we went to xin bei tou for hot spring, but i didnt like it since young anyway so i ended up walking around the district and eating mango ice while waiting for them. and camwhored :P
okay i cant stand it i think i act cute bo cute HAHAH.
one and only friend i spotted in taiwan while everyone else had friends everywhere we went LOL.
went around ximending at night and i dont remember anything else already boohoooo.
last day of Taiwan!
all our pastries at the hotel hehe. i miss eating tai yang bing!! :(
some of us went to eat at shabushabu steamboat after that. i remembered mispronouncing fen da as lian da and the waiter laughed at me!! :(
had my last koi in taiwan, then off we went to taoyuan international airport to fly back to singapore... T.T
xi men ding, my home for 8 days in Taiwan. i miss those days in taiwan so much :(
i really really want to go overseas with friends again! irreplaceable times :')
Labels: taiwan
11:57 PM
if only nus or ntu had accepted me i wouldnt be at such a headache to apply or not now. sighhhhhh. and if my appeal doesnt get through? WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOO.
i wanna discuss this with someone but i have no idea who :(
11:32 AM
they'll be with you if it advantageous to them. if there's better options, they'll disappear. they'll be with you if they need something from you. once they dont need you already, they'll disappear again.
should have been used to this since i started poly anyway.
12:26 AM
Graduation Day!
my god, i think i havent felt so happy for quite a long time :P i mean, i was happy but not happy to this extent!
graduation day today and my heart was beating so fast when we were all in the lecture theatre. friends coming down specially to take photos, running around and rushing to take with them, once in a lifetime!
and as i walked up the stage, i was feeling nervous all over. what's worse, there were people cheering for their friends and i was like, oh shit if it's me, will there be people even cheering? especially since i dont even mix around much... but yay some people cheered which made me happier :P
felt so relieved that i've finally graduated, but lost since both nus and ntu rejected me. then while sitting at my seat watching everyone else taking their certificate, i felt sad that i didnt work hard to get that diploma with merit. always not caring about this and that which sort of costed my university application.. but still, everything's over. i dont know what to do with my future but everything shall be on hold for now i guess.
and hi to my dear friends:
weixun: haha i think it's a damn good coincidence that you were leaving just as i reached, else we wouldnt get to take this photo! especially since you me and oxy were the only ones from npu graduating today. congrats for getting into NTU, all the best man! see you during bubble tea meet ups, change to gongcha instead for once okay hehehe!
oxy: hello thanks for coming down to take photo! i dont know where you're heading to now, but you're enlisting too so take care in the army! recover from all your injuries soon, and please take care of your body man! your body over the disc okay hahaha.
jonathan: you know, when you told me you wanted to come down and take a photo i was really happy! (: i dont know how to say but the feeling that someone sort of specially coming down for this is really good :D yuxuan my good buddy told me you're in his WISP class and you're a joker! hahaha. i think you two can become best friends because he's a big joker too hahaha. tell me when's your graduation i wanna be down too heh! meet up soon or something! (:
esther: it's a huge coincidence how we first met at stepping stones for tuition, then on to our primary school. we lost touch, but ended up in the same CATS class for our first year in poly! i dont know where you'll be going - university or work, but all the best for your future! :D
huixian: thanks for waiting to take a photo for my graduation! recover soon from all your injuries and take care of your back! your graduation next year, it'll be damn fast haha. POLITE's coming up, work hard and dont be disappointed k! will see you again when i go back hahaha.
kaizhin: you look like an innocent small boy here... but no way you're so guailan HAHAHA. in my eyes you're the best junior in npu, because you're the only guy who sticked through thick and thin, you were there from the start and never missed a training unless you had a valid reason (OR SO I THINK LAH HAHA) and you're hardworking. if there's a best junior award for npu i'll definitely hand it to you! :)
xinhua: thank god you were there for me for the 3rd year else i think i would have died under all that work and everything! i think you're actually cute lo dont shy but dont thickskin also HAHAHA. you're going to australia to study right? sighhh gonna miss you man. skype when you're there!!
