very boring, dont read it. i made it a little more colourful so it wont look boring only.
wah kao, if this were to happen everyday im going to fall sick.
why people stressed up they lose weight i gain weight one ah. sigh. i keep eating and eating nonstop these two weeks cos of stress though :/
pasar malam until now havent open cos of the funeral i think ):
school is freaking stressful. i only have one set of formal wear i dont know how ahhhh. and MRM is the bane of my life. its the only freaking lecture still going on and i cant believe i'm going to have MRM lectures for two days straight. not to mention its the only assignment left that has so many freaking things to do by next week together with all the other stuff!!
timetable until next week:
saturday - training, then chiong advertising presentation at 1. have to leave by latest 5.30pm to go for some important dinner thing with dad's friends, no idea what.
sunday - lydia's house to chiong media research methods. which i think is impossible to finish in a day with the amount we have to do.
monday - chiong media management presentation. media research methods lecture. tv studio production meeting. dont think going training. DAD'S BIRTHDAY.
tuesday - media research methods lecture. tv studio production final assignment filming. chiong whatever media management or media research methods stuff my group hasnt finish.
wednesday - giving kjt at least three interviews. means i have to find time these few days for it. omg. then its media management presentation. then media research management presentation. then chiong whatever advertising stuff my group hasnt finish.
thursday - advertising presentation. finally free after that, i hope. then its time to chiong newswriting final assignment. and study for japanese quiz too. dont know if i can make it for training.
friday - japanese quiz.
so you see, i actually have not much time to blog. i wont be free till end of next week. so bye bye.
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studied with kelly and jessica on tuesday after i went to throw for a while. last minute decision haha. ended up being unable to do much because we were BUSY TALKING!!!!! its like, 2hr 45 minutes spent talking and 15 minutes doing work omg..........
8:37 PM
http://goldinuniverse.com
go do the quiz. tell me your answer please!
mine's here.
3:05 PM
i woke up at 8 and rushed to school like shit, and on the bus at 9 karyan called me to tell me lecture is cancelled cos clement tay is sick D: lucky i took my own sweet time for breakfast. geeeeez. 3 hours of stoning before lesson. oh well.
oh, i just realised that i came to school for nothing, since my group doesnt get to rehearse during tv studio production later. go there 3 hours stone. greeeeeeeeeeat.
i need my sleeeeeeeeeeep.
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rule #1 when playing taboo:
never ever get others to describe something about you. or point yourself.
example:
point to own leg, what is this?
answers: fats! cellulite!
action lah! its second word!
answers: poke blah blah blah
answer supposed to be soft touch.
i have ___ eye?
answer: cock eye!
answer supposed to be sharp
-.-
9:18 AM
im damn happy there's no more newswriting, no more tvprod, no more mm lectures!!! bloody mrm still have. three presentations next week. omggg everything's going to be over SOON SOON SOON.
and there's going to be pasar malam at my house downstairs yay yay yay.
12:35 AM
I. HAVE. TO. STOP.
the number of shoes i have is already ....
the amount of clothes i have is already ....
the number of accessories i have is already ....
and i still want to go shopping with my dad. i want to go ION orchard.
i want to earn money now. like through organising sprees or whatever. but parents dont allow. bah. how to earn moneyyyyy.
8:11 PM
hint: my other blog
p.s. there's nothing much there anyway, but i sort of plan to post there a little more.
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anyway, facebook is stupid. it thinks i'm crushing on so many people including my own elder brother hahahaha. not to mention #1 somemore.
i want to wear my pretty clothes and go outttttt. not to school though! i dont see the need to dress up to school unless i'm going out after school. and it shall stay till year 3.
5:44 PM
my leg now hurts like some invisible bruise though :/ then the obvious bruise doesnt even hurt. its like sunday and monday, but a little worse. gah how lah. stupid legs, long also no use.
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wah lau, all the uploads of pictures during np open only makes me damn sad because I WANT MY HAIR BACK. i go emo.
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12:37 AM
in the email:
As she is in the 4th stage of the illness, Charmaine’s chances of survival are bleak (10%-20%) if she remains in Singapore for treatment. But with the treatment offered in the U.S., she has a higher chance (40%-50%) to survive this ordeal.
However, the cost of treatment in the U.S is high, with the initial deposit coming up to $500,000SGD.
i really want to help her somehow, so i'll get my parents to donate when i come back from school tomorrow. after all, its saving a life isnt it?
so everyone please chip in and help out :)
http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/forcharmaine
i'm thinking of like gathering whoever's interested and then we pool our money together to mail to nuffnang. anyone?
