and now when i wear my spectacles my vision is really bad. right now my right eye is totally red and vision is like blurred even though i'm wearing spectacles. i cant even see properly when i wear them?!
shit sia i'm damn scared for my eyes :/ not gonna wear my contacts anymore though i still have like 2 weeks left D:
11:28 PM
with CUBA volleyballers :) gold medallists :D
i think she's very pretty!
i dont know what coach he is, but i remember him from the first day i met him because he was very nice to me (: he even chatted with me + called me pretty eyes haha!
MY FAVOURITE GUY! among all those i've taken :P
these three are from austria *drools* i wanna go austria for holiday now man! ahahahaha.
went for dinner cum supper with colleagues at holland village after that. gonna miss them quite a lot too! :(
if only YOG will never end.
but for now, study. exams over & i'll enjoy my holidays before internship starts! :D:D
8:15 PM
tuesday - work.
wednesday - out with bina to go to suntec to send my hard disk for evaluation. then went to chili's after that!
never stepping into a restaurant without checking price again LOL. we're both penniless now.
thursday - work. went for supper with colleagues! then cabbed to find my dad and drove us home. its rather stupid of me but i rather drive lancer instead or mercs. its like, wah lau i damn scared got one scratch or whatever and then my life is OVERRRR T.T
friday - studied with desmond and jieson at zhcc. no tidbits hard to concentrate =.= at least its productive there! :D
saturday - WORK LATER. gonna miss everything so much. pretty happy i'm part of YOG (: the only sad thing is.... they rather throw away all the food meant for athletes than let us eat it. sighhh such wastage. heart pain looking at all the food being thrown away T.T
12:28 AM
edge games on saturday. feel so.. different in a team that's not with npu for the first time. didnt want to play against npu at first, but we were in the same pool so oh well...
it's like, i don't know who to cheer for. i want my team to win, yet i want npu to do well. contradicting feelings inside all of me at that time. pushed them all aside to do my best for my own team.
was disappointed at first when i saw npu wasn't there to support us when we had our other games and they werent. after that when they all came, it was quite a big morale booster. happy that they were there to cheer for the three of us even though we aint in the same team.
but.. everything's like love and hate at the same time. misses and avoidance at the same time.
the last game against cockeye bullets. almost won. ran hard. leg damn pain after that but.. it shows i did push myself. loved my team's performance that game. definitely had fun with this team. really appreciated the effort jim did to try and bond us since it was the first time we played together.
went home earlier to prepare for my cousin's 21st birthday. theme: bohemian. most of my family ended up wearing maxis coincidentally haha!
hate that my face's so shiny when it's not oily -.-
quite like this picture somehow.
too tired, too stoned. ended up sleeping there :x left the earliest with family to rest since i had work the next day.
with the birthday girl.
12:01 PM
watched step up 3 with npu yesterday. i love the last dance (Y)
in wenjie's hat. looking all sunburnt and tired D:
I WANT MORE XLBs
edge games tomorrow, run off all the weight i've gained!!
8:44 PM
i feel quite happy serving them and putting a smile on their face puts one back on mine too :D:D i make the extra effort to get them the colder drinks when they cant find it, and they say thanks back :D the guy i'm working with probably thinks i'm crazy for wanting to do more work than i'm supposed to. heh.
every other day filled with frisbee. TIRING! ended up with muscle aches everywhere after summer league. too tired + pain to even chiong for the last game against chuckies :/ could have done better but everyone lost the fighting spirit oh well.
no rest at all till end of yog, i doubt i have time to study for exams :/
11:38 PM
11:45 PM
saturday:
dad's birthday celebration at prima tower revolving restaurant. the moment i stepped into it i felt giddy ._.
the food was great! the first dish was crabmeat + egg white + i dont know what, wah had two bowls of it (Y)
and another damn shiok one is the caramelized banana! cool on the outside, hot in the inside.
sunday:
summer league. didnt put in 100% at all. wasn't happy with what i did - i practically threw every other disc away. but doesnt matter, this sunday i will try my best!
monday:
chiong idm + advert, only slept one hour :'(
tuesday:
handed up idm + advert at 9am plus WAH DAMN HAPPY.
& then went to julia's house before we went to marina barrage together! :D
wednesday:
went to school for acting class, limyubeng said it was the best so far hengggg sia!
went to jurong point after that to get alvan's present, then met julia to go my house before we went to alvan's house for his birthday party!
brought my little cousin along and she became the photographer of the day! so cute right ^^ got my violent streak LOLOL.
thursday:
training, was late cos i overslept :P
had fun training that day. grounded 3 forehand in a row damn stupid grrrrrr.
went home for CURRY, PRAWNS, STRUDELS, ONDEH ONDEH MUAHAHA. damn shiok!!
ALFRED ONE PERSON EAT EVERYTHING TSK
left house at 11pm+ to meet aaron khalis desmond alfred and alvan to go to weixun's house to surprise him for his birthday! he didnt even realise that we were there so funny! played wii, then my parents came to fetch me :D
today:
OKAY MAHJONG TIME NOW HAHAHA BYE ~
2:49 PM
if you ain't gifted, you ain't gifted. no matter how hard you fight, how much effort you put in, you still won't be as good as those who are gifted. so just give up early and don't waste your effort anymore. creativity, artwork, everything's the same too.
because i'm never good enough
because the cruel world only looks at the results but not the effort.
11:29 PM
i KNOW someone touched my hard disk before. because it wasnt the original position that i left it at home. now everything inside is probably gone. everything from my year 1 work till now. every single photo that i took since secondary school till now. every single videos that i have for npu. every single games or movies i have.
EVERY BLOODY THING.
its irreplaceable because i have already deleted everything from my mac to make space. if i really cannot recover anything inside i think i will seriously cry...
and it doesnt help when npu is like so bloody irresponsible, borrowing my thumbdrive and NEVER returning. if my mac ever crashes before 10 august and i didnt manage to back up i feel like blaming everyone else because my thumbdrive is lost thanks to them. what for waste so much time everytime to edit and upload videos for everyone only to have them lose my things? the least thing they can do is to take care of my things AND RETURN TO ME.
every single time. just makes me feel as if everything i do isnt even worth it.
10:51 PM
1. OVERNIGHT MAHJONG!!!
2. bake cupcakes/macaroons/whatever i want :)
3. sleep & play whole day~
4. SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET WITH NPU
5. clique 5 and bbm meet up!
6. acjc heian og meet up!
6:39 PM
joseph hechen desmond and sitting in the same room playing ninja warz and being the ever kiasu singaporeans to go and snatch karma the moment someone wins a tournament and tell each other once we spot a new post. what the heck man! hahahahah! all prepare on standby the moment someone goes into tournament LOL.
POLITE was over quite a while ago, i know but hee too busy ah!
goals:
1. at least 1 huck, 1 score, 1 d, 1 assist
2. put more to mids
3. no more than 3 drops/misthrows the whole day, best is 0 drop/misthrow.
4. pivot far and wideeeeee
3. no more than 3 drops/misthrows the whole day, best is 0 drop/misthrow.
4. pivot far and wideeeeee
didnt really pivot zz. almost scored, if only i ran faster. and another was that if i go-to. ah well :(
sickness got worse that day, which got me panting on the field damn fast. :(
sickness got worse the next day. but at least its better today?
2:51 PM