and i LOVE her boots when she's wearing the military style omggg.
Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love
Ohh, Too much of anything can make you sick,
Even the good can be a curse.. (curse),
Makes it hard to know which road to go down,
Knowing too much can get you hurt
Is it better is it worse,
Are we sittin in reverse,
Its just like were going backwards,
I know where i want this to go,
Drivin fast but lets go slow,
What i dont wanna do is crash.. no
Just know that your not in this thing alone,
Theres always a place in me that you can call home,
Whenever you feel like were growing apart,
Lets just go back back back back back to the start, Ohh
Anything thats worth havin,
Sure enough worth fighting for,
Quittin's out of the question,
When it gets tough gotta fight some more, (Ohh)
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
If its worth having, it's worth fightin for, Ohh
Now everyday ain't gon be no picnic,
Love aint no walk in the park,
All u can do is make the best of it now,
Cant be afraid of the dark
Just know that your not in this thing alone,
Theres always a place in me that you can call home,
Whenever you feel like were growing apart,
Let's just go back back back back back to the start, Ohh
Anything thats worth havin,
Sure enough worth fighting for,
Quittin's out of the question,
When it gets tough gotta fight some more,
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
If its worth having, it's worth fightin for, Ohhh
I dont know where were headin,
Im willin and ready to go,
We've been drivin so fast,
We just need to slow down,
And just roll, ohh
Anything thats worth havin,
Sure enough worth fighting for,
Quittin's out of the question,
When it gets tough gotta fight some more,
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
(No matter how hard its gettin')
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
If its worth having, it's worth fightin for, (Ohh)
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
(No matter how hard its gettin')
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love,
If its worth having, it's worth fightin for, Ohhh
12:31 AM
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i clicked wall-to-wall. a wrong decision. i feel like there's nothing to talk between us anymore. like, so distant.
12:29 AM
2:35 PM
Communication Issues - group project (due week 5 and i have no freaking idea what to do)
Feature Writing - magazine group project (i dont know due when and i think every week we're supposed to have something done) and FA1 (WHICH IS BLOODY WHEN/WHAT SOMEONE TELL ME. the royston tan/IS conference thingy?)
Public Relations - WAH HENG SIA NOTHING YET
Radio Productions 2 - radio magazine group project (due week 5 and this week some stuff due) and some research on a biography and bring to tutorial this week i think.
Web Design Applications - some tedious individual project due week 3
IS (Entrepreneurship) - do not give a damn right now
WHY IS EVERYTHING LIKE DUE ON WEEK 5 OR SOMETHING
i feel so stressed because there's so much bloody stuff to do and i cant perform and even my family is troubling me with minor stuff CAN I JUST HAVE A GOOD BLOODY REST
but fuck after resting i'll just get stressed anyway.
frisbee is just adding on to the stress. greaaaaat.
12:17 AM
3:45 PM
12:28 AM
anddddddd because of frisbee i've gotten so much tanner that my make-up is now a little white for me WTH. and not to mention that the sunburnt face only made it worse in the pictures T.T my face is red like dont know what shit really. if there's flash that is. (i dont put blusher)
lesson learnt: never put make-up after being in the sun for 7 hours.
no flash. but my shoulders look broad ):
aunt picked me up, then we went off to dempsey hill to eat jumbo seafood as a celebration for grandma's birthday. went there early to walk around and had ben and jerry's! :D
i really like this picture! with my cousin at the background.
pretty cupcakes at jones the grocer!
walked around and bumped into matthew recording a video for his blog hahaha.
my face was obviously sunburnt ):
my little cousin took my camera and went around taking photos, and before she handed it back to me she zilianed and this photo came out. so cute right! :P
crabs came, and they put this on me hahahah.
she is daaamn cute she even put fake earrings k! i always felt that they're damn pain to put but she says its not pain :O beauty = endurance!
my family and relatives
with my grandma's relatives.
went home dead tired from training + dinner.
today dad suddenly said want to go town shop (weirdly enough) and we really did go! :O i am used to disappointment from him.
only shopped at taka, nothing caught my eye until we went to zara. got a dress, one shorts that i aimed for last time but dont have my size + oos everywhere (i think they restocked! :D), and one bermuda.
and i dont know whether i really got slim down or not, because i had both bottoms one size down! o.o happy :) i need to have my thighs slim down thoughhh.
12:16 PM
VERYYYYYY COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
especially the nobody part! i think flash mobs are damn cool and i'd love to be in one :>
12:16 AM
training, then went to al azhar, waited for yuxuan and gabriel to finish dinner then we went to pasar malam!! :D:D eat and chitchat under a block before going home.
there's really nothing much to update about my lifeeeee. and i didnt bring my camera around = no pictures ): booo.
on the way home
yuxuan: jasmine is my best friend. but i didnt say best friend forever.
hahahhaha wth good one k!