12:43 AM
my parents were laughing away while i screamed in pain. the sinseh massage until damn pain lah D:
went to jurong point for brunch after that! i had pepper lunch <3 salmon pepper lunch with miso soup and chicken salad and sprite. dad got xiaolongbaos and i ate two. and to end it off i ate 3 macaroons! :D mum bought three packets of 6 mixed macaroons because she remembered that i bought for my elder brother before who said it was damn nice :> so i shall munch on my macaroons later again! hoho. DAMN SATISFYING =D
didnt get to shop, then a last minute decision to go for facial since i havent been there for a long time. according to the beautician i'm too stressed already. and caused my body to be very heaty cos im always up late at night doing work. so my pimples are all coming up and it'll increase a lot more if i continue like this. and that my skin already so tan still can see my black eye rings. and my shoulders are damn stiff according to her. BLAME MASS COMM.
everywhere i go i receive comments that i'm damn tanned. im not even as tanned as people like hongzhou or jasmine lah D:
went to the hair salon that my mum always frequent to see if they can salvage my hair. i cant believe just cutting my bangs will cause me to cut my hair 2 times more =.= its now much better already, but still damn ugly. and my long hair's gone. GONE GONE GONE. the hairdresser told me, it'll be ok by new year's time. THATS LIKE FREAKING 6 MONTHS MOREEEEEE. im damn sad. my dad's damn happy.
6:32 PM
this is what i went to poly for. why only happen once ever since i came to mass comm?! ):
not that i hope jenny low will fall sick, i hope she gets well soon though.
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now i feel like cutting my hair short. should i??? but i want long hair. but then the hair now really makes me look like ah lian. and when i tie it up there's like no hair for me to tie liddat. and and and. a lot. sigh. i really dont know how.
12:38 AM
1. super heavy rain, so i decided to take a cab instead. parents wouldnt drive me to school. so i ended up waiting for more than half an hour because all the taxi companies either network busy or make me wait like an idiot for 10 minutes before telling me no taxis available. i called the taxis companies half an hour straight without stopping k D: and 3 or 4 taxis drove past me, empty and not on call and dont want to stop for me. so i practically took a taxi when lesson started D:
2. everyone said i look funny. i should just wear caps to school everyday now.
3. i am damn confused when it comes to Media Management project. its due next monday already wtf. i dont really have an idea of what to do! if we do more, he says we think too much. if we do less, he says not enough explanation. what to do i ask you?
4. i had no idea whats boey teaching in Media Research Methods today. i was trying to do the tutorial work but didnt know how to. listened to him but i dont really understand. i really wanted to kill myself at that moment.
5. i ran after the bus today, and found out that i really cannot run anymore. my knee cap and the joint up there hurts like shit.
6. some china woman was like, dont let me walk pass her in the bus. so she squeezed me with her bag pack. then use her laptop bag and swing it around and hit my leg until she damn happy. then when she wanted to alight she pushed me. alight already still stare at me. I SMACK YOU AHHH.
7. mum decided to bring me to the usual hairdresser to salvage my bangs. ended up changing hairstyle, and the guy layered my hair and cut the top part so short that now i look like an ah lian. when i tie a ponytail its almost like no hair like that. i should have just waited for the lady boss to come back from her holidays to cut my hair instead of deciding to let the guy cut. i dont wanna go school anymore.
I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW I WANT THIS HAIR I DONT WANT MY HAIR NOW
FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML
im just too stressed over assignments please let me be okay.
6:51 PM
WHERE'S ALL MY ACTIONS?! ): the way dumbledore died was damn funny but i was the only one in the theatre laughing ): they think its matrix is it?! they added in humour and a little romance but hahahha its shit. i need action in harry potter movies not humour not romance D: oh well.
jessica laughed when i hugged my bag. so evil right. my bag is big and comfy and nice to hug okay!
10:20 PM
MUST CLICK THE LINK ABOVEEEEEEEEE. i wanna go D: i wanna get the badge D: i want topmann and topshopppppppp.
i shall drag mum to ION orchard after 21 july hehe.
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im damn sad. i got one of my worst haircut D: the hairdresser cut off the long part of my fringe at the sides!! sigh. shouldnt even have gone to a different hairdresser ):
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4:35 PM
drinking carlsberg from the big bottle itself = more shiok.
stingray not spicy = less shiok.
talking with them = more shiok.
mum took away my beer to drink = less shiok.
tomorrow eating japanese food at new garo restaurant at bukit timah with dad for brunch before school = shiok.
walking to school tomorrow after that = shiok.
i feeling very shiok now.