karyan: i still remember the times in radio man... probably getting crazy and all over each other hahaha but when i saw the grade it was like OH MY GOD YAY HOHOHO. i dont know where you're going at all! or i forgot. haha. but smart girlzzz diploma with merit also right! like shiok only hahaha. congrats man!!
julia: thanks for helping to take photos really! i feel very very paiseh for asking you to help me take so many photos :x and thanks for coming down specially to take photo too hehehe. maybe we should both go back and start playing together somehow too LOL. work hard for your diploma with merit! :)
yuxuan: cant believe we went a long way back! from dragging you to band from your class in secondary school to joining frisbee and competitions together in poly haha. i dont want to nag at you but.. WORK HARD IN POLY LEHHHH. i know you're working harder now but still... hahahahaha. bubble tea soon!! especially when gongcha opens at bukit panjang plaza :D
persis: thanks for coming down halfway from training!! really appreciate it a lot :) you're like the fastest player in npu already and you have the grabs, so please dont be afraid anymore! just go for it and bang someone who's bigger than you down hehe. you're probably smart like your brother so jiayou for your studies okay! :D
hazel: thanks for coming down halfway from training!! really appreciate it a lot :) stop emoing so much already, i see already i also will pekchek why you emo over so many things omg. live and let live, just dont let it affect you so much because we need to live to be happy right!!! you need to have more confidence in yourself too haha.
szeli: darling thanks for coming down halfway from training!! really appreciate it a lot :) i know you're always very busy with your work so you have no choice but to miss training, but it's kinda a pity because i really think you'll be damn good if you go for trainings more! i think you fall sick quite often also right hahaha. eat a lot more fruits uhhh you like anorexic LOL.
celine: thanks for coming down halfway from training!! really appreciate it a lot :) you're a very very sweet girl and i think everyone knows that haha. you have really awesome grabs like better than all girls i think (oops the rest dont kill me k) just dont have to be afraid! ^^ dont be emo emo also leh see twitter i also aiyo..... LOL.
qiqi: this one cannot say thanks for coming down halfway from training because you came before right HAHAHA. but still, appreciate that you came down before going training! :D next year's your graduation already, then when i come back i'll feel so so old :'( glad to see that you and ivan has always been strong and ongoing. last long long okay! :)
alan: hello tikopeh hahah! it's been a great 3 years with you in the clique haha! tell me where you're going too okay! though you'll be enlisting in the army. please dont turn even more tikopeh inside since the guys inside will generally be tikopeh HAHHAA. last long long with weiying!
weiying: hello friend's girlfriend LOL. good to be able to know you hahaha! one thing i love about you is that you're like so.. innocent and friendly and not fake like so many other people out there! hahaha. i've always felt scared that you'll feel left out if you hang out with us, but i think cos of the taiwan trip with xinhua and karyan (right?) that made it better so yayyyy :) poor us have nowhere to go so..... tell me your decision! :)
12:00 AM
Friends.
i dont know how to feel really. nervous to go up on stage, happy that i'm graduating, sad that i'm turning old and have nowhere to go, excited that my friends are coming to take photos with me, looking forward since my parents are coming, not looking forward since it means i'm officially not a student anymore.
i may not have the happiest times in there, but i made friends who made me smile. i made friends who made my day better when there are those who made it worse. i got to know so many people after i joined NPU in year 2. and many of them became a special part of my life.
i may have regretted joining NPU at times, but no doubt it made my life in Mass Communications much easier for me. these friends that i've made the past 3 years, even those not in NPU, will stay a part in my life that i will never forget. thank you for entering into my life.