12:53 AM
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i have no breaks everyday except tuesday, 9 to 6 with only one hour break in between omg. should be a good semester for me to save money and diet. except that i really cannot survive without food during lessons.
i cant believe i downloaded every single notes there's available on mel. but download doesnt mean look. because i saw two and i want to die ):
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2:23 PM
damn sad, i shall emo at home before going to training.
went to send my elder brother off to australia today with my whole family. then sort of shopped around terminal 3, i got my knee support! ate at kopitiam, then my parents gave my younger brothers and i money to go vivo shop (: I DIDNT GET ANYTHING THOUGH. nothing caught my eye. sadzzz. money return parents cannot keep ):
supposed to all act dao but my youngest brother act cute
saturday celebrated deepavali with npu people at IMM ajisen after training. actually is celebrate jasmine's birthday lah hor :P HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
i bought one of my favourite chocolate! :D
11:48 PM
but everyone also say i look like indian now and asks if i'm going to celebrate deepavali with my indian friends later. hi npu, are we?
2:10 AM
oh my goddddd i dread school seriously. i rather be out there working already. but noooo i need more school for better pay for better life. blah.
I FEEL SO OLDDDDDD
10:55 PM
GHS - NPU Black
julia's happy i trying to molest her butt hahahahaha.
look tallllll and thinnn HAHA.
slacked at home on tuesday. today was out with parents, cut hair buy green contact lenses :D
if i have to choose between having holidays forever but filled with frisbee, or having school again, i'd choose the former. FOUR MORE DAYS GAH I HATE YOU,
10:00 PM
1:31 AM
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6 pills in 6 hours and im now fine.
4:14 PM
next target: catch everything + throw to others nicely in a match
good job everyone, at least we gave our all. lets improve more and do better the next competition!!
good night.
12:55 AM
not to mention that the white chocolate failed because halfway through some water dripped in which spoiled the whole thing. so there's only like 5 marshmellows dipped in white chocolate.
and i couldnt find any brand that sells pure milk chocolate at shop n save, so i bought the cadbury duo which is dark + milk chocolate. after i mixed them, the chocolate still tastes like dark chocolate.
everyone preferred milk/white chocolate though. i've got like 50+ marshmellows dipped in the cadbury duo, i can only hope they find it okay on saturday ): if not, i'll just bring it back home and try to finish myself ):
12:28 AM
monday training was good, i made less mistakes and i felt i improved more. did my first huck during a scrimmage and a first score that i threw to someone. this boosted my confidence a lot, so i hope i can do better next training!
most of us went to roo's house after that for dinner, mahjong/risk/card games. i mahjong-ed and ended up winning 60 cents in the end hahaha.
tuesday morning went to throw with roo, joseph and raphael. everybody ended up waking up late so most of them didnt go. we got bored, hechen came, we ended up going to my house to mahjong again LOL. i won 7 bucks! mum took away 5 bucks lol.
our sashimi became cooked fish with their hot water hahaha.
dont be deceived by the nice picture in the menu book, in reality it looks like that and it tastes BAD.
we met the rest of npu for sakae buffet after mahjong at clementi cityvibe, played arcade, then some of us went to roo's house for...... mahjong again ._.
went home, we mahjong-ed online at viwawa. wah really crazy leh, everyday mahjong.
andddd today rest at home! sorry xinhua & karyan & yangjek for not going out with you all ): i really want to rest at home because i havent been home for so long + my parents want me home more.
after 10 october, i can get my social life back! but left with only one more week to school then... T.T
4:35 PM
2nd october:
justin yuzhi weicong jiacheng hongyang kiatboon hockseng leon came over, sort of celebrated hockseng's birthday and then had drinking + overnight mahjong! those that didnt play either watch tv, play cards or sleep -.- they forced a g-string on hockseng though hahahah. VIDEO ON FACEBOOK.
played from 12 to 6+ straight, we got quite tired at the last round hahaha. they left at 7.15, i went to sleep and sort of overslept for training.
3rd october:
the first picture that i look okay in taken by myself without the mirror.
lousy boots.
happy belated birthday professor oak cum silent stalker!
was so tired that i fell asleep immediately when i lay on my bed :( straight 8pm to 10.35am sleep damn shiok.
4th october:
mahjong with hongzhou and junkai at junkai's house, junkai and me big winners ^^ we played minimum 3 tai, so i ended up winning with quite a few 5 tai and 6 tai, best is draw the winning tile myself everyone pay a lot ^^ junkai keep winning, but i ended up recouping my losses after that cos he throw to me, 6 tai win muahaha.
met up with desmond and bob, pick up at bishan park. DAMN FAR LAH THEY SUCK. every sunday we gonna rotate where we're going for throws! :D
i have a blister on top of my blister, so it hurts and i slacked for a few points :P
and this picture, i must post up. HAHAHAHA. hongzhou, finally can see you in the dark with flash with your stupid face :P
went for dinner somewhere near after that with one of the guys from pick up who gonna play for chuckies in grab huck score, apparently my memory fails me in remembering names.
training again tomorrow. i need more social life please and thanks.
11:05 PM
got too bored so ended up cabbing back to my house to chat, use laptop then we slept.
dont know why everyone's saying NPAL got problem for IS enrolment. i dont have though. i chose entrepreneur! :D jasmine went home to wash up, then we met up again to go queensway shopping centre to meet with julia, roo and the rest of the regent gang to get our boots and their shorts/socks/whatever.
bought the same boots as julia! :D too bad the maroon colour not available. or any other nicer colours ): she quite suay hahaha everything dont have her size.
went off with julia after that, now im waiting for 4o6 guys to come over to celebrate hockseng's birthday then OVERNIGHT MAHJONG!! :D plus drinking. hehehe.
9:52 PM