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i need my sentosa.
11:44 PM
what a great way to start a day ):
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reese's peanut butter is what that keeps me awake listening to the 2 hour long press conference trying to transcribe it. xoxo.
i want bubble tea ): nobody wants to buy for me ): i go emo ):
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best news of the week: no newswriting lecture tomorrow.
i shall skip tv studio production lecture since i spend the one hour wasting my time anyway. school from 2 to 6 hohoho best~
may not be going down for training, because mum says to rest for one week to see if my leg gets any better, because it's the same with my brother whose leg didnt recover even though he sees the sinseh and recovered only when he stopped going for track for a week or so. at most go down do work and throw a bit hehe.
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omg i just realised okto is playing D. Grayman from 7-8!!! how can i not know. its the best anime ever manxz. my favourite of all :D too bad the writer until now is still sick so i dont get to read it T.T and the anime isnt continuing for quite a while. boo. now i feel like re-watching D. Grayman.
ASSIGNMENTS FIRST FIRST FIRST.
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COMPLETED NEWSWRITING AFTER A GRUELING 7 HOURS T.T
by the way, i realised that NPAL spells frisbee as fribsee:
very sad leh, someone go inform the advisor leh hahahahahha.
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11:06 AM
not to mention my leg is worse.
i think we should all seriously have some compassion in us.
gabriel said i improved a lot more. i dont think so. he said its cos i run more cut more. its just laziness during training. so overall i didnt improve.
goodbye.
9:48 PM
NP Open tomorrow, everyone gambatte!! :D
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thursday met huixian and we ate at the daily scoop!! :) got two mosquito bites after i come back though ):
her brownie with kookie monster! :D
my waffle with kookie monster! :D
i was still hungry so we went back to school and eaaaaat a lot before throwing :D:D
tuesday during break i was drawing on eugene's homework for understanding animation.
i wanted to draw the bee flying from one flower to another at first(which disgusted him), then i decided to change to the pig flying towards the bee and eat it XD but no time draw cos have to go for lesson already ): SO CUTE RIGHT HEHE.
at evening went to celebrate alan's birthday at sakae at clementi city vibe!
the amount i ate. crazy rightttt. eat until damn shiok, the price not shiok though ):
the amount me, karyan and alan ate. xinhua ate only 4 plates can be ignored hehehe.
10:36 PM
i havent:
1. check my spree items that reached me for a few days already. all still in their envelopes.
2. read my manga.
3. watch my anime.
4. study for japanese test tomorrow.
5. do newswriting field assignment 2 due on monday, not started yet.
6. do tv studio production proposal and the script. and i'm the freaking director it just gives me more work.
7. meeting the magician tomorrow morning to settle I DONT KNOW WHAT stuff with him. why must i be director i ask you. if i aint director maybe i can dont go lah D:
8. media management business plan shit due on 27 july i think, i havent finished doing out a lot of things.
9. media research management - some presentation thingy?! have to check mel and npmail by weekend.
10. advertising - re-edit the media plan and schedules
11. japanese tests every friday what the hell.
my knee cap getting worse, i hope it'll get better by saturday D: mum says to stop frisbee for a while to see if it gets better, i dont know. i need to go see sinseh soon.
i am still not satisfied with my performance today, though i managed to catch all the discs thrown to me except one which got d-ed. my throws were £$)%(@)£%( especially forehand. and i keep throwing high release for backhand then too high for some to catch.
need. more. practice.
must rest tomorrow to chiong work(like as if there's time since i'll be too tired by the time i reach home), and then chiong on sunday again. saturday go at 8 just to train. i dont want to screw up AT ALL during the competition. my expectations are high for myself which lands me in disappointment after every training, so i must do better. but gah, no time to do assignments. i get too tired when i reach home and end up falling asleep which i cannot afford to.
i shall go study for my japanese test now, i hope i dont screw it up and dont fall asleep.
10:13 PM
i transferred to Advertising & PR course after the end of my year 2 because i couldnt stand mass comm anymore. and when i got my timetable, i almost died. i still remember i had lessons from 8am to 6pm straight no break on fridays!! and every other day were almost full. i remembered how slack mass comm timetable is compared to it, so i wanted to switch back but i couldnt. and not to mention, i remember that one of the classmates was a small little ah beng that we saw at the bus stop shouting
okay i cannot really remember anymore. it just interprets as how much my life sucks in mass comm ):
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i remember more now! my IS was on a tuesday, 1-5pm. monday, wednesday and thursday full day school but not so hiong like friday. the horror.