having people who are coming down to specially take photos with me because it's my graduation makes me feel, special. and exhilarated. i dont know how to express the feeling every time someone tells me they'll be down. them making the effort just for one very special photo; my one and only graduation in poly, ahh i really dont know how to say. every single photo that i take with them will be kept in my heart.
being single for the past going-to-be-20 years, there are times when i do feel sad that i've been single all my life. but everytime i feel that way, i think of every single friend that i have in my life. they're sufficient and all of them make the best partners ever (: it doesnt matter if i never have a boyfriend as long as i have all my friends in my life! i really appreciate everyone because these friends made in the past 3 years are the ones who helped to keep me going in my life for the past 3 years, and in the future. (not forgetting my secondary school mates who made everything a happy bonus since secondary 1!)
thank you friends, i love you all <3
12:22 AM
anywayzz, i shall blog about clique5+bbm outing instead hehe.
met up last sunday at marina barrage! picnic, music, monopoly deal, phototaking, chit chatting. which reminds me, i saw edward at cineleisure today! short talk since we had friends around, but wheeeee okay i love clique5+bbm too much hahahaah.
nhsb trumpeter.. girls! :P coincidentally wearing peterpan collars together haha.
all my pretty girls ^^
i think we spent an hour taking failed jump shots LOL. and this is the photo i like most:
and ended up some photographer there was actually taking our jump shots from the back! awkwardzzzzz.
NEED to meet up with them again soon because i totally forgot to bring their taiwan presents hehe.
really treasure every single moment with them, and forget about everything else. happy moments that'll stay in my heart forever. really glad that even though we have graduated together for like 3 years, we still kept in touch and met up as much as we can. all of them have entered nus (well except guys in army haha) which makes me really want to go nus too. i dont mind studying something else really, as long as i can go to the same school and have more time with them!
cant wait if we can actually get to go overseas together too. or best, something like opening a business together. like anything to do with them, just awesomeeeeeee.
1:11 AM
i dont wanna find out anymore things about you. i dont want my impression of you to get even any worse.
i dont wanna trust you anymore. you'll never give me a reason to trust you again anyway.
11:31 AM
went for my brother's birthday celebration for lunch, only to have my shoe spoil on me (well it was from secondary school and i havent worn it for 1 year haha!) and my dress' button to drop. worse still, my period suddenly came and i didnt have any pad :( okay gross HAHA.
but heyyyy luckily i spotted my button the moment we wanted to go home!! so now i still can wear the dress out after sewing it on hehe.
we took photos at the orchid plantation! (:
until my shoe really gone case and i ended up walking barefooted home hahaha.
this is how i had to walk:
all the way, until the whole shoe gave way haha!
1:44 AM
Friday the 13th
2. some indian guy walked past me saying i'm fat.
3. it began to rain the moment i left peninsular to go TP for event. which also meant, a jam. i reached TP like, half an hour late when i was supposed to reach 15 minutes earlier!
4. the event probably ended, the person was uncontactable, i dont know why but i think i'm screwed.
5. just wanted to get home and have a good rest, jam on expressway -.-
6. reached home just to receive a rejection letter from NTU
1:06 AM
i think my pride is getting the better of me.
12:02 PM
1. Fast and Furious 5
2. Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides
3. X-men: First Class
4. Transformers: Dark of the Moon
5. Beastly
and more soon! :( who want watch with meeeeeeeeee :(
12:34 PM
why recently i so emo one?! :( :(
4:39 PM
1:29 AM
如果有一天我想回去，还会欢迎我吗？
自己也不知道要不要。心里好乱。
11:38 PM
been thinking about ___ for the past few days. need to find a way to forget about the whole thing completely.
11:20 PM
oops hehe HI i know i havent been updating like how i should. weekends spent at the SGT competition taking photos, weekdays working while editing photos at night. i'm going to upload photos of the finals at the end of this week at this rate T.T
i'll be updating on the taiwan photos again soooooon :P
graduation ceremony: 24 may, 4pm. cant wait! :D
9:52 AM