30seconds allowance :D khurshed read my palm again this time! i feel like going to learn palm reading also omg.
K: you have a good control of your finance.
A: huh what! i spend money like water how can it be.
K: you spend your mum's money but save your own.
hehehehehe.
i likeeee. but it costs 50usd ):
another 50usd ):
55usd ):
if its acidwash it'll be love. 145usd ):
vintage is loveeeeee. 50usd ):
credits to chuck taylor, converse.
hi. i have good control of my finance so i will not spend my money on this. i want to get more money from both parents for clothes so yes, any sponsors? ^^ just one of it i'll be damn happy and love you lots heeee.
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I DEFEATED APOCALYPSE FINALLY TODAY =D SO HAPPYYYY HEHEHE. k i should go sleep.
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9:19 PM
Fate decides who walks into your life.
You decide who stays, who you allow to walk away, and who you refuse to let leave you.
quite true, isnt it.
im stuck at home because mum dont want me to go out and my brother's gloating over it
-.-
and weirdly enough i have nothing to do. which makes me feel uncomfortable because its impossible to have nothing to do in mass comm.
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doesnt listening to this song make you feel like getting some candies :>
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liqiang sucks because he cheated me into going for something i dont feel like going cos of the bad blood between me and -. and he's a vampire cos he says he will suck up whatever blood that is shed if a bloodshed were to occur. act like edward cullen only. and he not even handsome you chose the wrong person hahaha. edward cullen is bloody ugly you know :)
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2:55 PM
and omg next episode sasuke is going against orochimaru!! :D:D i cannot wait to watch omg.
anyway, just a picture to entertain you all:
stupid lah why everyone next week no school cos of common test, then mass comm only have advertising lecture cancelled. whyyyyy. so unfair. we have common test also right!! ):
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i am very sad because i cannot win onslaught's hand in marvel vs capcom. last match i think? keep trying and fail ): if continue like this my keyboard will spoil lehhhh. sighxz.
my favourite combo: chunli and gambit. chunli ftw!!! :D
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5:55 PM