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i rewatched one episode of Ouran High School Host Club from KY's mac during lecture today and people around me started to call it hentai ): it isnt! oh well. but now i feel like watching again :D its superrrrr funny! :D:D
12:31 PM
now i feel like i need to grow taller because my brothers are ALL taller than me. the only people shorter than me in my family now are my mum and grandparents. booooooooo.
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chuyi gabriel minghui and me met up in school to throw. i hope i have more confidence in handling now ._. chuyi improved a lot!! :D:D and all along there were some malay girls singing at the top of their voice. they said i'm sure to blog about it and want to see what i say. SO HI I SHALL BLOG ABOUT THEM. not much.
they sing until.... very funny. me and chuyi were throwing and controlling our laughter heheh. a bit cannot stand it ah. its like shouting + singing mixed into one. and we all had to shout just to hear each other talk tsk. we talk halfway then suddenly they sing again i totally @#)$()(%_@#) and then screamed.
trained till 6 then went off for dinner at sumo house! yuxuan that guy ah, coming coming in the end we wanna go eat also havent reach lol. he reached just as we sat down though :)
after eating we went to macs and ate ice cream. mcflurry whoohoo. yuxuan and minghui talking together = entertainment. damn funny!
okay, press conference for newswriting tomorrow. DIE DIE DIE.
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12:59 AM
warning: all about shopping
didnt go training cos was really tired and needed more sleep. friday want to sleep in but my mum woke me up at 9 £$%@)£(%)$^ woke up late to meet sayhwee, ended up she's late too hahaha.
on the way to meet her got stopped by some woman asking me to be model o.o from imodel international or something from what i remember from the namecard. think its most probably a scam though.
went to ralph lauren and i'm now damn sad because the bag isnt available in singapore. those in stores were damn ugly ): wanted to get online but mum didnt allow. sighhhh. i really really want it ):
lunched/high-tead at fisherios! really really full. half the time we're out we were sitting there trying to finish hahaha. she is still as gossipy as ever hahaha. i like talking to her about everythinggg. i feel that i havent talked to her enough D: 3 hours not enoughhhh. she said go shopping with me after her a levels because now she no mood to shop. whoohoo!
we shopped a bit though. since me = shopping. pull and bear is love! i saw a really nice striped shirt for guys, wanted to get for my younger brother but decided against it. and lucky i didnt else i'd have wasted money since he's so picky. i like the blue and white, green and white and grey and black stripes one. why dont have that in girl's sizing! D: maybe i shall get it for my elder brother i dont know hahaha. i'm sort of into oversized loooong shirts now and i now regret i didnt get the one i liked back there ):
got a zara skirt. though was really reluctant to get it cos of the price but still got it in the end because i loved it at first sight. plus it fits perfectttt like the forever21 shorts i recently received!! :) okay never mind i think a lot of clothes fit perfect but yah. sayhwee was like "dont give me that face" when i gave a damn sad face when contemplating whether to get it or not at the line at the counter hahaha.
saw some cute shirts at mango wanted to get but stopped myself because i must think of the number of tshirts i already have ): plus there's still some that on sprees not yet receive gah. and i hate that the levi's store in singapore doesnt have shorts!!! the online ones are so pretty but i'm afraid they wont fit well plus they're expensive. not to mention that the one i fell in love with and still want to get until now is cheap but doesnt ship internationally < /3 i'm practically looking everywhere for the shorts but why why why singapore dont have!! ):
got 4 tanks from forever21 too. i think sayhwee wanted to kill me cos i spent at least half an hour there deciding which colour to get. at that moment was still saving the money for getting the bag online till i called my mum who said not to get the bag anymore and the rest of the money just spend on what i want since its mine already. still damn sad i want my bag! ): ended up getting all 4 colours hahaha. sayhwee knew whatever she said gonna fall on deaf ears so she said going out with me very headache. help me decide on a lot of things but end up never listen to her one hehe. now i got like lots of tanktops too :x 5 from forever21, 4 from topshop, 2 from oldnavy and much more, plus all these different colours ._. z plus i think 1/4 of my wardrobe now all from forever21. when we going out of forever21 i saw a misplaced super nice shorts from heritage1981 and stopped to take a look at it, my size some more and i was like so happy thinking maybe should get and sayhwee almost totally killed me heeee.
i really need to save some money but its almost impossible :/ but hahahha i feel like i'm on drugs after getting all 4 colours!! :D one off my wantlist, few more to go! black skinny tie, black bag, brown waist belt, black pumps. shopping gives me happiness :P
mum rushed me home at that time, so both of us left for our separate dinner elsewhere. i had chilli crab for dinner! :D:D yay yay. my brother, my dad and i finished 2 crabs. yum. im craving for some yoghurt now but my house no moreeeeee damn sad.
she forgot to bring camera while mine's spoilt, so no choice we had to use our own lousy phones! ):
at forever21 in front of the mirror
me: eh wah i feel damn big size now.
sayhwee: i thought you were always like that since secondary school?
me: @!)($)_#%_#@(%$_#@(
tell me why i'm still friends with her k. AND IM NOT BIG SIZE. big bones onlyyyyy. i dont wear size l or larger k!
8:22 PM
frisbee throwing cancelled cos nobody brought disc hahahah. then on the way home on the freaking crowded 184, i was standing at the door while some woman wanted to alight. she said excuse me, so moved away to let her alight. but apparently she thinks that the space is too small for her to squeeze through and shouted excuse me sarcastically. not like there was any space for me to move away right?! then i had to squeeze other people in order to let her through a damn big space. helloooooooooo not like she's some big fat ass woman right!!! talk with some angmoh accent when she's not even angmoh. like your english very good like that. she alighted and then stare at me till the bus drove off. i wanted to roll my eyes but well, im nice so i didnt :) but she got quite a few people in the bus staring at me -.-
why is the world full of assholessss.
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if it were me, i dont think you'd even show much concern.. even when i complained to you about my leg. no words of concern AT ALL. from last week till now, numerous complaints and zero concern. i sort of give up to talk to you already, because i'll receive the same few responses despite whatever i say to you; serious, joking, normal chatting or whatsoever. i noticed if it were others, your replies are much more enthusiastic. i'm really tired of trying to think of topics just to talk to you because of your replies. even though i'll be glad to be here for you anytime, i wish you'll really try to converse with me more, instead of just me listening to you about yourself yourself and yourself and then you straightaway changing the topic whenever i try to tell you something to whatever you wanna say.. i should just accept the fact that all we can be are just, acquaintance perhaps. i dont think the word friends will even suit us, though i'll still treat you the same as before.
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SO かわいい！ my heart is totally melting <3<3<3 please come to singapore i will pon school pon frisbee pon everything just to see you in real life<3<3
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5:55 PM
on a brighter note, i think my forehand improved. throwing forehand for 2 hours straight does help a lot hahaha. throwing alone was damn weird though.
lots of injuries today ahaha. im damn happy i didnt need to run the 5 rounds to cool down cos of my leg though :P the moment i heard alfred say i'm excused my whole eyes totally lit up 8)
yesssss tomorrow sleep in. IS at 1! heh. but sian lah i have to go mug for the test now ): shall bring tidbits to eat in class. 4 hours very hard to tahan. reese peanut butter!! :D i still remember i keep saying alan idiot in japanese (baka) repeatedly last lesson and the tutor heard and gave me a funny face heh :P
went home after training for some home cooked curry. its the best in singapore hard to find ^^ finished one frigging big bowl of curry + bread. spicy, but damn shiok. drink already also damn shiok. dip the whole bread into the curry then shove into my mouth with all the curry overflowing also damn shiok. then pop the potato and it just meltssss in my mouth. i dip the chicken in curry and then slowly savour it. yum. i ate for 1 hour straight hehehehe. now i feel like eating more :D:D
12:44 AM
Newswriting, impossible to get A already. have been getting mostly Bs so far, so it means another A gone.
MRM and Advertising can forget about it since there's the 40% exams or something waiting for me next month. memorise the whole textbooks!! gah. Art and Design already got a B..
maybe TV Studio Production shall be my only hope. and Basic Conversational Japanese. but IS get A i think is quite useless though it does help in the GPA a little.
sighxzzzz. no need get into director's list already.
this is what you do when you're bored in class and dont want to do the work and you're sitting all the way far back where the teacher cannot really see you:
this is what you do when you're with your friends in lecture and you're damn bored:
anyway, i finally collected a huge bunch of spree items!! (: thinking that it can skip my mum's notice, but after trying on all the clothes and on my way to the kitchen to let the maid wash, my mum was just outside the house staring at me -.- oh greeeat. she wanted to kill me cos i spent a lot on clothes online. there's more to come! :x i still wanted to get more though sigh.
i love whatever i got, especially pairing the forever21 sleeveless tee with urbanoutfitter's red side zipper skirt and black and gold belt and then adding a forever21 vintage necklace. shall wear it out again and again somehow hahahaha. i really love the outfit a lot whoooo. shopping just gives me so much joy :)
this time i got from forever21 one necklace(♥♥♥!!), one hat, two sunglasses, one shorts(♥♥!!!!), two dresses, one tee(♥♥!!), one shorts, one jeans, one skirt (♥!!), one pair of earrings(♥!!) and one aeropostale shirt. i just love trying all the clothes on when they reach and then pairing with whatever clothes i have. :D:D
anyway, everyone please give me a wake up call at 8.15am. the more the merrier. cannot be late for advertising class else the timing will change back to 9am and i will die from lack of sleep and continue to be even later and i think jenny low may kill me hehehe.
7:32 PM
i almost fell asleep during advertising. whyyyyy i dont know why im so tired during lectures D: KJT shall murder me if i ever fall asleep in her class.
MM test, chiong ahhhhhh! good luck everyone!
this just shows how cold our studio is. today's extremely cold and i was even shivering in my jacket ):
being director for the demo show very stressfullllllllllll. i wanna die. i keep forgetting cues. graaaaaaaaaaahh.
bye.
11:22 PM
okay, my right leg getting worser. parents dont want bring me go see sinseh, cannot do anything. they think its nothing much, they massage for me can already, but no use lah. plus they say dont go for training D:
had to
have to play handler for the upcoming competition, i dont wantttttttt. today handle like never do anything like that :x i rather mid or wing ): sigh why why why dont let me change. i have no confidence in being a handler. i'll get butterflies in my stomach and mess everything up. gah.
a miracle happened and ian treated desmond and me to ice cream. like weirddddd.
10:16 PM
1. pull and bear dont have my nice jeanssss. and the shoes i like are too small for me ):
2. i didnt manage to get anything on my list of wanted items.
3. had to watch ian's movie character for almost 2 hours on screen. ice age 3.
4. on the way home, the train going towards jurong east was full of .... indians. they stared at me. im not wearing anything revealing k!
5. the train going towards choachukang had this really big black insect in the same cabin as me. i was suppressing my fight or flight response for 2.5 stops. until it flew towards me and i freaked out and ran away to another cabin. i think everyone was staring at my freaked out face.
6. i thought the ordeal was finally over. i reached my block and to my horror, the first floor was filled with 252308 same big black insects crawling all over the place with 2384 killed. ok im exaggerating, but you know what i mean. i couldnt stand it and run out of the block and walked outside in the almost gone drizzle till i reached the lift. i am so nice i resisted my urge to kill every single one of it k.
7. i want someone to go to town with me to check out my ralph lauren bag :P
never mind, i had jessica with me to neutralise it! :D
anyway, anyone thats free on these few tuesdays from 12-3 (or somewhere in between) that can help my group for a demo show assignment? someone who maybe can do cool card tricks, create nice looking desserts, do those makeup that will make it look like scar etc etc. as long as you have a special talent. pleaaaase contact me! my group really needs someone for our assignment!
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the more i see, the more i cannot stand it. i should just numb myself.
i feel like a substitute. prove me wrong, please.
12:16 AM
just keep to tshirt and shorts to schoooooooooool.
dinner out with parents & elder brother & parents' friends later for some really good food :> i should talk to my NS brother more manxz ): and get money from parents to shop more tomorrow 8) dad promised to give! cos he already went shopping with mum hehe. he doesnt want to accompany me shop, so give money. muahahah. ralph lauren bag here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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here it goes to convince myself: everything will be alright.
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back from dinner! at jurong safra club. good food, not. the buddha jump over the wall was damn bland and the ingredients had no taste D: ate till damn full though.
佛跳墙！
still remember, there were 3 servings of buddha jump over the wall. the first one that came for me was like so small then i immediately complained "wah lau why my serving so small?!" and everyone on my table laughed at me ): the second one came, and the waitress was like, "just now your serving very small, now i give you more". end up damn full after that already -.-
the second serving of buddha jump over the wall for me.
guava juice!
went to warren country club after that for pool and karaoke.
had snow ball cocktail which tasted pretty nice! the alcohol content was damn little though. then when we went to sing, i got long island tea and got scolded by my dad cos he thought it was long island hahaha. but long island tea the alcohol tasted damn strong also. in the end the pub closed at 1am, so i had to gulp down half a cup of my cocktail. ended up my body until now still damn warm D: dad say he himself also cannot take it for long island, will get drunk lol.
and he dont allow me to get another bag cos he said i have too many bags ): i shall go persuade him to get me the bag tomorrow againnnnn. i dont care i want it :P who call him to spoil me ever since young muahaha.
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4:38 PM
and so many screw ups here and there. all of us wanted to sleep and get away and get our supper/dinner but cos so many people left already we felt bad to like, leave the studio so empty so we stayed till they wrapped up at 11pm. DIDNT EVEN GET TO LEARN ANYTHING?! waste of timeeeee. dont even know why i bothered to turn up.
anyway, i enjoyed my japanese lesson today! i like. i'm happy i chose that modules that let me enrich myself more, those that i want to learn though how hard it can get to score. cos if i go take those that can score easy but dont learn anything much, its practically waste of time.
わたしはシンガポールジんです。 :D:D
it was an escapade for me, to run away from all the politics, to run away from everything and let me enjoy myself. but i guess, i just cant avoid it anywhere i go.
you. we may not be best of friends or anything, but the way we're drifting apart. its making me sad, angry, unhappy over it. you may not know, but whatever small action you do just upsets me further. you make me wish that i didnt get to know you in the first place. because i realised, what you need is just, someone who listens to you talk and show you care only. there's no need for me to try to communicate with you in the first place, because you dont even bother to listen if i try to talk to you, isnt it? maybe you did, but your words, your facial expressions, your actions. just show me how much you actually care about me. i've thought over it, you have never ever shown me any concern at all. throughout how long we've known each other, i bet the words of concern, were just as much as 3 sentences only. i searched my whole memory, i can only remember one sentence of concern from you. i want to get away from this. things will turn for the better, i believe. i believe i'll be free.
you. we may not be best of friends or anything, but the way we're drifting apart. its making me sad, angry, unhappy over it. you may not know, but whatever small action you do just upsets me further. you make me wish that i didnt get to know you in the first place. because i realised, what you need is just, someone who listens to you talk and show you care only. there's no need for me to try to communicate with you in the first place, because you dont even bother to listen if i try to talk to you, isnt it? maybe you did, but your words, your facial expressions, your actions. just show me how much you actually care about me. i've thought over it, you have never ever shown me any concern at all. throughout how long we've known each other, i bet the words of concern, were just as much as 3 sentences only. i searched my whole memory, i can only remember one sentence of concern from you. i want to get away from this. things will turn for the better, i believe. i believe i'll be free.
1:29 AM
To dream that you are in a meeting, suggests that you need to redirect your energies toward a more productive endeavor. Alternatively, you are learning to accept various aspects of yourself.
direct my energies to mass comm not frisbee lol. or that learning to accept how lousy i am in frisbee haha.
To dream that you are being attacked by someone, signifies questions to your character and the need to defend yourself. You are feeling stressed, vulnerable and helpless. You may also be faced with difficult changes in your waking life. Dreaming of an attack provides a way for you to confront these situations that you may be avoiding in real life.
the need to defend myself. i think so. feeling stressed, vulnerable and helpless, sometimes. avoiding something, definitely.
To dream that you are undergoing a transformation, indicates a need for change or a deviation from your usual routine. It also suggests your expanded awareness and a deep-level personality development.
more of a deep-level personality development for me.
To dream that you are being chased, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity. Alternatively, you may be running away from a primal urge or fear.
the first sentence is totally true.
To dream that you are invisible, signifies feelings of not being noticed or recognized for what is important to you. You feel overlooked. Alternatively, you may be trying to withdraw from the realities of life.
withdraw from realities of life. yes.
To see a basketball in your dream, suggests that you need to make the first move. You also need to concentrate and be more focused in your goals.
i dont make the first move to solve this, usually. unless you're really close to me i guess.
To dream that you escape from injury, from an animal, or from any situation, signifies your good health and prosperity. You will experience a favorable turn of events.
yes, everything will change for the better. life's great.
To see or eat sweets in your dream, represents indulgence, sensuality, and some forbidden pleasure. Perhaps you have been depriving yourself of some joy or pleasure. Alternatively, it may symbolize your rewards. This dream symbol may also be a metaphor for your sweetie or the special someone in your life.
i've deprived myself of a lot of sweets and chocolates and yoghurt hahahaha.
okay, i'm just bored waiting for the mediacorp CHINESE don't forget the lyrics thing to start so i decided to interpret my dream. at least now somehow things will turn for the better :) i hope it does.
and my chinese is pro one k dont laugh i shall speak in chinese later! its not torturous to listen to my chinese for anyone except those in frisbee somehow.
never mind, my angmoh accent(which only frisbee people thinks i have) when it comes to chinese will change to japanese accent soon.
さようなら！
5:58 PM
many of us were having nhsb meeting, when 4 cute guys playing basketball came to invade our space, and then attacked us. then 4 girls including myself, transformed into pokemon to fight them back. the guys also transformed lol. but then suay suay, i cannot transform myself properly and transformed into digimon.
i had a special ability which is to become invisible so they couldnt find me, since i had to escape somehow. the cutest guy chased after me. the setting somehow changed to my hdb block here.
i ended up holding on to my impact peach mints and the sound gave me away. ended up having all 4 chasing after the invisible sound. so i decided to walk to prevent my peach mint making lots of sound, and at the last minute one of them detected me. so i flung myself out of the stairs and into the carpark and my other 3 friends applauded me for being able to escape all 4 at a go.
then i woke up, shit late for school.
1:07 AM
anyway, today got back like 3 papers D: newswriting poll assignment 1, the grade was unexpected for me :) i'm satisfied, but i want to do better. financial test for media management, did not as well as i expected but nevertheless i'm still happy with my grade. and the group questionnaire design for media research methods, my group was disappointed with our results. could have done better! but doesnt matter, we'll do better for our next project!
i think my expectations for my work are all pretty much high. but it's good isnt it? other than the unnecessary pressure i'll give myself.
but it's okay. IM GOING TO GO SHOPPING WITH MY PARENTS TO RELIEVE STRESS. I DONT CARE. i remember i saw a pretty ralph lauren bag far away a while bag, i shall drag my dad to see if it's nice up close and still available. retail therapy hoho. the time where my only worry is no money. but shopping with parents, my worries are all gone hohoho. but parents complain they buy so many bags for me i never carry them out ): have to see occasion and what i wear mah! :):) convince them to get more for me hehehe. i still want another black bag :P
and and, i want to go eat ice cream! :D at the daily scoop at the sunset way, very near school! i want to try Utterly Avocado, Nutty Macadamia, Kookie Monster, SoBerry Cheez, Peach Bum!, Banana Fantasy, Durian-Durian, Hazelnut Haven, Lychee Martini®!!!!!!!!! tried Surprising Coconut last time and i still want more. ice cream makes me happy :D:D $3 per cone onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i know this is a bit late, but congratulations <3
12:41 AM
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LIQIANGGGGG.
i know you're busy mugging for your exams. so am i, busy mugging for my assignments. heh. im half asleep typing this and i still got one assignment more to go so you better treasure this dedicated post haha.
i still remember how you used to bully me like really crazy in sec 1 and 2. how i hated your guts and everything hahahahhaa. though the bullying got much lesser, i still remembered how you kept using the freaking thick a maths textbook to hit my head continuously! one time i was eating my lunch before band outside the band room, you just came out and hit me with it just because i returned your blow in class. i was damn pissed because my burger fell to the floor cannot eat already ok.
then you slowly changed.. and stopped bullying that violently. verbal abuse is still there. then my section got closer with you, but for a period of time i was quite angry and ignored you cos you were being very irritating towards me hahahahha.
anddddd. after some common test or exam, we started talking again. all of us in band bonded together and made band fun for everyone. and the clique5 cliqued together with you and edward the bbm hahaha! :D
then time came for us to leave band, but suay suay you still in my class. classmates for 4 years tsk. then the mugging for o lvls started. though in class nobody mugged much, we're always busy playing cards. i still remember how i laughed at people like yuzhi so clever but comes to bridge i beat him :P
time for o lvls came and gone. we took our last class picture together before we all left. the picture is in my hard disk i very lazy to go get haha. prom came (: i dont want upload my prom picture up hahahha so i shall put one with the class up :D
i still remember, we both are damn bastard one. like during 4o6 outing at east coast park, someone is skateboarding past us and both of us will be saying something like, if he falls i laugh (i somehow still remember someone from our class told me that i said exactly the same thing as you lol). then we always go kaopei others hahahaha.
after that, we parted ways. you went to njc, i went to acjc. we still managed to meet up. till times changed and i went to np, you stayed in njc. all of us started getting busy with work, so we could hardly meet up. we always meet up to celebrate somebody's birthday. with many failed surprises hahahaha so this time lazy plan surprise already :P
this year, we've only met up like, 4 times i think. THATS HOW LITTLE IT IS. my dimsum outing until now still dont have ah?! the next time we're meeting up is like to celebrate your birthday anyway. it sucks that we're all drowned in our work and hardly have time to go out ):
i hope this whole post jogged your memory ah. the old times. my 6th year knowing you. OLD ALREADY LAH. 18 already. time to party. you can go mugggg till a levels over then go party around with me k :D
12:09 AM